Jian Yao didn't know when he fell asleep. When he woke up, it was already daylight, and he couldn't remember what happened after he took a bath. He seemed to fall asleep in the bathtub, and it seemed that he fell asleep after returning to the room. Asleep, there is a strange sense of illusion.

His relationship with Huo Yan had undergone a qualitative change since last night, but he didn't regret it, nor did he feel embarrassed.

It seemed like everything was falling into place, as it was supposed to be.

There was a folded clean pajamas on the head of the bed, Jian Yao opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, and sat up after being dazed for a few seconds.

Uh...he actually slept naked last night.

He lifted the quilt and saw that there were many red marks on his body, the most on his chest. He even felt a little pain in his chest and couldn't help but gasped.

He just took a bite of Huo Yan, but Huo Yan was not idle all night.

It's like I've never eaten meat in my life.

Huo Yan was not in the room, the door was closed tightly, Jian Yao put on his pajamas slowly, and when he put on his pajama pants, he realized that there was a folder under the pajamas.

Jian Yao froze for a moment, he looked at the folder, and sat by the bed in silence.

He knew what the contents of the document were. Huo Yan had told him yesterday, but he ignored the document on purpose at that time.

It wasn't because he wasn't curious about his biological father in this world, but because of Jian Anzhi's attitude, Jian Anzhi didn't want him to know, let alone recognize him with his biological father.

For Jian Anzhi, raising Jian Yao is not for Jian Yao to recognize his biological father who has never raised him, and who doesn't even know that he exists.

If, if Lang Qing was really Jian Yao's half-brother, would he want a brother who suddenly fell from the sky?

Does Lang Qing's family want a man who is a husband and father to have an illegitimate child?

Jian Anzhi gave birth to him because she wanted to keep the child, not because she loved the child's father so much.

Jian Yao sat by the bed for a long time, but finally he stretched out his hand, rationality was finally defeated by curiosity.

There is a thick stack of documents in the folder.

Jian Yao's expression changed several times, he glanced at the past, those unfamiliar names made him unable to produce any emotional changes.

Lang Qing was indeed his half-brother, but unlike what he had guessed, the other party did not live in a perfect family, but grew up in a single-parent family.

Their father was a handsome man without any responsibilities. He gave birth to Lang Qing one year after he married Lang Qing's mother, and then he started all kinds of nonsense.

The man's name is Lang Hua, he doesn't have many hobbies, his biggest hobby is gambling.

He gambled and lost the house and car left to him by his parents. He gambled until Jian Anzhi left him and his wife divorced him.

The funniest thing is that Lang Qing's mother went to court for divorce for five years, and finally gave Lang Hua 20 yuan before she successfully divorced.

And the 20 was lost by Lang Hua in less than a week.

Because Lang Qing was admitted to a prestigious school, had a good relationship with the professor, and even joined the studio in the school, Lang Hua would often stop at the school gate, asking his son for money.

Maybe it was to prevent Lang Hua from harassing his mother. Lang Qing would give it every time, sometimes one or two thousand, and sometimes even tens of thousands.

For a student, no matter how well he performs in the studio, it is difficult for him to earn more than [-] a month.

In order to satisfy Lang Hua's appetite, Lang Qing not only has to go to school and work, but also go out to work part-time when he has some free time, or accept outsourcing on the Internet.

Before Jian Yao met Lang Qing in the coffee shop, it is estimated that Lang Qing brought his own small team to outsource at that time.

Lang Qing's family is not very rich, at least not with Jian Anzhi's financial conditions. In order to get divorced, Lang Qing's mother sold her small house on the edge of the city - now the price of small houses in that area is almost tens of millions. And in order to get rid of it, she still sold it at a reduced price, just to draw a line with Lang Hua.

Both mother and son have been renting houses these years. Langqing's mother is a street clerk with a monthly salary of less than [-].

In this place where every inch of land is very expensive, 5000 yuan cannot provide a good life for the mother and son.

