The God of the Father and the Hero is Broken [Transmigration Book]

"Do you know that I have met Lang Qing?" Jian Yao lowered his eyes slightly, and his crimson ears gradually returned to their original color. He didn't look at Huo Yan, and even the question was full of certainty.

His every move seems to be under Huo Yan's nose, Huo Yan knows what he does and who he meets.

Huo Yan didn't deny it, he looked at Jian Yao's soft curly hair, his voice was soft and gentle: "If you don't like it, I won't let them report to me again, but I can't let them stop protecting you."

Jian Yao didn't speak, he knew that Huo Yan's actions and statements were reasonable.

Everyone knew that they were his weakness, no matter how late Huo Yan was in those seven years, he would go to the nursing home, probably only the blind could not see his position in Huo Yan's heart.

With Huo Yan's current status, those who want to harm him may really have to go around the city.

If Huo Yan can't be harmed, can't Jian Yao be harmed?

But Jian Yao understands the truth, but the feeling of being watched all the time is not very pleasant.

"I know you are thinking about me, I'm not angry." Jian Yao looked at his fingers, he was a little lost in thought, he should cut his fingernails, Jian Yao turned his head, he looked at Huo Yan's side face, "You can give me the information later in the car."

Huo Yan rubbed Jian Yao's hair, the corner of his mouth was full of affection: "Okay."

"Are you going back to the company later?" Jian Yao asked.

Huo Yan: "No, the meeting will never end."

Jian Yao smiled: "I thought you were a workaholic."

Huo Yan looked at him with a complicated expression: "That depends on what it is for."

Jian Yao: "All right, all right, when my mother comes out, I'll say hello to her and we'll go."

He felt that if Huo Yan continued to speak, he would definitely feel so numb that he would get goose bumps all over his body.

It was not long before the showdown between the two, when Huo Yan knocked on the door, Jian Yao was still worried that the two of them would be embarrassed when they met, but when they actually met, talked and sat together, he didn't feel any embarrassment at all.

He didn't even feel embarrassed when Huo Yan covered the back of his hand and ruffled his hair.

Even at the moment when he felt the temperature of Huo Yan's palm, he only felt relieved.

It was as if they were back to their previous relationship, without any barriers, able to lie in the same bed, share their secrets without hiding.

When Jian Anzhi came out of the room, what he saw was Huo Yan and Jian Yao who were close together, talking head to head.

Jian Anzhi's eyes darkened, she pursed her lips, but in the end she couldn't say anything.

In fact, she doesn't care much about Jian Yao. This is related to her own growth experience. She never asks Jian Yao to do something, or what she must not do. Apart from studying, she has always followed Jian Yao. Its natural educational model prefers to play a friend rather than a parent.

But at this moment, Jian Anzhi felt a little regretful.

If she has always been a tough mother, maybe when Jian Yao wakes up, she can force Jian Yao to sever contact with Huo Yan.

Seeing their intimacy, Jian Anzhi always felt a little flustered, and even a little out of breath.

"Mom, I'll go now." Jian Yao stood up, "I'll come over tomorrow morning, and we'll have dinner together at noon."

Huo Yan also stood up with Jian Yao, with Jian Anzhi's familiar smile on his face: "I will come with Xiao Yao tomorrow morning, let me cook."

Jian Anzhi pursed her lips, she didn't say anything, but nodded slightly.

When they left, Jian Anzhi leaned against the door frame to watch their leaving back. When they passed the corner, Jian Anzhi sighed involuntarily—even though she didn't know why she sighed.

Jian Yao got into Huo Yan's car, Huo Yan didn't like to take the driver - sometimes, but it was only because the company had too many things to deal with in the car.

It took more than half an hour to drive back to school from home. Jian Yao connected to the bluetooth in the car, played music, and rested with his eyes closed against the back of the chair.

"Did you go out in the morning?" Huo Yan looked ahead, as if he just mentioned it by accident.

