Do not hesitate

Chapter 43

In the garden in the south area of ​​the Si family's mansion, workers were cleaning up the fallen leaves in the fountain, with several servants supervising the work.

Looking at the fountain in front of him, Si Luochen remembered that it was a birthday present given to her by his father when he returned from an auction in France when he was five years old.It's called Happy Angel, and I hope that Si Luochen will be happy forever when he grows up, like the kid on the fountain, always smiling.

Seeing Si Luochen's figure, the servant immediately sent the worker away.The news of Si Luochen's runaway had already spread this morning. Everyone knew that the second lady was in a bad mood today, so everyone wisely chose to avoid it.

The garden, which was still lively just now, became very quiet because of Si Luochen's appearance.

Si Luochen stepped on high heels, crossed the gravel road, grabbed the long skirt with one hand, and wore a warm shawl on his shoulders, and walked carefully into the depths of the garden surrounded by hedges.This hedge garden is the place where I used to play hide-and-seek with my sister when I was a child, and in the middle of the garden is Si Luochen's favorite place.

When I was eight years old, my father made a swing by himself.

Relying on his childhood memory, he skillfully walked through the maze of hedges, seeing that the swing standing there was still the same as before, Si Luochen smiled.

Come to think of it, I haven't seen it since I grew up, so it's still there.

The happy time when I was a child flashed through my mind. It seemed that the world at that time had no worries at all. She only thought about her parents and sister all day long, and her world was enough.

Walking to the side of the swing, I stretched out my hand to gently brush the swing, and it was wiped clean.Turn around and sit on the slightly swaying chair, holding the ropes on both sides with both hands, and exerting force with your feet, the swing will swing.

Si Luochen's skirt and hair swayed slightly with the wind on the swing.

A figure also walked into the hedge garden, and appeared at the entrance and exit in the middle of the garden. His eyes fell on Si Luochen who was on the swing, with an appreciative smile on his lips.

The afternoon sun shrouded Si Luochen's body, as if it was covered with golden light.With a light blue dress and fair skin, the woman in front of her is as beautiful as a fairy who has fallen into the mortal world.

Sensing the gaze, Si Luochen stopped the swing and looked over there, and said with a smile, "Yilin, why are you out? Don't stand there, sit here." Moved to one side, motioned for Irene to come over .

During the past few days of contact, Si Luochen had a good impression of Yilin.In particular, Yilin would help Si Luochen perform hypnosis every other day, and his overall state had really improved.

Coupled with what Si Ruonan said today, Si Luochen felt more at ease with this junior.

With the senior sister's permission, Erin walked over with a smile, and swayed slightly as she sat down on the swing.Sitting beside senior sister like this, being embraced by the sun like this, is really very comfortable.

"It's really comfortable here. I didn't expect there to be a swing." Erin supported one side, giving light force with her toes, making the swing more swaying.

"This is a birthday present from my father. I used to play here with my sister at that time. You are amazing, and you walked to the center easily the first time you came. I remember that when I was young, I searched for a long time and almost got lost. My sister found me. " Si Luochen recalled, with a smile on the corner of his mouth.

"I played it when I was abroad, so I am familiar with it." Yilin looked around, then smiled and said: "Senior sister was really happy when she was young."

Si Luochen turned his head to look at Yilin, caught a hint of envy from his expression, and asked curiously, "Isn't it Yilin?"

Erin looked up at the sky, and said calmly: "I am the child of my father's mistress. I was taken back to Yi's house when I was five years old because my mother was sick. My father had to do this, so my childhood was not the same. Not that happy."

Si Luochen stared at Yilin intently, feeling an indescribable feeling welling up in his heart.Is it true that children who were unhappy in childhood will appear optimistic on the surface when they grow up, for example——Xiang Qiantong.

But deep down, they are all very insecure.

Seeing that Si Luochen didn't respond, Yilin smiled, stared at the sky and continued: "Actually, I should be thankful that my mother didn't kill me and gave me such a good environment, although I don't know where she is now. where……"

"do not know?"

"Yeah. The Yi family doesn't allow her to enter, so my father can only send her to a far away place to find the best doctor..." Yi Lin lowered her head and smiled helplessly, then turned her head to look at Si Luochen, her eyes revealing Confidence said: "However, as long as I keep working hard, I will see my mother one day. I know that my mother has been paying attention to me, so I must have a happy life so that she can rest assured."

Si Luochen responded with a corresponding smile: "I will definitely."

Erin smiled even more: "I know."

In Si Luochen's eyes, it seemed that everyone's past was heavier than hers.Compared with their own childhood, they can be described as perfect happiness.Because she has parents who love her, and a sister who thinks about herself everywhere.

But... Si Luochen told himself that he couldn't easily let go of his future happiness just because of this.

Even if it is unknown.

"Does senior sister not like my brother?" Yi Lin stared at Si Luochen without looking sideways. This is the habit of every psychiatrist. This kind of staring can help you understand the person in front of you better.

Si Luochen nodded without denying it: "It's just a one-sided relationship, isn't it too much fun to talk about liking?"

"Even if he has been playing since childhood, brother is not suitable for senior sister, I know." Si Luochen was surprised by Yilin's firm eyes.

"Oh?"

Yilin pursed her lips into a smile: "Senior sister probably won't like my brother, I can tell."

Si Luochen didn't answer because she knew that Yi Lin hadn't finished speaking.

"I know my brother's personality very well. He likes to conquer, and he likes beautiful things, including people. I know very well what my father doesn't know...so he is not suitable for you, senior sister." Erin said with a very calm expression. , Those who didn’t know thought they were talking about someone who had nothing to do with them.

