Do not hesitate

Chapter 42

Si Ruonan took Si Luochen back to his room and closed the door.Angrily said: "Are you crazy, Luochen!"

"Yes, I'm crazy!"

Si Ruonan frowned and stared at this younger sister who was always calm, why was she so restless at this moment.

Si Luochen looked at his sister with the same questioning eyes, knowing that she was impulsive when she said those words in front of her mother just now.But what made her even more angry was that Si Ruonan knew about this a long time ago, but never told her.

She doesn't even know what the servants know, this second young lady is really a coward.

"Luochen, is this so difficult for you?" Si Ruonan said calmly.

Si Luochen sneered: "It's over? Sister, do you think this thing is really over?"

"Luo Chen!"

"Why do you know everything? Why is no one willing to inform me in advance? Didn't you consider my feelings when making these decisions?" Si Luochen raised his voice for the first time in front of Si Ruonan. double.

"Luochen, did I tell you, so you can accept it?" Si Ruonan was also a little angry at this time, after all, there were so many things she could do nothing about.

"At least, I have, time, time, go, choose, choose!" Si Luochen stared at Si Ruonan word by word and said.

Si Ruonan frowned slightly and stared at her always sensible younger sister. She had been protecting Si Luochen in her own way all along, but unexpectedly...it made her hate herself even more.

Really doing it wrong?

This idea came to mind countless times, but Si Ruonan felt that this idea was just out of love for Si Luochen, after all, she was her only sister.

Taking a step closer, he came to Si Luochen and whispered: "The path you choose is always thrilling and dangerous. The feelings you decide will not see any results in this family. I wanted to wait until you grow up." I talked to you, but found that you have Xiang Qiantong in your eyes."

"Luochen, it's my fault. I should have told you earlier." Si Ruonan put a hand on Si Luochen's shoulder and comforted him.

Who knows, Si Luochen took a step back and sneered, "That's why you let Qiantong leave me?"

Si Ruonan nodded without denying it, which made Si Luochen feel relieved.Her sister is really brave.

"What conditions did you use to ask her to leave?" For the first time, Si Luochen faced this question squarely.

Si Ruonan said indifferently: "I just don't want you to get hurt."

"You don't want me to be hurt? Ha..." Si Luochen smiled mockingly: "The relationship I choose, you think it's wrong. The thing I choose to do, you think it's dangerous!"

"Every one of you keeps saying it's good for me. But...while each of you is good for me, who really thinks about my feelings, huh?"

"...Luochen, you..." In Si Ruonan's eyes, this younger sister has been a person who can suppress her emotions since she was a child, so she doesn't like to communicate, but likes to write, and pour out all her thoughts through the tip of her pen.

"Sister." Si Luochen interrupted Si Ruonan, and continued: "If you protect me in the way you think is right, it will not be dangerous? The relationship you choose for me must be correct?"

Si Ruonan frowned: "..."

"I am a person, not a plaything or a decoration of the Si family. I can let you control your thoughts, and I will accept any feelings you want. I also have a choice. I will feel uncomfortable and hurt." Si Luochen's brows tightened She stared at Si Ruanan frowningly, her eyes flushed.Her breath was not smooth, she subconsciously pressed her chest with her hands, she knew that her body should not be too angry, but she really couldn't suppress the anger and grievance in her heart.

"Sister, I just want to pursue the life I want and be with the person I like, is it wrong?"

Hearing what Si Luochen said, Si Ruonan finally let out a long sigh, and said, "That's right. If you have to make a mistake...the mistake is that you were born in the Si family, and you are the second young lady of the Si family."

Si Luochen was taken aback for a moment, then bit his lip fiercely, his whole body was tense, his thin shoulders were trembling slightly.It was only because of Si Ruonan's words that woke her up like a bolt from the blue.

That's right... She is Si Luochen, the second lady of the Si family.

These extravagant freedoms were known to be impossible as early as the day they were born.

How many times has Si Luochen not wished to be a child of the Si family.But then she thought, if she wasn't born in the Si family, would she still meet Xiang Qiantong?Will you still know friends like Wang Shaoke?

The answer is don't know.

Si Ruonan stepped forward and hugged Si Luochen, who was powerless and distracted, and let her lean on her shoulders, so that she could cry happily...

After a long time, Si Luochen straightened up from Si Ruonan's arms, looked at the mess on his sister's shoulders, and said with a hint of apology, "I'm sorry, sister. I lost my composure just now."

"Crying will relax your nerves. If you keep stretching yourself, I will be more worried." Si Ruonan said softly: "The people from the Yi family will be here soon. No matter what happens in the future, you have to attend as the Si family at this moment." .”

Si Luochen nodded expressionlessly, she knew that this was her destiny to be born in the Si family.Looking up at Si Ruonan, I suddenly wanted to ask a question: "Sister, have you ever regretted becoming a member of the Si family?"

Si Ruonan was stunned for a moment, "Huh?", but he didn't expect Si Luochen to ask such a question.Then he responded seriously: "Don't say that people can't regret it, even if I can regret it, I don't regret being a member of the Si family. Luo Chen, what the Si family gave us is not only living conditions, it can be said that being born in the Si family is an honor .”

"Is it worth it to bear this honor and give up your ideal life? Isn't it tiring?"

Si Ruonan smiled: "Does Luochen think this is giving up the ideal life? Then do you underestimate the word life?"

Si Luochen: "..."

