drunk oxygen

The author has something to say: It’s not over yet, there’s the last part of the very important content, about [-] words~ In fact, I didn’t say it before for fear of spoilers, drunk oxygen should be a fairy tale in a crazy coat, I don’t know Have you ever seen the occasional chapter end...

Rationally, Pei Yan knew that he had a lot of work to do tomorrow, so he should go to bed right away, but he couldn't control himself, hugged Xie Xinghe and kissed him over and over again, and kept asking.

"So you don't have any period of memory that's blank?"

"No..." Xie Xinghe was kissed by Pei Yan before he finished speaking, and he continued after a while, "I remember everything between us."

Pei Yan had vaguely guessed that Xie Xinghe had recovered his memory before, and he didn't want to entangle why Xie Xinghe lied to him at this time. It was simply because he loved him. He wanted to find out how Xie Xinghe was in his current state. thing.

"That night, the day the two of us did it, what happened to you?" Pei Yan asked.

Xie Xinghe looked at Pei Yan with a soft expression. He also remembered what happened that night. Pei Yan was so happy because of his similar personality to before that he even offered him to do it first.

He felt sorry for Pei Yan, for the past six months he had been there all the time, but it seemed like he was not there all the time, leaving Pei Yan waiting for him alone.

After just looking at each other for a few seconds, Pei Yan kissed him again, with his lips pressed against his face, and said in a low voice, "Xing Xing, I miss you very much."

Xie Xinghe replied tirelessly, "I know."

He rubbed Pei Yan's hair, and said slowly: "I can't tell what happened that day, it's just that the two personalities merged, because I was jealous that you kept thinking about me before."

Pei Yan was silent for a moment before saying: "I don't know if you believe it or not, as long as it is you, I will love you, no matter what kind of personality you are, but... I really miss you."

Xie Xinghe pressed the back of Pei Yan's neck, made him bury his face in his arms, and said in a cold voice, "Who made you always want to get out of my control before, knowing that I wanted to lock you up at home, and still If you want to meet so many people, you still have to make me behave..."

"I'm sorry," Pei Yan said regretfully, "I'm sorry Xing Xing, I'm sorry... I'll let you take care of me from now on, okay? I'll take you with me wherever I go, and with everyone I see. If you don't want to, I'll just stay at home Accompany you, is that okay?"

Seeing him like this, Xie Xinghe's heart hurts badly. He doesn't know what is going on with his two personalities, but he knows how that obedient character came about, because he has always wanted to control Pei. Yan, wanted to keep him at home, so he took advantage of his injury and amnesia, and even made himself have another personality, and trapped Pei Yan by his side as he wished. This method was so clever that Pei Yan was trapped willingly. , with guilt, with pity, with longing and love.

When filming in the past, Xie Xinghe could perform various states and expressions, but he knew in his heart that he could not fully enter the scene. If there is ten points of distress and pain on his face, then only three points in his heart.

He thought he was a cold-hearted person, but since he was with Pei Yan, his love for Pei Yan has grown more and more, and his desire to control and possessive has become more and more crazy. Occasionally, even ketchup would be jealous , he thought this was the expression and way of his lover, but now he found that it was not.

He really loves to the bottom of his heart, and his heartache will overcome everything, his instinct, and his illness.

Even if he would be jealous, go crazy, or hurt himself, Xie Xinghe would not use clever means to trap Pei Yan by his side anymore, because he didn't want to see Pei Yan having nightmares anymore, and he didn't want to see Pei Yan secretly miss him again. , and I don't want to see Pei Yan's tears again, these are more painful than smelling the perfume on Pei Yan's body.

So Xie Xinghe kissed Pei Yan, and said in his ear: "No, just do what you have to do, you have been with me for half a year, that's enough."

Pei Yan hugged him in a panic, "Not enough, how could it be possible, you will be sad, angry, and uncomfortable..."

"Brother Yan," Xie Xinghe called him, holding his face and said, "No, it's not that serious, I'm much better now, and I have two personalities now, have you forgotten?"

Pei Yan didn't make a sound for a long time, Xie Xinghe went to touch his back again, smooth, "Don't worry, I can feel it, it's really not a dual personality, but when I'm your 'Xinghe' It will be much calmer."

"...you know?" Pei Yan asked softly.

Xie Xinghe laughed, his tone full of pampering and helplessness, and a little aggrieved, "How could you not know, husband, you don't call me Xingxing anymore."

"I'm sorry baby, from now on, Xingxing is the one who is strong, and Xinghe is the one who is gentle, okay?"