Compared with Lang Qing, Jian Yao in this world is living a fairy life. Although he has no father, his family conditions and living environment are much better than Lang Qing's.

Jian Yao read the last page of information.

Lang Hua now lives in a village in the city, and every time he asks for money from Lang Qing, he will use it to play cards.

Lang Hua, who was handsome and handsome when he was young, has become a middle-aged man with a fleshy face. In the photo, people can still vaguely see the shadow of his youth, but the shadow is so faint that people can't see it.

Jian Yao closed the folder.

His curiosity was satisfied, as if a story had finally seen its beginning and its end, and he felt nothing else.

Whether it was Lang Qing or Lang Hua, he was not going to recognize them.

To Lang Qing, he is just a stranger, the so-called blood relationship is not important to both of them.

The rumors about Lang Qing's life experience in school are all rumors. He doesn't have an adoptive father who is an honorary alumnus, he just has the same surname, and he doesn't have a million-dollar luxury car. Go drive the tutor.

He is not a rich second generation, but an ordinary college student who is trying his best to live.

Jian Yao put the folder in the bedside cabinet, put on slippers and left the room.

The TV in the living room was on, and the news was broadcasting inside. The curtains were pulled open, and the sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling windows sprinkled on the floor. Jian Yao stood in the corridor and took a deep breath, and the previous haze was swept away.

He figured out the ins and outs of his life experience, and let go of the conflicts with his old friends. He had already made a choice, and since then he has never struggled with uncomfortable things.

How difficult it is to find a suitable person in the vast crowd.

Jian Yao remembered that he had read a sentence somewhere——

"In this world, there must be two people who love each other, and there must be love that has no choice but each other, but the probability of encountering it is too low."

"Some people can't find it in their lifetime after looking for it, but some people can easily find it."

Jian Yao thought of his thoughts last night, and suddenly wanted to laugh.

He actually came up with the idea that he had no choice but Huo Yan, and he couldn't refuse the other party or he would lose.

Like a schoolboy——

"If I don't promise him, will he break up with me?"

So childish.

It's not that he has to choose Huo Yan.

But from the beginning to the end, only Huo Yan was his choice.

Only in Huo Yan can he experience the kind of love not brought by blood.

When Huo Yan whispered love in his ear, he really understood what he was thinking, everything was just an excuse, he just didn't want to admit that he was tempted by Huo Yan.

Subconsciously, he still thinks that homosexuality is wrong and pathological. He can't face his feelings directly, and he can't be as honest as Huo Yan. It seems that as long as he is forced, he can find an excuse for himself to accept.

I can't lose Huo Yan, so I have to accept him.

This excuse can only be thought of when the mind is not clear.

If he hadn't been tempted by Huo Yan, he wouldn't have done such an intimate thing as kissing with Huo Yan from the very beginning.

It was he who was moved but dared not admit it, it was he who turned himself into an ostrich, as if burying his head in the sand, he could comfort himself psychologically.

Compared to Huo Yan, he is the emotional coward.

He thought too much, he thought of everything, public opinion, family, and the future.

But he didn't dare to think about himself, and he didn't dare to seriously ask himself—"Am I falling in love with him? Am I becoming gay?"

"Do I dare to reach out to him, and dare to face those difficulties with him?"

If Huo Yan is not so proactive, maybe he will wash his brains for the rest of his life, telling himself that he is extremely emotional towards Huo Yan and possessive of his friends.

In fact, he is not a cowardly person. Once he has made a choice and determined his mind, he will unswervingly walk down a road, even if he hits the south wall, he will not turn back.

Looking at the scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, Jian Yao felt an unprecedented peace.

He finally knew what he wanted.

"Are you awake?" Huo Yan came out of the kitchen wearing an apron. The blue apron had bear prints on it, which gave a contrasting cuteness to Huo Yan. The moment Huo Yan saw Jian Yao, the corners of his mouth involuntarily turned up. hook.

