I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: Poor down-and-out herring.

Lin Qingyu walked towards the ancestral house with all kinds of eyes, those eyes were probing, or sympathetic, or gloating, or indifferent, no matter what they were, they were like a sharp sword stabbing at Lin Qingyu, piercing his complete body. Prick into a shapeless sieve.

He used to be the most showy in the past, wishing that everyone's eyes would be on him, but now his spine was bent by these, Lin Qingyu hardly dared to raise his head, just looked down at the road under his feet, in the end, in bursts Whispering, he couldn't help trotting, as if as long as he ran faster, he could ignore all the malicious intentions.

When she arrived at the thatched cottage, Lin Qingyu paused, and saw that Laifu had been tied to the wooden railing in front of the door at some point. Seeing his return, she stuck out her tongue in excitement, and wanted to run towards him. Lin Qingyu's eyes became hot, and she ran over. Holding Laifu in his arms, the fluffy touch made him feel a little warm. He took a deep breath, rubbed Laifu's face, and said, "From now on, you will suffer with me."

Lai Fu happily licked Lin Qingyu's hand, showing no sign of displeasure.

As long as the owner is around, the puppy is not afraid of hardship.

Lin Qingyu hugged Fu down vigorously, got up and pushed open the wooden door, the dry smell of the pavement made him sober up, he didn't have time to worry about spring and autumn, Lin Jingyun was seriously injured, the most urgent thing is to seek medical treatment from a doctor.

He cheered himself up, walked to the bed, looked at his elder brother with a face as white as porcelain and a sense of confusion, whispered but said firmly, "Brother, don't be afraid, I will take care of you in the future."

A joke that day became true, and now Lin Qingyu is protecting her brother from wind and rain.

The invited doctor had a gray beard and took Lin Jingyun's pulse and checked the wound carefully. Lin Qingyu saw the doctor shaking his head and frowning for a while, sweating on his forehead in anxiety, and finally waited for the doctor to speak.

Lin Jingyun was seriously injured, and skin trauma was the second most important. There were varying degrees of damage to the internal organs, especially the lungs. The doctor diagnosed that Lin Jingyun had stagnant water in his lungs. It was speculated that his mouth and nose had been in water for a long time, causing the water to diffuse into his lungs, but he did not. It is very tricky to discharge it in time and cause inflammation.

Lin Qingyu had heard of waterboarding and other punishments, and suddenly her heart ached, and she begged the doctor to treat Lin Jingyun well.

"Mr. Lin's injury is serious. I'm afraid he won't be able to get out of bed for two months, but as long as he takes good care of him, he will heal sooner or later. It's just the lungs," said the doctor with a look of shame on his face. Some medicines are being taken first, as to whether they will work, there is no guarantee."

Lin Qingyu was so frightened, she blinked slowly, "If you can't fully heal..."

The doctor quietly glanced at the drowsy Lin Jingyun, and sighed, "I'm afraid I won't survive."

Lin Qingyu was struck by lightning, he wanted to speak several times, but his heart convulsed in pain and he could only make a single sound. After a long time, he begged, "No matter how much money, please heal brother well."

The doctor waved his hand, "You should try your best." The Lin family's affairs were raging, he looked at the dilapidated thatched cottage, hesitated a little, or said, "Young master Lin needs precious medicinal materials, take a look?"

Lin Qingyu had no idea about money in the past. Hearing what the doctor said, she quickly took out the money bag Chu Yan gave her, stuffed a dozen taels of silver into the doctor's hand, and said with a choked voice, "I'm sorry to bother you."

Only then did the doctor nod his head frequently, prescribe a prescription and leave.

Lin Qingyu non-stop followed the doctor to the clinic to grab the medicine, trying to remember the dosage. At the end of spring, he was sweating all over because of the heat. At this time, he devoted all his attention to his brother's injury, and the people on the street pointed at his whispering words. On the contrary, not so much.

After returning to the thatched cottage, Lin Jingyun had already woken up.

Lin Qingyu hurried over, not daring to show any sadness in front of his elder brother, he tried his best to force a smile and said, "I went to fetch medicine just now, the doctor said that although my elder brother was seriously injured, he will definitely recover." At this point, he choked, endured the pain again, turned around and wiped away his tears, poured out the medicine in the bottle, and returned to the bed, "I'll give you the medicine."

Lin Jingyun just looked at him, for a long while, stretched out his red and swollen hand to caress Lin Qingyu, Lin Qingyu quickly bent down, and let the bloody palm stick to his face, just such a movement made Lin Qingyu feel at ease, he sucked Sniff, sit down, open the medicine box and apply medicine for Lin Jingyun.

But Lin Qingyu was used to being served since she was a child, and she had never done anything to serve others. She was in a hurry for a while. Even though Lin Jingyun was enduring the pain, she still occasionally made a sound of gasping for pain. Lin Qingyu hated herself for being useless. Imagine half relying on his elder brother in the past, telling his elder brother that he couldn't do it like a baby, and seeing his elder brother's scars all over his body, he could only pretend to be tough and carefully smear his wounds.

Just rubbing it, hot tears poured out of his eyes inexplicably, and he poured them down one by one, and then he couldn't help crying again, and while crying, he applied medicine to Lin Jingyun's feet with shaking hands.

Lin Jingyun's facial features were distorted by the pain, but he still comforted him in a low voice, "Qingyu, you are doing well."

Just this one sound made Lin Qingyu's last line of defense collapse. He shook his head, bursting into tears, crying uncontrollably, "Brother, what they said is right, I'm just a useless idiot, I, I..."

