drunk oxygen

The author has something to say: There is another chapter~ I made up the content about Xing Xing’s medical treatment, don’t take it seriously if the plot needs it

The second day after Xie Xinghe's fever completely subsided, Pei Yan took him to see a psychiatrist. He had briefly told the doctor about Xie Xinghe's situation in advance, so the doctor thought it would be better for him to accompany Xie Xinghe.

The first time he didn't do any psychotherapy, Xie Xinghe just chatted with the doctor and told about his situation. Most of the time, he was the one talking, and the doctor and Pei Yan were listening.

Xie Xinghe didn't tell Pei Yan about many things in detail. He only found out today that Xie Xinghe's mother had misunderstood him when he was very young, thinking of him as his former lover, her and his lover's son, or He is the son of Xie Jin.

"So I often have to cooperate with her in acting. She thinks I am who I am. If she thinks I am that person, she will force me to play the piano for her. If I play wrong, she will scold me and cry herself."

"When she thinks that I am that person's son, she will treat me very well and tenderly, but most of the time she will think that I am my father's son, which has nothing to do with her."

Pei Yan listened anxiously, but Xie Xinghe, who was telling these experiences, was unusually calm, as if he was telling someone else's story.

"I went to see her a few days ago, and she was still crazy. I told her that I was married, and she said I didn't deserve happiness. I thought she was pretending to be crazy and almost strangled her."

Pei Yan interrupted Xie Xinghe and said seriously, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Xie Xinghe glanced at him, did not answer, but continued: "My emotions are out of control, so I want to break up with him, and even hurt him."

At this point, Xie Xinghe's mood finally had an imperceptible fluctuation, and Pei Yan interjected again, "You didn't hurt me, it was an accident."

The doctor pushed a cup of warm water in front of Xie Xinghe, "Let's not talk about this, I'm thirsty."

Xie Xinghe picked up the paper cup, "Thank you."

He lowered his eyes and drank water slowly. The doctor's voice was very gentle, just like the glass of warm water he was drinking, which made people unconsciously relax their vigilance, "Are you a star now? Or Xinghe?"

Xie Xinghe put down his glass, looked up at him, "I don't know, I can't tell the difference."

"You think they're slowly merging?"

"Maybe, it was originally a person."

The doctor nodded and smiled softly, without any sense of oppression brought by a male doctor, "According to your description, I don't think you have a dual personality, it's just that you..."

The doctor paused, then glanced at Pei Yan, "The second personality you pretended to be for your lover."

Xie Xinghe didn't make a sound, "pretending" is the right word, his amnesia was faked, so did Xinghe, he naively thought that he could pretend for the rest of his life.

"Perhaps you subconsciously hope that you can become Xinghe's personality, but you can't let go of your own paranoid personality. The obsession is not so strong, so there is no second personality, but another personality in disguise. Sometimes even you will be deceived.”

Pei Yan and Xie Xinghe were silent, the doctor smiled, "Don't worry, this kind of situation is not uncommon, and it is easier to cure, and you also said that you think these two personalities are slowly merging."

Xie Xinghe didn't say a word, Pei Yan was thoughtful.

"Let's stop here today, we'll talk about other issues next time," the doctor said in a relaxed tone, "Mr. Pei, don't be too nervous, you seem to be more tired than Xinghe."

Pei Yan relaxed his sitting posture, and said with a sigh of relief: "I'm sorry, Dr. Yan, this is the first time I've taken him to see a doctor, maybe it's just..."

Yan Qiqi nodded to express his understanding, "Many people who come for consultation will be a little nervous at the beginning. Xinghe is one of the few people who have almost no tension and very clear logic. As long as he is willing to cooperate with the treatment, the effect should be more obvious, but psychological treatment is still a very important thing. It's a long process, and it may take a long time to fully heal."