Jian Yao remembered what Dong Xiang said again, he didn't open his eyes, and gave a soft and feeble "hmm".

Huo Yan thoughtfully said: "If you don't want to see them, don't see them next time."

After being silent for a while, Jian Yao said: "I've thought about it, it's not that they have changed, but I have not changed."

If he, like them, has been dyed by the big dye vat of society, maybe he won't feel so uncomfortable.

Everyone has selfishness and desires, and everyone wants to get the most with the least cost.

He can understand it, but he can't agree with it, and he can't accept it.

He himself never thought of using his relationship with Huo Yan to get any benefits. He even felt that he was a person who had no pursuits, or that he had already completed his pursuits - got a home, and this home was very good , no poverty, no beatings.

The rest is about being able to successfully finish college, find a job that is not too low-paid, be able to support myself, and be able to support the elders when they are old.

Huo Yan's voice was gentle: "Whether it changes or remains the same, you are still you."

Jian Yao hooked the corner of his mouth, but he was a little helpless: "I will delete them all when I go back."

Huo Yan: "Tell me what he told you?"

Jian Yao looked at Huo Yan's profile, which looked like a painting. His eyes were out of focus and said, "You should be able to guess. They think I have a good relationship with you and want me to say hello to you. Can you tell me?" Work in the Zhou family."

He let out a "huh": "Do you need to say hello to ordinary applicants? If you have passed the qualifications and abilities, you will not pass the interview?"

"They just thought that if they could get some resources through this relationship, they would be able to become the management team after joining Zhou's."

Jian Yao wasn't so angry when he didn't say it, but after he said it, he couldn't suppress his anger: "I thought they called and contacted me because they still had feelings for me and regarded me as a friend, but they turned out You don’t even want to act, and you don’t want to spend time cultivating relationships, so you want to benefit from it?”

Jian Yao: "Anyway, I won't have any contact with them in the future."

After venting his anger, Jian Yao took a deep breath, his teeth felt cold now.

Huo Yan whispered softly, seeming to comfort and persuade: "You will meet new people and new friends in college soon, and you can start from scratch with them. Those people in the past are no longer in the same world as you."

Jian Yao nodded: "I know, I'm not sad, just a little angry."

His feelings for them only exist in "memory", and as time goes by, no matter how deep the feelings are, they become shallow.

He was just worried, if his new friend made the same request after knowing his relationship with Huo Yan, what should he do?

Then he may be more uncomfortable than now.

Jian Yao closed his eyes again, and didn't continue talking to Huo Yan, he actually didn't need others to comfort him, he could always explain himself, it just needed time.

Otherwise, in reality, he would have collapsed long ago.

In reality, there is no Huo Yan by his side, only himself.

When they arrived in the community, it was already time for dinner, Jian Yao was too lazy to go shopping, and Huo Yan had been busy all day, so instead of cooking at home, they had a makeshift meal at a restaurant outside the community.

As soon as he got home, Jian Yao went to the bedroom with no energy to get a set of clean pajamas, and then walked to the bathroom.

Jian Yao stood under the shower, warm water droplets fell on Jian Yao's body, flowing down his cheeks, chest, back, and he gradually regained his calm in the water.

As usual, Jian Yao came out of the bathroom after changing her pajamas, and went to the balcony with the changed dirty clothes.

His hair was just brushed casually, and the water dripped from the ends of his hair fell on the pajamas, leaving a dark stain.

He had just turned on the washing machine, and was bending over to stuff the clothes in, before he stood up, he was wrapped in a soft and warm towel.

Jian Yao couldn't see anything, but could only smell the scent of detergent left on the towel, which seemed to be lemony, Jian Yao was a little lost in thought.

Huo Yan's voice seemed to come from far away: "Wipe it and dry it, or you will catch a cold."

Jian Yao nodded slightly, he stood still, and Huo Yan stood behind him.

