Don't play games with crazy vests

Dazai Osamu did not expect to hear such words from Hiirago.

You must know that Hiirago has always held strong protests and dissatisfaction with Dazai Osamu who likes to commit suicide when he has nothing to do.

After all, I ignored Osamu Dazai's thoughts and forcibly detained him here in order to "help" Osamu Dazai get rid of this hobby domineeringly.

What made his current attitude suddenly take a 180-degree turn?

Dazai Osamu did not believe what Hiirago said.

He doesn't seem like someone who would change easily.

The kite-colored eyes darkened, and in a place Hiiragi couldn't see, Osamu Dazai had already made a decision: "Okay."

The two words are light and fluffy, as if I really believed in Hiirago.

He was looking forward to what Hiirago would do.

Some kind of strange excitement grew in Osamu Dazai's heart, he had never done such a thing before.

Just relying on words to guide, let a strong man who is much more powerful than himself fall into the darkness for no reason.

The strong swing their knives at the stronger.

Wanting to attack Hiirago deliberately verbally, Osamu Dazai has transformed from a subconscious retaliatory behavior at the beginning to an unstoppable desire to win.

Osamu Dazai wants to succeed.

It's not just simple disgust or wanting to escape from this place.

Osamu Dazai wants to see—in the end, will he win or Hiirago will fight back and change his hobbies?

He will be successful.

The strong desire to win and lose in the face of the strong makes Osamu Dazai almost unable to stop.

It can be regarded as barely finding some kind of fun in this world.

Hiirago's thoughts are actually easy to guess.

Osamu Dazai figured out the meaning of what he said.

It's nothing more than... As long as he disappears, Hiirago can continue to indulge in the escape environment he created for himself.

It's a typical thought with the logic of a psychopath.

The characteristic of this kind of thinking is bold and outrageous.

Osamu Dazai still understood.

But unlike Hiirago, Osamu Dazai has a very clear self-knowledge.

Osamu Dazai has always known that he is different from those dull humans.

So he can understand Hiirago's thoughts, and it's not a big fuss, right?

Isn't this quite normal.

Weird.

Only Osamu Dazai felt that he could gain insight into the thoughts of a schizophrenic patient very skillfully.

I also think this is a very normal thing.

In many cases, only people who know each other very well can do this.

Osamu Dazai directly touched Hiirago's spiritual consciousness in this way, it's hard to say whether he was affected or not.

It's not just Hiiragi who will be polluted by Osamu Dazai.

The negative mental impact works both ways.

It's just that Osamu Dazai himself is dark enough, so naturally people forget whether he has been affected or not.

After all, almost no one can see through Dazai Osamu.

No, in fact Kashiwahara as a player has never forgotten.

He didn't forget that after all, it was just a game.

It would be too unfair if only Hiirago would be unilaterally influenced by Osamu Dazai.

No matter how poorly balanced the game is, it is impossible for the player to set a plot that is destined to lead to a dead end.

There must be something that he overlooked.

Kashiwahara Zaumu has been thinking about this problem until he finally discovered something wrong with Osamu Dazai just now.

——Or he finally found that breakthrough.

Until just now under Dazai Osamu's verbal offensive, Hiirago was pierced through his normal skin and bones, and his mental problems were fully exposed.

Even Kashiwahara Zamu himself never doubted it.

Maybe those monsters are different, but Kashiwahara never thought that these monsters are all things that he imagined did not exist.

After all, it was too real.

The sense of oppression is too real, and these monsters are absolutely impossible to be fakes out of thin air.

Includes 24 spikes on the back.

This is the most steadfast reason for Kashiwahara Zaowu.

It is also an important basis for Kashiwahara's inability to break free from Osamu Dazai's confusing language.

Kashiwahara hadn't realized that by himself, he couldn't resist Dazai Osamu's attack.

24 carefully arranged metal spikes used the constant pain to make Kashiwahara Zaomou get rid of the nightmare of disease in Dazai Osamu's mouth.

He really had a strong sense of frustration.

This kind of feeling has long been experienced by Bo Yuan not only in Tuosi.

