The God of the Father and the Hero is Broken [Transmigration Book]

On the way back, Jian Yao didn't speak to Huo Yan, he looked at the night scene outside the window, the city was brightly lit at night.

For many people, the nightlife has just begun during this period of time. There are tables and chairs at the entrance of the hot pot restaurant, and young people are laughing and eating and toasting. Even though they know this is the world in the book, Jian Yao doesn’t feel that there is any difference between this place and the reality.

The supermarket at the gate of the community was open, Jian Yao didn't ask Huo Yan to drive the car into the underground garage, but suddenly said when the car reached the gate: "I'll go down first, you can drive into the garage."

Huo Yan pursed his lips slightly, but he didn't reject Jian Yao, he just nodded: "Okay."

Jian Yao didn't turn to look at Huo Yan after getting off the car, but went straight to the supermarket.

There are no customers in the supermarket now, Jian Yao stood alone by the shelf, he stood for several seconds before taking a bottle of red wine from the shelf.

In fact, compared to Huo Yan, the person who is nervous at this moment is Jian Yao. He knows his character, and he can always say some words easily to unfamiliar people, but to familiar and valued people, he will never forget. Unable to open mouth.

A drink might be better.

He didn't want to have a estrangement with Huo Yan, and he didn't want to delay some problems.

And he had a premonition that if he couldn't settle the issue with Huo Yan tonight, he wouldn't have another chance in the future.

After paying the bill, he walked into the community with red wine.

It was completely dark, but there were still children playing skateboards and young people walking their dogs in the community.

The community was extremely lively, Jian Yao walked by the lawn, followed the path back to the building he lived in.

When he opened the door, he knew that Huo Yan was already at home.

The porch light was on.

Once upon a time, Jian Yao also hoped that he would have a family, and that there would be someone who could keep a lamp for him.

Jian Yao took a deep breath and slowly opened the door.

The living room was lit with gentle and dim lights, and a bouquet of enthusiastically blooming flowers was placed on the coffee table. Outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, lights from residents not far away came in. Huo Yan was sitting on the sofa. He didn't change his shirt, and his hair was a little messy , the moment Jian Yao walked in, his expression became tense in an instant.

It seemed like he wasn't about to have a frank chat, but was getting ready to go to some battle.

"I bought a bottle of red wine at the supermarket outside the door, do you want to drink it?" Jian Yao turned and went to the kitchen to get a glass and a corkscrew.

He had just entered the kitchen when he realized he didn't know where the corkscrew was.

"Let me get it." Huo Yan appeared behind Jian Yao, and there was another person in the kitchen.

It is not difficult for two people to be accommodated in a one-shaped kitchen, but Huo Yan came from behind Jian Yao. Their shoulders were touching. Jian Yao watched as Huo Yan raised his arm to open the hanging cabinet, and then took out the cupboard from the cabinet. corkscrew.

Jian Yao: "I'm going to wash the cup."

Huo Yan gave a "hmm" and went to the living room with the red wine and corkscrew.

It took Jian Yao nearly 5 minutes to wash the cup, and while he was washing it slowly, he was writing in his heart.

He wanted to ask Huo Yan a lot, but when he walked out with the cup, the belly draft he had just typed disappeared completely.

He sat across from Huo Yan and poured red wine into the glass. The dark red liquid slowly poured into the transparent glass, and light water marks slid down the glass wall. Jian Yao looked at the glass in a daze. After drinking, he asked softly, "You know what Luo Shi thinks about you."

What Jian Yao used was not a question.

Huo Yan looked at Jian Yao's profile, and said softly, "I know."

He was too lazy to figure out people's hearts, but Luo Shi's performance was too explicit, even if he wanted to ignore it, it was difficult.

Jian Yao: "So you have ignored him all this time, just waited for him to come to me and expose you...like me...this thing?"

Huo Yan was silent, he knew what he should do at this time, he should play haha ​​and put this matter aside, and directly said that it was all Luo Shi's conjecture, or that Luo Shi wanted to separate and disgust them, he could find many excuses, and he was confident Let Jian Yao believe these excuses.

But he didn't.

"Yes." Huo Yan.

Jian Yao picked up the wine glass, and he took a sip before putting it down. Compared to Huo Yan, he is the "counselor" who needs wine to strengthen his courage.

"Why did my mother alienate you in those years?" Jian Yao said, "I want to hear the truth."

