Dominate the firefly under the moon

It rained all night.In the early morning of the next day, the clouds collected and the rain rested.The two looked at each other for a long time without a word, neither of them knew how to speak.

Without the expected warmth, He Yinghan got out of bed and left Xu Yue's bedroom.Stayed in the room all morning.When he came out again, he returned to normal and kept silent about what happened last night.

Those fragile and real emotions only dare to probe when they are wrapped in the night.Xu Yue faintly felt that He Yinghan had hidden many things from him.Up to now, he still hasn't figured out the real reason why He Yinghan left him.His intuition told him: It must not be all because of those words.

However, every time Xu Yue wanted to ask, He Yinghan either avoided talking about it or changed the subject.

Going around, the new year is coming soon, the relationship between Xu Yue and He Yinghan is much closer than before, they have physical contact and hug.

But sometimes, when chatting and chatting, they will fall into a strange silence.At that moment, no one knew what anyone was thinking.

When it was Xiaonian, He Yinghan woke up early.The guest bedroom is close to the kitchen, and the sound of pots and pans banging together is very clear.

Xu Yue came out of the guest bedroom, breakfast was already placed on the table.Congee fried dough sticks and side dishes.There is also a thermos bucket next to it, which contains freshly stewed chicken soup.

After simply eating breakfast, He Yinghan put the thermos bucket on a thermal cover and said, "I'm going to the hospital today, you..." Do you want to come with me?

He hesitated so much, probably because he wanted to avoid me.Xu Yue thought about it, and took advantage of the situation and said, "No, I still have something to do."

"Okay. Then..." He Yinghan paused, took out the key from the corner of the courier bag on the shoe cabinet, handed it to him and said, "Remember to bring the key."

Xu Yue took it in a daze.The two went out separately, and finally met in the hospital.For no other reason, the old professor called and said he wanted to see Xu Yue.It is estimated that Lin Jing said something in front of him, which He Yinghan couldn't refuse.

"Don't pay attention to what Lin Jing told you, he has always been this kind of virtue, don't worry about it." He Yinghan turned around and said to Xu Yue while walking.

"Do you know that he is brother Lin Miaoyi?" Xu Yue asked him.

He Yinghan: "Who is Lin Miaoyi?"

"Liu Yangxia, her friend, you met at Huanyu that day. She went to Yunqiao with us four years ago."

"It's her." A look appeared in front of He Yinghan's eyes, "I remember the two of them insisted on playing exciting games at that time, which made you so hard."

"Yeah." Xu Yue said, "We had a quarrel afterwards." Because of that brass bell.

He Yinghan thought of it being stained with blood, and fell silent.But Xu Yue still said: "If you want to play, I will go with you another day. I am not afraid of heights or the dark right now."

His tone was relaxed, and he shrugged at He Yinghan while speaking, just as He Yinghan was about to speak, Lin Jing walked towards him.

Xu Yue is very sensitive to Lin Jing and his name.A few days ago, Liu Yangxia brought Lin Miaoyi to invite He Yinghan to have dinner, and Xu Yue was also there.With Lin Miao's intentions, it is inevitable to mention Lin Jing.

Everyone present knew that He Yinghan and Lin Jing were classmates or roommates.Lin Miaoyi said a lot of embarrassing things about his brother in one breath, and most of He Yinghan knew it, and would add a few sentences along the way.I don't know whether it was intentional or not, Lin Miaoyi suddenly felt emotional: "You two were so kind at that time, so good that others were envious."

He Yinghan didn't answer, but looked at her with bright eyes.Lin Miaoyi looked away slightly, but still did not keep silent.

"The two of them were the most proud disciples of Professor Wu at that time, and SCI published one after another. Everyone was optimistic about them, they were shining and well-matched..."

Only then did Xu Yue confirm that what she said "good" was what he thought.Even Liu Yangxia didn't know about this matter, just when Lin Miaoyi wanted to continue talking, Liu Yangxia secretly tugged on her sleeve.

Lin Miaoyi pretended not to see it, took the wet wipe from the waiter, and took Liu Yangxia's hand to wipe off the oil stains on her fingers.

Lin Jing claimed to be He Yinghan's first love, the kind of love at first sight.Of course, Lin Jing fell in love with He Yinghan at first sight.He Yinghan didn't reject it, but he couldn't say he liked it either.He will definitely return to China in the future, and it is impossible to stay.And Lin Jing came out because he didn't like the domestic scientific research environment at the beginning.

There was an empty seat in He Yinghan's dormitory, Lin Jing used some means to change it, and forced him to be his roommate, dangling under his nose every day.Sometimes when He Yinghan made a video call with his mother, Lin Jing would come over to make him familiar.

After a long time, He Yinghan's mother, Xu Si, would also take the initiative to mention him, and even mess up the mandarin ducks.She felt that her son's roommate was good-looking, well-spoken, and capable, much better than the muscular men in the photos she had seen before.

Later, He Yinghan couldn't remember why he agreed to him, as if they got together somehow.

Lin Miaoyi complained about his brother while talking: "Tsk, chasing people is very vigorous, and breaking up is silent."

He Yinghan smiled and said, "You know a lot."

Subject spouts like a cannonball.Liu Yangxia glanced eastward at He Yinghan and westward at Xu Yue. After eating a meal, she was frightened. After Lin Miaoyi finished speaking, she finally let out a long sigh of relief.

