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Xie Xinghe walked to the side and squatted down slowly against the car body.

Pei Yan wiped the bottom of his nose casually with the back of his hand, bent down and slowed down for two seconds, then slowly walked in front of Xie Xinghe, and said softly, "Xing Xing, it's fine, let's go, come home with me."

Xie Xinghe lowered his head and remained motionless, Pei Yan could only see the top of his hair.

He reached out and touched Xie Xing and his hair, "Can you hear me?"

"Don't touch me," Xie Xinghe's voice was so soft that Pei Yan could barely hear him, "Stay away from me."

Xie Xinghe put his knee on Pei Yan's stomach just now, and almost threw up Pei Yan's head. He slowed down in front of Xie Xinghe for a while, and then squatted down as if nothing had happened, looking through Xie Xinghe's hanging hair. his eyes.

Xie Xinghe kept his eyes down, refusing to meet his gaze, as pitiful as a puppy that accidentally bit its owner.

Pei Yan couldn't bear to see him like this, put his palm on the back of his hand, and said in a low voice: "Xing Xing, I don't blame you, let's go, go home."

Xie Xinghe stared at the blood on the back of Pei Yan's hand, and it took him two or three minutes to react. He suddenly raised his hand and pushed Pei Yan away, and shouted at him in a low voice: "I told you not to touch me! Stay away from me !"

Pei Yan was pushed and sat on the ground, Xie Xinghe in front of him was like a trapped animal, staring at him frantically and desperately.

He just sat on the ground and couldn't get up, and looked back at Xie Xinghe with a sullen face, "Xie Xinghe, I don't care what the hell happened to you tonight, you have to go home with me, you are mine, you know?"

Xie Xinghe looked away, and said indifferently: "No, Pei Yan, I let you go."

Pei Yan was just like Xie Xinghe just now. He stared at Xie Xinghe for a few seconds, then suddenly went crazy and grabbed Xie Xinghe by the collar, pushed him against the car, and shouted angrily : "What do you mean you let me go! Why the hell do you let me go! Am I a stray dog ​​you caught?"

He grabbed Xie Xinghe and shook him vigorously, "I'm fucking telling you Xie Xinghe, even if you let me go, I won't be able to let you go! You can only stay here with me, otherwise you still want to harm someone else ?!"

Pei Yan's eyes were scarlet and his face was gloomy. The blood from his nose flowed into his mouth, making his mouth full of blood. He didn't know who was more scary, Xie Xing or him.

Xie Xinghe's eyes were distracted, as if he didn't hear him at all, Pei Yan grabbed him and shook him vigorously in a rage, the back of Xie Xinghe's head slammed against the car door behind him.

Pei Yan finally regained his sanity, rubbed the back of his head a few times with a cold face, pulled his wrist and said, "Come on, hurry up, come home with me, don't make me hard."

Xie Xinghe was pulled up by him and let him play with him like a thoughtless puppet. Pei Yan dragged him to his car, opened the door and pushed him in.

He just wanted to go around to the other side to get in the car, but was stopped by Li Junyang. Li Junyang didn't dare to show his temper just now, and now he carefully handed over a few wet wipes and a bottle of water, "Let's deal with it first, it's too scary... ..."

Pei Yan glanced at him, first took the wet towel and wiped it a few times, then unscrewed the water bottle to rinse his mouth, spit the mouthwash on the ground, wiped his mouth casually, and then left again.

"Hey hey..." Li Junyang bit the bullet and stopped him, "There is still blood on his hands."

Pei Yan looked down impatiently, then wiped it carelessly with the wet towel just now, threw it back into Li Junyang's hand, and said coldly, "Let's go."

He walked around to the other side and opened the car door. Xie Xinghe didn't even look at him, and just said lightly, "You sit in the front."

Pei Yan stared at him in the dark with cold eyes, and after a long while he sneered and said, "Okay, but if you dare to play car jumping with me, we will die together."

After speaking, he closed the door with a "bang", the whole car shook, he went around to the front co-pilot and got in the car, there was another "bang", until the car drove away, Li Junyang felt that there were still aftershocks.

He and Xie Wenzhou looked at each other, and Xie Wenzhou came over and hugged him silently.

Li Junyang rubbed his hair, "Scared?"

"Ah."

Li Junyang patted him on the back, and said after a while: "I really didn't know that Pei Yan had such a crazy side, he and Xie Xinghe are really a perfect match."

"Um……"

Li Junyang smiled and looked down at him, "What are you 'huh'? Didn't you still like him before?"

Xie Wenzhou pinched his waist through his clothes, "If you mention this again, I will..."

Li Junyang quickly kissed him, put his arms around him and walked into the car, "Don't mention it, let's go, let's go home too, they definitely don't have time to deal with the Internet today, I have to help them deal with the aftermath ..."

"Are you saying they're going to break up?"

"Tsk, I can't tell..."

"I don't think so."

"What?"

"It's just intuition, inseparable."

