[Comprehensive] Misfortune

He wanted to pick the petals off her face.However, the petals were still there, and her body gradually disappeared, and his hands and body that brushed the petals away for her also disappeared.

——Ango Sakaguchi, "Under the Blooming Cherry Blossom Forest"

"Perhaps someone knows that I am not an aborigine in this world. From your point of view, I come from a world in a manga. That's right, "NARUTO", this is the name of that manga, and it uses the name of the manga. The name of the protagonist Uzumaki Naruto. Uzumaki-kun and I met a few times, that was when I was in Konoha. At the beginning he liked me very much, just like other people like me very much, he looked into my eyes Shining light, I actually don't like this kind of look, because it's too piercing, so many times, I can't help but open the folding fan to cover my face."

"My teacher, Yoshida Shoyo, once asked me why I was obsessed with the folding fan. He asked if it was because of some important person? At that time, I told him no, and the folding fan was not given to me by that person, it was I took it myself after he died."

"That man... is really miserable. Until now, I don't even know his name. He doesn't allow me to explore everything about him, and he doesn't care about everything about me. He raised me and told me to make the world Destruction... Ah, sorry, it's not 'this' world," the woman tilted her head, showing a mischievous smile, "it's my world."

No one spoke, everyone was fixed, as if they were not even breathing, time only favored the stunning person who was talking, and dismissed others.

"If I don't say it, maybe no one will believe it at all. There are human beings who turn a blind eye to me. After all... it is human beings who call me a treasure like no other in the world. Are you tempted? Really or not? Look at me? Will someone not be tempted by me? Even I don’t believe it. But this is the fact, that person, for him, rotten leaves are more valuable than me. "

"Even so, since that person said that he wants me to destroy the world, of course I will do it. What does destroying the world mean? At that time, this question flashed through my mind, but I didn't pay attention to it. Thinking about it now , At that time, I should really think about it. I have always despised human curiosity, but in the end, I, who lacked curiosity, went to ruin because of this."

"That's right, it's not the world that's being destroyed, it's me."

Sakurai Yuko strolled to the side of half a brick, and she stroked the brick.

"Speaking of which, 'Sakurai Tamako', what exactly is it?"

"Teacher Songyang once said to me that 'self' is a very fragile thing. Although I was very angry at the time, I actually believed his words. Although I lie all day long, I don't care about other people's words. It's always been easy to believe. But, now, I think maybe it's not like that."

"Isn't the so-called 'self' a very disgusting and completely impure thing? No one's 'self' is transparent and clean. It is affected by everything around it from the moment it is produced, and the words of others , attitude, behavior...all can become the reference index of 'self', and then blend into different torrents according to different starting points."

Sakurai Yuko stood up, she raised her head, raised her hand, and pointed at the exceptionally beautiful woman.Hilun was frightened by Sakurai Yuko's finger, and backed away one after another in fright, but retreated to the wall, held her breath for a while, and the glimpse just now remained on her retina, but she walked forward cautiously, holding on to the railing , The heartbeat was deafening.

"Hi, it's the first time we met, I noticed you at a glance just now, she is indeed a very dazzling woman, is this the legendary temperament? You have a very clean breath, shining like the sun among all the makeup fans , no wonder Lord Night King would use you as an excuse, now I understand."

Sakurai Yuko put down her hands, turned around and walked a few steps, with her hands folded on her lower abdomen.There was a faint smile on the corner of her mouth, but her eyes were tired and indifferent.

"I believe everyone here knows that Lord Yewang belongs to the Yetu clan. The night king, that is to say, he is the king of the Yetu clan, the man who stands at the top of the Yetu clan. I have liked Yetu a long time ago. Clan, because they like the battlefield, and only fighting can prove their existence value, which is very similar to Gaara." Sakata Gintoki finally fell to his knees, "I like Gaara very much, and I miss him very much, so I like Gaara. The rabbit family, I thought I could turn the night rabbit family into Gaara, so I have been entangled with Lord Night King, hoping that he can become my Gaara in this world in peace. But I didn’t do it. "

"The Lord Night King is of course a bad person, so you good people can kill him without any psychological burden, right?"

Sakurai Yuko looked at the woman with a scar under her eye, and tilted her head.

