grandfather's daughter-in-law

After Ding Jianye left, Wang Yugui's health became worse and worse, and she suffered from lumbar disc herniation and gastritis one after another. In addition to some minor diseases left over from acting in her youth, she passed away within a year.In the early winter of [-], it was still a season of continuous winter rain. She seemed to feel that she was about to die, so she called Ding Jianguo back early-after that night, there was also an invisible barrier between her and Yu Minxiu. .Although Yu Minxiu respects her as much as she does, and she likes Yu Minxiu very much, Yu Minxiu is still dedicated to serving the theater troupe and children as before, without any symptoms of cheating, but some things are missing after all.

Ding Jianguo came back and stayed for more than half a month.On days when it wasn't raining, she asked Ding Jianguo to sort out the things in her room and the utility room, counting down their brother's childhood, and she couldn't help crying while talking.Ding Jianguo advised her to take her time, but she persisted after all.It was in a corner of the theatrical troupe compound, and she could hear her low voice when passing by occasionally, separated by a long gap that might be a memory or a rest.She still kept the schoolbag Ding Jianguo used when he was a child, the clothes Ding Jianye wore when he was a child, and even the shabby old clothes he wore when he first came to the troupe when he adopted Ding Jianjun later.She recalled that when Ding Jianjun first came to the troupe, he was very timid, always taciturn, and always sat in the most inconspicuous corner when eating.Later, he accidentally broke the statue of the Patriarch, which is a big taboo in the theater troupe, so he hid in fright.She and Ding Yongchang searched for half a night before finding him in the utility room. He was curled up sleeping in a big sack.Ding Yongchang felt distressed and helpless, and when he picked him up, he was still trembling with fear in his sleep.After that, Ding Yongchang loved him more than his own son.It's just that his cowardly and fearful temperament probably won't change for the rest of his life. After meeting the strong Xu Hong, he is completely in a passive position, and he hasn't turned around until Ding Yongchang left.

The more I think about the past, the more emotion I feel.The wind was very strong, and the windbreaker on my body was not very effective after all.The sun in winter always seems to be a little bit cold.She still insisted on talking.She said that because she had to climb up a very narrow and steep staircase, the utility room was rarely visited by anyone.However, these little brats of hers liked that place very much.When she said this, she gave Ding Jianguo a loving look, and pulled him closer to her.Her hands were haggard and dry, like autumn bark.She stretched out her hands to touch the corners of Ding Jianguo's eyes, and said with emotion that Ding Jianguo was very active when he was seven years old. He clearly refused to let him go to the utility room, but he still led Ding Jianye, who was only three years old, to explore. He lost his footing on the wooden ladder and fell down, leaving a scar at the corner of his left eye.If the wound was half a centimeter forward, the left eye would be blind.She remembered that he came to her crying that day, his face was bloody and red, she panicked and pressed a lot of toilet paper, the blood finally stopped in the hospital, leaving only a scar.Unexpectedly, with the increase of age, the scar will also increase. Fortunately, it is at the corner of the eye and it does not look obvious.Later, the utility room was completely abandoned, and she was the only one who had the key.She is a frugal person, and the occasional leftover meals are dried and stored in it.Later, a great famine began, and they survived the most difficult period relying on the leftovers.

She did have a daughter once, and that child was still Ding Jianguo's sister, but she died shortly after giving birth.She also went to the temple to ask the master to calculate her fortune.The master said that the child is a girl with a male life, born with poor fortune, if born in a wealthy family, it will be easier to support, but if born in an actor's family, she will be as cheap as a worthless piece of grass.If you can live to be three years old, you can have both good fortune and longevity.She has always been worried about the phrase "If you were born in a wealthy family, it will be easier to support you", and she feels that it is because she is not successful enough that her daughter died prematurely.Fortunately, Ding Jianguo and Ding Jianye were both boys later, so this worry was eliminated.

Ding Jianye has been a mischievous master since he was a child.Before getting married, she always called him Yaoer.In her eyes, he was always her little prankster.Occasionally teasing and teasing classmates to make a small mistake in school, playing a weird and sensational little clown on the stage, just like all children do, it is always harmless.And she, like all mothers, doted on him.She remembered that once he caught a small field mouse from nowhere and put it in the desk of a female classmate, which made the female classmate run away in fear, and the school uniform was damaged by the desk in a panic.He was questioned by the teacher, and in the end she had to pay for his school uniform, and bowed and bowed in apology.On the way home, he explained to her that he just couldn't understand the girl's usual coquettishness and wanted to play tricks on her, but it hurt her.There are too many things in this world that we are not used to, and there are too few things that we can control, but with the passage of time and the growth of experience, the scale of our hearts will be broadened.At that time, he seemed to be Guoyi, like a little man, but he was still crying in front of her.Since then, Ding Jianye seems to understand her grievances, and he has greatly restrained his dealings with people.Perhaps this also made him realize that he was out of tune with the well-behaved atmosphere of the campus, so he returned to the troupe early to help.He hasn't read many books and doesn't understand many principles, so he did something wrong, and it was always her mother who didn't teach him well.As she spoke, tears rolled down her dry, sunken eyes one by one.

"People nowadays live so happily that they don't know how to cherish them. Only those who have passed through the gate of hell will know what they really want. People in the past only thought about how to make their family three meals a day. Food and clothing, how to let my children go to school to learn knowledge, how to have a better life, I never have extra time to think about myself, think about the so-called love, and I will come here smoothly for the rest of my life. Although there have been small fights , There have also been unhappy, but which couple is not like this? Home is always home, always there, never separated, and when it comes to the end, all they think about is the days when each other is in trouble together, and what they miss is each other. Good. But you modern people who claim to be advanced, enjoy the most advanced technology, have everything, but in fact are the people who lack the most. You don’t even know how to love, so how can you talk about happiness in vain.” She said .

In a raging fire, she ended her memory and left quietly.She walked without pain, even at a leisurely pace.She told Ding Jianguo to take her body back to Wutong Town and bury it with Ding Yongchang, as if she was simply explaining that she would go back to her mother's house for a few days.She said that she only had this request, if she was busy in the future, the Second Priest of Spring and Autumn would not need to bother, she would not blame him, because she wanted her not to be disturbed by anyone.When she said this, she was dying, and she sounded a little resentful, but also so determined.Ding Jianguo persuaded her not to think too much, and she could live a long life if she relaxed her mind, but after all, death is like a lamp going out, and she left as soon as she said it.We took her back to Wutong Town.Outside the town, she and Ding Yongchang were buried together, and the tomb was repaired and a tombstone was erected.But the inscription on the stele stumped us again.Just the words Ding Yongchang and Wang Yugui are far from enough to express their troubled life, let alone summarize their life of fighting for the opera troupe and Gezai Opera.For Ding Yongchang, probably what he wants people to remember most is his lifelong passion for Gezai Opera; for Wang Yugui, probably Ding Yongchang is her epitaph.Finally, we engraved: a couple who dedicated their whole lives to Gezai Opera are buried here.The inscription is Gezai Opera Troupe of Folk Music Society.

Nothing else was any different, and it was.It has been a year since that hug with an unknown meaning, she didn't say anything, and I didn't dare to ask, after procrastinating, the courage to walk away seemed to be gone, but I didn't dare to hope anymore what.