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Listening to the opinions of most people, I will update it at 3 pm in the future. Thank you for following the article. I will add an update today. I love every reader =[-]= The audition for "Heart Blind" is scheduled for the afternoon, and Li Ruijing only opened the blackout curtain the night before , He was awakened by the twilight in the sky the next morning.The eyes have adapted to the long-term darkness, and then they will become extremely sensitive when exposed to sunlight, and everything around them seems to be covered with a layer of fog.

Li Ruijing took a while to recover his normal visual function.He reported the itinerary to Chen Yi on WeChat, and then took a taxi to the hospital to visit his father.The nurse sent a message yesterday saying that Li Xinrong's condition has stabilized a bit, that he can eat liquid food recently, his face is flushed again, and he can respond to a few words when he is in good condition.

It was a great surprise to Li Ruijing that his father could speak again.Since Li Xinrong got sick, his condition has deteriorated day by day. At first, he was in poor health, often had nosebleeds, and had a bad temper.Later, it gradually developed into a sallow complexion, foul body odor, and successive failures of many organs in the body.In just a few months, the 1.8-meter man was too weak to support normal walking and could only move with the help of a wheelchair.Later, he became a half-dead puppet who could only lie on the bed and hang himself.

Li Ruijing couldn't remember how long it had been since father and son had a heart-to-heart exchange. Over the years, even facing Li Xinrong in a sober state had become a luxury for him.

But this time he was lucky, his father was still awake when he arrived at the hospital, his old eyes were half open, and the eyelids drooped, blocking half of the cloudy eyes.Seeing him coming, he barely moved his eyes again, as if he wanted to speak.

Li Ruijing leaned down hastily, and hoarse and incomprehensible roars came from deep in his throat, and he could barely make out the word "you".He held the skinny and cold hand and tremblingly said, "Dad, I'm here."

However, Li Xinrong rested for a long time, until Li Ruijing's bent waist felt sore, and he slowly uttered the next syllable.

"Go... go..."

Li Ruijing's throat was dry and it was difficult to utter a sound. After a while, he said, "What did you say?"

He actually wanted to ask, Dad, you said go...do you want me to leave? ...or let you go?

However, what responded to him was Li Xinrong's closed eyes.

The rough palms slid down softly, and Li Ruijing's heartbeat missed half a beat. Reflexively, he glanced at the electrocardiogram oscilloscope, saw the ups and downs on it showing waveforms, and then let out a breath slowly.

He rang the bell at hand and called the nurse to come in and take care of him.It wasn't until Li Ruijing straightened up slowly that he realized that his palms were wet with sweat.At this moment, his stomach throbbed abruptly, feeling a little dull, he paused, and took Li Xinrong's thin hand again to press on his slightly protruding abdomen.

He silently looked at his father who had fallen into a coma again, and said silently in his heart.

I really don't know how to tell you... This is not the same as doing a few math exercises wrong when I was a child. For such a big mistake, you should wake up and discipline me.If you are afraid that your explanation will not make sense, you can beat me severely.As long as it's not like this, as long as...you can still get up.

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Li Ruijing fled the hospital as if in despair, and sat for two hours outside the live-action booth of the crew of "Blind Mind".

The crew chose a fully closed audition this time. In fact, the audition actors of the same role did not meet each other. Only the director, field controller, cameraman, and actor were left in the live-action studio, and all irrelevant people were refused to watch. One is to reduce the mutual interference between actors, and the other is to examine the auditioner's understanding of the role and the ability to play freely on the scene.

When it was his turn, he just had a quick meeting with an audition actor, and then went in to audition.The segment that the director inspects is the last segment of the movie, and it mainly focuses on Chen Xiaoxiao's reaction after being abandoned by Xiang Feifan.

Li Ruijing had already memorized the script so well that he almost got into the mood when the director called action.The voiceover played Xiang Feifan's lines: "You wait, I'll go buy a pack of cigarettes."

Li Ruijing's out-of-focus eyes looked around blankly. The sound simulated the environment of a downtown area. From time to time, there was the laughter of pedestrians and the friction of car tires on the asphalt road. His ears moved to follow the sound, and then he turned his head away. react.

At this moment, his facial muscles were quite relaxed, but as time went by, he gradually realized that Xiang Feifan might not look back again, "Chen Xiaoxiao" frowned, his face was full of anxiety and uneasiness, he stretched out The cane swung from side to side, walking forward as if nothing was happening.

There was a sudden sound of car brakes on the side of the road, and Chen Xiaoxiao was frightened. He suddenly threw his blind stick and rushed forward regardless. His mouth opened and closed, but he didn't call out Xiang Feifan's name.

