ice wolf

The blue sky, red eye sockets.

He doesn't believe in fate, but he can never escape fate.

After Tang Le left, except for calling his grandfather to tell him he was safe when he arrived in England, he didn't make many phone calls.

He didn't even contact Li Ce directly, and occasionally sent a wechat or video, which were all sent directly to his grandfather.

When Tang Le came back last time, he bought a mobile phone for his grandfather, taught him how to listen to music, and downloaded a WeChat for him by the way. At that time, he thought it was just for the old man to try something new, but he didn't expect it to be really useful.

"Lele is on WeChat again." Every time Grandpa received a message from Tang Le, he could not close his mouth happily. He would not reply, so he asked Li Ce to come over for help. "Look, this is their school, how beautiful it is."

The mobile phone is the campus of Tangle University. On a sunny afternoon, there are not many people in the school. This is a photo taken from the window of the library. The campus of Nuoda is swaying in the lush cypress forest.

"Well, it's very beautiful." Li Ce took the phone with a smile, as if he could see the figure of the boy sticking out his head through the glass of the window.

"Come back. It's beautiful." Grandpa pointed to the phone, "Return one."

Li Ce typed two words.Then there was a long silence.

Tang Le is like this. When he doesn't want to talk to you, he is cold and cold, and refuses to be alienated thousands of miles away.He is still angry and hasn't forgiven him yet.

Otherwise, he would have sent these photos directly to him, not to grandpa.

But precisely because of this, Li Ce would send Tang Le some photos and say a few words from time to time.

"The big pig's trotters that grandpa made today are delicious. He said that he will make them for you next time you come back."

"I went to Xinhu Lake today. The ice flowers are blooming, but the lake water is very blue, which is different from what you see in winter."

"This is the pine nut I picked up when I went to the mountain, isn't it pretty?"

"Remember this fruit? I picked it for you when I took you to climb the mountain last time, and it was still so sweet."

"Grandpa made you another bamboo flute, and he said it was better than the previous one."

……

Li Ce misses Tang Le, but that's all he can say.

Those unspeakable feelings and desires were deeply buried in his heart and became a cinnabar mole.

The days passed slowly amidst these bits and pieces of nagging.At the beginning of Tang Le, he still didn't reply anything. Later, he couldn't bear Li Ce's nagging about these trivial matters. Sometimes he would send a full stop, sometimes an exclamation point, and the most time he sent an ellipsis.

However, Li Ce would be happy as long as there is no news from him.Maybe one day, he will be able to answer him a word.

Of course, high schools in the countryside are incomparable with those in the provincial capital. Li Ce’s studies are not stressful, and he himself is not in a hurry. Staying on the field, lap after lap.

Sometimes he would open his arms, take off the gloves, open his palms, and run faster against the wind. He could feel the wind, feel the wrist of that person he held in his hand, and miss the warmth brought by that person's pulse and body temperature. Wanton and good.

On this day, Li Ce was playing tricks on the ice as usual, and from nowhere came an uncle wrapped in a military overcoat, wearing a Lei Feng hat and bearded, and chased after Li Ce. .

The man grabbed the person who was galloping past him, and almost threw Li Ce to the ground. "Are you crazy! Who are you!"

Li Ce was so angry that he pulled him so suddenly, he had no time to brake, and it would hurt to death if he staggered and fell!Fortunately, this man has a lot of strength, and he really carried him.

"Little brother! I haven't seen you for two years!" The bearded man laughed, watching Li Ce's eyes shine.

"Who are you!" Li Ce swung his arm and threw him away. "I don't fucking know you!"

After he finished speaking, he turned around to leave, but the begging man followed up again, pulling his arm, "Little brother! Listen to me!"

"I don't know you!" Li Ce didn't like to talk to strangers, especially the ones who would make a fuss when they came up.

"My surname is Guo, I'm..." The bearded man patted the pocket of his coat, as if he wanted to take out something, but Li Ce interrupted him before he could take it out.

"Okay! Uncle Guo! Isn't that right?" Li Ce turned to stare at him, sternly, irritable, with a brutal coldness, "I don't care who you are or what you do, anyway, don't follow me!"

Li Ce turned around and went skating outside the field. When he got off the ice, he sat beside him and changed his shoes. The old man squatted beside him cheerfully.

He looked at him with shining eyes, like a cat seeing a fish and a dog seeing a bone, "Boy, do you like playing ball? Ice hockey?"

