On the side of the deserted street, there were only a few drunks squatting beside the car. One of them seemed to be drunk and was throwing up faintly while hugging a tree trunk. They either squatted or stood by the car, Luo Shiwang When he went out, he happened to meet the standing person's eyes. He pursed his lips and rolled up the window.
He used to think that Huo Yan didn't have the feelings of a normal person. As for Jian Yao, at that time Jian Yao was lying on the hospital bed, not knowing whether he was alive or dead, and having this person was as good as not having this person.
He admired Huo Yan, so he couldn't be tempted. If he liked men, it was impossible not to be attracted by Huo Yan.
Huo Yan has an appearance not inferior to that of a star, and a decisive and ruthless wrist, surpassing the eyes of most people. He came out of a small county town, but he is better than the second generation who are serious, and even better than many people who started their own borders. Tuotu's rookie is more pioneering.
He looked up at Huo Yan, and over time, he really regarded Huo Yan as a "god".
If Huo Yan didn't move his heart, he would behave as his secretary and never show it.
But Huo Yan moved, and the target was Jian Yao who had been lying on the hospital bed for seven years.
Luo Shi didn't understand that the little friendship in his youth could really last for so many years?Huo Yan even broke his usual principles and let Jian Yao, a person with no education and experience, replace his job. He is like a chicken mother who protects the cubs, and wants to protect the other party under his wings.
During this period of time, he stayed in the branch office, and he still couldn't swallow that breath in his heart.
He didn't think there was anything better about Jian Yao than himself. In terms of appearance, he was not inferior to Jian Yao. In terms of ability, how could Jian Yao compare with him even if he didn't even go to university?In terms of family background, his family does not know how much better than Jian Yao.
Character?He also didn't think Jian Yao's character was so good, he could do what Jian Yao could do, even better than Jian Yao.
The more he thought about it, the more jealous Luo Shi's teeth itch.
If there is no Huo Yan, what kind of onion is Jian Yao?He was just an ordinary student, without Huo Yan going to see the doctor surnamed Chu, maybe he would not sleep for seven years, and Jane's family would give up treatment and extubate directly.
He is no worse than Jian Yao, but he is not as lucky as Jian Yao, and he has not met Huo Yan at Wei Mo.
If he was by the side of Huo Yan who had not made a fortune at that time, then the person Huo Yan puts in his palm to protect him might be him.
Look, it's just going to and from school, there are bodyguards mixed in the crowd to protect Jian Yao.
He can guarantee that as long as there is any movement, his car will not be taken.
He looked at Huo Yan to recruit these bodyguards. They were all retired soldiers, and two of them were special forces.
Can use a knife, but also a gun.
Huo Yan would never tell Jian Yao about these things. He was worried that he would scare the other party. How could a person who had been lying in bed for seven years face the possibility of being assassinated?Huo Yan has considered all aspects for Jian Yao.
When he loves someone, he can't wait to dedicate everything to him.
Huo Yan may have spent more time on Jian Yao than he had on the company.
Why can't that person be him?
Just because he came too late?
Luo Shi looked at Jian Yao with complicated eyes.
If Jian Yao accepts Huo Yan because of his words, then he can be regarded as "walking away after the matter is over, hiding his achievements and fame".
If Jian Yao alienates Huo Yan because of this, then he still has a chance. Jian Yao gave up by himself, so he cannot be blamed.
But at this moment, Jian Yao was so shocked by Luo Shi's thunderbolt that he couldn't speak a single word.
His lips were slightly parted, his mind was a mess, and he couldn't think of anything.
Huo Yan likes him?Like him like a man likes a woman?
So how? !Not getting married in the future?No more children?Don't have a family anymore?
In the blink of an eye, Jian Yao remembered what Huo Yan said after kissing him for the first time - "Since there is no moral restraint, why should you suppress yourself?"
No moral constraints?
Jian Yao suddenly discovered that he actually didn't know Huo Yan that well.
Or he thought he knew Huo Yan, but he didn't.
The Huo Yan he knew in the book, the holy father who was always kind and kind, would put on a smiling face even if he was bullied, even if he passed through, the Huo Yan he knew was no different from the protagonist in the book .
It's not that he didn't realize it, nor did he really think that Huo Yan must be like that in the book.
There are so many clues in front of him, but he just doesn't want to admit it.
If he admitted it, wouldn't it prove that he never knew his closest friend from the beginning to the end?
But Luo Shi pierced the window paper, and Jian Yao had to face it, and had to admit that he had never really understood Huo Yan.
It took Jian Yao a while to find his tongue: "Why did you tell me this?"
Luo Shi still rolled down the car window, he took out the cigarette case and asked, "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?"
Jian Yao shook his head slightly: "You smoke."
Luo Shi lit the cigarette, and the butt of the cigarette flickered slightly. After taking a puff, he exhaled a long puff of smoke, and said calmly, "I like men, you know that?"