Before leaving, Pei Yan subconsciously wanted to shake hands with Yan Qi, but Yan Qi's eyes fell on Xie Xinghe who was staring at Pei Yan behind him, and said with a smile: "If Mr. Pei wants to shake hands with me, you should wait for Xinghe." After the treatment is done."

Pei Yan looked back at Xie Xinghe, Xie Xinghe blinked innocently, Pei Yan could only nod to Yan Qiqid, "Thank you for your hard work."

After the two of them went out, they found a cool handsome guy waiting outside with two cups of milk tea in his hands. Yan Qi walked over and whispered, "Have you been waiting for a long time?"

Zhou Fang shook his head, picked up the milk tea and shook it, "It's still hot."

"Why are there two cups?" Yan Qi asked.

"Yin Fan is not here, so I have an extra drink."

Yan Qi called Xie Xinghe to stop, "Xinghe, would you like a cup of milk tea?"

Xie Xinghe stopped in his tracks, looked back at him with a cold face, and didn't make a sound.

Pei Yan took the milk tea for Xie Xinghe, and said politely, "Thank you."

"There's only one cup," Yan Qi said, "It's okay for the two of you to have a cup."

Pei Yan smiled, "No."

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After getting into the car, Pei Yan inserted the milk tea into a straw and handed it to Xie Xinghe, "Try it?"

Xie Xinghe watched it for a few seconds before picking it up, took a sip and said, "I don't like him."

Pei Yan didn't react for a while, "Who?"

"The doctor."

Pei Yan raised his eyebrows, "Why?"

Xie Xinghe bit the straw, not wanting to say it was because he was so good-looking.

Pei Yan talked about his objective views on Dr. Yan along the way, hoping that Xie Xinghe could tell him if something Dr. Yan said made him feel uncomfortable.

Xie Xinghe frowned and pushed the straw into his mouth, "Stop talking, drink milk tea."

Pei Yan took a sip, Xie Xinghe took the milk tea away suddenly, he quickly took it with his hand, a drop of milk tea dripped into the palm of his hand.

Pei Yan glared at Xie Xinghe, why?

Xie Xinghe asked him coldly, "Can you vomit?"

Pei Yan puffed his cheeks, why are Xie Xing and you crazy?

He swallowed the milk tea in his mouth, "It's quite delicious, not very sweet."

Xie Xinghe stuffed him with milk tea, "I'll drink all of it for you."

Pei Yan finally realized that Xie Xinghe was jealous of a psychiatrist. He put the milk tea aside helplessly, touched Xie Xinghe's leg and said, "Xing Xinghe, why are you even jealous of a doctor?" , and the person who brought him milk tea just now is obviously his boyfriend."

Xie Xinghe glanced at him, "How do you know?"

Pei Yan sighed, "Intuition, I've seen too many gays."

"Do you think he is good-looking?" Xie Xinghe asked lightly.

"Which one are you talking about? Doctor Yan?"

"Ah."

Pei Yan smiled and teased him: "If I tell the truth, will you be angry?"

"Why are you angry?" Xie Xinghe turned his head to look at him, "I also think he is pretty."

Pei Yan's smile froze, and he looked at Xie Xinghe with a dark face for a moment, "I'm deliberately angry with you, little ancestor."

He recalled the consultation just now, Xie Xinghe watched Dr. Yan almost the whole time, at least two hours.

Pei Yan said in a deep voice, "Don't look at him next time."

Xie Xinghe frowned, "Then don't watch it either."

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Xie Xinghe said that he couldn't tell the difference between Xingxing and Xinghe, and neither could Pei Yan, so he kept calling him Xingxing.

The second meeting with Dr. Yan was a few days later. Xie Xinghe still had no abnormalities in the past few days. He just liked to play the piano. He used to play it once or twice a week, but now he plays it every day. Playing is several hours.

Pei Yan never felt noisy, on the contrary, he enjoyed Xie Xinghe's piano sound very much, even if he was dealing with work, he would sit in a place where he could hear the piano sound.

