I don't read sage books

The author has something to say: One arrow with two swords, Brother Dao, also Dao Qingyu.

The morning sun reappeared from the clouds, and the halo of the first day was cut off by the hollow wooden door.

Lin Qingyu was kneeling in the dormitory. Although the room was burning with charcoal, he still felt a trace of coolness creeping up from his knees. He timidly raised his head to look at his elder brother standing in front of him. Gently grabbed the hem of Hibiscus's purple clothes, and shouted, "Brother."

The sound was very soft, and Lin Jingyun looked down at Lin Qingyu who was kneeling on the ground, his expression was never colder than before, because he had not slept all night, his voice was slightly hoarse, "I don't come home at night, if the guards didn't find out that the back door was passive. But, are you still complacent about cheating yourself?"

Lin Qingyu lowered his head, he didn't dare to refute his elder brother's words, but he still wanted to admit his mistake as usual, "Brother, I won't be able to do it anymore, don't be angry."

As he spoke, he tried his best to show Lin Jingyun a flattering smile.

Lin Jingyun's Adam's apple rolled, and he pulled the hem of the clothes out of Lin Qingyu's hands, with a serious expression, "Who is it?" As if he couldn't restrain himself, he asked sharply, "Who did you go to see?"

The elder brother's face was frosty, Lin Qingyu realized the seriousness of the situation and dared not do it again, but how dare he tell Lin Jingyun what he did at night, he hesitated and couldn't speak.

Lin Jingyun had been suppressing his anger from the moment he found out that Lin Qingyu was missing. Now seeing Lin Qingyu's appearance, his heart was pierced, and his bony hands pinched Lin Qingyu's face, with a cold look in his eyes, "Say."

Lin Qingyu had never seen such a frightening Lin Jingyun, she froze in place for a moment, stretched out her hand to hold the hand that bound her, frowned, but remained silent.

It was the first time he disobeyed Lin Jingyun, and he felt uneasy in his heart. Seeing Lin Jingyun's unyielding appearance, he simply gritted his teeth and said, "Brother, I'm already seventeen, and I do things properly. You can't control me in everything. …”

After saying that, he regretted it, and Lin Jingyun's hand hung down as if exhausted, and looked at him incredulously, "I can't control you?"

Lin Qingyu just didn't want his brother to get to the bottom of it, but the disappointment in his brother's words left him at a loss. He was so frightened that he grabbed Lin Jingyun's palm, raised his head and said anxiously, "That's not what I meant."

When Lin Jingyun lowered his head, he could see Lin Qingyu's flustered expression. His fingertips trembled slightly, and a name came out of his mouth, "Is it Chu Yan?"

Lin Qingyu was so upset that she couldn't speak in a daze.

"It's really him." Lin Jingyun gritted his teeth, he wanted to pull his hand out of Lin Qingyu's palm, but found that he couldn't do anything, he was even attached to the warmth of Lin Qingyu's palm, Lin Jingyun's voice was low, "What? What about the time?"

Seeing that the fire could not be covered with paper, Lin Qingyu didn't want to hide it anymore, so she answered honestly, "It's been half a year."

Lin Jingyun's eyes were full of indescribable emotions, he didn't even have time to think, the most real desire hidden in his heart had already made him blurt out, "It's broken."

"What?" Lin Qingyu thought she had heard wrong.

"I'm done." Lin Jingyun shook off Lin Qingyu's hand, took a step back, his eyes were covered with layers of mist, cold and intense, "Don't see him again."

Lin Jingyun's attitude was too domineering, and Lin Qingyu was so anxious that he couldn't connect with the gentle and amiable elder brother - Lin Qingyu had always regarded Lin Jingyun as the sky, and his elder brother was his role model, who he could not pursue in his life A strong man, he would never disobey any request from his elder brother.

But today, he broke this routine. Lin Qingyu shook her head stubbornly, fearing that her elder brother would not understand what he meant, she took a step forward on her knees, and tightly grabbed Lin Jingyun's brocade robe with both hands, suddenly feeling infinite grievances welling up. He choked up and said, "Brother, it's wrong for me to conceal your Chu Yan matter, and it's not right for you not to return home at night. I admit my mistake, I know I was wrong..." He looked up at Lin Jingyun, his eyes filled with tears, sad and firm, "But , but Chu Yan and I are in love, and I want to be with him, brother, please help us."