Jian Yao let out an "ah", apparently not knowing.
Luo Shi: "I'll tell you straight, I like Brother Huo not only because he is rich, but I'm not someone who has never seen money."
"The reason why I ran to him as a secretary and did some meaningless chores was because I liked him and I wanted to be closer to him."
"Don't look at me like that," Luo Shi stretched out his hand out the window and shook the soot, "I'm not sick, my sexuality is born, I like men naturally, I can't be hard on women, falling in love with men There is no difference between women, except that they cannot marry and have children."
But Jian Yao's attention has been completely distracted, he asked curiously: "If you can't get married and have children, can you still call me home? What if we break up in the future?"
Luo Shi pursed his lips and smiled: "You are quite old-fashioned in thinking. What do you think the Marriage Law guarantees? Is it love? With so many commercial marriages, there are too many things behind marriage, which have nothing to do with feelings."
"You want to live with someone for the rest of your life, and you can live without a marriage certificate. You can't live with a marriage certificate, but the former doesn't have a marriage law to protect your property during the relationship."
"As for children..." Luo Shi said, "Ever since I knew I was gay, I never thought about having children. I don't like children, and I don't think my bloodline has any value to be preserved. Do you know what your ancestor's name is? The so-called inheritance, who knows who is whose descendant?"
Jian Yao was dumbfounded when he heard that, he seemed to see another world he had never seen through Luo Shi's window.
Luo Shi didn't know whether it was a sudden idea or just a whim, maybe he had never found someone who could listen to him as carefully as Jian Yao.
He dare not chat with people outside the circle, people in the circle... How many good people are there in the circle?
Wasn't it because Zhou Zhibo was relatively simple that he had a relationship with Zhou Zhibo before?People in other circles are either messy and dirty, or have regular contacts.
Everyone has their own bad things, how could it be possible to listen to him rambling so much?
"The first time I met Brother Huo was at a business party, and I went there with my uncle." Luo Shi's eyes wandered, as if he had returned to that moment, "At that time, he was the focus of the crowd, and those who hated him loved him , who adores him, everyone looks at him."
"Before I met him, I didn't know what it was to be the proud son of heaven."
Is the rich second-generation official the second-generation official called the proud son of heaven?Luo Shi didn't see it that way, he was also a second-generation rich man, he randomly picked anyone from his circle of friends, they were all young masters and young ladies who wanted whatever they wanted since childhood.
But they are not the favored children of heaven, they rely on their parents, without that surname they are nothing.
Others looked up to them only because of the money and power in their parents' hands.
But Huo Yan was not. Those who looked down at him once looked up at Huo Yan.
But Huo Yan didn't see these people in his eyes, he didn't look down on them, he just couldn't see them.
Luo Shi glanced at Jian Yao again: "What do you think?"
Jian Yao was stunned for a moment: "What do you think?"
Luo Shi's fingers tapped on the steering wheel: "Now you know what Brother Huo thinks about you, what do you think? If you agree, then treat me as if I never showed up, and I will hand in my resignation tomorrow. If you If you don't agree, that's even better, I'll throw my face on the ground, and I'll chase him."
Jian Yao was numb, he rubbed his face, his whole body was in a state of being out of his body, he failed to accept the fact that Huo Yan was gay, and he might become gay in just ten minutes.
He likes Huo Yan, but he has never felt that there is anything special about this liking. Huo Yan has been the closest person to him for so many years.
If it is said that his feelings for Jian Anzhi are blessed by his longing for "mother", then he and Huo Yan were cultivated by two independent individuals.
Luo Shi looked at Jian Yao's expression from the corner of his eye. He knew that Jian Yao must be very conflicted now, and he didn't know what to do. When he found out that he was gay, he was in a worse state than Jian Yao is now.
At that time, there were not as many homosexuals as there are now, and people’s views on homosexuality were disgusting and conservative. At that time, Luo Shi felt that he was sick, and he dared not tell his parents, because homosexuality represented abnormality, neurosis, and shame.
If a man becomes gay, he seems to be a shemale, neither male nor female, anyone can scold him, he deserves it.
People in some small places have never seen homosexuality in their entire lives, and they may not even say homosexuality when they hear about it, but rather the second chair, a man with a demonic appearance.
He hadn't graduated from junior high school at the time, and he was timid for a long time after discovering this incident. He wanted to change it, but he couldn't. He didn't like girls. He could be friends with them, but he couldn't use the eyes of the opposite sex To look at each other.
But he still forced himself to deal with girls, stay away from boys of the same age, dare not play basketball, dare not play football.
He thinks he is a monster, but he is not a monster of his own accord.
Later, when I became an adult, I left the family and slowly found myself.
"I'm leaving first." Jian Yao opened the car door, he can't stay with Luo Shi anymore, and he doesn't want to listen to Luo Shi anymore, he needs his own space, it's better to lock himself in the room, no one can Don't bother him.