Even if Osamu Dazai is only 14 years old, this game character is really not to be underestimated.

Kashiwahara didn't even think that Osamu Dazai was a character created by Tosi based on himself as a prototype by a game modeler.

Bai Yuan Zaowu was also crushed severely by Tuosi with similar verbal offensives, and was beaten so weakly to resist.

But this time is different.

Bai Yuan took a deep breath in his heart after he had no reaction for a long time.

His essence is a person who is proud to conceited.

If you fail once on Tuo Si, it is impossible for you to be defeated by the same method again.

What's more... this is just an unimportant game character.

Kashiwahara never wanted to be suppressed by a virtual character.

Kashiwahara has long been unqualified to be conceited.

He had an experience of mental confrontation, and after recovering from the truth fabricated by Osamu Dazai, Kashiwahara Zauno did not act rashly.

He maintained the same posture, bewildered by Osamu Dazai who was still talking.

Kashiwahara Zao has always been very talented in acting.

Especially after he intentionally trained this talent in order to live a peaceful life, Bai Yuan's long-awaited disguise was even more unfathomable.

This kind of proficient acting skills is difficult to see through even in the many contacts that Tuosi had with him.

This is a flawless skill, and it is absolutely impossible for Osamu Dazai to discover it.

He tensed up secretly, trying to find the loophole he wanted in Dazai Osamu's words and deeds.

Sure enough, the 14-year-old Osamu Dazai didn't even notice Kashiwahara's disguise that he had endured so deeply.

almost.

Just a little bit.

Kashiwahara felt that he was about to find out what was wrong with Osamu Dazai, but no matter what, he was missing the last clue.

He can definitely catch it.

Kashiwahara had no compulsion to suppress the large amount of anxiety in his heart, and observed Osamu Dazai from a third-party perspective with a terrifying calmness that broke away from the shackles of his body.

Some kind of scrutiny hidden in the body of the prey finally caught the clue when Osamu Dazai repeated the "delusion of being murdered".

Right, that is it.

How could Osamu Dazai know so clearly.

Although these professional knowledge can be found easily by relying on the Internet, the feeling between the two is different whether you understand it yourself or simply recite the knowledge content.

The attitude of Osamu Dazai who seems to be in control of the overall situation is the former.

It is not to say that Osamu Dazai's thorough understanding of schizophrenia proves that Osamu Dazai is also the same patient.

Kashiwahara Zamo knew very well that Osamu Dazai was not sick.

He is simply abnormal.

This statement is very contradictory to Kashiwahara's previous conclusions, but it is very appropriate to Osamu Dazai.

- Not sick, but not normal.

But Osamu Dazai obviously forgot that all influences cannot be one-way.

So it seems that Dazai Osamu understands Hiirago's illness and is in control of the overall situation, but in fact he has already been greatly influenced by Hiirago.

Everything is clear.

Just because Osamu Dazai was abnormal, Kashiwahara almost forgot this truth——

"All effects work both ways."

Osamu Dazai's recent performance seemed too consistent before, almost blinding Kashiwahara early.

Kashiwahara Zaumu finally found a breaking point, ready to wait for the opportunity to counterattack subtly.

He is not one to be pushed around.

After all, Osamu Dazai lived with Hiirago for half a year.

No matter how smart and cute the little paper figurines look, they are just dead things to put it bluntly.

Hiirago can use small paper figurines to deceive himself, but these things that Osamu Dazai has seen through at a glance are no different from smart home appliances in human society in his eyes.

No one considers a robot vacuum as a partner.

So go back to the essence and think carefully.

Osamu Dazai and an onmyoji with severe schizophrenia stayed together in a Japanese-style mansion in the mountains for half a year.

No matter how you look at it, this description looks like a trailer for a horror movie.

In particular, Osamu Dazai was forced to stay in this place by Hiirago.

There are weird old houses everywhere, and an onmyoji with a sense of disobedience from time to time.

In the quiet and dark environment unique to the deep mountains, apart from a powerful onmyoji who Dazai hated, Dazai had not had contact with anyone from the outside world for half a year.

That is to say, Osamu Dazai is special.