"Did you laugh just now? When Yinshi beat Lord Night King out, you laughed out of emotion and excitement. I can see it clearly. You did a good job, as long as you have all the people in this city With the belief that all the wandering girls were killed by Lord Night King, you can face the enemy without fear, even if the opponent is a strong person standing at the top. It's really great."

"In my opinion, the human 'self' is not a fragile thing, on the contrary it is very tenacious, muddy to disgusting."

At some point, there was no expression on Sakurai Yuko's face.

"Humans are creatures without a bottom line. Tigers are poisonous and do not eat their offspring, but humans have no such restrictions. No matter what they want to do, as long as they have enough reasons, they will do it. The Night Rabbit Clan has an ancient custom—— —Killer, I had the honor to watch the battle between Master Xinghaifang and his son, it was very exciting, I was moved at that time, so I cut off the head of Master Xinghaifang."

Yuko Sakurai suddenly tilted her head, "What? How did I kill 'The Strongest in the Universe'?"

Sakurai Yuko let out a "puchi" laugh, as if she was performing a one-man show.

"Well~ What a stupid question. From the time I entered the world to the present, there are countless human beings who are willing to die for me, and there are countless human beings who use me as an excuse to kill others. Someone once said that as long as Sakurai Tamako exists, there will be killings. This sentence is not wrong."

"Gintoki once said that it doesn't matter even if you get mud, as long as you keep your head upright and keep walking, the mud will dry up and fall off one day. This sentence reminds me of Uzumaki-kun. At that time, Uzumaki-kun Because I killed a lot of people, he was very angry. He asked me why I started the war. At that time, I was very scared. It was the first time. I was rejected and blamed, so I was very scared. At that time, I thought I was supreme Exist because that's what humans tell me, they tell me I can do whatever I want."

"At that time, I was very angry. I said to Uzumaki-kun that he didn't consider the people on the other side at all. There are people who like peace, and of course there are people who like war. Isn't this a matter of course? But he didn't agree with me. Now I I understand, this is normal. Just as Gintoki would not consider whether there is another situation, Uzumaki-kun will not believe that there is really a completely evil existence in this world."

"But it's strange, isn't it? Obviously there are people in this world who can't get rid of the mud no matter what. Don't say I got rid of it... I am the mud itself. Even if I want to get rid of it, those who get rid of it should also It was me."

"When the mud fell off, the one who was killed in the wilderness was none other than me."

"Ah," Yuko Sakurai blinked, "I'm sorry, I was talking about Lord Ye Wang, right? Oh no...it's Mr. Songyang."

"What Mr. Songyang said is wrong. Everyone is alone? Maybe. There is no standard for life from birth? Big mistake. Every life is accepting everything around it from birth , other people's words, behaviors, attitudes...all of these are the reference index of the nascent 'self'. Because of accepting too many things, because of being continuously entered by various things, the 'self' becomes A very, very cloudy, nauseous thing."

"Sludge is disgusting? What's really disgusting is the human 'ego', the filthy human being itself."

"Having said that, I won't be biased enough to say that humans have no advantages. In fact, humans have many advantages. That's why Mr. Songyang wants to be a human, so he wants me to be a human."

"Before today, I always thought that Lord Night King was the closest human being to me. I thought maybe one day we could understand each other. But after watching his actions just now, I overturned this point."

"Even the night king Fengxian, who is unforgivable in your opinion, would sacrifice himself to protect me. This is unbelievable in my opinion, and it is an unforgivable betrayal. But I don't hate him, I The only one who hates is Teacher Songyang."

"Because I hate it too much, I tempted the young Oboro to become my tool and cut off his head."

Sakata Gintoki saw it, he saw, on Sakurai Yuko's back, the position of the butterfly bone, the abyss monster that gradually twisted and swelled and broke out.

He saw the terror that had haunted him all his life screaming with excitement.

"I have asked Mr. Songyang for his head many times, but he refused to give it to me, so I took it myself. There is no other way, right? Yinshi, Mukuro."

Imai Nobuo was shocked all over.

Sakurai Yuko raised her skirt and went upstairs slowly.

"I'm going to see that person soon, and I don't know if he can recognize me. It doesn't matter if I don't recognize me, I will remind him. Because I used you as the yardstick at the beginning, I ruined my whole life. No matter who you are, you should be reminded again and again, right?"

"When a human being does this to you, he deprives you of being an adult."