He raised his tearful eyes, only his eyes were red on his pale face, and when he saw his brother's body covered with scars, he forcefully stopped his tears, squeezed his five fingers vigorously, and sobbed, "However, I will change, I will definitely Changed."

Lin Jingyun only felt that the pain on his body was far less than one-tenth of his heart. His sapphire must be innocent and straightforward. Why should he doubt himself like this? He wanted to comfort him again. He lowered his face, looked pitiful, but stubborn, "I'll go buy a medicine pot to boil medicine, bro, you sleep for a while."

Even though Lin Jingyun didn't want Lin Qingyu to stay, but now that he had reached this point, he couldn't help being selfish. He even secretly rejoiced that Lin Qingyu chose him among Wei Lin and Chu Yan, how despicable it was?

Reality simply cannot tolerate Lin Qingyu's tears. No matter how much he cries, he still has to face a difficult road ahead.

Lin Qingyu went all the way to the ceramics shop, but didn't know what was needed. The boss was a philistine businessman, and knowing that Lin Qingyu was easy to deceive, he tricked him into buying seven or eight medicine jars, and even charged double the money. Unfortunately, Lin Qingyu didn't I don't know the market price, but I was very grateful to see the warm-hearted boss, and took a burden to pick up the medicine jar back. There were many malicious eyes along the way, and he walked with his head buried in his head, feeling like he was crossing the street with everyone screaming Mice, wishing they could find a hole to bury themselves in.

Some voices were heard vaguely.

"See, that's Young Master Lin."

"The Lin family committed a crime, and saving their lives is a kindness from the superiors. What kind of son is he?"

"I just can't stand how he used to be like a straw bag. He swaggered around because he had a few filthy money."

"Feng Shui turns around, he also has today."

After the fall of the Lin family, not only was Lin Jingyun's good deeds wiped out, but even Lin Qingyu's charitable deeds became a show off.

Every word and every sentence pierced into Lin Qingyu's flesh and blood, making him feel ashamed. He suppressed his embarrassment and anger, so he had to pretend that he didn't hear these words that looked down on him, and fled back to the thatched hut in a desperate manner.

He doesn't know how to make a fire and doesn't know how to burn firewood, but if he wants to make medicine for Lin Jingyun, he has to learn these things that he didn't know before.

Lin Qingyu had no choice but to quietly look at the people around him who were making fire, imitating them to find flint to light the stove, and then add firewood. After trying several times without success, he hit the ground hard, hating his own incompetence, but he had no choice but to continue.

After finally making a fire, he brought the medicine pot up to fry, and was choked by the thick smoke, his face was covered with dust. When adding firewood, a thorn in the firewood accidentally stuck into his palm, and he looked at the black The wooden splinter in the palm of his hand froze for a moment, he gritted his teeth and pulled it out, and continued to look at the medicine.

There should have been two bowls of medicine, but in the end only one bowl was poured out. Lin Qingyu held back his breath and took the medicine to Lin Jingyun. The medicine was extremely bitter, Lin Jingyun frowned and said nothing. up.

"Brother, I boiled the medicine myself, am I very good?" He put away the bowl, put his face into the palm of his brother's cloth-wrapped hand like a good boy, and rubbed it slightly.

Lin Jingyun managed to provoke a smile, and praised him, "Qingyu is naturally extremely intelligent."

Satisfied with the compliment, Lin Qingyu took the bowl out to wash, and before she knew it, it was already dark.

Exhausted, he hid in a small corner behind the stove, and couldn't bear it any longer, covering his mouth and crying secretly.

The thorn in his palm had been pulled out, but he felt pain. He didn't dare to be discovered and cried in hiding, and he didn't want to be as worried as Lin Jingyun, who didn't even dare to cry, but shed tears silently for a long time. , Afraid of arousing Lin Jingyun's suspicion, he wiped his face hastily and got up to fetch water.

There was a well nearby, and most of the households were having dinner at this time, so Lin Qingyu avoided the crowd and took a bucket, fetched water, and left in despair.

Through the moonlight, he saw himself reflected in the water, but for one day, his face was covered with gray, his hair was loose, and he was in a state of embarrassment, with no luster in his eyes.

Not allowing him to think too much, Lin Qingyu washed his face with water, and fetched water for his elder brother to wipe his body. He is proud and expensive, and has never done any work. Just after doing these, he is so tired that he even struggles to walk.

Before going to bed, Lin Jingyun asked Lin Qingyu to count the money left by Chu Yan, a total of 50 taels.

He gave the doctor ten taels today, and was cheated by the boss who sold the clay pots, leaving 37 taels.

Lin Jingyun heard that he bought the medicine pot and used it for three taels. He wanted to remind him that he was cheated, but seeing Lin Qingyu's tired expression, he couldn't bear to say a harsh word, and finally said, "Please ask me about the future expenses."

Lin Qingyu vaguely felt that she had revealed something again, but she was exhausted physically and mentally, and had no energy to think about it.

He lifted his feet onto the narrow plank bed and got into the quilt shared with his elder brother to soak up the warmth of the end of spring. He smelled the smell of medicine mixed with the smell of blood on his elder brother's body, his throat was choked, and he called "brother" affectionately. .

Lin Jingyun endured the pain and hugged him into his arms, and the two cuddled together, as if no one in the world could separate them.

There is a whistling sound of wind outside the house, and the long night is long, and I don't know when I will see the dawn.