After breaking up with Qi Shen, I married Mr. Chen

"Plum blossom paste planted in winter, spring rains like silk, small buds sprout in the soil, look back and smile, full of spring breeze like weeping cherry blossoms..."

Outside the house is the sweet voice of a young girl as clear as an oriole, sweet and annoying.

An angry teacup smashed out from the half-opened paper sliding door, but it didn't fly very far, and rolled feebly beside the girl's wooden shoes.

"It's so noisy...!!"

The same angry threats came from the room, but then there was a violent cough, and the internal organs were about to be coughed out with hoarseness, but the inside sounded like endless qi deficiency, as if the breath would die in the next second.

"Not long to live, my lord..."

"Yeah, I guess I'm going to die soon, maybe this winter?"

"I don't think it will take so long?"

"That kind of sick ghost should die as soon as possible! In order not to die in vain, we have to take care of such a dying..."

"Isn't the master of the house already cultivating a new heir? You probably know that he is going to die soon."

……

A few talkative servants passed by the house, even if the door was open, they didn't shy away from it, and they seemed not afraid of being heard by the "adult" in the house, or they even told him on purpose Listen.

This is a Ubudashiki house in the Heian period, and it is the No. 16 year of Onimai Tsuji Muye's existence as a human being.

The spring outside is gorgeous, and the ridicule of the servants is unbearable.

He is the young master of the Miyayashiki family. He has been accompanied by death since he was born, and he is lying on the sickbed all day. No one is willing to take care of him, and no one is going to please him, because he will die anyway.

Everyone thought that he would die soon, even the servants didn't take him seriously, and even wished for his early death.

Everyone fears him, dislikes him, and avoids him like a snake and a scorpion.Only a certain little girl is not afraid.

"My lord, do you know? Legend has it that if you make a wish on the standing Yae Sakura, your wish will come true."

The girl was wearing a long silk dress dyed with grapes, and she folded a branch of spring pink cherry in her white hand, peeping at him from among the flowers.

He said: "Get out!"

She didn't move.

"I don't need your sympathy!" He is in a very bad mood now, and he wants to tear apart people when he sees them.

The girl put the flower branch at the door, and said: "Heaven will send a great mission to the people of Sri Lanka, and they must first suffer from their will, exhaust their muscles and bones, starve their skin, empty their bodies, and disturb their actions. Zeng benefited what he couldn't..."

He glared at her like an idiot, with a bit of surprise on his face.

The girl sat on the ground like him.She said, you have to cheer up, I support you!Those who can survive in desperation are lucky, you are accompanied by luck, and creating your own miracle is your innate possibility!

She must have heard the servants cursing him behind his back.

Under the rising sun, her eyes gleamed, and unparalleled vitality flowed in them.The dimples are sweet, smile and the wind all over the mountains and plains will die down.

There was a gleam in his eyes, fleeting.

She boldly walked in directly, sat next to him and held his thin and pale hand: "You will survive! You have to believe in yourself! Father is working hard, so you have to work hard! Only hard work can create miracles!"

The 14-year-old girl is the daughter of the doctor who took care of him.

And the only one who said he would survive.

He chuckled: "You are so brave."

The girl said in a daze, "My lord, you look so pretty when you smile."

So he put away his laugh and put on a sickly pale handsome face.

But the hand he was holding put her hand on his chest little by little, and it was hot.

He coughed again, and she gently followed his bony back with the other hand. The girl's body was naturally soft, and she came close, as if wrapped in a cloud.

He shook his body and pushed her with all his strength.

She didn't care at all.After a long time, I asked, why do I hate this world?

"Because I live very hard." He sneered, as if mocking himself, "It's too much suffering, if you don't love yourself, you can't live."

Master Ubuyashiki's withdrawn and extreme temperament makes everyone avoid him. He is a person abandoned by fate, as gloomy as a god of death, but he will be taken away by the god of death at any time.

When he first met this ugly world, he had been enduring such physical and mental torture.