It was not a formulaic smile, but an uncontrollable, genuine smile.

Maybe even Huo Yan didn't realize that he was laughing.

"Are you cooking?" Jian Yao looked at the time, it was already eight o'clock in the morning.

Huo Yan: "Go and wash up first, the breakfast is very light for you, and you can order by yourself the day after tomorrow."

Jian Yao: "..."

Do you have to be vegetarian for two days?

Then don't do it!

Jian Yao couldn't see his expression, he didn't know that he was laughing too, just like Huo Yan, like two silly boys.

"Then I'm going to the bathroom." Jian Yao dared not look directly at Huo Yan.

He has a sense of reality now, he really put Huo Yan to sleep!

It's a pity that I didn't turn on the lights last night...

After all, considering Huo Yan's face and figure, it is obvious that he has made money.

Standing in front of the mirror, Jian Yao involuntarily pulled up his blouse and squeezed his belly. Neither Jian Anzhi nor Huo Yan agreed with him to keep fit. Exercise is also allowed, but it must be kept to a certain degree. The result is that although the belly is not soft Squat, but no abs either.

And because he lay in bed for seven years, he didn't see much light, so when he stood under the sun and lights, he was so white that he seemed to be able to glow.

"Xiao Yao!" Huo Yan stood at the door of the bathroom.

Jian Yao stayed in the bathroom for too long, Huo Yan was worried that something happened to him.

Only then did Jian Yao put down his shirt, he opened the bathroom door, and smiled embarrassedly at the worried Huo Yan: "What did you do?"

Breakfast is vegetable porridge with eggs and vegetable salad.

The blandness made Jian Yao lose his appetite, so he asked, "Can you give me a plate of pickles?"

Before Huo Yan could speak, Jian Yao said again: "A small plate is fine! Two cowpeas are fine!"

He looked into Huo Yan's eyes, and said pitifully, "There's no chili, so pickles should be fine, right?"

Huo Yan couldn't resist Jian Yao's gaze, he said helplessly and dotingly: "I'll clip it for you, it will be fine after these two days."

Jian Yao: "..."

Jian Yao looked at the two pitifully short cowpeas without knuckles in front of him, and decided that he must abstain from sexual intercourse in the future.

Compared with appetite, that matter is actually not that important.

Only then did he belatedly discover one thing - he turned out to be the one below, and he didn't have any objections throughout the whole process. If he had known that the one below had to eat so lightly, why would he have tried to seize the initiative.

But he himself is not very confident that he can beat Huo Yan.

After breakfast, Huo Yan didn't go to the company. He was just having fun all morning. No matter what Jian Yao looked at him, Huo Yan always had a smile on his face. He even thought of something when he was cleaning the table. The desktop can laugh.

It was the first time Jian Yao discovered that Huo Yan had such a silly side.

Inexplicable... a little cute.

Although the word cute has nothing to do with Huo Yan.

"I've read the information." Jian Yao took the orange juice Huo Yan squeezed for him and sat on the sofa in the living room.

Huo Yan sat beside Jian Yao, he naturally grabbed Jian Yao's shoulders, and asked softly, "Do you want to see Lang Hua?"

Jian Yao shook his head, he forced himself to ignore the hand on his shoulder, and said calmly: "He is him, I am me, he doesn't even know that I exist, and Lang Hua in the information...I think I am If you recognize him, you will never have a peaceful life in the future."

He had no doubt that if Lang Hua knew of his existence, Lang Hua would definitely come to ask for money shamelessly. Although he would definitely not give it, he would definitely find it very annoying.

It's okay for him to harass himself, but it would be even more troublesome if he harassed Jian Anzhi.

After all, Jian Anzhi lives alone now, in a single-family house, and almost doesn't care about the property.

If it wasn't for Jian Anzhi's reluctance to move away, he still hoped that Jian Anzhi could live in the villa prepared by Huo Yan.

