I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: Xiao Chu is off the assembly line, and my brother is at home.

Lin Qingyu has never been so restless. She wakes up crying as soon as she falls asleep at night. When she does not sleep, she opens her eyes and thinks of the day when the Lin family was raided. All the filth of the outside world is blocked for him, but now he is required to face the bloody reality immediately, which makes him miserable.

On the third day, Chu Yan took him to worship Lin Shan.

Lin Shan was a sinner, and His Majesty graciously left his body to be buried in the back mountain. When Lin Qingyu saw the small mound on the mountain, her legs were too weak to walk, and she stumbled to the mound like a toddler and knelt down to worship .

Now that I think about it, Lin Shan was already ready to commit suicide. Don’t blame me for the sound that echoed fiercely in Lin Qingyu’s ears like an evening bell. His ears were ringing and his eyes were dazzled. Ri Wei never really ate, he had reached his limit, and finally he was semi-conscious and was carried back by Chu Yan.

When he woke up, a doctor was taking his pulse. Lin Qingyu stared dazedly and heard the doctor say something about being overly sad and depressed, and saying that he was weak and not suitable for traveling, etc. He couldn't hear it clearly, but suddenly Grasping some thoughts, when he was in a daze, he was determined to go on a hunger strike to the end, to fight with his life, and begged Chu Yan to let him stay.

He spat out all the soup and medicine that had been poured in, and refused to swallow the porridge. Within two days, Lin Qingyu's complexion was pale, and he breathed more and breathed less. Chu Yan finally let go and asked him what he wanted.

Lin Qingyu was dizzy from hunger. He never knew that when a person was really hungry, the carvings on the bed could be seen as soft pastries, and his stomach was cramping and painful. Everyone wants to have a bite.

Standing on the edge of the bed, Chu Yan tried his best to open his eyes, but his eyes were still hazy, and he could only vaguely recognize the corner of the plain white clothes.

"I don't want to go to Beijing." Lin Qingyu's throat was so dry and sore that he seemed to be coughing up blood at any moment, but he didn't. He just pulled Chu Yan's robe with the last ounce of strength, and he closed it with five fingers. Her peeled lips parted slightly, "Brother..."

He misses his elder brother, and if his elder brother passes away, he will follow him life and death, and he will never live.

Chu Yan stood for a long time, looking down at Lin Qingyu who was unconscious again, his heart ached unbearably, his hanging hands clenched into fists, finally, he closed his eyes weakly, and ordered, "Continue to pour."

After all, he didn't dare to look any more, and almost fled and left the dormitory.

Shen Ling came up to meet him, seeing Chu Yan's pale face, the hazy moonlight made him look haggard.

Chu Yan heard Shen Ling's earnest words, "Young Master, if a person wants to die with all his heart, the Da Luo Immortal will not be able to save him. The situation in the capital is treacherous, and Wei Lin himself cannot be protected. Young Master has important responsibilities, so it may not be a good idea to bring Qingyu to Beijing."

He leaned against the cold eaves, opened his eyes, looked at the pale moon covered by thick clouds in the sky, his eye circles were red, "Shen Ling, can I see him again?"

In the words, Lin Qingyu's way has been decided.

Shen Ling didn't dare to answer hastily, and finally said in a low voice, "If there is a destiny, see you again."

Chu Yan lowered his head and laughed silently, smiling and laughing, laughing again and again, laughing so hard that his chest heaved and his eyes filled with tears, he muttered, "I can't protect him, Mrs. Shen, I wish I wasn't... ...."

He swallowed the pain, as if he was afraid that he would change his mind, turned his head and walked into the house, looked at the dying Lin Qingyu, and said in a trembling voice, "Eat, I will take you to see Lin Jingyun tomorrow."

Lin Qingyu opened her eyes slowly and with difficulty, her gray eyes finally had some brilliance.

Chu Yan took the porridge with lotus seeds and red dates from the waiter, lifted his robe and sat on the edge of the bed, and personally scooped up the porridge and handed it to Lin Qingyu's lips. Seeing that Lin Qingyu was still pursing his lips stubbornly, his heart ached, "I won't go to Beijing."

Lin Qingyu wanted to laugh, but she didn't have the strength, but finally opened her lips to let the warm porridge loose.

Shen Ling quietly stood at the door watching, and let out a sigh.

It's hard for a lover.

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The ancestral house is a thatched house that the ancestors of the Lin family lived in when they were young. It is located in the corner of the busy city, surrounded by ordinary people.

When the carriage stopped, there were many people watching, pointing and pointing at each other. Lin Qingyu wanted to see Lin Jingyun, but the voice from the outside could not be heard clearly. Chu Yan wanted to help him, but he quietly dodged and walked towards Lin Jingyun with vain steps. The shabby wooden door that was concealed.