Until a certain smiling face caught off guard broke in, it seemed that there was also a trace of obsession worth lingering.

Due to her status, the girl can't come to see him often, but whenever she finds an opportunity, she will always come to talk with him, but I don't know if he is too sarcastic, and once she came after a long time, the Xiyanhua outside his house All open.

Such unlucky flowers would not be grown in the Sanyashiki house, but now it was growing outside his house, no one took care of it and no one paid attention to it. This kind of flower bloomed at the base of these dirty walls.

"Xi Yan's face is radiant and radiant, it is expected that the Iraqis are stationed in Malaysia." The girl is showing off her knowledge outside the door again, perhaps it is a sentimental thing for her.

"If you have legs, come in by yourself." He said, at dusk, he saw the silhouette of a young girl on the sliding door.

But the girl said: "No, no, you should answer 'The vast twilight is across Pengshan Mountain, looking at Anzhi in the distance is Xiyan'!"

He disgusted: "I hate that kind of flower!"

At that time, Murasaki Shikibu's "The Tale of Genji" was popular in Japan. In it, a woman named "Xiyan", Genji's lover, died of fright because of the curse of the ghost of the Rokujo Imperial Palace.

Xiyan, also known as Yeyan, is a small white flower that grows in dirty corners and often blooms in the evening.Because no one appreciates being regarded as a "unlucky flower".The color of the evening is white, it blooms in the evening, withers in the next morning, quietly blooms and falls quietly.

At this moment, this kind of flower is blooming outside his house, isn't it just to mock him that he will die soon like this flower? !

"Unplug it, unplug it all! It's all ruined!" As soon as he spoke loudly, he started coughing again and lay down on the couch weakly.As the weather grew cooler, his illness worsened.

It is estimated that it will soon wither like this Xiyan flower, right?

"Actually, I think this kind of flower is not short-lived at all." The girl knelt down in the corner outside the house, stretched out her hand to touch the petals, "they are so beautiful, do you mean the beautiful face in the sunset? It reminds me of the appearance of adults. "

He was very angry: "What did you say?"

"Although they always bloom at dusk and wither at sunrise...but they always go round and round like this, come back and grow endlessly, trying to survive all the time!"

He sneered: "I can only live in the dark night, never seeing the sun, living so sadly?"

"Never give up and work hard, even if you are struggling, there will always be miracles. This is the meaning of life." She finally opened the door, holding a small white flower in her hand.

"If adults don't like it, I'll take them all back."

"I like Xiyan, but I want adults to live forever."

He stared at her sullenly, without responding, but drank the soup she had brought.

She generously sprinkled the light on him like a god, and the world was lit up from then on.

Then indulge in dream talk that cannot be true or false, and don't make any struggles.

Ignore those people's jokes.

When he gets well, he will marry her and make those who made fun of them pay.

As he said, as she said, although he has been fighting against serious diseases, he has survived several winters like this.

The servants complained more frequently, and even dared to face him with cynicism.The new young master has been born, and there is no way for the Ubuyashiki family to have a place for this sickly young master in the future.

His room was moved from the main house to a separate house, with fewer servants and more deserted.

But it was also more convenient to meet the girl this way. Although he complained, he didn't care too much about it.

But one night, she, who always had a smile on her face, came running over with a blushing face from tears, saying that her father was going to arrange a marriage for her.

She is sixteen years old and should be married.

And I don't know how the news leaked out. The doctor found out about her secret tryst with him, and began to restrict her from going out. This time, she sneaked out while her father was asleep.

Tonight is Yuan Day Festival.His face was a pool of stagnant water.

He took out a ring from his pocket, a ruby.

He showed it to her and put it on for her without asking her opinion.At that time, the house was extremely quiet, outside was the singing and dancing of the mansion next door, the voice was hazy, and the girl was dizzy.

It took a long time for the girl to react. She sat up straight and looked at the ring, which was shining in the dim candlelight.