Xu Yue, who had been in her line of sight all the time, looked like an outsider, her eyes passed He Yinghan and landed on the green plants behind him, without saying a word the whole time.

"I thought you would ask me something that day." He Yinghan glanced at the ward number sent by Lin Jing, and said slowly.Xu Yue murmured, "It's all in the past."

He Yinghan paused when he closed the chat page, and looked back at Xu Yue in surprise.Xu Yue met his gaze, and with a "ding", reminded: "The elevator is here."

Compared to the last time, the old professor was a little more haggard.His head was covered with hoarfrost, and his skin stretched tightly over his bones, like a dead tree in autumn.When the two entered, the old professor half-closed his eyes, as if he had been waiting for a long time.

"Come, get closer to me." The old professor told He Yinghan to go over when he saw He Yinghan, and when He Yinghan came to him, he waved to Xu Yue who was standing behind, "Son, come here too."

"Among so many students, you are the one I am most worried about." The old professor shook He Yinghan's hand and said in a trembling voice, "If Lin Jing doesn't tell me, how long are you going to keep it from me?"

After He Yinghan came back four years ago, he insisted not to go back, and even wanted to give up the studies that were about to be completed. The old professor thought it was the reason of Lin Jing, and the young people were so impulsive that they didn't even care about their future.During that time, I sent a lot of emails, scolded him bitterly, and refused to recognize him as a disciple if I didn't go back.

He Yinghan didn't refute, he just said sorry over and over again, without giving any explanation.

Now the person who said sorry this time is the other way around.He patted the teacher's hand to comfort him: "It's all over."

The old professor's eyes turned red instantly, and he turned his head away from him.Xu Yue listened to them playing charades and couldn't find a chance to intervene.At this time, the old professor pulled out his hand to hold him and said, "How old are you, child?"

"22."

"Okay, have you graduated yet?"

"graduate next year."

"Where do you live..."

"..." He Yinghan was helpless, "Teacher, please don't, he and I are just ordinary friends."

The old professor still wanted to drag them to talk for a while, but his spirit was not good, so he drank a couple of sips of water and lay down to rest.Before lying down, he pushed He Yinghan away and had a chat with Xu Yue alone.Walking out of the hospital, He Yinghan asked him.Xu Yue said Zuo was nothing more than that.

Sensing He Yinghan's tension, Xu Yue thought it was He Yinghan who guessed that the two had mentioned Lin Jing, and tentatively said, "Four years ago, the real reason you left me was Lin Jing?"

"He and I are just ordinary friends..."

"Heh... You just said that you and I are also ordinary friends, and you would sleep with ordinary friends?" Xu Yue paused, and added, "How should I describe it? Friends with benefits?"

He Yinghan immediately turned cold, "Do you have to describe our relationship so badly?"

Xu Yue said "ha", "I'm sorry, I've spoiled your relationship." His eyes scanned He Yinghan's stern face, and he put his hand on his chin and said, "I just don't know if you are on Lin Jing's bed. It's not the same... tenderness like water."

"Pa——" the slap fell on Xu Yue's face, He Yinghan held back his anger: "Go back! What are you doing here?"

The hospital is full of people coming and going, and the voices are chaotic.The slap was not loud, but someone around heard it and looked at them with curious eyes.

Xu Yue was stunned by the slap, and the old professor's words were ringing in her ears.He told him that Lin Jing was the one who could help He Yinghan.He said that he believed that one day in the future Xu Yue would achieve great success and accomplish a lot.But He Yinghan couldn't wait, and couldn't afford to wait.

The river of jealousy broke its embankment like this.Lin Jing owned the years when he didn't know He Yinghan, met him he had never seen before, and entered his life first.Why did I have to let him out for nothing after finding him after so much difficulty?

On impulse, Xu Yue said those words.When he wanted to take it back again, He Yinghan had already walked away.

Pedestrians came and went, and the red street lights flickered alternately. Xu Yue stood there for an unknown amount of time before realizing that He Yinghan's back had long since disappeared.

The green light is about to turn red, and in front of the zebra crossing, the boy grabs the padded hat of the girl who wants to go forward, "I can't make it through, wait."

The fluff like flying catkins floated on Xu Yue's body, and he vaguely remembered that Xu Yue also had a coat like this in the past. It was a short white style and a big furry hat. Xu Yue wanted to get it every time.But at that time, he was always cautious and only dared to think.

It's not much better now, and it can be said that it can't be worse than it is now.Xu Yue comforted herself:

It's okay, just add a little bit of disgust.Anyway, he doesn't love me.

After the psychological counseling of self-deception, Xu Yue's uneasiness was reduced a bit.

After returning, the two met, and neither of them mentioned the hospital.Just like the rainy night last time, it seemed that it would pass without mentioning it.

He Yinghan seems to be very busy, getting up early and working late every day.She went out before Xu Yue got up and didn't come back until late at night.

Gradually, I no longer even greeted politely, and it would be embarrassing to meet once in a while.

The relationship between him and He Yinghan took a turn for the worse in an inexplicable rapid development, and even the superficial politeness was almost difficult to maintain.

Finally, a few days before the new year, Xu Yue wanted to find time to discuss things, but when she returned, she found that He Yinghan had left a note on the tea table: "Going to another place, return date unknown, don't read it."