I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: Chu Yan: Who can understand my pain when the car overturns on Qixi Festival?Note: Wei Linnian's poems come from Zhang Yuniang's "Lan Xue Ji".

Beijing.

Daben is reunion time, but the courtyard under the moonlight is very deserted. Today it has snowed heavily, and the ground is covered with a thick layer of silver, which glows under the moonlight, making it more lonely.

In front of the courtyard was a figure in black robes, standing with his hands behind his back, looking from a distance, like a towering mountain in the moonlight, his facial features were deep, he didn't smile often, and he was quite indifferent. This was Wei Lin's second month in Beijing, and it was also His first year alone.

I don't know how many such bleak reunion nights there will be in the future, he should get used to it sooner.

The young man was holding a cloak and wanted to put it on for Wei Lin, but Wei Lin raised his hand and declined.

"Young master, are you homesick?"

The boy couldn't see his emotions, so he asked boldly.

Wei Lin said nothing, looked up at the moon, for a long time, chanted, "The mountain is high, the moon rises small, the moon is small, He Jiaojiao, I have something to think about..."

His tone was as deep as a guqin, and his expression melted into the cold night, "I don't see you for a day, my heart is quiet."

Qingyu, Lin Qingyu.

In the middle of winter, can you also look at the same bright moon?

I am looking at you through the bright moon.

-

Lin Qingyu sneezed, the result of hanging out at night was a cold, and she drank medicine for several days, but Lin Qingyu dared not complain at all.

He was grounded by Lin Jingyun, at first he only thought that his brother was trying to scare him, but when he saw the two guards guarding in front of the courtyard, he realized that his brother was really trying to do it this time.

This is the fourth day of his confinement. Lin Jingyun never came to see him once. It's not that he didn't ask Yuan Bao to invite him, but Yuan Bao went there twice and was terrified. Since his brother was still angry, he had no choice but to beg Father, Lin Shan has always listened to Lin Jingyun's words, even though Lin Qingyu begged again and again, his ban still hasn't been lifted.

He picked up the medicine, closed his eyes and gulped it down. Feeling bitter, he quickly grabbed the icing sugar and stuffed it into his mouth, with a sad face on his face. He was grounded at home. Naturally, he didn't want to contact Chu Yan, and he didn't know what happened to Chu Yan.

Sister Xu saw him sighing, and said in relief, "Young master, don't worry too much, the eldest son has always loved you, when his anger subsides, you can say something nice and be soft, and he will never pursue the matter of you not returning home at night, young master. "

Lin Qingyu smiled at her reluctantly——Yuan Bao and Sister Xu didn't know his twists and turns with Chu Yan, so they naturally thought that Lin Jingyun was annoyed because he didn't come back at night, but he knew in his heart that this time, there might be no So easy to fool.

Laifu was full of sleep, and ran over to bite his boots. Lin Qingyu bent down and picked him up. Laifu was fat and strong by him, and he had broken through the [-]-jin mark. Laifu was restless. He held it with some difficulty, grabbed the dog's ears, and murmured, "You silly dog ​​eats and sleeps all day long."

Laifu sticks out his tongue and licks Lin Qingyu's face, licking Lin Qingyu's face with saliva, Lin Qingyu wipes off the mucus in distaste, feeling worried about Chu Yan, puts Laifu back, gets up and goes to the desk to spread the rice paper.

"Brother already knows about you and me, so stop me at home, and I will persuade my brother, please stay safe and don't be impatient."

At the end, add another sentence, "Looking forward to the day when we will meet again."

He sealed the written letter, called Yuan Bao, and repeatedly urged, "Don't let my brother know, you quietly send the letter to Chu Yan of Chu Mansion, and tell him that everything is fine with me."

"My little ancestor," Yuan Bao said as if he had picked up some hot potato, "you are still like this."

Didn't Lin Qingyu know that being discovered would only annoy his elder brother even more, but he couldn't feel at ease if he didn't get any information from the outside world.

Sister Xu couldn't see Lin Qingyu's sad look the most, so she twisted the ingot, "Young master, if you want to go, go quickly, be more conspicuous, and don't be found out."

Yuan Bao had no choice but to stuff the letter into his arms and leave the courtyard pretending nothing happened.

As soon as he left, the follower reported his whereabouts to Lin Jingyun.

It is rare for Lin Jingyun to have free time at the end of the year. When someone came to report, he was practicing calligraphy. The last stroke was stained with ink, and the whole calligraphy was invalid. He said calmly without changing his expression, "Stop it."

Starting a draft and rewriting it, but my heart is hard to be quiet.

After a while, he put down the red sandalwood wolf hair, ordered his followers to prepare the car, and walked to Lin Qingyu's courtyard.

In winter, the wind is strong and whistling.

Lin Qingyu was waiting in the courtyard for Yuanbao to deliver the letter, but when it arrived, the letter could not be delivered, and Lin Jingyun, who had not been seen for a few days, arrived.

Lin Qingyu knew that the letter could not be delivered, and he was afraid that Lin Jingyun would anger Yuan Bao, so he said first, "I forced Yuan Bao to run errands for me, if you want to punish me, please punish me."

He was a little afraid of Lin Jingyun now, so he rolled his eyes uneasily after speaking.

"You should be punished," Lin Jingyun took two steps forward, his face was pale and haggard, but his tone remained unchanged, "Do you know you made a mistake?"