Luo Shi didn't leave him behind, and watched him open the door and get out of the car.
One of the bodyguards waiting on the side stayed behind, and only knocked on the car window after Jian Yao walked out of the street.
Luo Shi looked at the other party, he smiled and said, "I didn't say anything to him."
The bodyguard said with a cold face, "Mr. Luo, don't make things difficult for us."
Luo Shi looked up at the moon in the sky: "Have you already called Brother Huo?"
The bodyguard's voice was still cold: "Mr. Luo, you should know better than us what you can say and what you can't say."
If you are entrusted by others to be loyal, you are paid for it, and you should have a steelyard in your heart for what you should do.
Luo Shi smiled and said, "Understood, I will submit my resignation tomorrow."
He has already seen that Jian Yao didn't get rid of homosexuality in the first place, and didn't yell at him and directly say disgusting, which proves that Jian Yao doesn't reject it in his heart.
He just didn't know there was such a way to go.
Now that he knows it now and doesn't reject it, the day when Huo Yan gets his wish is not far away.
"Mr. Huo puts the most thought into Jian Yao." Luo Shi smiled lonely, "How do you know that I will come this time? Isn't it Mr. Huo's intention?"
The bodyguard still showed no expression, Luo Shi waved his hand: "Okay, I'm leaving."
Originally, he still had a little fantasy, thinking that as long as Jian Yao disagreed, he still had a chance.
But seeing these bodyguards now, he understood everything.
Would Huo Yan know that he came to Jian Yao?Based on Huo Yan's nervousness towards Jian Yao, he dared to bet that Huo Yan knew how many grains of rice Jian Yao ate for a meal. As long as Huo Yan spoke, the group of bodyguards would take him away before Jian Yao got into the car.
But the bodyguards didn't move, they just watched Jian Yao get into the car and followed him all the way.
In fact, he himself is also under Huo Yan's control, will Huo Yan fail to see what he thinks about him?
If others don't know Thaksin, but Huo Yan is not someone else, he knows everything in his heart.
He himself didn't want to pierce the window paper, and he didn't want to wait "seven years" to force Jian Yao, so he let him, an outsider, do the pierce. For Huo Yan, he was just a tool.
He didn't know anything and just became a tool man.
Luo Shi drove away from the street.
He has to go back and write his resignation letter. As for what to do next...
Let's go home, the secretary doesn't like it in front of him.
If you don't catch up with someone, and you still use them as a tool, it's embarrassing to say it out, so let's keep it a secret.
Maybe when he meets Jian Yao and Huo Yan after a few years, he can still say with a shy face that he is the matchmaker between them.
The moonlight is as tender as water, but Luo Shi has no romance in his heart.
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Jian Yao was walking by the side of the road, his heart was in a mess, he was not in the mood to go to the class reunion, and he didn't want to go home - that house also belonged to Huo Yan, he would have to face Huo Yan when he went back.
How should he face Huo Yan?
He didn't know how to face each other at all!
Jian Yao had nowhere to go, he was just wandering in the street, he didn't know anyone walked past him, he just kept walking forward with his head down, as for where he would go, it was out of Jian Yao's thinking .
When passing by the park, Jian Yao saw young men and women walking together holding hands. They looked like a couple with a good relationship. Holding hands, the girl swung her hands up lively, and the boy didn't feel embarrassed, and stayed with his girlfriend Swinging, it looks like two kindergarteners playing house.
But looking at them, Jian Yao felt as if a big hole had opened in his heart. This hole was bottomless, making Jian Yao's heart hang in the air.
Although he has never been in a relationship, his views on love are very traditional. When a man and a woman have feelings for each other, they can talk about marriage for a period of time, and they can only have a bridal chamber after they get married. Otherwise, the man is irresponsible. .
After all, you are responsible, how can you be responsible if you are not married?
But Luo Shi's words tore a hole in his years of cognition.
Marriage does not guarantee feelings, Jian Yao is a little confused, without marriage, how can a family be a family?
Then he thought of Jian Anzhi. Jian Anzhi was not married, but she still had a family.
Jian Yao was a little confused, he had never thought about it deeply before, but thinking about it this time nearly exploded his head.
Huo Yan likes him?Why?There should be no shortage of men and women around Huo Yan who like him and who are outstanding in all aspects.
What's so good about him?Although Jian Yao often brags about himself, he feels that he is one of the many beings, neither a genius nor a fool. It is normal for Jian Yao to like him as a friend. After all, as a friend, Jian Yao thinks he is very considerate that's it.
But Huo Yan doesn't like him as a friend...
This is very strange, he and Huo Yan lived under the same roof for too long, they even slept in the same bed for so long.
The other party has a few moles on his body, and he knows where they grow.
Jian Yao's ass was bitten by a mosquito, and even scratched it in front of Huo Yan. Huo Yan has seen the worst side.