Although it's a bit far from the city, it doesn't take too long to drive, and the community is well-secured, with everything you need in the community, and it's also convenient for Jian Anzhi to create.

"And my mother doesn't want me to recognize him." Jian Yao looked at the host's face on the TV and said in a daze, "Before you arrived yesterday, I asked my mother, but my mother didn't answer directly."

"If it were you, you worked so hard to raise a child, would you expect him to recognize a man who never raised him and didn't know his existence as his father?" Jian Yao smiled, "That's impossible. "

"So don't tell my mother about this." Jian Yao turned to look at Huo Yan seriously, "Did you hear that?"

Huo Yan also said in a serious tone: "I heard, I listen to you."

Speaking of her parents, Jian Yao thought of one thing: "By the way, where are Yang Jinhua and Huo Gan? How are they doing? Didn't they bother you?"

Huo Yan smiled and said: "Huo Gan is still in his hometown, and he is living a good life."

This is not bad. I can just eat enough and wear warm clothes. I have no freedom and no entertainment. I am either working or on the way to work.

As for Yang Jinhua——

"Yang Jinhua found Zhou Wenyuan." Huo Yan narrowed his eyes slightly, "It's probably playing a scene of deep love between mother and child."

Jian Yao: "She came out of the mental hospital?"

Huo Yan nodded: "It's already out."

Jian Yao waited for Huo Yan to continue.

Huo Yan said with a smile: "She has something in her hand, I'm waiting for her to take it out."

This is why he let Yang Jinhua leave the mental hospital.

Jian Yao frowned nervously, grabbed Huo Yan's arm, and asked eagerly, "What is it?"

Huo Yan patted the back of Jian Yao's hand, feeling warm in his heart: "It's not something important, it's just evidence."

"It's all evidence of my bad deeds back then." Huo Yan said with a smile, "Small theft and smashing other people's windows."

Jian Yao frowned deeper, and his voice became louder involuntarily: "Since you know she has those things, why did you let her out of the mental hospital?! Didn't you go to the house to look for it? She has nothing but that house , where else can you hide things?"

Seeing Jian Yao's excited look, Huo Yan used his arms to hug Jian Yao into his arms: "If that's the case, how can it make her more desperate? How can it make Zhou Wenyuan more painful?"

Jian Yao froze for a moment, he looked up into Huo Yan's eyes.

Huo Yan showed Jian Yao his expression without any disguise, and he said softly, "It's not that I don't hold grudges, and I'm not that good either. I'm not a perfect kind person."

"Actually, you always knew."

Jian Yao pursed his lips, but he couldn't refute.

Yeah, he's always known, he's just been reluctant to admit it.

Huo Yan patted Jian Yao on the back: "If you want me to be a good person, I can let them go, and I won't care what they do from now on. Everyone and things in this world are not as important as you. "

He is willing to act as a good person all his life for Jian Yao.

After acting for so many years, there is no reason not to continue acting.

"No need." Jian Yao didn't look at Huo Yan's expression any more, he buried his head in Huo Yan's arms, and said in a muffled voice, "As long as you're happy and don't break the law, everything else is up to you."

"Actually, I'm very happy that you are like this now."

Once upon a time, he was unwilling to believe that Huo Yan was not the person in the book.

Because once this happens, Huo Yan doesn't need him anymore.

But now he has a new relationship with Huo Yan, which provides Jian Yao with a new sense of security.

"I'm not that crazy." Jian Yao complained in a low voice, "Do you think I want you to be a good person who won't fight back when you are scolded or beaten?"

Huo Yan stretched out a hand to grope in his bosom, and finally found Jian Yao's chin. He forced Jian Yao to raise his head, and then pressed a kiss on Jian Yao's lips.

As soon as the kiss touched the point, it didn't mean any love, but when they parted, the ears of both of them were red.

"I know." Huo Yan's voice was so gentle that water dripped out, "You don't have to think about anything, just study hard and make new friends in college."

"It's a pity that the relationship is good, but it can't be closer than you and me."