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Pei Yan calmed down a little on the way home. Although he was still angry because Xie Xinghe wanted to separate from him, he still remembered to take a look at Xie Xinghe from the rearview mirror from time to time.

Xie Xinghe lowered his head all the way, clasped his hands, and said nothing.

Pei Yan knew what he was doing after only two glances. He said in a low voice, "Xie Xinghe, let go of your hands."

Xie Xinghe turned a deaf ear to it, and Pei Yan immediately said to the driver, "Pull over."

Only then did Xie Xinghe let go of his hand, his fingertips trembling slightly.

Pei Yan's heart was mixed with anger and distress, he was no better than Xie Xinghe, he was suffering all the way.

When they finally got home, the two of them entered the door one after the other. Tomato sauce was still excited at first, but after a while they seemed to feel the low pressure between the two of them, and they sat quietly aside with their tails drooping.

Seeing it, Xie Xinghe suddenly turned around and walked out, but was quickly stopped by Pei Yan, who looked at Xie Xinghe vigilantly, "What are you doing?"

Xie Xinghe lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Frisbee."

Pei Yan didn't understand, so, "What Frisbee?"

Xie Xinghe broke away from his hand and walked into the yard, Pei Yan had no choice but to follow behind him, and Tomato Sauce followed.

It was already dark, the street lights outside the yard were faint, and the evening wind blew into the cracks of the bones with a chill, one person and one dog quietly watched Xie Xinghe search in the yard.

After a while, Pei Yan said, "Xie Xinghe, don't look for it anymore, it's cold at night, go inside."

Xie Xinghe ignored him and continued to search silently.

Pei Yan looked at it for a while, and couldn't bear it anymore, he stepped forward and grabbed Xie Xinghe's icy wrist, "Don't fucking look for it! Isn't it just a Frisbee? There are several more!"

Xie Xinghe shook off his hand, "No..."

Pei Yan erupted again, and the empty courtyard was full of his shouts, "What the hell is wrong with a Frisbee! Is it your ancestor? It's all like this and you still want to find a Frisbee!"

Xie Xinghe froze in place, Pei Yan was so angry that his chest heaved, and after a while he recovered his normal voice and said, "I said don't look for it, come in with me, do you understand?"

Xie Xinghe hung his head and remained motionless. Pei Yan was in a stalemate with him for a moment, and took the initiative to lower his voice, "Xing Xing, be obedient, let's find the frisbee tomorrow, it's too late today..."

As soon as Pei Yan finished speaking, he suddenly felt a drop of water dripping on the back of his hand. He froze for a moment, then lowered his head in disbelief.

The second drop, the third drop, is not water, but warm tears.

Pei Yan was completely panicked. He wanted to hug Xie Xinghe, raise his head, and tell him not to cry, but he couldn't move or say a word.

It was Xie Xinghe who took a step forward and hugged him without using any force, just holding him in a vain manner, and his voice was filled with tears that could not be hidden, piercing a hole in Pei Yan's heart, he asked: " Does it hurt?"

Pei Yan finally stretched out his arms and pressed Xie Xinghe firmly into his arms, and said in a trembling voice, "It doesn't hurt, it really doesn't hurt, Xing Xing, you...don't..."

Xie Xinghe buried his face in Pei Yan's shoulder, tears dripped onto his skin, his shoulders trembled slightly, and he cried very depressedly.

Pei Yan already had a bloody heart that seemed to be soaked in tears again. He didn't know whether it was scalding or a sting. Anyway, the pain was so painful that he couldn't breathe. Compared with this, the little injury he suffered just now was nothing at all. worth mentioning.

He patted Xie Xinghe's back helplessly, and the distress in his voice was about to overflow, "Xing Xing, please don't cry, your crying makes my heart ache."

Apart from acting with him on the bed, when had Xie Xinghe really shed tears, and now that he was crying so sadly, Pei Yan really wanted to dig out his heart, otherwise he would have to die of distress.

Xie Xinghe didn't make a sound, he was still crying, but he restrained his crying, he didn't cry loudly like Pei Yan did in the hotel that day, instead he swallowed all the crying and grievances in his stomach, occasionally leaking a little sound Immediately choked up and took it back.

Xie Xinghe didn't know how Pei Yan was tortured by him, he just didn't have the face to cry, but couldn't help but want to cry, Pei Yan couldn't stop crying when he held him in his arms and coaxed him.

He Xie Xinghe has nothing but this face, Pei Yan has been pampering him, loving him and accommodating him, as for him, he can't even cook fish well, it will only make Pei Yan angry and worry, and will only trap Pei Yan by his side , and even go crazy and hurt Pei Yan, he is a lunatic, a beast, how can he still have the face to cry in Pei Yan's arms, why should Pei Yan spend time with him.

But he didn't want to let go, didn't want to leave Pei Yan, didn't want to see Pei Yan have other stars, he would go crazy and kill people, he would not let anyone who appeared beside Pei Yan go.