Li Ce glanced at him, changed his shoes without saying a word, why is this man like a dog's skin plaster.

"If you are willing, I will take you to the provincial team or the national team?" the bearded man continued.

Hey, the pie is getting bigger and bigger.

Li Ce stood up, and the bearded man followed suit.

Li Ce pulled his beard and pointed at the young man who was coming and going on the ice behind him, "No, over there, did you see that? They are all human, but they can be fooled! This young master doesn't like this! "

After speaking, he turned his head and ran away.

The uncle stared at his back and smiled even more happily.

The author has something to say:

If you are sick, you may not be able to stick to the daily changes.It will be posted when it is finished, so try to stick to it.Although no one reads it, I will continue to write it.

31. Ball edge

For several days, Li Ce never went to the ice rink again.He would go home after school every day to do his homework and review his homework, and asked Xiaopang to send him a lot of review materials from the provincial capital.

After having dinner with grandpa, he went out for a walk in the back hills.Take that part of the road he and Tang Le walked to see his favorite heart lake.

He would take a picture every day at different times in the evening and send it to Tang Le, telling him that this is the heart lake today.

It was as if I was silently telling him how much I missed him every day.Knowing that there is nothing that can be done, but does not want to strip.

Half a year after Tang Le left, Li Ce finally realized belatedly that he couldn't forget, and he couldn't bear to let go.

So, he studied harder, and would participate in some offline ice skating competitions, the ones that made money.

He wanted to see Tang Le, to see him laugh like in the past, and to make him happy.Instead of being like now, he can't do anything.

On this day, he went home as usual, and his grandfather said that there was a courier, so he asked him to pick it up.

Li Ce went, a small cardboard box, sent from abroad.The graceful handwriting was clearly from Tang Le.

But this thing was not sent to him, but to grandpa.

Li Ce was both amused and disappointed.

It's really hard to coax Tang Le to be angry, and he hasn't completely forgiven him yet.Just two days ago, I sent him four words: "It's cold, add clothes."

It was also withdrawn.

Turning back to grandpa's phone.

Li Ce returned home with the courier and handed the box to his grandfather, "Tang Le sent it to you."

"For me?" Grandpa was overjoyed, and urged Li Ce, "Hurry up, open it and have a look."

Li Ce concealed the disappointment in his heart, and used a knife to cut open the package that was tightly packed. Inside was a smaller velvet box, which was surrounded by a pile of snow-white anti-collision strips.This is……

"Haha! The brat really sent it to me!" Grandpa took it out and opened it, and inside was a golden medal.

"This..." Isn't this the medal that Tang Le won in a music competition recently?

"How is it? Lele is really good." Grandpa Li put the medal in front of Li Ce's eyes and shook it, "International gold medal! Grandpa just said that, I want to see it. It really sent it over, really A good boy. Come on, call. Oh, no, send a short message and tell Lele that you have received it. Grandpa is very happy. "

The old man held the medal sent by Tang Le and looked at it over and over.There was undisguised joy in the eyes.The old man seemed to enjoy it.

Li Ce sent a message to Tang Le, telling him that his grandfather was very happy, and thanked him for coaxing his grandfather to be so happy.

I thought Tang Le would not reply, at least not soon.But less than a second after the message was sent, Tang Le replied him, and it was no longer punctuation marks, what he said was: "You can too!"

Li Ce looked at the plain four words on the phone, it seemed that there was no warmth, indifference and alienation, but only he knew in his heart what Tang Le really wanted to say.

You can too, get back on the court, pick up your clubs, and you can win a championship and come back with a medal.

You can too, you have always been my pride and hope.

You can too, I believe you can.

He has always been blaming him, blaming him for giving up his dreams so casually, giving up the light and heat that he can be proud of chasing his whole life, and giving up the opportunity to stand on top of the world with him .gave up on him.

Li Ce was lying on the bed, his eyes sore. He had never really been willing to part with that ice rink, that small wooden ball, had he ever been truly willing to part with those brothers who fought side by side, and had never been truly willing to take off his favorite pair of skates. Have you ever really given up on Tang Le?

But, does he still have a chance?

Opportunity never finds itself, maybe it did, but you didn't open the door for it.

Winter passed quickly, and when spring came, the ice and snow melted and everything recovered. Li Ce never met that bearded uncle at the ice rink who dragged him to play ice hockey.

That uncle has been hanging around here for almost two years, and he will come here from time to time. Brother Huan once told him