There was not much space in the room, and Li Ruijing quickly ran to the end. The staff wanted to remind him not to bump into it, but was stopped by director Huang Chi.At that moment Li Ruijing seemed to be really blind, and his unfocused eyes no longer wandered around, but slammed straight towards the wall.Rejection, fear, and instinctive fear didn't make him slow down successfully. The force was too strong, and he was even pushed down by the reaction force.

Li Ruijing was stunned for a moment, he subconsciously covered his lower abdomen, enduring the pain from surprise attacks from all directions.Everyone was waiting for the director to yell "click", but after a few seconds, "Chen Xiaoxiao" slowly stood up again, his face gradually returned to his usual indifference, he just stood up and patted the dust on his underwear , suddenly turned around and walked towards home.

After all, it was the home he had lived in for more than 20 years. "Chen Xiaoxiao" was familiar with the way all the way, and he took out the key to open the door neatly.

The barren and dilapidated hut was full of traces of time, the walls were mottled and peeled off with mold, and heavy dust was flying in the air. Chen Xiaoxiao didn't seem to smell the smell of decay, and sat down at the wooden table. After digging and digging in his pocket, he found a crumpled old cigarette case.

"I ran for three blocks before I bought it for you." He shouted to the empty room, with a little teenage complacency in his expression.

But after a long silence, he stood up abruptly and threw the cigarette case on the ground, stomping on it with his feet indiscriminately, crushing the few remaining tobaccos to pieces.

The 35-year-old soul returned to the middle-aged man in an instant. Chen Xiaoxiao did not cry, and the hatred disappeared along with the fragmented cigarette packs. The camera finally focused on his hunched back, and slowly pushed the man out of the sidelines. the viewer's line of sight.

At the end, there was applause in the audition studio.Li Ruijing finally dealt with Chen Xiaoxiao without even a tear, but it also made people feel the despair of being overwhelmed.Crying is reluctance and nostalgia, and after the anger is vented, it is a complete farewell to the past.In the way of a young man, he broke up with the love he had when he was young.Then let the soul return to the middle-aged man's body and continue to live the rest of his life.

Director Huang Chi did not comment too much on Li Ruijing's performance in the end, he only said that he would cross-check the performance of several audition candidates and give him a definite answer in a few days.

After this matter was done, the stone in my heart officially fell to the ground.Li Ruijing doesn't know if he can successfully win the role of "Chen Xiaoxiao", but he has indeed tried his best.

He walked out of the audition studio, feeling relieved of his burden, feeling indescribably comfortable.It's just that within two seconds of being comfortable, the adverse reaction of the body came to the door in retaliation.The pain in my stomach hasn't stopped since the morning, and just now he fell with such a big movement, it seems that there is no piece of meat in my body that is good.

Li Ruijing stood on the spot and endured it. For a while, he felt that the pain in his abdomen was relieved, and for a while, he felt a strange falling pain.He took a taxi in a daze, thinking to go home and lie down first, and then go to the hospital if the pain was really severe.

Chen Yi still didn't reply to the message on WeChat. Li Ruijing covered his stomach with one hand, and poked the screen with the other hand to type slowly, "The audition is over. I think your performance is not bad. I didn't embarrass you. Shall I go directly to the hospital tomorrow morning?"

This time, before waiting too long, Chen Yi replied: "Secretary Qian will pick you up at ten o'clock."

"Okay." Li Ruijing finished typing, but before sending it out, Chen Yi sent another sentence mercifully: Go to bed early tonight, you will suffer a lot tomorrow.

So Li Ruijing deleted the sentence "Okay" again. He was really dizzy, and Qiqiao Linglong couldn't show his true strength, so he could only edit a sentence: "Then you want to come with me, I will hold you." Fear.

He also wanted to add another coquettish emoji, but Chen Yi played a voice for the first time.

The car was driving into the gate of the community, Li Ruijing pressed the answer button and beckoned the driver to stop.Chen Yi's laughing voice came from the other end: "The little thing is doing well?"

"En." Li Ruijing got out of the car, and was just dizzy on the road, but now his feet fell to the ground, and his head became a mess.He opened his mouth, and just about to speak, he couldn't help retching.

Chen Yi was startled suddenly. He first heard the sound of violent vomiting, and then a loud bang, and then there was no sound when he called.But it's not difficult to guess, probably Li Ruijing was throwing up and didn't care about the phone, and the broken phone would die if it was dropped.

Chen Yi immediately contacted Secretary Qian and asked him to visit Li Ruijing and buy a new mobile phone.But after hesitating for a few breaths, he said again, "Forget it, you buy a mobile phone and come pick me up directly."

It's only been a week, and he actually misses that little thing a little bit.