Xie Xinghe pinched his face, "Husband likes Xingxing or Xinghe?"

"I like them all." Pei Yan said reverently.

"Then don't ask for Xingxing, Xinghe is better..."

Pei Yan pushed him away violently, staring at him with angry and sad eyes.

Xie Xinghe quickly stretched out his hand to hug him back, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, baby, don't be angry, I won't say anything."

Pei Yan was so angry that he bit Xie Xinghe's neck, and he lost all strength. Xie Xinghe raised his head and gasped softly, "Baby baby, brother Yan, husband, let go of your mouth, the bite is broken..."

Pei Yan bit it for a while before letting go, "You bit me so hard that I didn't break..."

Pei Yan's voice paused, staring at the bloody tooth marks that he had bitten out, it really broke his skin.

Xie Xinghe smiled, "It's broken, I bit you just for fun, but it's useless to be so hard, it hurts me to death."

Pei Yan didn't make a sound, and silently leaned forward to lick off the blood, then sucked it lightly, and said distressedly: "Why don't you say it hurts."

Xie Xinghe pretended to be wronged, "I told you to relax..."

"Don't say that kind of thing in the future."

"Okay, don't tell me," Xie Xinghe handed his neck over to Pei Yan to lick, "I didn't expect you to like Xingxing so much."

Pei Yan stopped and said very seriously: "It's love, I love the stars, I love them very much, don't disappear again."

No one would be moved by such love, Xie Xinghe wrapped his limbs tightly around Pei Yan, "It hasn't disappeared, it's always been there."

Pei Yan likes this posture, he needs Xie Xinghe very much now, needs his hug, needs his kiss, needs his comfort, needs his promise, just like he has taken care of Xie Xinghe like a child for the past six months, Xie Xinghe now coaxes him like a child.

Pei Yan knew that he was becoming more and more different from before. He was willing and even enjoyed it. He gave up his ridiculous face and self-esteem. , as long as it is Xie Xinghe, he doesn't care, and he is willing to do everything.

Gradually, Pei Yan's eyelids became heavy, he closed them and opened them immediately, for fear that the person in front of him would disappear if he fell asleep.

Knowing his worry, Xie Xinghe patted him lightly and said, "Sleep, you can see me again when you wake up tomorrow."

Pei Yan grabbed one of his hands and crossed his fingers forcefully, even the phalanges ached, "Really?"

"Really, I guarantee you will see it as soon as you open your eyes."

"Is it Xingxing or Xinghe?"

"Which one do you want to see?"

Pei Yan's eyelids couldn't hold it anymore, he closed his eyes, and leaned forward again, "It's all good..."

Xie Xinghe kissed his eyes, "Do you want to see the stars?"

Pei Yan didn't speak.

"Then see the stars."

"Can you control it?" Pei Yan asked.

"It should be possible. After all, it is not a dual personality. Personality can be controlled by oneself."

Pei Yan felt aggrieved again, "Then why didn't you come out before?"

Xie Xinghe couldn't answer. In fact, his memory has almost recovered two months after he was discharged from the hospital. It can be seen that Pei Yan misses him very much, but his personality still hasn't changed back to his original appearance.

Maybe it's subconsciously that he wants to be with Pei Yan forever. Even though Pei Yan misses him because he hasn't seen him for a long time, he still thinks Xinghe's character is the safest. It might hurt Pei Yan and even destroy their happiness, so he didn't want the stars to appear.

Seeing that he was silent, Pei Yan forced his eyes to open a crack, "Are you lying to me? Is it because I won't see you tomorrow..."

"No." Xie Xinghe hurriedly kissed him on the lips, Pei Yan closed his eyes and kissed him, so sleepy that he couldn't even move his tongue.

Xie Xinghe withdrew, and kissed the corner of his mouth again, "Hey, I promise you, I will do what I say."

Pei Yan wraps one of his hands between his two hands and presses it against his heart, "Okay, good night Xing Xing, I love you."

"Good night Shitou, I love you too."

Pei Yan's breathing gradually calmed down, Xie Xinghe stared at him quietly, his heart was heavy and full.

Just when he thought Pei Yan was already sound asleep, the person in front of him suddenly trembled and his hands tightened, "Xing Xing..."

Xie Xinghe Manman's heart became sore again, he responded: "I am here."

"Don't go..."

"I do not go."

Pei Yan fell asleep for a while, and then called again, "Xing Xing..."

"I'm here."

"Star……"

"I'm here, I'm here, the stars are here."

Stone has finally found his star, and he wants to hold it in the palm of his hand, put it in his heart, and bring it into his dreams.