Jian Yao: "You don't need to say it now, but you can't keep it a secret forever. Compared to knowing it from others, I want to hear it from you."

Huo Yan looked at Jian Yao, but Jian Yao looked away and did not meet Huo Yan's gaze.

Disappointment flashed across Huo Yan's eyes, and he said softly: "During the years when you were in a coma, I took over the Zhou Group, and I led many acquisitions, and there were several market competitions in the mall, and every time someone lost their job , There are quite a few companies that have gone bankrupt in my hands.”

"Just like those people on the Internet said, in order to achieve my goal, I don't care about other people's life or death." Huo Yan, "It's not Zhou Sheng commanding from behind, nor is it under pressure from any party, it's just because I want to do this, I If I can do it, I will do it.”

Jian Yao raised his head slowly, his eyes were confused, and there was no anger or questioning in his tone, he just asked calmly: "When did you become like this? Did you become like this from the beginning, or did you become like this during the years when I was in a coma?" of?"

Huo Yan understood what Jian Yao meant, but he didn't give the answer that Jian Yao wanted to hear: "I have always been this kind of person, but I dare not let you know."

After saying these words, Huo Yan's tense body relaxed.

Some words are not as difficult as imagined.

Jian Yao nodded dully, and then asked: "Then when did you start liking me?"

The corner of Huo Yan's mouth finally had a smile, and Jian Yao even felt that there was light in Huo Yan's eyes. The light was so dazzling that Jian Yao dared not look directly, so he could only lower his head, pretending that he didn't see anything.

"From the first time I saw you." Huo Yan's voice became extraordinarily gentle, "At that time, I was thinking, what kind of family can raise a child like you, who dares to stand in front of me without knowing anything, kind There is no bottom line."

To Huo Yan, Jian Yao was like a surprise that fell from the sky.

Jian Yao: "..."

Is this a good word? !What are you talking about with a tender and moved face?Shouldn't he be praised for having the courage to look at people? !

Is it a good thing to be kind without a bottom line?

Huo Yan: "I've never met anyone like you."

He looked into Jian Yao's eyes, and no one could question his sincerity at this moment.

Under Huo Yan's gaze, Jian Yao's ears turned red involuntarily. Why didn't he think Huo Yan's gaze was so aggressive before?

He has always put himself in the position of the guardian, and he feels that he is protecting Huo Yan.

As a result, I now know that Huo Yan never needed anyone's protection.

It's him who has been affectionate all these years.

Thinking of what he said to Huo Yan every time, Jian Yao felt ashamed, and even felt that he was a clown. Huo Yan might laugh at himself in his heart.

Jian Yao pursed his lips, and he took a deep breath, trying to suppress his emotions.

He was still calm on the way back, he even thought about the worst situation, for example, Huo Yan was using him from the beginning.

But he was not angry at that time, and even felt that even if Huo Yan wanted to use him at the beginning, those seven years were not fake. No matter what Huo Yan thought seven years ago, he guarded him against him for seven years. He should lose his temper with Huo Yan.

Everyone has selfishness, he can understand.

Jian Yao cleared his throat, and he asked, "Have you ever wanted to tell me these things yourself, even once?"

Huo Yan laughed at himself: "I'm a coward, if you don't come to ask me, I wouldn't dare to speak up."

Because he couldn't bear the consequences, he could ignore Jian Yao's feelings and still trap him by his side after he learned the truth, but he couldn't do it, he could boil a frog in warm water, but he couldn't go against Jian Yao's wishes.

What he needs is for Jian Yao to walk towards him, not for Jian Yao to have to stay by his side.

Jian Yao was silent for a long time, Huo Yan didn't speak during this time, but watched Jian Yao drink red wine like medicine.

The red wine he bought was not a good one, and he could only feel it was bitter when he tasted it, so bitter that Jian Yao's eyes turned red.

"Do you need me to move out?" Huo Yan asked when Jian Yao put down his wine glass.

Jian Yao was a little dizzy, his cheeks were flushed, his eyes were moist and he asked Huo Yan: "Why don't you continue to hide it from me?"

Huo Yan looked at him, this time Jian Yao did not avoid Huo Yan's sight, he said to himself: "We can always be good friends, you continue to hide it from me, I continue to pretend that I didn't find anything, nothing You know, isn't that bad?"

Huo Yan shook his head: "Not good."

Jian Yao smiled: "Do you think that because of those seven years, I won't be angry with you no matter what you do? I don't have the confidence to argue with you?"

