fall in love with ex-husband

Originally, I wrote a story about Zhang Kaiji and me in the name of a novel for personal gain, so as not to lose my memory and forget about him in the future. I didn’t expect that the story I wrote at random would suddenly become popular during the serialization period. The collection has increased by more than ten times, and the comment area has attracted a large number of new readers. Even the publishers I have cooperated with asked me if I would like to continue to cooperate.

Although I am not short of money, it would be a fool not to make money if I have money, so I agreed without hesitation.

When Meng Xizhi came back, after receiving the deposit, I was happily sitting on the balcony basking in the sun with my legs crossed.

It’s been raining this month, making the room damp, and I can’t even lift my spirits. Today is the sun that I haven’t seen for half a month. The warm sunshine in the afternoon finally gave me a little bit of life sense of reality.

"In a good mood?" Meng Xi just took off his coat, entered the room and poured a glass of water for me, "Why are you so happy?"

Meng Xi was one of the few people who knew that I was writing novels, so I told him all about the origin of this windfall, and compared numbers to him proudly.

Meng Xi only coaxed me to invite him to dinner tonight, but when he heard me say that Zhang Kaiji was used as the prototype of the story this time, his face collapsed instantly, with a look of hatred that iron cannot be made into steel.

Of course I know what he's thinking, but if I don't talk about Zhang Kaiji, I'm afraid I'll completely forget about him when I wake up in the morning.

For such a stubborn me, Meng Xi only sighed helplessly, then sat down on the floor with no effort, lowered his head and said the words that had already made his ears tingle: "Xixi, why can't you figure it out? Do you really want to divorce Zhang Kaiji? You used to show off how good he is and how much you love him in front of me every day, but you got into a fight and got divorced for no reason, and divorced when you were sick and needed him the most."

I stroked the ring on my hand silently, my mind was full of the almost despairing eyes of Zhang Kaiji on the day of the divorce.

I think he must hate me now.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Meng Xi had no choice but to change the subject and suggested, "Shall we eat mutton tonight?"

This roast mutton restaurant near S University, I saw Zhang Kaiji brought his students here once, after that, Meng Xizhi and I often went to eat it, although it was a fluke attitude, but unfortunately, we couldn’t pretend once run into.

When the boss saw me and Meng Xizhi, he took us to the old position with great enthusiasm.

We ate for two, but ordered for four.

I'm going to start chemotherapy next week. The doctor asked me to avoid eating spicy food recently, so I ordered some home-cooked food.

It was not a meal time when we went, so the food was served very quickly.Looking at the meat dishes on the table, I asked worriedly: "Can we eat it?"

Meng Xi only showed a disdainful expression upon hearing the words.Loosening the belt before a meal is his greatest respect for the meal. "You underestimate your brother Meng too much. Look at it." After finishing speaking, Meng Xi just picked up a lamb chop and started to eat it.

I still remember when I was in high school, Meng Xi, who was in college at that time, was not only in good shape, but he was still well-proportioned. Since he suddenly joined the army in his junior year, in less than a year, he has swelled visibly to the naked eye One lap, with a strong wrist, the bulging muscles can even pinch a mosquito to death, and the appetite increases exponentially with the body weight. This table of meat is just his normal appetite.

Look at the way he is gorging himself now regardless of his image, how can he still see that the first brother in the military region who used to look in the mirror wherever he went?I couldn't help but feel how time flies, and then teased him: "It's too appetizing to watch you eat. Otherwise, I will register you with a eating broadcast account on the short video platform. If you are free, upload some videos of your eating, which is convenient." I’m going to do chemotherapy later, and I’ll watch it when I feel sick and want to vomit.”

"Bah, bah, bah!" Meng Xi just glanced at me, and said, "Didn't the doctor tell you to stop reading those posts on the Internet? As long as we relax our minds, chemotherapy is not terrible at all, and your disease It’s not hopeless, as long as you cooperate with the doctor and listen to the doctor’s advice, you will have no problem recovering completely.”

I turned a deaf ear, ignored Meng Xizhi's words, scratched my fairly thick hair, and said regretfully, "Will I be ugly if I shave my hair off?"

Such dialogues have been staged countless times in our conversations. No matter how many times Meng Xi only said that chemotherapy is not terrible, I am still afraid of it.I think it's probably my survival instinct.

Next week for chemotherapy, I promised my mother that I would move back a week in advance so that they could take care of me. After the last meal tonight, I will go back to pack my luggage and move out of Meng Xizhi's house.

After the meal, I dismissed Meng Xizhi and told him to go back first, then slipped into the campus of S University with the campus card of an acquaintance.

I come in almost every Friday, walk a few laps along the playground and then go out.

The building next to the playground is the laboratory building of the School of Mechanical Engineering. I remember that Zhang Kaiji’s office is on the third floor, and he can see the playground from his window. He occasionally plays basketball with the students.

But he's not in the office after seven o'clock on Friday nights.

I pick this time slot every Friday to come in.

September just started, and there are many unfamiliar and immature faces on the campus of S University. Whenever I pass by them, my body feels full of fresh blood.

Could it be that I'm actually just a fine fox, sucking the energy of passers-by to prolong my life?

I managed to laugh at myself.

I have seldom been this happy since my illness.After looking at each other for a short time, I immediately looked away and walked away quickly. I don't look like being treated as a perverted uncle by these kids in their early twenties.

There are many people running in the playground today, but the lights are not turned on.

I am a little semi-blind now, and often I suddenly lose sight of what is in front of me. I am afraid that I will accidentally bump into this group of young children and cause them illness, so I chose a grassy field nearby and sat down. .

Set the time with the alarm clock, just sit for 10 minutes and leave.

I raised my head to look at Zhang Kaiji's office, but I didn't turn on the light.

The expected result still disappointed me.

I think everyone thinks that my "doing" is not unreasonable. For example, now, I clearly want to meet Zhang Kaiji so I came to S University on purpose, but I deliberately choose a time when he is not in school, and I know in my heart that he will not be in school. , but I still hope that God can arrange a coincidence for the two of us, so that I can meet the right person at the wrong time.

Time passed by quickly in my cranky thoughts.

I turn off my alarm for 10 minutes and prepare to leave.

However, just as I was about to get up, a person suddenly stopped in front of me, and a familiar fragrance of laundry detergent came over my face.

I was a little flustered and didn't dare to move, for fear that he would discover my existence.

The person who stopped in front of me seemed to hear my voice, passed me, and sat next to me.

I have never been so grateful for the fact that the lights in the playground of S University are not turned on, allowing me to stay by Zhang Kaiji's side secretly.

I know very well that the person sitting next to me is Zhang Kaiji, but I think he probably doesn't know that the shadow beside me is me.

I carefully breathed the air mixed with his scent, for fear of making any noise to attract his attention.He didn't move either, the playground was too dark for him to spot me, but I couldn't see where he was looking.

I pretended he was looking at me and turned my head to look at him quietly.I can't know his appearance, but I know he is by my side.

S University has access control, and the students will leave one after another when the time comes. I am lucky and want to stick to the last moment, but he did not leave early.

We tacitly started the tug-of-war, until the last whistle of the security guard, our game was evenly matched.

I didn't want to go to a bright place and be recognized by him, so I had no choice but to look away reluctantly, intending to leave before him.

I got up slowly, patted the dust off my body, still greedily wanting to stay with him for one more second.

let's go.I kept urging myself.

When I was finally about to leave, Zhang Kaiji who was still sitting still suddenly reached out and grabbed me.

After a while, I heard him say:

"Sissy, how are you doing recently?"

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