Just like that, Huo Yan still likes him?
Jian Yao is a little unsure again, could it be that Luo Shi himself is gay, so everyone looks gay?
But it doesn't seem to be the case, isn't it said that GAYs have GAYs?
Just when Jian Yao was tired from walking and was about to find a place to sit for a while, when he looked up, he saw Huo Yan standing at the gate of the park.
Now the weather has turned cold, but Huo Yan was only wearing a thin white shirt, and was waiting for him standing under the lamp at the door.
If you look closely, you can still see Huo Yan's chest rising and falling.
Parking is not allowed at the entrance of the park. He should have run all the way from the nearest parking lot.
Jian Yao stood there in a daze, the moment he saw Huo Yan, all the things he was thinking just now were left behind by him.
Huo Yan didn't call him, but just stood there, looking at him like a stone statue, as if he could accept whether Jian Yao walked towards him or turned around and walked in another direction.
But inexplicably, Jian Yao felt that Huo Yan was very nervous.
Huo Yan seemed to be stretched by a rubber band, it was stretched to the extreme, and either someone would let go, or it would break.
He even saw fear on Huo Yan's face.
What is he afraid of?Afraid to turn around and leave?
Jian Yao hesitated for a few seconds, but still walked towards Huo Yan.
He didn't believe everything Luo Shi said, if he wanted to ask anything, he just asked Huo Yan directly.
"Here?" Jian Yao walked up to Huo Yan. He didn't dare to look at Huo Yan, but he felt guilty if he didn't look at him, as if he had done something wrong, so he looked into Huo Yan's eyes seriously, his tone Say lightly, "I just have nothing to do, I'm walking around, let's go, let's go home."
Huo Yan breathed a sigh of relief visibly, and a smile appeared on the corner of his tense mouth: "Okay, you wait for me here, and I'll go drive."
Jian Yao shook his head: "No, let's go to the parking lot together."
There was a distance of half a meter between the two, whether it was close or far.
Huo Yan has experienced two lifetimes, and he has never been so nervous as at this moment. He is afraid that he will go the wrong way and make the wrong choice.
He didn't want to wait anymore, he couldn't wait any longer.
He didn't know if he would have another life, or if he would be reborn again, but he didn't have Jian Yao in his last life, and he didn't know if he would have Jian Yao in his next life. All he could do was grasp everything in the moment.
"Luo Shi came to see me just now." Jian Yao said suddenly.
Huo Yan let out a "hmm", his whole body was stiff, he was wearing thin clothes, but he didn't feel cold at all under the cold wind at night.
Jian Yao: "Do you know what he said to me?"
Huo Yan said "hmm" again.
Jian Yao said calmly: "Actually, I know it well in my heart. I just don't say it, and I don't want to think about it. If you don't have any scheming, how can you secure the position of the president of the Zhou Group?"
"I know everything, it's just because it's beneficial to me, because I don't want to face it, so I pretend I don't know anything."
"Huo Yan, are we still friends?"
Huo Yan seemed to have been splashed with cold water, he regretted it.
He doesn't regret his scheming, but he shouldn't have used his scheming on this matter, he shouldn't "let" Luo Shi tell Jian Yao.
Even though autumn has just entered, Huo Yan seems to be in a world of ice and snow.
For the first time he felt so helpless.
Huo Yan didn't even know what he was talking about: "Xiao Yao, I didn't instruct Luo Shi to come to you..."
Jian Yao: "I didn't mean that."
Huo Yan's words were stuck in his throat.
Jian Yao stopped, and they had already reached the gate of the parking lot. The lights in the city were lit up, and Jian Yao's heart was very peaceful: "I think you treat me as an equal person, not a child who needs your care, maybe you I don’t understand the matter, and I can’t give you any advice, but you can tell me, just treat me as a trash can, and I’m willing to listen to whatever you say.”
Huo Yan looked at Jian Yao's face.
After so many years, time seemed to be particularly partial to Jian Yao, seven years tossed him into skin and bones, but after recovering, he became the boy standing in the sun seven years ago.
Jian Yao: "We'll talk about the rest when we go back, don't try to coax me."
Huo Yan: "I..."
Jian Yao glanced at him: "You want to say that you never coaxed me? Do you believe it yourself?"
Huo Yan stopped talking.
Jian Yao: "And why was my mother's attitude towards you before? My mother is not such a stingy person, so she wouldn't vent her anger for so long."
At first, he also thought that Jian Anzhi was venting his anger, but now that he thought about it, he didn't see much at that time, and he didn't think deeply enough.
This made Jian Yao a little uncomfortable.
He never concealed it in front of Huo Yan, even if Luoluo was alone, from body to heart, he never hid anything from Huo Yan.
But Huo Yan was wrapped in several layers of cloth in front of him, so that he couldn't see clearly what kind of heart was underneath the cloth.
He thought he was a big fool.