Lin Jingyun only felt that every word Lin Qingyu said was a knife in his heart, white knives went in and red knives came out, but he could only hold on, standing upright, he was even afraid of revealing his dissatisfaction, and put the things he had always relied on on him. His Lin Qingyu pushed away to a distance.

However, Lin Qingyu was still afraid that Lin Jingyun might misunderstand Chu Yan, so he counted Chu Yan's various good things in detail. , my master and classmates are full of praise for him, and he treats me very well, only he doesn't think I'm ignorant, and appreciates me very much, if my brother gets in touch with him, he will definitely find out what an excellent person he is ..."

Lin Qingyu racked her brains, wishing to praise Chu Yan in front of Lin Jingyun, but the more he did, the more Lin Jingyun was wrapped in great pain.

Lin Jingyun thought he was ready to let go, but when the kite string holding Lin Qingyu loosened in his hand, he wanted to hold it tighter. He almost lost his composure, and no longer showed restraint and forbearance. He reprimanded, "enough!"

Lin Qingyu trembled in fright, and stared blankly at her strange brother.

But even though he was afraid, he didn't want to give up. He didn't understand why Lin Jingyun obstructed him and Chu Yan so much. He sucked his nose and looked at Lin Jingyun with tears in his eyes. Lin Jingyun's indulgence to him in every possible way over the years made him feel a little helpless at this moment. With the capital of willfulness, he kept talking, "Brother, I have grown up, I can tell right from wrong, right from wrong, I also know what I like and who I like, just let me do it."

He saw Lin Jingyun's figure seemed to shake, but it was only for a moment, and his elder brother stood upright like a pine and cypress, as if he would never fall down.

Lin Jingyun used to be the mountain that Lin Qingyu looked up to, but today, he wants to cross the jurisdiction of this mountain for Chu Yan.

Seventeen years of brotherhood suddenly cracked at this moment.

"Qingyu," Lin Jingyun looked at the tearful but stubborn Lin Qingyu sadly, "You don't even want your brother for Chu Yan?"

These words were too serious, Lin Qingyu held Lin Jingyun's hand anxiously, shook her head, "You will always be my most respected elder brother."

Respect, Lin Jingyun chewed and swallowed these two words, and with blood froth, he fondled Lin Qingyu's cheek and whispered softly, "Then be obedient and don't see Chu Yan again."

Lin Qingyu's grip suddenly loosened, and Lin Jingyun hurriedly tightened his grip again, almost pulling Lin Qingyu in front of him, his eyes were full of coldness, but there were also tiny pains flashing.

"Only this one thing, I am obedient to everything else," Lin Qingyu cried, her nose sore, "Brother, why do you have to obstruct me?"

Lin Jingyun seemed to be overwhelmed by the question, and even his cold face was torn apart. It was the first time he felt so despicable, and he used clumsy excuses to cover up his dirty thoughts, "Qingyu, you are still young and don't understand love. When you grow up..."

"I understand," Lin Qingyu interrupted him, weeping uncontrollably, "Brother, I'm not a child anymore, I understand!"

Lin Jingyun couldn't refute, but gently pushed Lin Qingyu away, turned his face away, "You should reflect on it at home, when you think clearly, come see me again."

Lin Qingyu's eyes widened in disbelief, she got up from the ground, and looked at Lin Jingyun without saying a word.

He never thought that Lin Jingyun would treat him so harshly.

Lin Jingyun walked to the door, Lin Qingyu turned around crying, and said in a crying voice, "Brother, I really like him."

The door was opened, and the sunlight outside poured on Lin Jingyun's body, which couldn't drive away the coldness all over his body.

He walked out without looking back, and raised his voice, "From now on, without my permission, Second Young Master is not allowed to step out of the courtyard. If anyone violates the rules, he will be punished with fifty sticks."

Sister Xu and Yuan Bao were still kneeling aside, too frightened to speak, their hair buried and trembling.

Lin Jingyun walked out of the courtyard and stopped slowly until there was no one there. He seemed to be walking out of an extremely cold place. His face was pale, and even the color of his lips faded. He heard the low voice of his heart bleeding continuously, For a long time, he bowed his head and laughed silently at himself. He laughed at his own despicability, his shamelessness, his use of his status as the head of the family to bully Lin Qingyu, and even the ridiculous lies he made up to cover up his dirty thoughts about Lin Qingyu.

He bent down slightly, dizzy, and closed his eyes in pain.

Lin Jingyun, Lin Jingyun, in the eyes of the world, you are a celestial figure and a peerless gentleman, but I look down on you.