try to get closer to you

(3)

Company rooftop.

Luo Yan was holding the same beer bottle ten years ago, leaning lightly on the stone platform, looking at the night sky with bewildered eyes, her position hadn't changed at all, only there was one person missing beside her.Shenzhen, a bustling city, is brightly lit even at night, and the cool breeze blows over, making the mind more sober.

Xiao Zhu hid behind the billboard, staring intently at the figure wrapped in the night, Luo Yan who wrapped herself in a strong shell at that moment.Only she understands, only she has seen the lonely Luo Yan after the prosperity faded away.Xiaozhu thinks that she understands her, not only because she has been taking care of Luoyan's daily life and every aspect in the past ten years, but also because of the relationship between them that is more than that of girlfriends.In fact, Luo Yan came to the rooftop only in recent years when she was sad, they were not like this before, whenever Luo Yan had any unhappiness, she would talk to Xiaozhu, talk about everything, and follow her everywhere.I don't know when it started, there was a wall between them, Luo Yan no longer treated her kindly, and she became the "manager" who could only follow behind her.

Luo Yan sighed lightly, and hugged her arms tightly, as if this would increase her sense of security.Only she knows how much she needs Xiaozhu's company at this moment, but she can't.The last time I went to the hospital for a routine checkup, the doctor said that if I don't put down all my work and go to the United States for treatment, I'm afraid I really don't have much time left.She is actually not afraid of death, she is just afraid of forgetting, she is afraid of the strange eyes that others look at her, the feeling that she can't remember.

Luo Yan was thinking, when was the last time you came here with Xi Cheng?It seemed to be a long time ago, so long that I can hardly remember it.However, today, she was really tired, and she didn't want to think about that person anymore. She suddenly realized that she didn't know Xicheng in front of her at all, and all the good things in the past had disappeared in her memory. .

Luo Yan picked up the beer bottle, raised it to her mouth and put it down again.Is she drinking away her sorrow?But no matter what she thought, she also forgot her purpose of coming to the rooftop.Maybe I'm drunk, or it's okay, I don't need to think about it when I'm drunk...

She turned on the phone, but the word "Xiaozhu" was so clear in her blurred vision, she dialed Xiaozhu's number without any hesitation. "I'm so cold, come quickly...I want to go home..." Regardless of whether the connection is connected or not, Luo Yan said on her own. In fact, in her heart, she has always relied on Xiaozhu very much, but she just pretended to be The coldness of several years does not allow her to show it, and she also hopes that her indifference can keep Xiaozhu away from herself, so that at least she will not hurt anyone when she leaves, especially her.

Xiao Zhu kept staring at Luo Yan, seeing that she took out her mobile phone as if she was going to make a call, she was so anxious that she jumped up, if she called Xicheng at this time, it would be fine!Xiao Zhu didn't care about anything anymore, ran to Luo Yan, helped her turn off the phone, didn't forget to put her clothes on Luo Yan, and hugged her tightly: "Sister Luo, are you warmer? Here you come, come home with me." Luo Yan felt someone hugging her, her heart was filled with warmth instantly, she rubbed against Xiaozhu's shoulder, closed her eyes and fell asleep steadily.

"My old waist! It's about to break!" Xiao Zhu hugged Luo Yan with difficulty, finally got home, and staggered into the bedroom, "It's finally here, it seems that I will exercise in the future, otherwise I can't hold Luo Yan at all." The moment she put Luo Yan on the bed, Xiao Zhu couldn't help crying out looking at the enlarged face in front of her eyes, "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh," her lips rubbed Luo Yan's face passed, and the whole person fell down on the bed, "Hey!" Xiao Zhu moaned, struggled to move to the position next to Luo Yan, and couldn't move anymore.

"Sure enough, she's still a woman!" She sighed.

At this moment Luo Yan opened her eyes, "Hey, you look like Xiao Zhu, who the hell are you..." With a silly smile, she was still drunk.

Xiaozhu opened her eyes wide and watched Luo Yan ravage her face, smiled, and started to have fun, "I'm Xicheng, why don't you know me?" "Xicheng?" Luo Yan blinked innocently , "Who is Xicheng?" After speaking, he patted Xiaozhu's face, "The skin is pretty good!" Xiaozhu opened his mouth in surprise, thinking, I don't know Xicheng anymore, I still remember Xiaozhu...

"That bastard, Xiaozhu, doesn't accompany me, and doesn't accompany me home..." Xiaozhu couldn't tell what mood she was in right now, Sister Luo still had me in her heart...

Luo Yan rubbed her aching head, looking at herself in the mirror, suddenly a little strange.The woman on the opposite side is pale, her eyes are in a daze, and there is no blood on her lips. Is this me?Luo Yan shook her head, she has been entangled for a long time, which made her feel a little tired, Xiao Zhu was right, it should be over.

"Sister Luo?" Xiao Zhu came in with her head in. She woke up very early today and cooked a bowl of hangover soup for Luo Yan to drink when she got up.

"Huh?" Xiaozhu smiled, "Sister Luo, come over and have a bowl of hangover soup, and breakfast is ready!" Make a break." "Break?" Xiao Zhu was actually a bit unexpected, she thought it might take longer, "Great, Sister Luo, you finally figured it out." Xiao Zhu followed her, "But anyway Have a delicious breakfast before talking about other things!" Luo Yan's heart was full of warmth, but her face was just light, "Yesterday...?" Xiao Zhu knew she was asking who sent her back yesterday, so he hesitated, "Yesterday you Call me, and I'll send you back." "Oh." Without any extra words, her tone was so clear and cold that the whole world had nothing to do with her.