She smiled, very bright, because she was happy.

The stove in the house was crackling, and there was a little bit of snow outside.

The matting smelled of rushes, he rolled her down the steps with her in his arms, her eyes were closed, his thin arms stretched out from the darkness behind him, one wrapped around her neck and the other around her waist .

The long hair hangs down on her cheek, she calls his name softly, his breath hangs down, walks down, touches down.The night shrouded the dense jungle, and the extinct volcano boiled and released black magma.She opened her clenched teeth and leaned back against his countless ribs.He held her tightly, not allowing her to turn around, not allowing her to breathe.Sweat drenches the weeds, pale vines bloom.

The shortest sense of happiness and the longest aftertaste, approaching death at the peak.

In one invincible summer, he killed her father.

That medicine was his only hope to survive, but this straw abandoned him, the medicine didn't work!

In desperation and anger, he directly ended the life of the innocent doctor. ……innocent?He is not innocent at all!As a doctor but so incompetent, he deceived him with useless medicine, gave him hope but ended up with despair!

Why do you do this to him?Why is it him?Why is he born to die? ?

...Why, after finally surviving, he made a mistake, making him think that the medicine was ineffective, but lost the opportunity to have no worries?

He quickly discovered the changes in his body, and his plan to find the last blind green Bana flower also took shape in his mind.

On a dark and stormy night, he killed everyone in the house, and then the girl appeared.

She was wearing the pure white slender dress she wore when she first met him, and she looked around blankly at the scattered corpses in the house.

"You're here." He was very pleasantly surprised by her arrival, and couldn't wait to show off his current strong physique. He was no longer sick and weak, and no longer had to lie on the sick bed and endure the ridicule of others. All those who laughed at him had paid paid the price.Great power rules everything, and now he has it.

He circled her with his strong body, bent down/body kissed her.She twitched violently between her eyebrows, and pushed him away like she was pushing something dirty.

"Did you kill my father?"

She questioned her soul deeply from her chest, and there were bloodshot eyes.

He remained calm and smiled: "What are you talking about? How is it possible."

The girl's huge eyes widened, and she saw a head behind his feet.

One eyeball had fallen out, and the other familiar eye was staring at her intently.

She shook her hand, the basket fell to the ground, and Su Mi broke into pieces.

As soon as he noticed her gaze, he kicked that head far away without any time to hide.

Like a knife stabbed in the heart, the girl's lips trembled, her shoulders shrugged, her face wrinkled like a newborn baby, and she let out an extremely painful scream.

She chased after him crazily, hugged the head—her father's head, and cried bitterly.

What about the father's body?Where is the father's hand?Where are father's feet?where are they ?

Finally, her eyes fell on him, and the blood stains on his body and the corner of his mouth.

"Give me back my father..." she muttered, crawling to his side and tearing his clothes, "Give me back my father! You monster!!"

"Be quiet!" He was annoyed by her, and tried to grab her arm forcefully, but she slapped him hard.

"I hate you, I want to kill you!" The girl's eyes were red like blood, as if she wanted to fight him desperately.

He smiled, with a cold and malicious expression: "You can't kill me. It should be said that no one can kill me."

He pinched her chin, with almost morbid joy in his voice: "Hey, I've done it now, I'm cured, and I'm completely free from the entanglement of illness, aren't you happy for me? Don't you hope that I can live a good life ?"

"Go to hell!" she said, with no light in her eyes, only hatred that would never go away.

His smile froze on his face like a dead man.

He kicked over the table and was so angry that the fruit knife fell to the ground. She picked it up and stabbed him almost without any hesitation.

Once, twice... His body was covered with incisions, and then healed immediately, and the blood evaporated and disappeared, as if it had never flowed.She kept stabbing him frantically, stabbing him hoarsely and exhaustingly.

She finally stopped, panting heavily with her head bowed, her hand holding the knife hangs down feebly.

He smiled triumphantly again, waiting for her to be surprised by him, waiting for her to be surprised by him.

