ice wolf

Many times, including He Qi, said that his bone age test in Beishi was very suitable, as long as he wanted to, he could enter the youth team of the national team.

"I'll let it go." Li Ce was still quite determined, "Let Wu Hao go, I won't go. In the past two years, I should study hard and get into a university."

"No, Li Ce, what on earth are you thinking? No one said that you can't study if you join the national team?"

He Qi didn't understand the most, and he was the most troubled. He couldn't figure it out, how could a well-qualified athlete like Li Ce like ice hockey so much, how could he just let it go.

Li Ce didn't want to explain, he couldn't explain.No one knew what Li Minshan's departure meant to Li Ce and Grandpa Li.

But Li Ce knew it himself.He once again understood what fate is, and he didn't admit it!

He understood better how much it stimulated grandpa when the white-haired man sent the black-haired man.He can't lose his grandpa anymore, he has to go back and be with him.

As for ice hockey, let's talk about it when grandpa gets better in the past two years and he still has a chance.

What's more, he didn't want Liu Qin to worry about him anymore, and Tang Le to spend his mind on a person with no future like him.

Before, it was because Tang Le was about to take the college entrance examination, so he couldn't say a lot, but now that Tang Le has passed the exam, everything has been settled, and he can speak if he has something to say.

So, when Tang Le sent Li Ce back to his hometown, Li Ce finally found a chance and had a showdown with Tang Le.

"Tang Le..." Li Ce leaned back in the reclining chair where his grandfather used to lie in the yard, watching the stars, and talked to Tang Le who was sitting next to him with a ponytail.

"Yeah." Tang Le took Grandpa's big cattail fan and fanned Li Ce to drive away mosquitoes.

"I'll take you back tomorrow. Do you have a lot of things to prepare? I heard from Aunt Liu that you have to leave at the end of the month. It's still ten days away." Li Ce picked the little bag on his arm that was just bitten , the sound is muffled.

"No, I'll come back in two days." Tang Le reached out to scratch Li Ce's itch, but Li Ce dodged it. His fingers curled up in midair, moved, and then dropped again.

"It's time to go back." Li Ce sat up from the recliner and looked at Tang Le, "It's time to go back."

Tang Le looked at Li Ce. They hadn't looked at each other like this for a long time. Looking at the indifference in Li Ce's eyes, he felt a chill in his heart for no reason, and even his voice became a little colder, " What's the meaning?"

"Tang Le, it's time to live your own life." Li Ce looked at him with a blank expression on his face, but felt pain like a knife in his heart, "Don't rely on me anymore."

"Lying?" Tang Le frowned, "You say I'm relying on you? Li Ce, what do you want to say?"

"You should go." Li Ce repeated, "It's time to say goodbye."

"Li Ce, are you back on your word?" Tang Le stared at his eyes, as they did many times in the past, when they quarreled, bickered, or hesitated to speak, Tang Le just looked at Li Ce like this, then There are expectations, struggles, reluctance, sadness, and tenderness in the watery eyes.

Li Ce looked at him and couldn't bear it, but what could he do?

He couldn't give Tang Le anything.Tang Le is destined to go to a farther place and soar in a wider sky. He has a better future.

"Speak up!" Tang Le looked at Li Ce with a red neck. The fan in his hand fell to the ground. His hands were clenched into fists, trembling slightly, and his voice was trembling, "Li Ce, speak up!"

"I..." Li Ce couldn't say it, he suddenly couldn't remember all the excuses and reasons he had thought up.

He didn't want to make him sad, but how did he come to this point?He originally wanted to say goodbye.

"Let me tell you." Tang Le's eyes were red, "You don't want me to wait for you, do you? You think our future is not in the same place, there are too many unknowns and unpredictables, so you are afraid You're backing down, you'd rather kill everything before it even started than take this first step bravely, right? Li Ce! You're a coward! You're a coward! You're a coward!"

"Yes! I'm a fucking coward! Coward! Coward!"

Li Ce stood up from the chair, looked down at Tang Le who raised his neck and questioned him sharply, "I just don't want it anymore! So can you leave my life?"

Tang Le stood up all of a sudden, and stared fiercely at Li Ce's eyes, as if he wanted to see the slightest trace of lying in his eyes.But there was nothing but determination and anger.

Tang Le didn't know how Li Ce could be so cruel. He could understand all his entanglements and contradictions. He thought that he could work hard with him to persevere and go on bravely.

No matter how difficult the road is, as long as they are together, he will not feel bitter.But why is he about to give up before he even started?With red eyes, he pushed Li Ce away and went back to the room.