Huo Yan: "I just think it's time."

It's time to take off the mask on your face.

He couldn't wait any longer.

"When you enter university, you will meet many students with the same mental age as you." Huo Yan lowered his head, with an infinitely lonely smile on his face, "Compared to them, I am only older and have more money. You have a lot of options in college, male or female."

"But I have no choice." Huo Yan raised his head again, "From the day I met you, I have no second choice."

Jian Yao was silent.

He was shocked that he didn't get goosebumps after hearing Huo Yan's words.

Is Huo Yan's words too natural, or is his acceptance too high?

Maybe it's because Jiu Zhuang is really cowardly, Jian Yao directly asked: "If I don't agree and just want to stay away from you, will you leave my life?"

Huo Yan shook his head: "No, I will give you time to think about it."

Jian Yao smiled: "If I reject you, you won't leave my life, but you will only give me time to think about it? Then it doesn't matter whether I agree or refuse?"

Huo Yan: "I won't force you."

Jian Yao tilted his head slightly, he didn't understand what Huo Yan meant, and his expression became blank: "What do you mean?"

Huo Yan: "I will pursue you until the day you promise."

Jian Yao didn't understand even more: "What if I don't agree? What if I fall in love with someone else?"

Huo Yan smiled and said, "Except that I am not a woman, how can I not satisfy you?"

"No matter who you fall in love with, one day you will find that I am your best choice."

Jian Yao was dumbfounded: "You are quite confident."

Huo Yan narrowed his eyes slightly: "Because I understand you."

Jian Yao looked at the wine glass, yes, Huo Yan knew him well, but he only found out today that he didn't know Huo Yan that well.

In other words, all he knows is Huo Yan in the book. Even if he consciously wants to get rid of the inherent impression and look at Huo Yan with new eyes and angles, he will still be swayed by the inherent impression.

Jian Yao felt that he was ridiculous.

He drank another glass of red wine, but instead of feeling dizzy now, he felt that he had never been so sober.

"I'll move to live on campus." Jian Yao said after thinking about it, "I think we all need a little space of our own."

Huo Yan: "Have you made a decision yet?"

Just as Jian Yao was about to nod, Huo Yan said again: "I can move out, and you can still live here. You don't have to be polite to me. I lived in your house for so long, and now I will pay you back. You don't have to be mental pressure."

Jian Yao looked at Huo Yan with complicated eyes.

Huo Yan is always like this, he seems to never have his own emotions, he has no emotions of his own, and he can think of anyone.

Just like now, they are obviously talking about such an embarrassing topic, but Huo Yan has the ability to make the conversation not awkward.

Jian Yao: "When we kissed for the first time, what were you thinking?"

Huo Yan: "I don't regret it."

Jian Yao looked at him.

Huo Yan: "I will still do that again."

Jian Yao sneered.

But in the end, Jian Yao still couldn't treat Huo Yan coldly. He looked at Huo Yan's face. When facing Huo Yan, he always seemed unable to be tough, not only because he had always felt that he was under the protection of Huo Yan. More importantly, he still felt that Huo Yan was the one who needed to be protected and loved.

"Don't go to live in school." Huo Yan lowered his head, his voice trembling, with a hopeless tone, "You don't want to see me, I can leave temporarily."

Huo Yan: "You know in your heart that I don't have anyone close to me except you."

Jian Yao said stiffly: "What does that have to do with me?"

Huo Yan didn't speak anymore, the dim light fell on him, making him look extraordinarily lonely, as if he was extremely rich, but was alone, if Jian Yao left him, he would have nothing in an instant.

Jian Yao kept telling himself that Huo Yan was acting.

Huo Yan is always good at pretending to be pitiful, this is not the first time he has done this, and he doesn't know how many times he has been fooled!

But I understood in my heart that when he opened his mouth, he still said: "Clean up the study, I'll go to the study to sleep, this is your house, I can't drive you away as the master."

After speaking, Jian Yao couldn't wait to stand up, and quickly walked into the bedroom as if fleeing for his life.

Only Huo Yan was still sitting on the sofa, he looked at Jian Yao's back, smiled and took a sip of Jian Yao's unfinished glass of wine.

He looked out the window, and the dark clouds covering the sky and the moon had dispersed, and half of the moon's face was exposed.

When the evening wind blows, Huo Yan's eyes are gentle.

The moonlight is so beautiful tonight.