The red light of the setting sun fell on them through the floor-to-ceiling windows, as if nothing had happened before.

Huo Yan's hands are big, Jian Yao knows how powerful Huo Yan's hands are.

But Huo Yan was always gentle when facing him.

Jian Yao has never seen Huo Yansheng get angry, nor has he seen Huo Yan lose control of his emotions.

Huo Yan is his best friend and also his only friend.

Huo Yan regarded him as very important, and so did he.

Jian Yao felt that he didn't have the strength to stand any longer, so he leaned back slightly, leaning against a warm and broad chest.

He is like a fish living in the sea. One day he suddenly woke up and thought that he should live on land. After a short struggle, he realized that he belonged to this sea.

In this quiet and undisturbed environment, Jian Yao felt the rise and fall of Huo Yan's chest, and seemed to be able to vaguely hear the other's heartbeat.

He asked himself in his heart: "Can you accept it? Accept that one day Huo Yan starts a family, no matter whether his significant other is male or female, he will leave you."

"You are no longer the focus of his life, you will gradually become estranged, and you may not see each other once a year."

Jian Yao asked Huo Yan softly after asking himself: "Have you thought about it yet?"

What does it mean to be with a man?

No one will bless them, including Jian Anzhi.

The public opinion family will get in their way, and they can't even complain because no one wants to know what they think.

They will not have children of their own and cannot form a family in the traditional sense.

Looking back on the past, Jian Yao knew that Huo Yan regarded himself as his heart's sustenance.

But why not Jian Yao?

After all, Jian Anzhi is an elder, no matter how much she is like a friend, she is also a mother, so there are bound to be many things that cannot be said between them.

It would have been better if he was a girl, there would always be less same-sex concerns, but he was a boy, and they were destined not to be as close as they had been when they were young.

Huo Yan's voice seemed to be trembling slightly, very softly, if Jian Yao hadn't been leaning on his chest, Jian Yao would not have noticed it.

They had kissed so many times and had done more intimate things, but today seemed to be their first intimate contact.

Huo Yan tentatively hugged Jian Yao's waist from behind.

Jian Yao seemed to be embedded in Huo Yan's body, the towel slipped to the ground, Huo Yan tilted his head, and kissed Jian Yao's side face very lightly, he said: "I have thought about many things, but this is the only thing I haven't thought about. Pass."

Jian Yao raised his head, he opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, and his peripheral vision fell on the flying birds passing by outside the french windows.

He could feel Huo Yan's lips, the hot and humid breath, and the itching and numbness of his skin after being kissed.

On the way back and in the shower, he thought a lot, and thought too much, and instead he found a certain kind of peace.

The only thing he can't lose in this world is his family, which is Huo Yan.

He has lived for so many years and has never been in a relationship, and his understanding of love is very superficial. A man and a woman do not hate each other, and feel that the other party meets his criteria for choosing a mate, so it seems that they can fall in love.

He has never seen or imagined the kind of life-and-death love that must be him in TV dramas.

Huo Yan said he loves him, and he also "loves" Huo Yan.

Maybe it's not the same kind of love, but they always regard each other as their most important person.

Jian Yao gave up resistance, he couldn't lose Huo Yan, his only friend, his only sustenance, the most important person in this world.

He had never owned anyone in his short life, so he couldn't accept the loss even more.

As the sun set, the land was gradually shrouded in darkness, and the lights in the house were turned on.

A lingering shadow fell on the floor-to-ceiling windows.

The tip of the nose is lingering with the scent of shower gel, and you can touch the warm body with your hands. Jian Yao doesn't know when he returned to the bedroom, all his senses are occupied by the person hugging him.

The other party seems to have fallen in love with his lips, endless entanglement, countless demands.

When the lips and teeth were entangled, Jian Yao even felt that he was going to be eaten by the other party.

"I love you." The other party bit his earlobe lightly, and that voice was full of satisfaction that Jian Yao had never heard before.