When Tang Le pushed open the door, Xiao Huang, who was chained to the corridor at the door, was awakened with a start, barking several times, until Li Ce yelled before lying down and falling asleep again.

Li Ce went to look at his grandfather's room again. The old man was soundly asleep, so he went back to the yard, lay down on the recliner, watched the starry sky, and listened to the cicadas singing in summer, staying up all night.

30. Ball edge

Tang Le left early the next morning. Li Ce originally wanted Brother Huan to come and see him off, but Tang Le insisted on refusing.He was carrying a backpack, hugged his grandfather, glanced at Li Ce, and left.

"Aren't you going to give it away?" Grandpa blew his beard and stared at Li Ce, "won't you give it away after a quarrel?"

"Grandpa." Li Ce smiled at the old man's furious look, "Did you hear that last night?"

"I didn't hear clearly!" Grandpa patted Li Ce's head with a fan, "Anyway, I know you two had an argument. Lele is such a good boy, come back with you, you have to give it off anyway! I don't know When will we see each other again, but he is going abroad! Not going out of the province!"

Li Ce looked at his grandfather, wondering if what he said was true or false, if he understood or was confused, but the old man was right, and it was true that this farewell was true. He didn't know when and when he would see Tang Le again.

Li Ce quickly chased him out.Even Xiao Huang followed behind him barking.

Grandpa looked at the back of Li Ce running away, fanned himself and lay down in the recliner, "Silly boy..."

When Li Ce chased him out, Tang Le hadn't gone far and had just climbed the first hill.Tang Le was not used to walking on mountain roads, and he was still angry. He wanted to walk faster, but the more anxious he was, the worse he was.

"Smelly Li Ce! Damn Li Ce! Shameless bastard!"

"Liar! Deceitful ghost!"

"Shameless liar! Dead liar! Smelly liar!"

"Speaking is nothing! Bastard! Big liar!"

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Holding a wooden stick in his hand, Tang Le "killed" the weeds on the side of the road all the way, cursing and cursing just a few words, venting his dissatisfaction and anger.

"Are there any new words?" Li Ce laughed all the way along, like a child, he can't even swear.

Tang Le paused for a moment, then turned to stare at Li Ce, the moisture in his eyes deepened. "Why are you following me?"

"I was walking, but I didn't follow you." Li Ce smiled like a rogue, "You go your way, I go mine. Who followed you?"

"You!" Tang Le squinted at him, then turned around angrily, "Damn it!"

"Well, this one is fresh." Li Ce's voice sounded behind Tang Le with a smile.

"What are you doing?" Tang Le turned to look at him again, he didn't know why he was so uncomfortable, but the person in front of him could still laugh.

Li Ce almost bumped into him, he raised his hands and looked at Tang Le with a smile, "I'll see you off, don't be angry."

"I don't want you to give it away!" Tang Le looked at Li Ce's well-being, and felt even more aggrieved in his heart. Everything he said could be overturned at once, and there was nothing Li Ce couldn't do.

"I don't want you to give it!" He stretched out his hand and pushed him, Li Ce grabbed Tang Le's hand and pulled him tightly.

"Let go!" Tang Le couldn't break free, and pounded on Li Ce's chest with the other hand.

Li Ce didn't hide either, and let him beat him.

Tang Le was tired, gasping for breath, tears fell down, "You bastard!"

"I'm a bastard!" Li Ce frowned to see him crying and cursing, and then slowly fell silent, leaving only the sound of choking and sniffling.

Li Ce looked at Tang Le and sighed, "Tang Le, you will meet many, many better people, don't give up your right to choose for me."

Tang Le cried even more when he heard what he said, so he kept beating his chest with his fist.

"Tang Le, do you understand?"

Tang Le raised his eyes to look at Li Ce. The pair of phoenix eyes that were once filled with deep affection for Li Ce were now full of sad tears.Li Ce felt a faint pain in his heart, and looked at him with pursed lips.

"Then what if I can't meet him?" Tang Le looked at Li Ce.

Li Ce rubbed Tang Le's hair, and looked at him with a smile like many times in the past, with helplessness and imperceptible affection in his eyes, "Let's go, I won't be able to get in the car for a while."

Tang Le looked at Li Ce, and got on the bus back to the city unwillingly, but he never got the answer he wanted.

That person racked his brains to ask him to leave without any worries, but how could he know.I never thought of taking back the heart I gave him.

Li Ce looked at the shadow of the bus going away, and walked back slowly until he couldn't see clearly.

Sorry?

There may be regrets, but it is better than letting Tang Le accompany him through a life that is not going well.

Li Ce looked up at the sky, his eyelashes soaked from his moist eye sockets, he stared at Wu Qing