So stupid that just now, he was still looking for reasons for Huo Yan.
This time he won't look for it, let Huo Yan look for it by himself
He used to think that Huo Yan didn't have the feelings of a normal person. As for Jian Yao, at that time Jian Yao was lying on the hospital bed, not knowing whether he was alive or dead, and having this person was as good as not having this person.
He admired Huo Yan, so he couldn't be tempted. If he liked men, it was impossible not to be attracted by Huo Yan.
Huo Yan has an appearance not inferior to that of a star, and a decisive and ruthless wrist, surpassing the eyes of most people. He came out of a small county town, but he is better than the second generation who are serious, and even better than many people who started their own borders. Tuotu's rookie is more pioneering.
He looked up at Huo Yan, and over time, he really regarded Huo Yan as a "god".
If Huo Yan didn't move his heart, he would behave as his secretary and never show it.
But Huo Yan moved, and the target was Jian Yao who had been lying on the hospital bed for seven years.
Luo Shi didn't understand that the little friendship in his youth could really last for so many years?Huo Yan even broke his usual principles and let Jian Yao, a person with no education and experience, replace his job. He is like a chicken mother who protects the cubs, and wants to protect the other party under his wings.
During this period of time, he stayed in the branch office, and he still couldn't swallow that breath in his heart.
He didn't think there was anything better about Jian Yao than himself. In terms of appearance, he was not inferior to Jian Yao. In terms of ability, how could Jian Yao compare with him even if he didn't even go to university?In terms of family background, his family does not know how much better than Jian Yao.
Character?He also didn't think Jian Yao's character was so good, he could do what Jian Yao could do, even better than Jian Yao.
The more he thought about it, the more jealous Luo Shi's teeth itch.
If there is no Huo Yan, what kind of onion is Jian Yao?He was just an ordinary student, without Huo Yan going to see the doctor surnamed Chu, maybe he would not sleep for seven years, and Jane's family would give up treatment and extubate directly.
He is no worse than Jian Yao, but he is not as lucky as Jian Yao, and he has not met Huo Yan at Wei Mo.
If he was by the side of Huo Yan who had not made a fortune at that time, then the person Huo Yan puts in his palm to protect him might be him.
Look, it's just going to and from school, there are bodyguards mixed in the crowd to protect Jian Yao.
He can guarantee that as long as there is any movement, his car will not be taken.
He looked at Huo Yan to recruit these bodyguards. They were all retired soldiers, and two of them were special forces.
Can use a knife, but also a gun.
Huo Yan would never tell Jian Yao about these things. He was worried that he would scare the other party. How could a person who had been lying in bed for seven years face the possibility of being assassinated?Huo Yan has considered all aspects for Jian Yao.
When he loves someone, he can't wait to dedicate everything to him.
Huo Yan may have spent more time on Jian Yao than he had on the company.
Why can't that person be him?
Just because he came too late?
Luo Shi looked at Jian Yao with complicated eyes.
If Jian Yao accepts Huo Yan because of his words, then he can be regarded as "walking away after the matter is over, hiding his achievements and fame".
If Jian Yao alienates Huo Yan because of this, then he still has a chance. Jian Yao gave up by himself, so he cannot be blamed.
But at this moment, Jian Yao was so shocked by Luo Shi's thunderbolt that he couldn't speak a single word.
His lips were slightly parted, his mind was a mess, and he couldn't think of anything.
Huo Yan likes him?Like him like a man likes a woman?
So how? !Not getting married in the future?No more children?Don't have a family anymore?
In the blink of an eye, Jian Yao remembered what Huo Yan said after kissing him for the first time - "Since there is no moral restraint, why should you suppress yourself?"
No moral constraints?
Jian Yao suddenly discovered that he actually didn't know Huo Yan that well.
Or he thought he knew Huo Yan, but he didn't.
The Huo Yan he knew in the book, the holy father who was always kind and kind, would put on a smiling face even if he was bullied, even if he passed through, the Huo Yan he knew was no different from the protagonist in the book .
It's not that he didn't realize it, nor did he really think that Huo Yan must be like that in the book.
There are so many clues in front of him, but he just doesn't want to admit it.
If he admitted it, wouldn't it prove that he never knew his closest friend from the beginning to the end?
But Luo Shi pierced the window paper, and Jian Yao had to face it, and had to admit that he had never really understood Huo Yan.
It took Jian Yao a while to find his tongue: "Why did you tell me this?"
Luo Shi still rolled down the car window, he took out the cigarette case and asked, "Mind if I smoke a cigarette?"
Jian Yao shook his head slightly: "You smoke."
Luo Shi lit the cigarette, and the butt of the cigarette flickered slightly. After taking a puff, he exhaled a long puff of smoke, and said calmly, "I like men, you know that?"
Jian Yao let out an "ah", apparently not knowing.
