fall in love with ex-husband

It was ten o'clock in the evening when Zhang Kaiji sent me home.When I went back to the house to take the medicine, he had already prepared the bath water for me.

I took a hot shower in the bathroom while he cleaned up the mess in the kitchen just across the wall.

Hearing Zhang Kaiji humming a little tune, I couldn't help interrupting him: "What's so happy about it?"

Zhang Kaiji asked without answering: "Xixi, don't we look like when we just graduated?"

When I just graduated, because my parents didn’t agree, I ran away from home angrily and moved to the one-bedroom and one living room rented by Zhang Kaiji during his internship.At that time, Zhang Kaiji had to go to work during the day, and I could only see him at night.Zhang Kaiji is a person who knows how to live. Although the sparrow is small and complete, he manages the small rental house in an orderly manner.The only thing that can't be solved is the problem of going to the toilet and taking a shower.

Because it is a low-cost room, there is no private bathroom, and it is shared with three other families, so you can't take a bath, you can only take a shower.

In the beginning, I was not used to this kind of bathroom that had to be queued up to use, and sometimes I forgot to lock the door inside and would be suddenly opened from the outside.Because I couldn't establish a good relationship with other residents, I was depressed for a month. Only when Zhang Kaiji came home and asked him to sit and wait for me at the bathroom door, could I take a bath happily.

Later, in order to take care of my feelings, Zhang Kaiji did something that is especially absurd now that I think about it.

He bought a bathtub and put it in the living room, using the first salary he got during his internship.

This bathtub does not make our life more convenient, but adds some troubles.Taking a bath is originally a relaxing thing, but because you need to boil water and pour it in yourself, and you have to take the water out and pour it into the toilet carefully after taking a bath, taking a bath has become a physical labor.And I have to be especially careful when taking a bath, and I can't move too much, lest the water get on the floor and soak the floor, and the residents downstairs will come up to make trouble during the day, making my ears hurt.

But even so, Zhang Kaiji still enjoyed it, the first thing he did every day when he came back from get off work was to roll up his sleeves and boil water for me to bathe.

By the time I finished taking a shower, his meal was ready.

We sat at the dinner table to eat, and I always asked him, aren't you tired at work?

The answer is yes.

Then I asked him again, if he was tired and returned to such a troublesome bathtub, wouldn’t he be making himself guilty?

Zhang Kaiji always ignores my complaints, saying: "As long as it makes Xixi happy, everything is worth it."

To this day, I still don't understand what's worth it.

But at that time, I was young and vigorous, every time I had a meal, I would always surround Zhang Kaiji with moisture, and I would never give up until I made him surrender.On weekdays, the two of us would not dare to put any water on the ground, because we were afraid that the downstairs residents would come to the door, but when we did it, we really didn’t care at all. Not only did we get water everywhere in the house, but we also made people from the other three households scream. On weekdays, when they see me, they always avoid me, for fear of being spotted by me, a fairy who has become a spirit.

But I already had a problem with them, the more they pointed at me privately, and they were eccentric intentionally or unintentionally, the more I wanted to bring out the things in the house and let them see men having sex What is it like to come.

A big man insisted on haggling with a few people who like to gossip. Early in the morning, without sleeping, he deliberately wore a shirt with a large collar to reveal the red marks on his neck, and then squatted at the door waiting to greet them. , and asked how they slept.

Thinking about it now, it's a shame.

But these bad things, I have never told Zhang Kaiji.Zhang Kaiji doesn't know how those people secretly scolded us for having sex.

Maybe it's a matter of age.Because I am one year older than Zhang Kaiji, from the time we met, I always thought that I should stand in front of him and resist all the bad things for him.

Including myself.

I have to admit that with Zhang Kaiji by my side during this time, I became much happier, and sometimes I even forget that I am still a patient.Zhang Kaiji's temper was too good to speak of.Even if I often get angry with him because of little things, he can continue to treat me gently, even asking me if I am tired of being angry.

Just because such a day is too beautiful, it seems unrealistic.Several times when I woke up from a nightmare, I would subconsciously get up and go to Zhang Kaiji's bedroom. Only when I saw him really lying there, could I cover my uneasy heart and get back under the covers, unbelievable that all of this was true.

The days I stole are always too short, no matter how much I feel reluctant to part with them, I still have to pay them back.

I know very well that the practical problem standing between me and Zhang Kaiji is a hurdle in my heart that I have never been able to cross.

Earlier, I had already made an appointment with the attending doctor for the second chemotherapy.

It was scheduled for next Monday, the day after Christmas.

When I recovered, Zhang Kaiji was already standing outside the door.It turned out that I was a little worried when I saw that I had not responded to him for so long.

He knocked on the door to remind me that half an hour had passed.

Just treat it as cheating.I hesitated again and again, and finally put down the pajamas in my hand, and opened the bathroom door naked.

Zhang Kaiji was obviously taken aback when he saw me naked, then frowned and said, "Xixi, what's wrong?"

I put my arms around Zhang Kaiji's waist regardless, put my whole body in his hands, and said, "Let's have sex."

Zhang Kaiji was still hugging me tightly at first, and I could clearly feel his panic, but just after I said the words of making love, his eyes went out, he wrapped me in a towel, and hugged me on the bed.

He didn't respond to my enthusiasm, and said calmly: "It's getting late, go to bed early."

After Zhang Kaiji finished speaking, he was about to leave.

I panicked all of a sudden, stretched out my hand, grabbed him quickly, and asked eagerly for proof: "Zhang Kaiji, do you still love me?"

Zhang Kaiji didn't answer immediately.

I suddenly became uneasy, grabbed his hand and asked him with a ferocious expression: "Zhang Kaiji, tell me, do you still love me?"

"Say it!"

Zhang Kaiji still couldn't make it, so he held my hand, sat on the ground, sighed, and said to himself: "Xixi, you have always known that I love you more than anyone else, why do you still use it?" How about hurting me in this way?"

"I do not have..."

Under his hurt gaze, my answer seemed particularly unassuming.

Zhang Kaiji gently wiped away my tears, and looked at me very solemnly.After a while, I slowly opened my mouth: "Xixi, let's remarry. As long as you let me be by your side, you can do whatever you want, okay?"

I knew Zhang Kaiji's thoughts a long time ago, but when he said it, I couldn't smoothly say the answer that I had rehearsed a hundred times in my heart.

Every time you open your mouth, the shape of your mouth will automatically change to "good".

Seeing that I was unwilling to answer, Zhang Kaiji didn't force me, but after tucking the corner of the quilt for me, he left a light kiss on my palm.

"Go to sleep."

"I've been waiting for you."

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Today's tears.