Tomato sauce seems to like it too, it has always been lying at Xie Xinghe's feet, and sometimes it can sleep soundly to the sound of the piano.

In addition, Xie Xinghe was in the kitchen most of the time, he still cooked every day, but he didn't let Pei Yan eat it anymore, Pei Yan had to make a new table of meals at meal times.

Xie Xinghe told Yan Qi everything he had done in the past few days, and Yan Qi asked, "Didn't you go out? To meet friends or something."

"No." Xie Xinghe said.

"Are you feeling restless?"

"No."

Pei Yan added from the side: "I haven't gone out these few days, he should be in better condition, because he had a car accident before, I spent almost half a year taking care of him at home, and his mood has always been normal .”

Yan Qiqiu nodded, "Tell me your story in detail today, Xinghe will tell you."

Pei Yan felt that every time he accompanied Xie Xinghe to see a doctor, he would make new discoveries. He never knew that Xie Xinghe had always known him, and the reason was so strange, because his name Xie Xinghe was very nice when he was a child. .

Xie Xinghe told Yan Qi everything that had happened since he met Pei Yan, and Yan Qi didn't speak for nearly 2 minutes after listening, and even forgot to pass the prepared water to Xie Xinghe.

Xie Xinghe took the cup over and drank water to moisten his thirsty throat.

Only then did Yan Qi come back to his senses, and a smile appeared on his face again, "Okay, let's go here first, I will work out Xinghe's treatment plan as soon as possible, and we can start treatment next time."

Pei Yan was always more polite to Yan Qi than he was to the boss and boss in the business field. He held Xie Xinghe's hand and stood up, bowing slightly towards Yan Qi and nodding, "Thank you."

Yan Qi also stood up and sent them to the door, "If Xinghe doesn't want to see his friends, you can also take him to a place with a quieter surrounding environment to relax, and you don't have to stay at home."

Pei Yan nodded seriously, "Okay."

Yan Qi smiled again, "Xinghe's psychological problems are not that serious, and most of the time it won't affect his life. Mr. Pei doesn't need to be too careful, just treat Xinghe like an ordinary person."

Pei Yan glanced at Xie Xinghe, squeezed his hand, "OK."

After seeing them off, Yan Qi sat back on the seat again, the smile on his face was gone, he didn't look as gentle and amiable as before, but rather cold because of his expressionless face.

He was silent for a long time, until someone knocked on the door outside.

"Come in." Yan Qi said.

Zhou Fang came in carrying a bag, Yan Qi immediately rolled his eyes when he saw him, "Why are you here at this time, isn't the shop busy?"

Zhou Fang put the bag on his desk, "It's okay, I recruited two more part-time students, you don't plan to eat at noon until I come here?"

Yan Qi looked at his watch, "I was thinking about something, I didn't pay attention to the time."

Zhou Fang pushed the food in front of him, inserted the milk tea into the straw and handed it to him, "Those two people again today?"

Yan Qiqiu nodded, breathed a sigh of relief, smiled and said, "It's okay, but I'm a little sad after hearing their stories."

Zhou Fang didn't ask him what kind of story it was, it involved the privacy of the consultant, he just put his hand on Yan Qi's wrist and squeezed it, and said in a deep voice, "Don't be sad when I'm here."

Yan Qi grabbed his hand and didn't let go, "Baby, let me ask you a question."

"Yeah." Zhou Fang nodded.

Yan Qi thought for a long time before he said softly: "If one day, my disposition and behavior style change, become very different from now, or even completely opposite, will you still love me?"

Zhou Fang was stunned, he pursed his lips, he couldn't answer immediately, but thought quietly.

Yan Qi looked at him peacefully, and after a while, Zhou Fang replied seriously: "You ask me now, I definitely think so, but if your temperament has changed so much, are you still you? I don't know how to say it, just ..."