Luo Shi: "I'll tell you straight, I like Brother Huo not only because he is rich, but I'm not someone who has never seen money."
"The reason why I ran to him as a secretary and did some meaningless chores was because I liked him and I wanted to be closer to him."
"Don't look at me like that," Luo Shi stretched out his hand out the window and shook the soot, "I'm not sick, my sexuality is born, I like men naturally, I can't be hard on women, falling in love with men There is no difference between women, except that they cannot marry and have children."
But Jian Yao's attention has been completely distracted, he asked curiously: "If you can't get married and have children, can you still call me home? What if we break up in the future?"
Luo Shi pursed his lips and smiled: "You are quite old-fashioned in thinking. What do you think the Marriage Law guarantees? Is it love? With so many commercial marriages, there are too many things behind marriage, which have nothing to do with feelings."
"You want to live with someone for the rest of your life, and you can live without a marriage certificate. You can't live with a marriage certificate, but the former doesn't have a marriage law to protect your property during the relationship."
"As for children..." Luo Shi said, "Ever since I knew I was gay, I never thought about having children. I don't like children, and I don't think my bloodline has any value to be preserved. Do you know what your ancestor's name is? The so-called inheritance, who knows who is whose descendant?"
Jian Yao was dumbfounded when he heard that, he seemed to see another world he had never seen through Luo Shi's window.
Luo Shi didn't know whether it was a sudden idea or just a whim, maybe he had never found someone who could listen to him as carefully as Jian Yao.
He dare not chat with people outside the circle, people in the circle... How many good people are there in the circle?
Wasn't it because Zhou Zhibo was relatively simple that he had a relationship with Zhou Zhibo before?People in other circles are either messy and dirty, or have regular contacts.
Everyone has their own bad things, how could it be possible to listen to him rambling so much?
"The first time I met Brother Huo was at a business party, and I went there with my uncle." Luo Shi's eyes wandered, as if he had returned to that moment, "At that time, he was the focus of the crowd, and those who hated him loved him , who adores him, everyone looks at him."
"Before I met him, I didn't know what it was to be the proud son of heaven."
Is the rich second-generation official the second-generation official called the proud son of heaven?Luo Shi didn't see it that way, he was also a second-generation rich man, he randomly picked anyone from his circle of friends, they were all young masters and young ladies who wanted whatever they wanted since childhood.
But they are not the favored children of heaven, they rely on their parents, without that surname they are nothing.
Others looked up to them only because of the money and power in their parents' hands.
But Huo Yan was not. Those who looked down at him once looked up at Huo Yan.
But Huo Yan didn't see these people in his eyes, he didn't look down on them, he just couldn't see them.
Luo Shi glanced at Jian Yao again: "What do you think?"
Jian Yao was stunned for a moment: "What do you think?"
Luo Shi's fingers tapped on the steering wheel: "Now you know what Brother Huo thinks about you, what do you think? If you agree, then treat me as if I never showed up, and I will hand in my resignation tomorrow. If you If you don't agree, that's even better, I'll throw my face on the ground, and I'll chase him."
Jian Yao was numb, he rubbed his face, his whole body was in a state of being out of his body, he failed to accept the fact that Huo Yan was gay, and he might become gay in just ten minutes.
He likes Huo Yan, but he has never felt that there is anything special about this liking. Huo Yan has been the closest person to him for so many years.
If it is said that his feelings for Jian Anzhi are blessed by his longing for "mother", then he and Huo Yan were cultivated by two independent individuals.
Luo Shi looked at Jian Yao's expression from the corner of his eye. He knew that Jian Yao must be very conflicted now, and he didn't know what to do. When he found out that he was gay, he was in a worse state than Jian Yao is now.
At that time, there were not as many homosexuals as there are now, and people’s views on homosexuality were disgusting and conservative. At that time, Luo Shi felt that he was sick, and he dared not tell his parents, because homosexuality represented abnormality, neurosis, and shame.
If a man becomes gay, he seems to be a shemale, neither male nor female, anyone can scold him, he deserves it.
People in some small places have never seen homosexuality in their entire lives, and they may not even say homosexuality when they hear about it, but rather the second chair, a man with a demonic appearance.
He hadn't graduated from junior high school at the time, and he was timid for a long time after discovering this incident. He wanted to change it, but he couldn't. He didn't like girls. He could be friends with them, but he couldn't use the eyes of the opposite sex To look at each other.
But he still forced himself to deal with girls, stay away from boys of the same age, dare not play basketball, dare not play football.
He thinks he is a monster, but he is not a monster of his own accord.
Later, when I became an adult, I left the family and slowly found myself.
"I'm leaving first." Jian Yao opened the car door, he can't stay with Luo Shi anymore, and he doesn't want to listen to Luo Shi anymore, he needs his own space, it's better to lock himself in the room, no one can Don't bother him.
Luo Shi didn't leave him behind, and watched him open the door and get out of the car.