This place can't even compare with the most dilapidated firewood house in the Lin Mansion, but it will be the shelter of Lin Qingyu and her elder brother in the future.

Lin Qingyu suppressed her grief, took a deep breath and opened the rotten wooden door, but her eyes were still closed in pain when she saw her brother who was lying in bed.

In the thatched hut that can be seen to the bottom at a glance, there is a slender young man lying on the cold and hard wooden bed. The young man has loose hair, the blood on his body has been cleaned, and he has changed his shirt, but the injury is too serious. There was still blood glued together, staining the light-colored wood with blood stains, Lin Qingyu couldn't breathe well, she moved her leaden legs and walked over, and saw her elder brother's face as pale as porcelain.

When Lin Jingyun saw him, his long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he suddenly looked at Chu Yan who followed Lin Qingyu into the house.

Chu Yan looked at him, his face sinking like water, and he didn't speak for a long time.

"Brother," Lin Qingyu choked up and called out, he wanted to hold his brother's hand, but the ten fingers were seriously injured, and he couldn't touch it, so he could only kneel down and grab his brother's blood-stained clothes, and stared at Lin Jingyun with nostalgia, Resolutely, "I won't leave you."

At this moment, no matter how stupid Lin Qingyu was, she understood her brother's intentions - to bear this suffering alone until she died forever in this dilapidated thatched hut.

Lin Qingyu was overwhelmed by fear at the thought of being separated from Lin Jingyun.

When he dies, he will die in the same place as his elder brother.

Chu Yan looked deeply at Lin Qingyu who was kneeling beside the bed. In just a few days, Lin Qingyu's stature was so thin that a gust of wind could blow him away. If he forcibly took Lin Qingyu to Beijing, it would be difficult for Meiyu.

"There are many changes in the capital, and Qingyu insists on staying. Forgive me for not agreeing." Chu Yan looked at Lin Jingyun. At this moment, he was jealous of Lin Jingyun. With Lin Qingyu's life and death by his side, what is there in this world to be afraid of?

Lin Jingyun was delighted to regain what was lost, but also worried about the long road ahead, but Lin Qingyu was right in front of him, and he had nothing else to ask for, "Thank you."

-

In late spring and early summer, the weather is slightly cool.

Lin Qingyu sent Chu Yan out of the street, and the two of them walked side by side without saying a word, but the road will always come to an end.

"Qingyu," Chu Yan stopped, looked down at Lin Qingyu's thin cheeks, his eyes were burning, as if he wanted to engrave the person in front of him into his heart, he tried to smile, as he did in Cheese Court, and said, "Scatter That's how you sent me when I was in school."

Lin Qingyu raised her head, Chu Yan's smile was stiff, how could it be as clear as before?

He murmured, "It's not like before."

Chu Yan's smile became colder and harder. He was silent for a long time, but finally couldn't restrain himself, he put his arms around Lin Qingyu, before Lin Qingyu could struggle, he said first, "After this farewell, it's hard to see each other again. Forever in my heart."

The tip of Lin Qingyu's nose suddenly felt sour, and she suppressed her hot eyes, but she didn't reach out to refuse.

He once really admired Chu Yan, even now, he couldn't say a word to let go of the past frankly, but the world makes people, they are not the same people after all, there will always be times when they part ways.

Chu Yan tightened his arms, but he didn't dare to be nostalgic for the warmth of the last moment. He let go of Lin Qingyu, took the bulging money bag from Shen Ling, and stuffed it into Lin Qingyu's hand, "Your brother is seriously injured, and the money is just a drop in the bucket." , but it can solve your urgent needs."

Lin Qingyu really wanted to put back the money bag with backbone, but he was no longer the young master of the Lin family in the past. Now he was penniless and living in a hut, and what he was about to face was a life of poverty that he had never set foot in. He couldn't do it. Giving up the money, he just nodded dully, "Thank you."

Chu Yan stared at it for a long time, with all kinds of emotions in his eyes, and finally walked away.

The horse's hooves were stepping on the bluestone slabs, Lin Qingyu stood on the street, and it took him a long time to look up at the carriage far away. He looked like a child who had been left behind and couldn't find his way home, helpless and at a loss.

Suddenly, he felt a sharp corner in the purse, opened it, and found a half-broken jade bracelet in the white silver, his heart was suddenly torn in pain, his eyes blinked, and tears rolled down his face.

The moon has profit and loss, and the flowers bloom and fade. I think life is the hardest parting.

Like a flowery spring day, I will have a long fare with you.