"It's true that I'm still a human until now, but I don't want to be a human anymore. Even if it's a bug, I'm already tired of human beings. Well... Having said so much, I don't seem to have anything special to say Maybe I just suddenly had the desire to talk about it, after all, I'm not someone who can restrain myself."

"I used to like Lord Night King very much, but such Lord Night King was killed by you, just like Gaara was killed by Lord Scorpion. Maybe it's because they are all bad guys. Because they are bad guys, they were killed It's only natural to lose, it's doing justice for the heavens, it's punishing evil and promoting good, it couldn't be more correct."

"Master Night King is a member of the Night Rabbit family, that is to say, the sunshine that ordinary people can enjoy every day is a powerful killer for him. I have also stayed in the dark cave for many years, but I Can't understand the Lord Night King's desire for the sun. I tried to sever his desire, and now that I think about it, it's a good thing I didn't succeed."

"My life as a human has come to an end, but you still have a long way to go, from now on, please continue to slay the enemy fearlessly with the belief that you are the embodiment of justice. In this way, Lord Night King will also be happy for you, he is actually from your side, and everything is my fault."

"There are no purely good people in the world, but there are purely bad people. Although I am not tired of it, I can't do anything about it. I hate Teacher Songyang for this."

"He tore me apart, but he didn't have the ability to mend me. When he rashly used 'for my own good' as an excuse to hope that I would be a good person, he didn't realize that there is no individual in this world strong enough to bear my pain."

"There is no one I can rely on. What this means is that even the people who realize that I need help and rely on are not capable enough to help me."

"Now I can deal with this indifferently. I am born lonely, and I can accept it calmly."

"I have nothing to fear anymore."

"During the years I have been a human, I have caused many disasters. Once I had a name of 'disaster', they called me 'bad water', 'demon girl', 'devil'... many, many names , and I live up to my name. There is a guard, he said he likes me, so for my own good, he wants to tell me all the bad things Oizumi has done, he said he hopes I can understand that Oizumi is bad, but he is good He said that as long as I agree, he will take me away from the Land of Winds, no matter where I go, as long as Master Oizumi can give me, he will give me, even if Master Oizumi can’t give it, in his words He said it was 'freedom', and he was willing to give it to me."

"I told Master Daquan, I said this guard was annoying, so Master Daquan killed him. Master Daquan said that since he made me unhappy, then this person should die, and everything that makes me unhappy I don’t deserve to exist in this world. He said so. Then the guard’s wife somehow sneaked into my palace..."

Sakurai Yuko stopped in her tracks, turned her head and nodded slightly to the sun wheel, "You should collect Lord Night King's body for you," she said.

Sakurai Yuko continued to climb up the stairs.

"The guard's wife told me that I was a slut. She said that I harmed her husband and caused her to lose her source of income. She also had a pair of children who were waiting to be fed. She said that everything was mine. Wrong, a demon like me should die, she said that God will punish me. Does this guard sound a bit like the carpenter back then? Although I don’t know if it counts, but my world did exile me here, God of Death Said I was a creature rejected by the world."

"But now I'm going back."

"I told Mr. Scorpion before that I would call back, but now I don't think so. I only go back for one thing."

"Although I don't hate that person, I really want to ask him some questions in person."

Sakurai Yuko stopped in front of the room she came out of, stared at the paper door for a while, then turned around and looked down at the humans downstairs.

"Okay, Yinshi, don't look at me with that look, don't you understand until now? Or have you been blindfolded all this time?"

"It was me who approached Oboro, tempted Oboro, and finally used Oboro to kill Mr. Songyang. This is the truth."

"Thanks to his teaching for many years, I am not very grateful, so I cut off his head to repay. It is said that a teacher's kindness is hard to repay, how can a mere knife be enough? From now on, I will always remember Teacher Songyang and his teachings," Sakurai said. Yuzi turned around again, and pressed her hand on the paper door, "As long as I am alive, I will never give up my hatred for Yoshida Shoyang."

Pushing open the paper door hard, the skirt flew up, and the long hair fluttered.

"This is the way Yoshida Shoyo's apprentice, Sakurai Yuko, repays Shoyo teacher."

"boom!"

The door is closed.

The abyssal monster named "Lonely" was shut out, and since then, women no longer have to be afraid of loneliness.