One of the bodyguards waiting on the side stayed behind, and only knocked on the car window after Jian Yao walked out of the street.
Luo Shi looked at the other party, he smiled and said, "I didn't say anything to him."
The bodyguard said with a cold face, "Mr. Luo, don't make things difficult for us."
Luo Shi looked up at the moon in the sky: "Have you already called Brother Huo?"
The bodyguard's voice was still cold: "Mr. Luo, you should know better than us what you can say and what you can't say."
If you are entrusted by others to be loyal, you are paid for it, and you should have a steelyard in your heart for what you should do.
Luo Shi smiled and said, "Understood, I will submit my resignation tomorrow."
He has already seen that Jian Yao didn't get rid of homosexuality in the first place, and didn't yell at him and directly say disgusting, which proves that Jian Yao doesn't reject it in his heart.
He just didn't know there was such a way to go.
Now that he knows it now and doesn't reject it, the day when Huo Yan gets his wish is not far away.
"Mr. Huo puts the most thought into Jian Yao." Luo Shi smiled lonely, "How do you know that I will come this time? Isn't it Mr. Huo's intention?"
The bodyguard still showed no expression, Luo Shi waved his hand: "Okay, I'm leaving."
Originally, he still had a little fantasy, thinking that as long as Jian Yao disagreed, he still had a chance.
But seeing these bodyguards now, he understood everything.
Would Huo Yan know that he came to Jian Yao?Based on Huo Yan's nervousness towards Jian Yao, he dared to bet that Huo Yan knew how many grains of rice Jian Yao ate for a meal. As long as Huo Yan spoke, the group of bodyguards would take him away before Jian Yao got into the car.
But the bodyguards didn't move, they just watched Jian Yao get into the car and followed him all the way.
In fact, he himself is also under Huo Yan's control, will Huo Yan fail to see what he thinks about him?
If others don't know Thaksin, but Huo Yan is not someone else, he knows everything in his heart.
He himself didn't want to pierce the window paper, and he didn't want to wait "seven years" to force Jian Yao, so he let him, an outsider, do the pierce. For Huo Yan, he was just a tool.
He didn't know anything and just became a tool man.
Luo Shi drove away from the street.
He has to go back and write his resignation letter. As for what to do next...
Let's go home, the secretary doesn't like it in front of him.
If you don't catch up with someone, and you still use them as a tool, it's embarrassing to say it out, so let's keep it a secret.
Maybe when he meets Jian Yao and Huo Yan after a few years, he can still say with a shy face that he is the matchmaker between them.
The moonlight is as tender as water, but Luo Shi has no romance in his heart.
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Jian Yao was walking by the side of the road, his heart was in a mess, he was not in the mood to go to the class reunion, and he didn't want to go home - that house also belonged to Huo Yan, he would have to face Huo Yan when he went back.
How should he face Huo Yan?
He didn't know how to face each other at all!
Jian Yao had nowhere to go, he was just wandering in the street, he didn't know anyone walked past him, he just kept walking forward with his head down, as for where he would go, it was out of Jian Yao's thinking .
When passing by the park, Jian Yao saw young men and women walking together holding hands. They looked like a couple with a good relationship. Holding hands, the girl swung her hands up lively, and the boy didn't feel embarrassed, and stayed with his girlfriend Swinging, it looks like two kindergarteners playing house.
But looking at them, Jian Yao felt as if a big hole had opened in his heart. This hole was bottomless, making Jian Yao's heart hang in the air.
Although he has never been in a relationship, his views on love are very traditional. When a man and a woman have feelings for each other, they can talk about marriage for a period of time, and they can only have a bridal chamber after they get married. Otherwise, the man is irresponsible. .
After all, you are responsible, how can you be responsible if you are not married?
But Luo Shi's words tore a hole in his years of cognition.
Marriage does not guarantee feelings, Jian Yao is a little confused, without marriage, how can a family be a family?
Then he thought of Jian Anzhi. Jian Anzhi was not married, but she still had a family.
Jian Yao was a little confused, he had never thought about it deeply before, but thinking about it this time nearly exploded his head.
Huo Yan likes him?Why?There should be no shortage of men and women around Huo Yan who like him and who are outstanding in all aspects.
What's so good about him?Although Jian Yao often brags about himself, he feels that he is one of the many beings, neither a genius nor a fool. It is normal for Jian Yao to like him as a friend. After all, as a friend, Jian Yao thinks he is very considerate that's it.
But Huo Yan doesn't like him as a friend...
This is very strange, he and Huo Yan lived under the same roof for too long, they even slept in the same bed for so long.
The other party has a few moles on his body, and he knows where they grow.
Jian Yao's ass was bitten by a mosquito, and even scratched it in front of Huo Yan. Huo Yan has seen the worst side.
Just like that, Huo Yan still likes him?
Jian Yao is a little unsure again, could it be that Luo Shi himself is gay, so everyone looks gay?