"Eileen, he's your older brother. And I'm just your senior. We didn't know each other before this, so how can you be sure that I'm who you imagined?"

Unexpectedly, Yilin laughed lightly, straightened up and took two steps, then turned around and put his hands behind his back, and said, "Because I trust my intuition. From the first time I saw senior sister standing on the podium to give a speech about your university Graduation thesis, and I shared your views on psychology during the first year of research. I knew for sure that you were my goal." The directness and certainty of these words surprised Si Luochen.

When she was in college, she gave two speeches, and it turned out that she was there.

"After that, I have been paying attention to you, senior, but your personality is too cold. I remember... I deliberately walked back and forth in front of you countless times, but...you don't remember me, I am really sad." Even so, Erin still had a smile on her lips.

Si Luochen: "..."

I really never remembered that there was such an excellent person who silently paid attention to himself.This kind of mood is an indescribable feeling, as if I have been paying attention to Xiang Qiantong all the time.

But thinking of this, Si Luochen became worried instead.

She faced Qiantong, and Wang Shaoke faced Shen Lue.

What kind of Irene?

"But I know, this is the character of senior sister." Yilin spread her hands together, as if to comfort herself, and smiled.

Si Luochen only smiled and remained silent.

"The reason why I think my brother is useless is not just because he is unworthy." The topic changed again, and continued: "It's because I know that senior sister has someone in her heart."

Si Luochen was taken aback, and looked at Yilin.

Erin smiled even more and said: "Don't get me wrong, it's just that I'm doing hypnosis for my senior sister during this time. When my senior sister falls asleep, she will say a person's name, and I happen to know this name."

Seeing Si Luochen staring at her blankly, Yi Lin immediately raised her hands to explain: "I swear, I just want you to sleep peacefully, but you who enter the imagery thinking are not under my control... I didn't mean to Explore the secrets of senior sister."

"I believe." Si Luochen nodded.

If Erin really wanted to explore the secret, why did she have to say so much?

"She... is really that important to you? Even... going against the arrangement at home?" Yi Lin approached Si Luochen and asked curiously.

Although I don't really believe in such a relationship, but... In Yilin's eyes, I really can't imagine which man is more suitable for her.

It seemed that the atmosphere would be very harmonious only when that person was standing beside her.

Si Luochen lowered his eyebrows, and it took a long time before he nodded in response.

"She's so lucky! Someone as good as you, senior, likes her." Erin said with unabashed envy.

Si Luochen shook his head ashamedly: "She is much better than me. Compared with the attainments in psychology, you, her and my sister are all above me. Even... know a lot of truths in society that I don't. On the contrary, ... luckily for me."

The elder sister's great wisdom, Xiang Qiantong's way of being a human being, and Erin's talent.These are all things that Si Luochen does not have.

This is not lack of self-confidence, but a kind of self-knowledge.

Erin stood aside in surprise, completely unbelievable that the senior she had always admired would say such low-key and modest words.But Yilin can be sure that even if this is the case... Si Luochen's position in her heart cannot be shaken.

Her every frown and smile, every word she said, every action she made.Even leaning on her chin coldly and looking out the window had deeply moved Erin.

Not to mention the touch after contact, even worse.

"Sister, I really like you more and more." Erin affirmed.

Si Luochen admitted that she liked Yilin's character very much.Especially once she entered life, her whole person became straightforward and natural, and all expressions were expressed directly, without any concealment.

Hearing these words, Si Luochen pursed his lips into a smile.

The two were chatting happily when the servant called out from the courtyard: "Second Miss, your phone number." Then the servant turned in and brought the phone to Si Luochen.

"Whose call is it?" Si Luochen asked after answering the phone.

The servant shook his head to express his ignorance: "It's from England."

Si Luochen was taken aback for a moment, then nodded, and the servant who received the signal turned and left.

Seeing the importance of the phone call, Erin also left with the servant in a sensible manner. When she walked out of the hedge garden, she found a familiar figure standing there in the distance as if waiting for her.

It's Ikon.

Seeing his younger sister approaching, Yikang stepped forward and asked, "How did Yilin and her talk, did you mention me?" In Yikang's eyes, Yilin would definitely try her best to pull Si Luochen into Yi's house, because she knew that Si Luochen Luochen is her idol in college.

Erin smiled and nodded in response: "There are chats, but not much. You also know that when I face idols, my tongue will tie up, and it's too deliberate, which is not good."

"I knew you were smart, so I'll leave my brother's lifelong affairs to you." Yikang helped Erin open the door and said softly.

Erin just smiled.

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In the garden, Si Luochen gripped the phone tightly, the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously.Obviously this phone call, she was very happy.

——"Miss Si, I'm Gu Qing. How are you doing these days?"

——"Hello, Miss Gu. Thank you, I'm fine, what can I do for you?"

——"I just booked Qiantong's flight ticket back to China next week. I will send you the specific information later. As for how to deal with it, I will leave it to Miss Si."

——Si Luochen was taken aback for a moment, and then said after a few seconds: "...Why did Miss Gu tell me?"

--"because……"

Si Luochen admitted that after knowing these reasons, he felt an indescribable feeling, not just happy.

But no matter what, she's coming back!

Si Luochen sat on the swing and swung vigorously, looking up at the sky with a smile on his lips.

The author has something to say: I, who have obsessive-compulsive disorder, decide the rhythm of the daily change for every little red flower.

Please give me more encouragement and support.

Qiantong is finally coming back_(:з」∠)_, I really like elementary school girl Yilin.Don't worry, I will arrange a good family for you =3=