Xie Xinghe's two hands holding Pei Yan were clasped together behind Pei Yan, one hand pinched the palm of the other hand tightly, gritted his teeth and still couldn't help crying.

Why, why did he grow up in a deformed family, why his parents were lunatics, why he was born a little lunatic, why he was sick, why he was unworthy!

Apart from him, it is impossible for Pei Yan to fall in love with anyone else!impossible!Can't!

But Xie Xinghe, why are you?

Pei Yan tilted his head and kissed his messy hair, his cold earrings, and his wet temples from crying, with a gentle tone as if he had never made a mistake, "Xing Xing, cry, cry loudly, cry out all the grievances, Brother Yan is here."

I am not wronged, why should I be wronged, it is you who want to be wronged.

I thought so, but Xie Xinghe's cries still leaked more and more, his shoulders shook more and more, biting his lips and pinching his palms didn't help

Pei Yan patiently caressed his back, from top to bottom, one after another, half of his shoulders were wet from Xie Xinghe's crying, and tears and snot all rubbed on him, and he didn't feel any pain at all. dislike.

Xie Xinghe doesn't like him to socialize, he can train better subordinates, Xie Xinghe wants to keep him at home, if he is capable, he can support the two of them and a dog without leaving home, Xie Xinghe went crazy and lost his mind , he is the only person who can subdue, appease Xie Xinghe and regain his reason. Xie Xinghe gives him the craziest and most paranoid love, and what he wants is the craziest and most paranoid love.

He and Xie Xinghe are a perfect match.

Xie Xinghe gave up on himself because of the crying he could no longer suppress. He cried and asked with sobs, "Does your nose... still hurt?"

Pei Yan didn't lie to him, "A little bit."

"Does my back hurt..."

"It hurt when I hit it, but it doesn't hurt now."

"What about the stomach... Does the stomach hurt..."

"It doesn't hurt, but I almost vomited my dinner, and it's fine now."

"That……"

Pei Yan's heart ached when he heard him speak, and he hurriedly replied: "My butt still hurts a little, it's okay, I'll be fine tomorrow after I sleep."

Xie Xinghe's crying stopped for a moment, and then he cried even harder in the next second. Pei Yan rubbed the back of his head, "Xingxing, for the sake of my injury tonight, don't let me hurt anymore, let's Stop crying, okay?"

"Pei Yan...I'm very selfish...I don't want to break up with you."

Pei Yan said in a deep voice: "Xie Xinghe, let me emphasize again, we are already married, if you want to separate from me, it's not called breaking up, it's called divorce."

Xie Xinghe laughed, the more he laughed, the more he couldn't stop, his shoulders kept shaking, Pei Yan couldn't tell whether he was crying or laughing for a while.

Just when Pei Yan was about to speak, Xie Xinghe suddenly said in a hoarse voice with a strong nasal voice: "Pei Yan, you are a fucking idiot."

Pei Yan was stunned by his scolding, and his heartache was temporarily relieved. He scolded back with a black face, "Why the hell are you scolding me, Xie Xing and you? Who the hell is an idiot?"

"You are." Xie Xinghe said.

"You are the fucking idiot! You are not an idiot, you will let me go? You can't even find your next home and you say let me go?"

"I let you go and you don't go, you are an idiot."

Pei Yan pushed him away, put his hands on his shoulders, gritted his teeth and said, "Xie Xinghe, why do you say let me go and I'm going to leave, I'm the one who won't let you go!"

Pei Yan poked his chest hard with an index finger, glared at him and said, "I, Pei Yan, I won't fucking let you go! Do you understand!"

Xie Xinghe's face was pale, his eyes swollen from crying were even redder, and he said without any momentum: "You are an idiot if you don't let me go."

The light and fluttering words made Pei Yan's blood surge with anger, he stood in front of Xie Xinghe and took a few steps, then pointed at him and said in one breath: "I fucking love you, I love you, I want you I just like to fuck｜You just like to be fucked｜fucked｜I’m happy with whatever you do to me, why the hell do you call me an idiot!”

Xie Xinghe's nose was also red from crying, looking at the pitiful one, he sniffed lightly, and said in a low voice, "Forget it, it's quite cold, let's go back first."

He turned around and walked back with his head down, Pei Yan grabbed his wrist and pulled him back vigorously, "You fucking explain to me, who is..."

Before Pei Yan finished speaking, Xie Xinghe slammed into his arms without the slightest strength. Pei Yan sensed that something was wrong, so he hugged him tightly and said, "Xingxing? Xie Xinghe?"

Xie Xinghe couldn't open his eyes, his head was buzzing, Pei Yan shook him vigorously, and called his name loudly, Xie Xinghe only moved his lips before fainting, and said softly, "Cold... "

When Pei Yan heard it clearly, he hugged Xie Xinghe in his arms and walked towards the house with big strides. While walking, he said through gritted teeth, "Xie Xinghe, I don't care if you can hear it now, anyway, listen carefully, we will live if you live." We will live together, if you die we will die together, if you dare to leave, I will catch you back and tie you up, our life together is better than death."