Lin Qingyu pursed her lower lip, and wanted to refute that he just had someone he liked, and even if he made a mistake, he was grounded for a few days to make up for it. Now why did he make a mistake, you can see Lin Jingyun's tired expression, his disobedient heart Immediately dissipated, leaned closer, and said aggrievedly, "Brother hasn't calmed down, then I was wrong."

Lin Jingyun looked at Lin Qingyu, who was close at hand, and his Adam's apple moved slightly. He had heard that Lin Qingyu was suffering from a cold, but he didn't dare to come to see him. Now that he was in front of him, he wanted to reach out and touch him, but he endured it, "Then what do you think?" Understood?"

He looked at Lin Qingyu's expression motionlessly.

Lin Qingyu bit her lower lip, showing a bit of stubbornness, but said nothing.

That's why I didn't want to understand.

Lin Jingyun closed his eyes in disappointment, threw the intercepted letter at Lin Qingyu's feet, and said coldly, "I don't know what happened today, and you continue to think about it behind closed doors until you..."

Lin Qingyu looked at the letter at his feet, and the grievance and anger of being grounded for several days suddenly rushed up uncontrollably. He interrupted Lin Jingyun in a low voice, "I don't understand," and mustered up the courage to look up at his brother , "Even if I am grounded for a month or a year, I can't figure it out."

He didn't understand why Lin Jingyun acted like this?

His elder brother has always treated him in every possible way, why is he so stubborn and unreasonable in this matter?

Lin Jingyun's expression suddenly changed.

It was the first time for Sister Xu to see Lin Qingyu being so stubborn, so she reacted and quickly spoke up for Lin Qingyu, "My lord, my lord is sick and confused, that's why..."

"I'm not confused," Lin Qingyu asked Lin Jingyun choked up, with her face upturned, her eyes slightly red, "I'm very sober, I just like someone, what's wrong with me?"

Sister Xu and Yuan Bao's eyes widened, and they finally figured out where the conflict lies.

Lin Jingyun gritted his teeth, "Okay, you are right, you want to see Chu Yan, don't you?"

Lin Qingyu stared blankly, looking at her brother in puzzlement.

"Tomorrow," Lin Jingyun's cheeks became paler, he was obviously not sick, but he seemed to be terminally ill, "I will take you to see him tomorrow, if you have anything to say, tell him clearly in front of me."

Lin Qingyu fell into the joy of being able to meet Chu Yan, but when she heard Lin Jingyun's words, she felt extremely uneasy.

Sure enough, Lin Jingyun's next sentence was, "Chu Yan and I, you can only choose one."

After saying that, Lin Jingyun walked away with a chill in his sleeves.

Lin Qingyu was shocked, he chased for two steps, but couldn't catch up with his brother's figure, no matter how he called, Lin Jingyun never looked back at him.

The north wind howled outside the courtyard, and Lin Qingyu stood in the wind, indescribably dazed, like a lost person who couldn't find his way back, lost in the wind.

It wasn't until sister Xu came to call him into the room that he turned his face full of tears in a daze, shook his head and asked, "How can brother and Chu Yan be the same..."

They are clearly two inseparable closest people, how should he choose?

-

A cup of hot tea fell to the ground, and the porcelain was torn apart with a crisp sound.

And Chu Yan, who knocked over the teacup, sat in the room with a hostile face.

Just a quarter of an hour ago, Shen Ling came to report that Lin Jingyun secretly investigated every detail about the Chu family. He didn't know that Lin Jingyun had already checked Fang's family when he met Lin Qingyu, but this time it was different. Lin Jingyun seemed bound to find him. Like his weakness, he checked him over and over again. If he continued to check like this, there was no guarantee that Chu Yan would not reveal his identity.

"My lord, the great cause is important," Shen Ling reminded, "Lin Jingyun is not an ordinary person, if he finds any clues, it will be of no benefit to us."

Chu Yan's eyes burst out with killing intent, and he looked straight at Shen Ling.

Shen Ling is fearless, "Lin Jingyun is Qingyu's elder brother. If something happens to him, Qingyu will be heartbroken. It's better to push the boat along the way. Qingyu will inevitably be sad for a while. Just wait for the big fish to be caught before telling him the truth. I believe that Qingyu will understand."

Chu Yan frowned fiercely.

The subordinates came to report, and the Lin family had a letter.

Chu Yan tore open the envelope, it turned out that Lin Jingyun asked him to have a gathering at Chunfenglou tomorrow.

"My lord, you and I have been lurking here for many days, and we must not fall short," Shen Ling lifted her robe and knelt down, and said loudly, "The Su family's cruelty to Zhongliang is too numerous to write down. I implore you, my lord, to be considerate of the people of the world and think twice about everything!"

As a clan member, Chu Yan is a sharp knife of the royal family. He not only wants to live for himself, but also lives for thousands of people.

How can the countless bones of the dead make way for the love of their children?

The Shen family is one of these white bones. Shen Ling bears the blood feud of the family, and will never stand by and watch the way to trip the Su family be cut off.

Chu Yan suddenly understood why Little Huangshu wanted Shen Ling to go with him. With Shen Ling here, how could Chu Yan chill Zhongliang?

He took a deep breath, feeling so powerless for the first time.

Because he is of the blood of the clan, he must learn to compromise—for the people, for the loyalty, and for the future of Ming Dynasty.

What is a Chu Yan's liking?

Insignificant.