Chasing bamboo horses with games

Almost blurting it out, Lu Junqi was also surprised by it, he didn't expect to ask it so easily.Although he didn't know what Wen Shaoyou's answer was, and he didn't know how to deal with it, but the anxiety of being in a dilemma gradually subsided.

The glass window of the balcony, which was constantly being hit by the wind, became the only source of sound in the small living room, and the hands of the dials in the hearts of the two of them ran faster than the other.

Maybe 5 minutes have passed, or maybe even 1 minute has not ended.Lu Junqi, who still didn't get an answer, suddenly realized a question. He was upset because of a guess, and the more he thought about it, the more irritable he was, and he even needed Dr. Huo's help. It is impossible to take it calmly if you travel less.

He looked up at Wen Shaoyou again, sighed, put the cup on the tea table, got up and prepared to help him get a thick coat, and let him think slowly by himself, lest he catch a cold again.

When the two passed by, Wen Shaoyou grabbed Lu Junqi.

He lowered his head and asked hoarsely, "Will you drive me away?"

"What?" Lu Junqi was stunned for a moment, then quickly shook his head, "No, I didn't say I want you to go."

"Even if my answer is yes?"

Lu Junqi paused for a few seconds, as if sighing: "That's really the case."

"Well, I like you."

Wen Shaoyou stared at him without squinting, which made him a little at a loss, and finally looked away.

"What's your answer?" Wen Shaoyou didn't let him go.

"I haven't figured it out yet."

"Do you need to think about this? Do you like it or not?"

"I don't want to lie to you."

"Hmm." In an instant, Wen Shaoyou's body was chilled from the inside out, his hands seemed to be frozen, painful and heavy, he could no longer hold Lu Junqi's arm, and slipped down.

Lu Junqi didn't know what to say, so he walked away.When he came out with Wen Shaoyou's down jacket, he saw a man who was taller than him squatting on the ground, crying silently.

In an instant, Lu Junqi's heart seemed to be squeezed tightly.He frowned, arched his back, waited for the familiar prickly pain to pass before standing up straight again, walked towards Wen Shaoyou, and put on his coat for him.

"I'm sorry." Lu Junqi knelt down and apologized to Wen Shaoyou who was buried in his tears.

"It's none of your business." Wen Shaoyou sobbed, unable to swallow the crying sound any more.

Lu Junqi looked at him who kept wiping away tears, clenched his teeth and tried to cover up his crying, and said slowly, "I'm just afraid that it will become like this."

"Sorry, I can't help it. You go back to the room first, I want to be alone for a while." It was extremely difficult to say a sentence intermittently.

"I can't leave you alone. Dr. Huo said that I have to speak clearly. If I don't know how to say it, I can think of what to say until you understand what I mean."

Wen Shaoyou raised his head abruptly, with tears hanging on his lower eyelashes, he asked in a daze, "Dr. Huo? Aren't you with Aunt Wu?"

"Well, we just went to see Dr. Huo together."

"Is it because of me? How did I make you feel bad by saying those outrageous things? How do you feel now?"

"It's all right."

Lu Junqi watched him desperately trying not to cry but couldn't hold back, out of breath, reached for the tissue paper on the coffee table, took out a few randomly, and wiped his face.

He went on to say: "Actually, you are right, and I didn't feel bad because of it, it's just that it hurt my self-esteem to be punctured so bluntly by you." He squeezed the wiped tissue in the palm of his hand, "Although it ignites Suo is indeed you, but the main reason is that I don’t live up to it. Now that I think about it, I’m not good enough to bother people until midnight for this kind of thing. So, do you want to talk to me now or wait a while?”

Wen Shaoyou grabbed his wrist, as if afraid that he would run away, sobbing and said: "Wait for me to relax."

"Ah."

The two squatted on the ground in silence for 1 minute, 2 minutes... A certain dead house finally couldn't bear it anymore.

"Shall we sit on the sofa? My feet are numb."

Wen Shaoyou silently helped Lu Junqi to the side of the sofa, and stretched out his hand to help him squeeze it very naturally, almost being kicked away.

"Don't touch it, it hurts."

"Don't you take a walk every day? Why is it still like this?"

"Probably because the pace is too slow, so it has no effect."

"Hey." Wen Shaoyou sat down beside Lu Junqi with a sigh, and asked, "What do you want to say to me?"

"I don't know what to say, why don't you ask me what you want to know first?"

Wen Shaoyou didn't know what other people's confession scene was like, but he definitely wouldn't be like him. He was obviously rejected, but the other party didn't stay away from him, and he even put on a gesture of wanting to talk clearly.He didn't even give him time to be sad all night alone, and he had to find a starting topic for what he wanted to talk about clearly.

"How did you know I liked you?"

"I guess. I didn't think about it at first, but you were so weird tonight. I thought you were angry because I asked about your private life, but it turned out not to be. You said you don't want to be my brother, I know that It’s out of anger, but I can’t help but think about it. The more I think about it, the more strange I feel. I obviously don’t want to be brothers anymore, so why do I still hang on? Why do I feel so sad and angry because I said that outsiders, we It was just a child."

Wen Shaoyou couldn't listen anymore: "I said, can you stop..."

Lu Junqi turned to look at him, and said seriously: "Don't interrupt me, let me finish."

"Okay, you say."

"En." Lu Junqi sat upright again, but seemed to be stuck, "Where did I say it?"

"We are young."

"Well, yes." He tilted his head and thought for a while before continuing, "We are young, and no matter how good our relationship is, we can't compare with your family. I remember that your uncles and aunts are very kind to you, and your brother also loves you very much. That’s why when you were a child, your second-degree illness came on earlier than anyone else, and it was more severe, and you always felt that your peers were fools.”

"Get to the point." Wen Shaoyou interrupted again with a dark face.

Lu Junqi gave him a dissatisfied look, and continued: "In short, it's your attitude that makes me feel very strange. It's also strange to see someone who likes you but wants to live with me all the time. How can you play it? It's strange to be tired of cuddling and cuddling when you grow up. But everyone is different. I only thought you were acting like a baby. Now that you think about it, your attitude towards your colleagues is completely different.

"Also, if you said that you were young and ignorant when making games, and you couldn't stop after the project started, then you don't have to start the server on my birthday. I also told me that I like it. If I change the type I like, I feel those The strange behavior and insinuating questions can all be explained, and the unmarriageist can barely get along with me, it’s still that annoying number..."

"Okay." Wen Shaoyou pressed his arm, wanting to cry without tears, "I know, don't talk about it, I know how bad I am, how come my memory is better now , even "Counting Ducks" came to mind."

"You clearly know that I have shadows about that song, and you obviously played it for me on purpose." Lu Junqi glared at him, then after thinking about it, it seems that now is not the time to settle accounts, "What about you, why do you like me? "