It's also darker and sexier than usual.

Jian Yao just hugged the other person's back, his eyes were a little sore, for some reason, he suddenly felt a burst of overwhelming pain and happiness, these two feelings were so contradictory, but quickly filled his chest cavity.

He could feel Huo Yan's emotions, Huo Yan hugged him so strongly that he wished he could be wrapped in flesh and blood.

At a certain moment, Jian Yao burst into tears, and the tears were gently carried by Huo Yan's lips.

Jian Yao hugged Huo Yan's hand even tighter.

He seems to have been looking for such a person, looking for such a hug, who can accept him without any demands.

He used to think that person was a family member, but now he realizes that family members have their own lives, and it is impossible for Jian Anzhi to be with him forever.

Only Huo Yan, and only Huo Yan, has been by his side from the beginning to the end, accepting him without a bottom line.

Huo Yan has always been very gentle, but after a brief reassurance, he is like a beast that has just descended from the mountain. After searching for half his life, he finally locked his prey.

He could no longer restrain the desire in his heart, and tore off the mask of warmth, revealing the fangs hidden under the mask.

Jian Yao felt that he had been bitten through the skin of the back of his neck, and was forced to sacrifice himself under strong pressure.

But he didn't resist.

"Just tell me if it hurts." Huo Yan whispered in his ear.

Jian Yao gave a soft "hmm".

He actually didn't feel much pain, maybe Huo Yan was patient enough before that.

At the very beginning, Jian Yao felt it was very strange, he turned over to see Huo Yan's expression.

Huo Yan had sweat on his forehead—like someone who just crawled out of the sea, beads of sweat dripped from his forehead, and his back and chest were covered with sweat.

And the veins on his forehead, like he's trying his best to suppress something.

Jian Yao raised his hand subconsciously, and his fingers touched the scar on Huo Yan's forehead.

"Does it hurt?" Jian Yao also asked.

Huo Yan supported the bed with one hand, and grabbed Jian Yao's hand that touched his scar with the other hand, he put Jian Yao's hand on his lips and kissed lightly: "It won't hurt after meeting you. "

Jian Yao hooked the corners of his mouth, his eyes were slightly bent, and there seemed to be tiny starlight in those eyes.

Huo Yan looked into Jian Yao's eyes, he was like a balloon filled with hydrogen, and it seemed that it would explode|explode in the next second.

Then none of them spoke again, and the moonlight came in through the gaps in the curtains, casting swaying spots of light on the floor, like sparkling water.

Jian Yao raised his head, his lips were slightly parted, and his eyes were out of focus.

He feels that people who walk in the deep mountains are always lost and can't find the direction to go, but when he feels that he has no way out and will be trapped here forever, a road suddenly appears in front of him. You need to think, and you don't need to identify the direction, you just need to follow this path.

Even if he doesn't know where the road will take him.

He was gradually addicted to it, no longer thinking, and no longer longing for the world outside the mountain.

His physical strength was gradually draining, and he had no strength to move anymore.

His limbs were limp, and even the sweat had drained dry.

But at the same time, he has a great sense of security.

It seemed that until this moment, he was really safe.

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A pair of arms passed through his armpit and legs, and slowly hugged him. Jian Yao didn't struggle. He leaned on the opponent's shoulder and looked at the slightly protruding arm of the opponent. On the left arm there was another Teeth marks with bloodstains.

Huo Yan noticed Jian Yao's gaze, he smiled and said: "The strength is still too weak, it's better to bite into the bone."

Jian Yao just blamed himself for a second: "..."

"I'm not a dog." Jian Yao, "I have such a strong bite force that I can go head-to-head with a black bear."

All the estrangement disappeared, and Jian Yao regained the state of getting along with Huo Yan before. He leaned on Huo Yan's shoulder nostalgicly, and heaved a sigh of relief like a heavy burden.