But it doesn't seem to be the case, isn't it said that GAYs have GAYs?
Just when Jian Yao was tired from walking and was about to find a place to sit for a while, when he looked up, he saw Huo Yan standing at the gate of the park.
Now the weather has turned cold, but Huo Yan was only wearing a thin white shirt, and was waiting for him standing under the lamp at the door.
If you look closely, you can still see Huo Yan's chest rising and falling.
Parking is not allowed at the entrance of the park. He should have run all the way from the nearest parking lot.
Jian Yao stood there in a daze, the moment he saw Huo Yan, all the things he was thinking just now were left behind by him.
Huo Yan didn't call him, but just stood there, looking at him like a stone statue, as if he could accept whether Jian Yao walked towards him or turned around and walked in another direction.
But inexplicably, Jian Yao felt that Huo Yan was very nervous.
Huo Yan seemed to be stretched by a rubber band, it was stretched to the extreme, and either someone would let go, or it would break.
He even saw fear on Huo Yan's face.
What is he afraid of?Afraid to turn around and leave?
Jian Yao hesitated for a few seconds, but still walked towards Huo Yan.
He didn't believe everything Luo Shi said, if he wanted to ask anything, he just asked Huo Yan directly.
"Here?" Jian Yao walked up to Huo Yan. He didn't dare to look at Huo Yan, but he felt guilty if he didn't look at him, as if he had done something wrong, so he looked into Huo Yan's eyes seriously, his tone Say lightly, "I just have nothing to do, I'm walking around, let's go, let's go home."
Huo Yan breathed a sigh of relief visibly, and a smile appeared on the corner of his tense mouth: "Okay, you wait for me here, and I'll go drive."
Jian Yao shook his head: "No, let's go to the parking lot together."
There was a distance of half a meter between the two, whether it was close or far.
Huo Yan has experienced two lifetimes, and he has never been so nervous as at this moment. He is afraid that he will go the wrong way and make the wrong choice.
He didn't want to wait anymore, he couldn't wait any longer.
He didn't know if he would have another life, or if he would be reborn again, but he didn't have Jian Yao in his last life, and he didn't know if he would have Jian Yao in his next life. All he could do was grasp everything in the moment.
"Luo Shi came to see me just now." Jian Yao said suddenly.
Huo Yan let out a "hmm", his whole body was stiff, he was wearing thin clothes, but he didn't feel cold at all under the cold wind at night.
Jian Yao: "Do you know what he said to me?"
Huo Yan said "hmm" again.
Jian Yao said calmly: "Actually, I know it well in my heart. I just don't say it, and I don't want to think about it. If you don't have any scheming, how can you secure the position of the president of the Zhou Group?"
"I know everything, it's just because it's beneficial to me, because I don't want to face it, so I pretend I don't know anything."
"Huo Yan, are we still friends?"
Huo Yan seemed to have been splashed with cold water, he regretted it.
He doesn't regret his scheming, but he shouldn't have used his scheming on this matter, he shouldn't "let" Luo Shi tell Jian Yao.
Even though autumn has just entered, Huo Yan seems to be in a world of ice and snow.
For the first time he felt so helpless.
Huo Yan didn't even know what he was talking about: "Xiao Yao, I didn't instruct Luo Shi to come to you..."
Jian Yao: "I didn't mean that."
Huo Yan's words were stuck in his throat.
Jian Yao stopped, and they had already reached the gate of the parking lot. The lights in the city were lit up, and Jian Yao's heart was very peaceful: "I think you treat me as an equal person, not a child who needs your care, maybe you I don’t understand the matter, and I can’t give you any advice, but you can tell me, just treat me as a trash can, and I’m willing to listen to whatever you say.”
Huo Yan looked at Jian Yao's face.
After so many years, time seemed to be particularly partial to Jian Yao, seven years tossed him into skin and bones, but after recovering, he became the boy standing in the sun seven years ago.
Jian Yao: "We'll talk about the rest when we go back, don't try to coax me."
Huo Yan: "I..."
Jian Yao glanced at him: "You want to say that you never coaxed me? Do you believe it yourself?"
Huo Yan stopped talking.
Jian Yao: "And why was my mother's attitude towards you before? My mother is not such a stingy person, so she wouldn't vent her anger for so long."
At first, he also thought that Jian Anzhi was venting his anger, but now that he thought about it, he didn't see much at that time, and he didn't think deeply enough.
This made Jian Yao a little uncomfortable.
He never concealed it in front of Huo Yan, even if Luoluo was alone, from body to heart, he never hid anything from Huo Yan.
But Huo Yan was wrapped in several layers of cloth in front of him, so that he couldn't see clearly what kind of heart was underneath the cloth.
He thought he was a big fool.
So stupid that just now, he was still looking for reasons for Huo Yan.
This time he won't look for it, let Huo Yan look for it by himself
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