try to get closer to you

(2)

"Hey, Sister Luo, have you taken your medicine today?" Xiao Zhu asked tirelessly.

Luo Yan was at a loss for a moment, and then said after a while: "You should take it." Xiao Zhu said with a worried face: "Then you can take it again, and I will live in your house from now on, watching you take your medicine on time every day." ""Take medicine?" Luo Yan sneered, "I don't know how long I can stay by his side, what's the point..." His voice became lower and lower, and the feeling of loneliness in his tone made people feel uncomfortable shock.

"I don't allow you to say that!" Xiao Zhu covered her mouth, "it's okay to make you suffer, but..." Xiao Zhu said in her heart, but you can't forget me...

"Okay," Luo Yan looked a little gentle, and looked into her beautiful eyes, "Even if I forget everyone, I won't forget you, don't worry about me, huh?" Xiao Zhu was not surprised by Luo Yan's "Mind reading" is just tired of being around her, looking at her long-term tired face and bloodless lips, I can't let go, how much time does she have...

After a while, Xiaozhu said slowly: "Are you going to find Xicheng today?" "You really shouldn't have any nostalgia for such a person, I know you still can't let him go." Luo Yan's face turned cold, and he looked away: "Now he can even give up on me for the benefit, I don't want to Involve you. So don't meddle in my affairs anymore, or I will think you are sympathizing with me." "Sister Luo, it's time to end, your body can no longer be delayed." Xiao Zhu was not caught by Luo Yan Scared by his cold face, he continued to persuade without fear of death.

Unexpectedly, Luo Yan was not angry, but just repeated confusedly: "It's time to end? It's time to end..." the rehearsal hall.

"Why do we pretend to be invulnerable even though we are riddled with wounds?" Luo Yan sat quietly on the stage, with the scorching heat from the dazzling lights above her head, she closed her eyes in pain, trying to hide all her emotions behind the sunglasses .The black lenses are shining brightly with dazzling light, the fatally attractive black is as unfathomable as ever, but who knows the heartbreaking eyes behind it?

Today's concert, I forgot the lyrics, causing Xicheng to misunderstand me again.I have experienced such pain thousands of times, so that I am a little numb.

The people in the auditorium disappeared completely, and the hall was empty, only a few students walked behind, tidying up the venue without making a sound.

Backstage.

"Uncle, you love her so much, why don't you keep her, why don't you speak your mind?" Zi Ye laughed ruffianly, but it hit Xiao Zhu's heart.

Yeah, why don't you speak your mind? !Xiaozhu looked at the coffee in his hand and pursed his lips, as if he had made up his mind.

"Sister Luo," Xiao Zhu approached slowly, handed the coffee to Luo Yan, interrupting her thoughts, "Go back, don't think about unhappy things." Luo Yan took it, lowered her head and frowned, but Xiao Zhu was really dumbfounded.Although he covered his eyes, his brows were lightly furrowed, which made people feel pity.

"Whether it's Xicheng, Wu Que, or Cheng Ge, they are not good enough for you," Xiao Zhu sat side by side with her, "But have you looked back to see that there is someone waiting there?" .” Luo Yan was startled.In fact, Luo Yan has a saying that has always been hidden in her heart, she hopes that Xiao Zhu can walk side by side with her, instead of walking behind her, and only let her hear her hesitant steps.

"I like it inexplicably, I can't bear to let you suffer any grievances, I can't stand the fact that we are only separated by shoulders, but it's like being separated by layers of fog..." Xiaozhu said it straight without going through her brain, and she suppressed it. It's been a long time.

Just as Luo Yan was about to get up and leave, Xiaozhu called her: "Sister Luo! I'm serious, if you're angry..." She bit her lip, "Just pretend I didn't say anything." Luo Yan felt extremely sad when she heard that, but But there was no pause, only a determined back.

"Sister Luo..." Xiao Zhu buried her head in her arms, oh my god, how could she say that kind of thing under such circumstances!It seems that Sister Luo has nothing for herself in her heart, she is only worthy of standing behind her... that's all, even if she can only look up at her back, it's not hesitating!

Luo Yan actually didn't leave, she was still standing at the door secretly looking at her, closing her eyes sadly, she suddenly felt that she was useless, she couldn't even express her true emotions.Don't hate me Xiaozhu, I'm afraid only I know what special place you hold in my heart.It's a pity, I'm already dead, I can't drag you down...