Yan Qi pulled Zhou Fang's hand and smiled softly, "Okay baby, let's not talk about this anymore, let's eat."

"Ah."

Halfway through the meal, Yan Qi suddenly raised his head to look at Zhou Fang and said, "I think Xinghe may not want to be treated."

He could feel from Xie Xinghe's narration that Pei Yan was acceptable and liked Xingxing very much, that is, Xie Xinghe's original personality, as long as Xie Xinghe didn't get sick, they could get along very well, and they would be a good couple. An enviable lover.

Even if Xie Xinghe had a personality like Xinghe later, his essence has not changed. Although psychotherapy can help him restore a healthy mind, it may also completely change the current Xie Xinghe.

Zhou Fang took a tissue and wiped his mouth for him. Yan Qi said, "If it was me, I don't want to be treated. If the disease is cured, what should you do if you don't love me anymore?"

Zhou Fang didn't know why he had been a psychiatrist for so long, Yan Qi would be particularly sad today, he could only stand up silently, walked around the table to come to Yan Qi, stretched out his hand and hugged him into his arms.

"Don't think about them," Zhou Fang said, he bent down and kissed Yan Qi's hair, "Finish your meal soon, you have to work in the afternoon."

Yan Qi shook his head, buried his face in Zhou Fang's stomach and rubbed it, "I don't have work in the afternoon, Mr. Pei gave me too much money, I have a day alone."

After a while, he raised his head and smiled at Zhou Fang, squinting his eyes and said, "Go to your shop in the afternoon. I'll pick up Lele in the evening, and the three of us will go eat hot pot."

Zhou Fang clicked his tongue and rubbed his head, "He's too old to pick you up."

"I haven't even graduated from elementary school, how old are you..."

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Xie Xinghe received a call from Fang Yue after returning home for lunch, "What are you doing?"

"Say something."

Fang Yue clicked his tongue, "Can't I miss you?"

"It's okay to hang up."

"Hey, don't, don't, you've eaten firecrackers? There's something wrong, Director Li, do you remember?"

Pei Yan washed the fruit for Xie Xinghe and brought him a piece of apple. Xie Xinghe leaned on Pei Yan, chewed and said, "Which Director Li?"

Fang Yue was speechless, "Which Director Li could it be! Your noble man! Famous work!"

"Remember." Xie Xinghe said casually, and also fed Pei Yan an apple.

Pei Yan asked softly, "Fang Yue?"

Xie Xinghe nodded.

"He called me this morning and asked if you would like to come out and make a movie now."

"I don't want to."

Fang Yue sighed, "Don't refuse so quickly, the past is long gone, you see you are always being filmed during this period, the fans are so active, and many passers-by also said that they hope you can come out to film again. The popularity is not in vain, and what Director Li means is that it’s okay if you don’t want to come back. His movie is not intended to hit the box office, but to be sent abroad to win awards. People have asked me to come here, and I can't refuse directly, don't you like filming, so think about it after such a good opportunity."

Xie Xinghe didn't waver at all, "Don't think about it, just say sorry for me."

Fang Yue was so annoyed by him, "Damn! Playing the piano to a cow! Got it! Do you still need to teach this kind of thing?"

Xie Xinghe put his phone aside, and Pei Yan thought it over and said: "Xing Xing, I also think this opportunity is very good, and I can film without having to come back. If you really like filming..."

Xie Xinghe raised his head and kissed his chin with a strong attitude, "I don't like it."

Pei Yan immediately stopped, "Okay, okay, I don't like it, how about we go to the hot spring tomorrow? There is a resort in the suburbs, which is pretty good."

Xie Xinghe leaned in his arms, there was no abnormality in his tone, but the expression on his face was very cold, he said: "Listen to you."

Pei Yan lowered his head and grabbed his hand, "The nails are growing again, I'll cut them for you."

Xie Xinghe took a look and found that it wasn't long at all, but he still said, "Yes."