I'm a god in the infinite game

Bai Liu turned his face to avoid the approaching Spade, he could smell the obvious alcohol in Spade's breath.

Of course, maybe it wasn't Spades's, it could be his.

Bai Liu probably drank more vodka tonight than he had drunk in his entire life.

Although it seemed that his behavior and thinking were still very stable, his limbs also felt weak after drunkenness. As soon as Spade opened his arms and pressed it over, Bai Liu couldn't help but leaned back, leaning his shoulders against the wall for strength.

Spade looked down at Bai Liu whose face was flushed, but this time he didn't ask why Bai Liu turned red - because Bai Liu's face was always red after drinking.

The voice on the other side of the wall had become muffled.

Bai Liu slowly raised his eyes to look at Spade, his breathing was warm and light, Spade could see a very light halo in Bai Liu's eyes, smudged by the smell of alcohol and drunkenness.

The halo made Bai Liu's sight out of focus, obviously his eyes were on Spade's face, but Spade always felt that Bai Liu was looking through him at someone hiding behind him.

"...I can wear it for you." Bai Liu said lightly, he seemed to be smiling, a little lazy, "but do you know where to wear it?"

Spades paused, and he said honestly: "Where?"

Bai Liu's smile became more obvious, and he stretched his hand over Spade's back to open the drawer, where there was a whole box of God of War condoms, ranging from small to large, Bai Liu took them all out, and he lay on the bed Spread out every single word.

"?" Spade was a little confused, "Do I have to wear it?"

Bai Liu raised his head, he held his chin with a smile that was not a smile, and there was undisguised mischief and nostalgia in his eyes: "Have you ever played with balloons?"

Spades: "I've seen it, but I haven't played it."

"I was the same when I was a child." Bai Liu smiled, his eyes stopped on Spade's face and became distant, "I grew up in an orphanage, and the director and teachers of the orphanage didn't like children like me. Other children can get two balloons, but I don’t have any.”

Spade's lips pursed into a straight line: "They should give it to you."

"There is nothing that shouldn't happen in this world." Bai Liu lowered his eyes, and his voice was very casual, "I won't be sad about this kind of thing in essence, because those wholesale balloons are not worth a lot of money."

Bai Liu paused for a moment: "But the other kid who didn't get a balloon didn't think so."

"He got a bunch of balloons from nowhere, painted them colorfully with the markers in the craft room, and handed them to me in front of all the children who got the balloons."

Bai Liu lowered his head and smiled: "I saw the rubber rings on these balloons. He dug them out from the trash can, washed them clean, and made balloons after blowing them up with an air gun."

"He didn't know what these things were originally used for, but he turned them into balloons that children would find beautiful."

Bai Liu's eyelashes trembled lightly: "In essence... I shouldn't be happy because of this kind of thing."

"Because these balloons are not worth a lot of money, and they are dirty and disgusting."

But Xieta just looked at him like that, holding up the balloon to look at him, and there was a small wound on his hand from digging through the trash can, and Bai Liu took it by accident.

Then Xieta looked at Bai Liu and smiled very slightly.

At that moment, those cheap balloons, those dirty and disgusting condoms, seemed to become pure and precious because of Scheta's smile.

It was a very strange feeling, Bai Liu realized for the first time that the value of these items actually had a subjective shift.

"For the first time, I feel that these pretended...things are actually valuable." Bai Liu said lightly, "Because he gave it to me."

"He made me think condoms weren't disgusting."

Spades held up a box of condoms, observed for a while, and asked, "Are these disgusting balloons?"

"In my original concept, these are balloons used to do very dirty things." Bai Liu raised his head, he reached out to stroke Spade's face, parted the hair on his forehead, and looked at Spade with half-closed eyes Pure black eyes, "It is used to accommodate the desire of the human body to fully contact."

Spades are confused: "Why use this thing to isolate if you want full contact?"

"Because of mistrust, fear, and fear." Bai Liu lowered her eyes, "People can't believe that the person I have zero contact with is free from disease, can marry me, can bring my children a happy marriage and future, and can love forever. themselves, so they use this thing as the last insurance to protect themselves."

"Most of the time, this is the correct way to use a condom - because there really is no one in this world who will always love you and won't hurt you."

"But people always use this excuse to entangle each other, and then use this thing to separate themselves from each other—even sometimes not, in order to better control and hurt each other, such as letting the other party conceive their own children, gain A better sex experience."

"From the perspective of universal logic, it is right to use this thing."

Bai Liu looked at Spades: "I think such logic is ironic, so I told the person who gave me the balloons the origin and purpose of these balloons. At that time, I thought this thing was disgusting."

"You know what he told me?"

Staring at Bai Liu, Spade said calmly: "If I am a very harmful monster, when someone is willing to approach me one day, this thing can protect him from my harm."

"I don't find the thing disgusting, it's a protective prop."

Bai Liu was silent for a long time, then he said: "Yes, that person told me that too."

"I can teach you how to use and wear it." Bai Liu's voice was very peaceful, "... Maybe there is no one else who will teach you these things except me."

It's like the original Scheta didn't understand that the balloon he raised was a condom that was laughed at by everyone.

"No need." Spades abruptly interrupted Bai Liu's words.

There was no emotion on his face, he suddenly reached out and put away all the condoms, swept them into the bedside table, then turned off the light, turned around and pressed Bai Liu into the quilt to cover it, and said in a muffled voice: "I won't wear it anymore, go to sleep."