Huo Yan stroked Jian Yao's lips with his fingers: "Otherwise I will be jealous."

Jian Yao: "..."

You are probably the only one who speaks of jealousy in such a serious manner, right?

Jian Yao: "You are the one. There are quite a few people who want to develop a relationship with Mr. Huo. You are Tang Seng now."

Huo Yan was amused: "Then what kind of fairy are you?"

Jian Yao shivered, and the "little goblin" in the novel popped up in his mind, he quickly said: "It's alright, alright, let's change the topic,"

"I read from the information that Lang Qing had a hard life."

"Yeah." Huo Yan hugged Jian Yao, closed his eyes and said, "He has good grades, but his family is under a lot of pressure, so he probably won't take the postgraduate entrance examination."

Jian Yao sighed: "He is not lucky."

For a dad like that at the booth, his luck can no longer be considered bad, it can only be said to be extremely bad.

Huo Yan: "Have you softened your heart?"

Jian Yao: "A little bit, but it has nothing to do with me."

Although there is a blood relationship, it is impossible for him to ask Huo Yan to help him because of the blood relationship.

Huo Yan smiled and said: "Let's see when the time comes, I can help if I have the ability."

Jian Yao quickly said: "No, I never thought about it..."

Huo Yan sealed Jian Yao's lips, and after a kiss, Huo Yan bit Jian Yao's earlobe lightly and said: "I am a capitalist, capitalists don't do business at a loss, as much as I give him, he will pay me back more. "

Jian Yao paused, and rushed over with a fierce look: "Evil capitalist!"

Huo Yan smiled and hugged Jian Yao again, with his chin resting on Jian Yao's forehead: "Before you got into a dead end, I didn't persuade you. It was a trivial matter for your friends to ask you for resources. How do you know that there are no capable people among them? ?”

"Don't think that they want to use you. People use each other."

"Do friends have to be clean? Chen Mei and Zhou Yi had a good relationship with you back then. Zhou Yi was because of your good grades, and Chen Mei was because of your good looks. Why did you want to be friends with them?"

Jian Yao looked at Huo Yan in confusion.

Yes, why did he accept Chen Mei and Zhou Yi so easily?

Because he has arrived in a new environment and wants friends.

What he needs is emotional feedback.

Huo Yan: "Didn't you also want to protect me from the beginning?"

Jian Yao nodded: "Yes, at that time I thought that if I didn't protect you, you would be finished."

Huo Yan laughed silently: "You don't want to see what other people want from you, you want to see if you can get what you want from the other party."

"Because I want you, so no matter what you do, I won't be mad."

Jian Yao: "What you say... seems to make sense."

Huo Yan pinched Jian Yao's face: "You don't like them asking you for resources, do you think the resources are not yours, but mine?"

"You think you are using me by helping them?"

Jian Yao nodded again.

Huo Yan: "If it is your own resources, you will think about what abilities they have, whether they are competent, whether they can create benefits for you, and whether they will listen to you after joining the company."

Huo Yan grabbed Jian Yao's hand, he interlocked his fingers with Jian Yao, and said softly: "If someone still finds you next time, you might as well take a look to see if he is as good as he said, if he is really As he himself said, then you are Bole."

"If not, you should have recognized a person. A person who is talking about running trains really does not deserve to be your friend."

Jian Yao was persuaded by Huo Yan.

Yes, from the very beginning, he decided that the other party wanted to use him, and then used Huo Yan through himself.

But he never thought that people are eager to have a stage and a better life, and they need Bole even more.

Otherwise, how could there be such an allusion of self-recommendation?

"I understand." Jian Yao looked at Huo Yan seriously, "You are right."

After saying this, Huo Yan kissed him again.

When lips and teeth were entangled, Huo Yan said vaguely: "I still have more reasonable times."

Jian Yao was dizzy from being kissed, and felt that he was being led astray by Huo Yan.

But I can't figure out where it is wrong.

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