grandfather's daughter-in-law

In July [-], I calmly filed a divorce application with Ding Jianye, which happened to be the seven-year itch of our marriage.At that time, divorce was not as common as it is now, and I didn't think about where my path should go as a divorced woman, but I was tired after all.Because I knew that this matter was definitely not just a private matter between me and Ding Jianye, so I told the matter at the dinner table, and we no longer had big pot meals at that time.Yu Minxiu calmly raised her head and looked at me twice, then continued to eat as if nothing had happened.Perhaps as smart as she was, she had already expected that things would happen sooner or later.Ding Jianye also ate calmly.Only Wang Yugui put down the bowl and chopsticks in shock.

"Ah Feng, what nonsense are you talking about?" she said.

"I didn't say anything stupid." Although I don't know how to explain many of these to her.

"You don't say stupid things, how can you say such things?" Wang Yugui was furious.

"I have thought about this matter. Xixi has grown up, and in a year or two, she will be able to dress, eat, and take care of herself completely. I am very relieved."

"What are you worried about? She is still so young, what are you worried about?" She asked aggressively, looking back and forth between me and Ding Jianye, "I don't know what happened between you, but if there is any problem, we can't think about it together How can we solve it? We are all a family, how can a couple divorce when they encounter a little problem."

"Grandmother, ignore her. Her brain is burnt out." Ding Jianye interrupted Wang Yugui impatiently.

"Jianye!" Wang Yugui growled reproachfully.

"If her brain is not burned, can she say such a thing?" Ding Jianye roared back even louder, slammed his chopsticks on the table, and glared at me angrily, "Such words should be said on the dinner table. Divorce? Have you discussed it with me?"

Ding Xi burst into tears in my arms, and was hugged by Ding Jianye angrily.He was angry at me for interrupting his interest, angry at me for making Wang Yugui worry, angry at me for not respecting his sovereignty, but he never felt that saying such things might not be what I wanted, and he might be equally responsible for such a result.

"Stop talking." Yu Minxiu interrupted us in a deep voice, "I'll talk about it after dinner."

She put down the bowls and chopsticks calmly, and picked them up again calmly.Didn't look at any of us.Wang Yugui sighed softly, got up and left.Yu Minxiu put down her job again.

silence.A moment of silence.But this moment of silence deeply hurt Ding Jianye's feelings.He pushed the bowls and chopsticks in front of him irritably, and said sarcastically, "Why don't you talk about it now?"

Still silent.

"Did she tell you not to divorce, and you will not divorce?"

My heart skipped a beat again.Yu Minxiu looked at me with eyes full of shock, doubt and uneasiness, as if I had confessed everything to Ding Jianye.And I just looked back at her calmly.In this fruitless love, the most stupid ones are me and her.I thought I was perfectly disguised, I thought that even the eternity on the stage was an eternity, but it turned out to be just a clown show to fool myself.And the protagonist who is as addicted to it as I am-I looked at the innocent girl and smiled, maybe I knew it, maybe I would rather not know it, and I was at a loss at the moment.I was suddenly filled with happiness.Finally, at the last moment, it was admitted.Even if it dies, it proves that I once really loved.

"Jianye, you..." Her voice hesitated to speak.

"How would I know?" The hostility in the words couldn't be concealed. I even remembered that a long time ago he always liked to call her the second sister-in-law tenderly. He respected her opinions and didn't mind entrusting the family and troupe to her. hand.He respects her like a mother, like a elder sister, and like a teacher.But now, full of contempt.The eyes that look at us are deep, indifferent, and forbearing, just like watching a pair of naked men and women lying on the bed secretly doing that messy thing.Before he could say anything worse, I cut him off loudly.Maybe I have never been so determined in my life, and I have never spoken so loudly that she stared at me blankly and forgot to respond.

"I won't! I'm still asking for a divorce," I said.

Ding Jianye frowned, "Do you know what you are talking about? You are the most selfish and shameless woman I have ever seen. Ding Xi is only three years old, and she will be four years old in two months. You are her mother , you...you just..." He became irritable, and licked his lips quickly, "just for a woman, you just...she is still yours..."

"I know." I interrupted him again.He thought my divorce was entirely because of Yu Minxiu.

He stood up irritably, holding Ding Xi and switching his left and right hands back and forth, "Pervert! You are a pervert! You are hopeless! Incorrigible! You are so dirty!" He scratched his hair irritably again, "Leave!" Leave, it's best to get away from me." After speaking, he strode away.From the beginning to the end, Yu Minxiu kept her head down, she didn't look at me, she didn't persuade me, she didn't hold me back, she didn't say a word.

I stood up calmly and left peacefully.There was no sound of people around, and somewhere in the distance, there seemed to be a sound of heels hitting the ground lightly and sometimes heavily--Wang Yugui's unique walking sound.The woman who carefully stuffed me two large bras and panties at a young age and told me not to be seen, but shyly raised two red marks the size of fingernails on her face, she told me about the past Everything in life is just an experience in life and should not be a burden.At that time, although the days were hesitant and at a loss, although the goal was vague, there was still enough courage and faith to go on.She used to be like a lighthouse in the sea, guiding me a way home.How many years have passed, that woman, her temples are gray and old, her body is bent, and she can no longer hold my three-year-old daughter.The days are gone forever.