Bai Liu looked at the ceiling, there was a faint impact and panting from the head of the bed, but he didn't know why he smiled and asked, "Why don't you use it?"

Spade was silent for a long time in the dark night before answering: "I'm not sure if you will be hurt."

"The protective prop looks fragile."

Bai Liu's voice was calm: "Didn't you already hurt me? Now you don't want to?"

"At that time, my intuition told me that I should separate you from that heart." Spade's tone was a little low, as if he felt that he had done something wrong.

Bai Liu asked: "What about now?"

Spades said, "Now my gut tells me I shouldn't hurt you anymore."

Bai Liu slightly turned his head, looked sideways at Spade, and imitated the man's tone: "Why, there's no reason?"

"There is a reason," said Spade. "We are married, and we have sworn oaths."

He imitated, in a queer tone, solemnly, the vows of the soldiers who imitated the priest when they were married: "-- now and forever, in good times and bad, in riches and in poverty, in health and in sickness, in happiness and Sad, I will love you and cherish you forever and ever."

Bai Liu couldn't hold back a chuckle, but he quickly poured cold water on it: "This is just a game in your life, you don't have to take it seriously."

"There are only games in my life." Spades asked in confusion, "Why can't I take it seriously?"

Bai Liu fell silent, he turned his back to Spades: "Good night."

Spade was lying flat against Bai Liu, oh, and then closed his eyes.

After he heard Bai Liu's breathing was completely even, Spade opened the bedside table lightly, he looked down at the condoms inside for a while, and then reached out to take out a box.

There was a loud gasp from the next room.

"This thing turns out to be a balloon. No wonder you need to use your mouth..." Spade suddenly realized and nodded, and said to himself, "So Guy and the others blow up the balloon so they can't breathe?"

Then Spade fell into a new round of doubts: "Why do two people blow up balloons together on the wedding night?"

But Bai Liu, who was behind Spade, was really asleep this time, and no one could answer his endless questions.

The next morning, when Bai Liu woke up slowly, he pulled out his gun within a second and pointed it at the unknown white spherical objects in the room.

After one night, it was as if Bai Liu had changed another room, the room was full of balloons of all sizes.

After confirming that this room was the one he slept in last night, Bai Liu put away his gun, put on his clothes, and tore off a balloon the size of a washbasin stuck on the wall with a blank expression.

He saw the spout, a pale yellow rubber ring.

Bai Liu paused for two seconds, while buttoning his shirt, he went to the bedside table to open it, and then paused again.

The at least six boxes of unopened condoms in it yesterday have long since been used up, leaving only a few empty boxes lying in the drawer.

Bai Liu adjusted her breathing slowly, cleaned up all the balloons in the room, threw them into the trash can, turned and walked out of the room.

As soon as he opened the door, he saw Alex and Guy outside the door, poking their heads around the door, and Bai Liu gasped as soon as he came out.

Guy spoke bluntly, and looked at Bai Liu with horror: "You're still alive! I thought Spades gave you...dead!"

Bai Liu was quiet for a moment, then he looked at Guy and asked with his eyes.

Guy's eyes wandered around Bai Liu's waist uncontrollably: "Spades came out last night and asked for a condom."

"I've ordered twelve boxes, all sizes." Alex said with a strange look, "but we've already put six boxes in the house, adding up to almost two hundred... "

Bai Liu: "..."

Guy couldn't bear it any longer, and looked into the room curiously: "What did you guys do in the house last night? You used so much in one night?"

Thinking of Tang Erda, Alex looked at Bai Liu more and more wrongly, and emphasized faintly: "There are all sizes..."

Bai Liu ignored this topic as if nothing had happened, and asked calmly, "Where's Spades?"

Alex's expression was very complicated: "We met Spade in the morning, he said it wasn't enough, he went to the town to buy condoms..."

"We thought you wouldn't get up for the time being." Guy teased a little, and he winked, "After all, Spade seems to be in a hurry, and I feel that I will come back and continue to use it with you soon."

Bai Liu: "..."

Guy was right. After Bai Liu loaded the gun with a smile and said that he was going to find Spade, Spade ran back by himself.

Bai Liu was taken aback when she saw Spades.

This person's face is covered with various paints, and he is holding a lot of huge balloons with abstract painting significance. His hair is full of various paints intertwined with colorful lines.

Spades walked in front of Bai Liu, and the person was panting in a rare way.

Bai Liu noticed a red mark around the man's mouth - it could be seen that he had worked hard to blow up the balloon all night.

Spade held up a pile of about seven or eight balloons that had been damaged by paint. His black eyes seemed to be shining in a pile of messy colors: "I didn't find a marker, I borrowed paint to draw."

Bai Liu was quiet—he realized that this guy was imitating the behavior of Scheta drawing balloons with marker pens and giving them to him.

But he was not good at it at all, so he came up with such a bunch of even more appalling masterpieces of art.

But Spade didn't seem to think so, he straightened his back and said, "I played all night, and these are the most beautiful ones."

"Here, the balloon they didn't give you." Spade stuffed the balloon into Bai Liu's hand and said, he emphasized, "You should have it."

Spade panted, and said in a very serious tone, "The two of them must have blown more balloons than me alone last night. Our marriage won them."

"I just asked, the two of us used the most condoms among the people who got married here recently, and we should be the ones who got the best knots."

Bai Liu looked up at the dirty Spade, he finally took the balloon, gave Spade a hug, and said, "Yes."

"We bonded well."

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