The corner of Huo Yan's mouth curled up uncontrollably: "Go take a shower, go to bed early tonight, and I won't go to the company tomorrow morning."

Jian Yao: "Aren't you afraid of accumulating too many documents?"

Huo Yan: "Those are not as important as you. If you want me to spend more time with you, I can find a professional manager and I won't have to go to the company anymore."

If it weren't for the pain in the waist and buttocks, Jian Yao would have jumped out of Huo Yan's arms right now.

He could tell that Huo Yan was serious, and because he heard it, he couldn't understand.

"If you don't go to the company, what will you do when I go to school? What will you do when I work?" Jian Yao said, "Are you going to be my nanny?"

Huo Yan: "..."

Jian Yao's movements were large, and he inevitably twisted his waist. He grinned in pain, but he still warned: "Don't think about it, it's okay if you don't want to care about the Zhou Group, but the reason can't be because you want to take care of it." I."

"I'm an adult now." Jian Yao said seriously.

The corner of Huo Yan's mouth was still smiling: "Okay."

Even people who don't know Huo Yan can see that he is in a good mood at this time, his whole world is filled, and he doesn't need anything except this person in his arms.

The lingering haze that wrapped around him also dissipated completely at this moment.

The bathroom is huge, this is the first time Jian Yao has observed the bathroom so carefully.

In fact, he doesn't use the bathtub very much, and usually uses the shower head to save time.

When he first came here, he still didn't understand why a bath for one person needs a big bathtub that can accommodate two people, but he hasn't been able to ask this question yet.

Only now did he know that this bathtub was originally prepared for two people, not because he had nowhere to spend his money.

The bathtub filled with water is like a small swimming pool. As soon as Jian Yao entered, he couldn't restrain himself from taking a long breath of relief.

Huo Yan didn't get into the bathtub, he was like a hard-working nanny, cleaning Jian Yao's body himself.

At first, Jian Yao was a little embarrassed - after all, there was no light in the room, and she could accept anything in an ambiguous atmosphere.

But at this moment, there is no ambiguity at all, so the lights are still so bright.

Jian Yao closed his eyes and covered his ears, as if as long as he couldn't see, nothing happened.

But after closing the eyes, the other senses of the body seem to be infinitely magnified.

The water in the bathtub sloshed, and the sound of the water was very clear.

There seemed to be other sounds besides the sound of water.

But luckily they were all covered by the sound of water.

Jian Yao's cheeks were flushed, like a child who has done something wrong, he shrunk his shoulders, and leaned back involuntarily until he leaned against the cold wall.

"Pain?" Huo Yan looked at Jian Yao.

Jian Yao still didn't open his eyes, he whispered, "It doesn't hurt, it feels weird."

Huo Yan said softly, "Just get used to it."

Jian Yao: "..."

Huo Yan said with a smile: "For today, I searched for a lot of information."

He seemed to have a lot to say: "This kind of thing can't happen too often, it's not good for your health, you have to apply the ointment every time."

"Should have been wearing a condom but I was in a rush so I had to clean it up or you might have diarrhea and a fever tomorrow."

Jian Yao thought of the scene of Huo Yan's "studying". He must have been sitting in front of the computer in a serious manner at that time, and he might have taken a piece of paper to write down all the points that needed attention and left study notes.

Just thinking about that scene made Jian Yao find it funny.

But what followed was an indescribable sense of satisfaction.

It made him feel cared for and loved.

Huo Yan stood up suddenly, he leaned over and pressed a kiss on Jian Yao's lips.

He looked into Jian Yao's eyes, and the corners of his mouth, which had not been pressed down, became wider. There was only Jian Yao in those dark eyes.

"I'm very happy," he said.

"Never been so happy."

Without fancy rhetoric, without any embellishments, he put Jian Yao's hand on his chest.

Heartbeats can't lie.

He got what he had longed for and never had.

Like a traveler in the desert, he finally found an oasis willing to accept him.