Dominate the firefly under the moon

Xu Yue repeatedly thought about the relationship between him and He Yinghan, and had to admit that his existence had been causing He Yinghan a lot of trouble from four years ago until now.In order to reduce the trouble, He Yinghan had no choice but to soften his attitude.They were all compromises made under his stalking, they were all unavoidable.

After He Yinghan left, the huge house became empty.Xu Yue seems to have entered a dead end, in a dilemma.He didn't move out, and he didn't ask where He Yinghan went, so he just lived here.

Until the night of New Year's Eve, He Yinghan still didn't come back.

Xu Yue used to eat at the Sichuan restaurant downstairs.Halfway through, he suddenly remembered that the boss told him yesterday that he was going back to celebrate the New Year. He should have left a few days earlier, but he hurriedly dragged on until today.Tomorrow is New Year's Eve, the boss smiled kindly and said it was time to go home.

Go back far and meet the boss.The boss dragged two suitcases, and the daughter-in-law followed behind with her son.When going down the stairs, his daughter-in-law twisted her foot, but she managed to hold on to the handrail.The boss put down his luggage and went to have a look. He didn't know what was said, and the two argued for a few words.

It happened that Xu Yue approached and heard his wife say, "Okay, okay, I won't look at my phone anymore."

The boss said something again.The two raised their eyes to see Xu Yue, the proprietress smiled shyly, and the proprietress casually wished him an early year.

The owner of the restaurant is a well-known warm-hearted person in this area, and he is willing to help anyone with difficulties.Sometimes when he is too lazy to cook, everyone will patronize him.So seeing Xu Yue going to eat alone every day, it was hard to say, "Don't come, I'm going back to celebrate the New Year."

It's not until the last day.

Xu Yue understood his kindness, forced a smile, and nodded to the proprietress.

After walking for a kilometer, Xu Yue couldn't find a restaurant that was still open.There is a sign on the door-closed for Chinese New Year.

The supermarket is decorated with bright red everywhere. When you enter the door, you will find Spring Festival couplets, New Year pictures, and all kinds of brightly packaged New Year's goods.Turning left and right to the fresh produce area, the salesperson was hard at work selling cherries in gift boxes, Xu Yue couldn't help but think of someone, and took two boxes.

Xu Lu and Lu Qian have similar personalities, and they like similar things.Speaking of Lu Qian, they haven't seen each other since the last time they fell out.Just as he was thinking, Lu Qian called, "Xu Yue, I'm at the alley of your house."

Xu Yue was stunned, Lu Qian must know that he was not there.This guy was obviously a coward when he was a child, but he didn't know where he learned his skills, and he was very smooth at picking doors and locks.Once Xu Yue was locked up by Xu Jiancheng, and it was Xu Lu who led Lu Qian to rescue him in the end.

It is impossible for Xu Yue not to feel such an obvious gesture of favor, but he has no intention of going back, saying: "Don't wait, I won't come back. Why don't you come and find me when you have time, and play together."

Lu Qian on the other side was silent for a moment, and asked hesitantly, "Are you reconciled with him?" Xu Yue was about to deny it, but Lu Qian preemptively said, "Congratulations, I finally got what I wanted."

Xu Yue opened her mouth and replaced "no" with "thank you."

After hanging up the phone, Xu Yue went back with a small bag of food.Every Chinese New Year, the streets of big cities become deserted, and the traffic rushes to the two-lane or one-way streets of small towns, which is replaced by another congested scene.

The construction of the subway not far away was suspended a few days ago, and there was silence everywhere.Xu Yue glanced at the bus stop sign and got on the bus.

"Bus No. 753, bound for Yunzhou University..."

Sitting wrong, forget it.

There was almost no one in the car, Xu Yue sat in the last row, feeling the occasional bumps.It may be that no one got on and off the bus, and soon arrived at the terminal.Seeing Xu Yue sitting still, the driver reminded him to get out of the car and he was leaving get off work.

The gate of the school is open, but the lover's alley on the opposite side, that is, the snack street, is all closed.The last time Xu Yue went there was still with Lu Qian, talking about the dark alley being haunted, and laughing that she couldn't ask for it.

Now that she seeks benevolence and obtains benevolence, her relationship with He Yinghan has reached an impasse.

He shook his head with a wry smile, and crossed the road to the opposite bus stop.The bus back home waited for 10 minutes and still hadn’t arrived. I turned on my phone in boredom, and Wang Zhou’s WeChat popped up:

[I just asked Lu Qian and said that you didn't reply, so turn on the computer in my dormitory and send me the first draft of the paper. 】

【...Why not bring it? 】

Wang Zhou sent a flattering emoji, saying: 【I forgot...】

【...】

The door of the dormitory building was already locked. Xu Yue glanced at the camera position, put the black plastic bag she just bought from the convenience store on it, and then supported it with one hand, stepping on the gate and turning over.

While clapping the ashes on his hands, he opened the dormitory door.It was still the same mess as when we left.Xu Yue stepped over the bag full of black garbage next to Lu Qian's bed at the door, and went to the innermost side to turn on Wang Zhou's computer.

The document showed that it was sent successfully, Xu Yue lowered her head and turned off the phone, she caught a glimpse from the corner of her eyes that her drawer was not completely closed, and a corner of the envelope inside was exposed.Xu Yue opened the drawer, revealing a stack of pink envelopes.This was the result of a busy night after he met He Yinghan again.

Each envelope has a letter, and the content of each envelope is different, but each one begins with: Hello.

Xu Yue secretly laughed at the fact that he was so proud of his carelessness at the time, but in the end, no one else bothered to look at it.Decadence loomed, far less peaceful than imagined.He Yinghan walked for more than ten days, although Xu Yue deliberately avoided thinking of him.

However, at this moment, the whitewashed calm water surface was still broken by undercurrents and eddies, and something deeper came out of the opportunity-if only he understood.

On the day of the quarrel, Xu Yue originally wanted to calmly ask He Yinghan what he thought of their relationship, but Lin Jing, this person and this name penetrated every corner, and he violently opened a gap between them.

It was dark when we got off the bus.Fireworks are prohibited during the New Year in the city, and the sound of passing vehicles is less, making it extraordinarily quiet.Xu Yue put away the leaflets on the table and set out tonight's dinner.

In the evening, the property management company came and told me to cut off the electricity and gas when I go home during the Chinese New Year.The confirmation form required the signature of the owner, and Xu Yue thought about it and signed He Yinghan's name.

It happened that the property owner knew He Yinghan and said, "If Mr. He is not here, you can sign your own."

Xu Yue returned the pen to him and asked, "Is he not around often?"

The property management company sent a leaflet to Xu Yue, "I don't know about it, but it seems... I haven't seen anyone else come to your house."

"Our house?"

"Ah, Mr. He specifically explained it before, saying that his family is here, and if he forgets to bring the key, he can open it for him."

family......

Xu Yue chewed these three words repeatedly, completely oblivious to the fact that the rice had become hard and lumpy.With the cold rice, I swallowed a piece of black choy sum.

The choy sum added with dark soy sauce was bitter and astringent, Xu Yue couldn't seem to taste it, and ate the whole plate.

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"Hello wow" is the beginning of every love letter written by Wang Xiaobo to Li Yinhe