Look, he got the most powerful body in the world. Although he is not in the perfect state yet, one day he will complete the last step, and his and her dreams are just around the corner!

Then his smile froze in the splash of blood.

The girl plunged the knife into her chest hard.

He hugged her fallen body as fast as he could, and ran his fingers across her body, seeing blood stains and blue veins, but he couldn't feel her pulse, heartbeat and breathing.

She was dead, and there was nothing he could do about it.

He heard himself calling her name, over and over again, every word and every sentence, clearly and thoroughly, and kept touching her face with his hands until she slowly cooled down.

That was the only person who encouraged him to live hard.

That was one of the few kindnesses he encountered back then.

It was light, the only light and heat in his dark and humid predicament.

He just accidentally killed her father, it was an accident, her father was already old, there were not many years left, and he once prevented them from being together.

How can the mere revenge of killing one's father compare with their dreams?

Human beings are such fragile and perishable creatures, so he injected blood into her body.

That was the first time he knew that he had the ability to turn people into ghosts.

She came back to life, but the hatred for him did not disappear, all the memories were preserved, good and bad, she hated him even more, hated him for turning her into a monster that could only eat people.

She, who can turn into a ghost, was completely reduced to his palm after all. He imprisoned her in a small basement and sent a lot of "food" every day, but she refused to touch even if her saliva flooded. The hatred is growing day by day.

Why did it become like this?

Why, she doesn't smile at him anymore?

Why can't it go back to how it was before?

Although she can't see the sun for the time being and can only be active at night, she has become like a Xiyan flower. Doesn't she like Xiyan the most?

Why, the people who originally wanted him to live now want him to die?

He stared closely at her terrified and hateful eyes: "Did all those things you said before lie to me?"

He seems to have selectively forgotten the fact that he killed the girl's father.

His brutality is simple and one-sided, outrageous and unreasonable.

She was small and humble under him, resisting in vain, leaving nothing but despair.

Maybe he was born to be an aggressive beast.

The basement that does not get sunlight is bloody and messy every day, like a murder scene.

Later, she gradually got used to it, resistance was useless, her eyes became empty, without love or hatred, indifferent and calm, allowing him to do such and such atrocious things to her.

He doesn't know what love is, and he doesn't need to understand it. He just holds on tightly and doesn't want to let go, as long as she can stay by his side all the time.

……

Finally, in a certain spring when the Yae cherry blossoms were flying, she smiled at him again, and began to be willing to call his name.

At that time, he was busy creating a large number of ghosts to help find the blue Bianhua. Seeing the girl's sudden change, he thought that she had finally figured it out and was willing to live with him, just in case he used blood to spy on her thoughts , found that she should not be pretending.

So he released her restraint.

Unexpectedly, she ran to the mountain to "watch the sunrise" one morning when she was caught off guard.

Unable to take the risk to capture her back, he could only hide in the shadow of the cave and watch her turn to ashes in the rising sun.

Under the sun, her eyes mixed with light and dark, and a smile bloomed, that was the first and last appearance left to him and to this world.

Then the once mute years suddenly gave birth to arrows in the forest,

The once gray clothes instantly glowed with a crescent white light.

In the end, he failed to step out of the shadow, and could only throw the hat on his head into the sun with all his strength.

He just stood in the cave for a whole day, until the sun had completely set before he walked out numbly, and picked up the only heart that was no longer beating in the ashes under his clothes.

He held it like that for a long time, and then inhaled it into his body, becoming the second heart of his later seven hearts.

Just die, anyway, her heart was forced to beat in his body by him, and it was her honor to live forever with him.

She was the last broken white flower he pressed under the box.

Did he do something wrong?Was it wrong from beginning to end?he does not know.I don't regret it either.

But what is all this?

Probably flies, flies come to the dark, lay eggs, give birth to maggots, grow into flies, fly out of dreams, fly into life, fly into love.

His love may have rotted into the soil, but it is also deep in his bones.