Si Ruonan's tone was still quiet: "Silly sister, sometimes we only see our own little world, but we don't know that what we want is too extravagant! ——Because when we were young, we didn't lack anything, so don't you I know how many people try their best to change their destiny and make their lives more prosperous for a meal. When we are pursuing spiritual thoughts, how many people are still living thousands of miles away from their lovers for material survival, and they have to go to work when they can’t see the birth of a child Struggle? Are they giving up on their lives?"

Si Luochen: "..."

"Compared with them, where are we qualified to give up the life we ​​already have? Why do we think that everything is under our control?"

Si Luochen stared straight at Si Ruonan, she had never looked at her sister in surprise like today.It turns out that Si Ruonan not only has a gentle and modest appearance, she is so sharp in her bones, even fierce.It seemed that the words just now pierced a deep place in Si Luochen's heart like a bullet, it was real and heavy.

Is this the charm of the eldest daughter of the Si family, the future heir?

For a moment, Si Luochen felt that he was more than insignificant.

Looking back on everything that happened when I was a child, it's no wonder that this sister who is only three years older than me always understands so many truths.Because my sister lives in the world all the time, but she only lives in the Si family's world.

Seeing his younger sister's expression, Si Ruonan knew that the words were heavy, so he reached out to caress Si Luochen's shoulder, and comforted him: "Luochen, it's not wrong to pursue your own life, but you can't deny your origin because of this. You are Si Luochen's shoulder. The second young lady of the family deserves her name."

"Sister!" Si Luochen stepped forward and hugged Si Ruonan, put his head on his sister's shoulder, and said in shame, "I...was I very willful just now."

Si Ruonan shook her head and smiled, "I'm very happy to have you as my sister. Now tidy up and do what you should do, okay?"

"I'm afraid I can't do well, and I can't face Yikang." Si Luochen lowered his brows and told the truth.

Si Ruonan smiled: "Eileen is a good school girl, otherwise I wouldn't have asked her to help. Luochen... There are many things in the future that we cannot predict, but at least we can prevent them."

Si Luochen: "..."

At this moment, in Si Luochen's eyes, her sister is great, even surpassing everything else.

After sending Si Ruonan away, Si Luochen sat in front of the dressing table, stared at himself in the mirror, picked up a comb to comb his hair, and picked up an eyebrow pencil to lightly draw his eyebrows.Then, thin liner was drawn on these charming eyes, making Si Luochen's eyes look slender and gorgeous, and the eyelashes were deliberately elongated just to cover the reddish circles under the eyes.

Putting on the plain blue long dress that mother liked, she straightened up gracefully, facing herself in the mirror, slightly hooked the corners of her pale pink lips, turned and walked out of the room.

High heels step on the floor and walk through the corridor.Stretching out his hand to support the stairs, he walked down gracefully step by step, sweeping past everyone in the living room.

And everyone looked at Si Luochen at the same time.

She is like an angel or an elegant princess at this time, with a frown and a smile, she is all over the country.

It's just that everyone's expression towards Si Luochen is slightly different.

There was a gratifying smile on the corner of my sister's mouth, and my mother couldn't tell what mood she was in. Dad was chatting happily with Uncle Yi, but there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth at this time, and Yilin looked a little surprised.As for Yikang... Even if Si Luochen didn't look at it, he knew that his eyes were full of fascination.

After greeting each other, they politely sat on the sofa.

"Senior Si, you are so beautiful today." Erin said truthfully with a smile.

"Thank you." Si Luochen responded softly.

Father and Uncle Yi were still continuing on the topic just now, and it was not interrupted by Si Luochen's appearance.Yi Kang couldn't sit still and winked at his father, all of which fell into Si Luochen's eyes without a trace.

Noticing the look in his son's eyes, Uncle Yi smiled and said, "Luo Chen, you are so beautiful today. After dancing with you last time, Yi Kang specially chose a gift for you."

As the sound fell, Yikang hurriedly took out a bag from behind him. He admitted that he had never been so nervous with any woman.Taking out the box from the bag, he opened it and handed it to Si Luochen. It was a pair of crystal earrings.

"When I first saw it, I thought it would match you very well. I hope you will like it."

Si Luochen accepted the gift with a smile, and responded politely: "Thank you." Even though he said that, his eyes didn't stay on the earrings much.

"Yikang is so careful. Luochen is short of a pair of earrings that match the dress. My daughter just doesn't know how to dress herself up." Fang Shanyu smiled and said.

"Haha, Shan Yu, your Luochen is naturally beautiful, and she doesn't even need to dress up to be beautiful enough." Uncle Yi answered.

When Yi Kang heard Fang Shanyu's words, he couldn't help but smile from ear to ear, but Si Luochen just smiled and remained silent.The topic of fathers has entered the business again.

Both Si Luochen and Yi Kang knew about each other secretly, so they just barely made it clear.Both the Si family and the Yi family have different plans.

After a while, Si Luochen found a reason and left temporarily.Yikang wanted to follow after seeing it, but was held back by Yilin, who shook his head slightly.

Yikang understood his sister's intentions, and sat on the sofa peacefully.

None of these subtle movements escaped the eyes of the two of them.

One is Fang Shanyu and the other is Si Ruonan.

The author has something to say: I originally wanted to talk about Luochen, but it was too early to think about it later.

Decided to wait a little later.Let's move on to the story, umm.

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besides.Thank you for your support!ok~~