If any normal person was treated like this by Hiiragi, he would be suffocated by these unconscious actions of Hiiragi within half a year.

Humans are social animals.

No matter how world-weary Osamu Dazai may be, he cannot escape human instinct.

In the end, Hiiragigo's actions are indulging in Osamu Dazai's abnormal side.

Osamu Dazai's perspective on the world is different from everyone else's, which is a special, abnormal and peculiar way of thinking.

This kind of thinking has no right or wrong - people who can take suicide as a hobby are indeed strange.

Hiiragigo's intentions were good, but he completely ignored the influence of the environment on Osamu Dazai.

Unexpectedly, I have been trying to take Osamu Dazai to watch the sunrise, hoping to use the beauty of nature to change Osamu Dazai, but in the end I also failed in the environment.

The environment in which Hiirago has been living in seclusion is not conducive to his own mental health, but also depresses Osamu Dazai's physical and mental health.

This environment is really too quiet.

The special quantum entanglement of two people can only end in double defeat in the end.

Bai Yuan hadn't woken up immediately.

At this moment, he can calmly accept the complete failure of the first main mission.

Even if it's just half a year that speeds up the game time, it's enough for Bai Yuan, who has come to understand, to think clearly.

Now he was able to think from Dazai Osamu's point of view.

Death is not something that everyone fears.

Osamu Dazai was unsuccessful in his transformation.

Asking him to give up this hobby, Bai Yuan never felt that it was really difficult.

It's better to lie down directly - change the main task.

Kashiwahara hadn't originally thought that there were two choices, and it didn't matter which main task to complete.

It's just that the original first choice is more in line with Hiirago's character design.

But now Osamu Dazai took the initiative to offer another option.

The little bastard personally put a schizophrenic debuff on Hiirago, so now that Hiirago makes a change, it's not considered a collapse.

This is reasonable.

After Kashiwahara had made a decision, he turned around and unbuttoned his upper body clothes.

After that, Osamu Dazai saw 24 spikes.

After hearing what Hiirago said, he was eager to try: "How can you help me?"

Hiirago looked the same as before going up the mountain, he suddenly lowered his head slightly to look at Osamu Dazai.

The handsome young man's face was pale, and no matter how much he concealed his emotions, there was no way to ignore such a complexion—what Osamu Dazai said had indeed had a profound impact on him.

It looks really pitiful.

Osamu Dazai sighed casually in his heart.

Although this exclamation looks more like schadenfreude.

A ray of sunlight slantingly hit Hiirago's golden eyes, carrying some kind of indescribable mystery.

Such a pair of good-looking eyes stared straight at Osamu Dazai, and there was only Osamu Dazai's reflection in his pupils.

These eyes seemed to hold only Osamu Dazai.

People who are watched will inevitably breed joyful emotions in their hearts.

Hiirago said to him: "You can't commit suicide successfully."

was guessed.

This is the first to find out.

Dazai Osamu's heartbeat missed a beat.

He had never felt this emotion before.

It's a pity that this extremely special and inexplicable emotion only appeared for a little bit and then disappeared in a flash, dissipating in the heart that had not yet been disturbed, and was not caught by Osamu Dazai.

At this time, Osamu Dazai still didn't understand what it was.

He didn't pay attention to this strange and strange emotion, and even forgot to think about why his heart missed a beat.

Osamu Dazai didn't take it to heart.

Hiirago's meaning is very clear.

Osamu Dazai wanted to commit suicide, but he couldn't die no matter how he tried.

This is something Osamu Dazai has verified since he was very young, and he seems to have a special commandment.

Now this commandment was discovered by Hiirago.

He was the first person other than Osamu Dazai himself to discover this special situation.

Osamu Dazai raised some interest: "And then? What are you going to do."

He was noncommittal to Hiirago's previous words.

Hiirago didn't care about Dazai Osamu's current attitude either.

"It's actually a special curse."

Hiirago said it word by word.

Osamu Dazai was rarely attracted by Hiirago's statement.

"You can't kill yourself successfully."

Hiiragi repeated it again.

——"Unless I cast a forbidden spell on you."