[Comprehensive] Misfortune

There is no doubt that this soul lacks something at the beginning of spiritual birth, but what is lacking is not clear.

——Sheep Vv

Sakurai Yuko was imprisoned until the Seventh Division of Chunyu arrived on Earth.

The head is covered with a helmet, the neck and wrists are bound by slender chains, and the body is covered with a big cloak. The end of the chain is in the hands of Fengxian.

Except for the spaceship pilot who was imprisoned by Fengxian a long time ago, except for Afutu and Fengxian, no one in the Seventh Division of Chunyu has seen her true face.

This kind of wonderful coincidence made Sakurai Yuko recall the days when she was in the Matsushita Village School when she had nothing to think about, and then contemptuously showed off her power to Yoshida Songyang in her mind, and had a good time alone , there is no "haggard" situation that Afutu is worried about.

When delivering the meal, Afutu told her that he had found the chain specially, it was well-made, and the edges and corners were smooth, so it would never hurt her.

Sakurai Yuko guessed that he was trying to comfort herself, because in this case, she was like a slave.This is a very insulting behavior, what Fengxian wants is to humiliate her and hurt her self-esteem.

If she had that kind of thing.

I remember once during the process of "opening a small stove", she was identifying whether the flowers blooming on the fence beside the courtyard were lavender or lavender blue, but her thoughts were interrupted by Yoshida Shoyang.She felt very annoying at the time, maybe it was because of her menstrual period?It seems that women will feel emotionally wrong during their menstrual period, and I don’t know why the human ancestors developed this physiological reaction... In short, she didn’t think much about it at the time, and opened the folding fan to cover her face with a "swish", yes He said he was annoying.

Yoshida Shoyang was not angry either, and the smile at the corners of his eyes did not weaken at all. Instead, he asked gently with her actions: "Why do you have an obsession with folding fans?"

She was silent at the time, firstly because she didn't want to answer, and secondly because she herself didn't know.

She has not filled the gap between language and thought. She sometimes has to take many turns to understand what "signifier" and "signified" are. Unlike human beings, who naturally have the ability to express themselves, it develops in her brain. In her early childhood, when she hardly used language, that person would not be idle and talk to her.

That person would rather sit for a day than talk to her or even look at her...

Even if the point of sight doesn't matter, that person will not choose her as the point of sight. The rotten insect corpses on the ground are more qualified to be a point of sight than her.

Her silence misunderstood Yoshida Matsuyo.

This tells us that language is not the only way of communication. In fact, only about 20.00% of human communication requires language.

Yoshida Shoyo then asked: "Has someone important ever given you a folding fan?"

No, I took it myself.

Yuko Sakurai in her mind answered Yoshida Shoyang with a brisk tone.

Sakurai Yuko put away the folding fan casually, and focused her eyes on the flower vines in the distance, "No, but if I don't want others to see me, I will open the folding fan so that they can't see me. Now, I don’t want Teacher Songyang to see me, because I don’t want to see Teacher Songyang at all.”

"Do you hate people paying too much attention to your beauty?"

"It's nothing, if Teacher Songyang wants to say something, try to let others see the part other than your appearance. When you have a beautiful enough heart, the people around you will definitely not only pay attention to it." If your appearance is like that, then it’s better to give up quickly. It’s so disgusting, I’m going to vomit, whether it’s strawberry milk or chocolate Buffy, they will be mixed into super disgusting colors and stick to the soles of Mr. Songyang’s shoes .”

"Hehe...hahahaha, I have been with Yinshi for a long time, and Yuzi has also been infected. Don't become an old lady too early when you grow up."

"So, what are you trying to say?!"

Sakurai Yuko glared at the man who sadly had the word "bad taste" in his attributes.

"Nothing, I really wanted to say those disgusting things, but you have already spoiled it in advance, so I have nothing else to say, I'm really sorry."

"Then I'm going back."

"Yuzi..."

"Ok?"

"Your skirt is stained, remember to change it when you go back."

"Huh? Ah, because I'm on my menstrual period, I haven't gotten used to how to live during this time."

"...don't say to the teacher...no...don't say such things to men, not even silver hour, you hear me? A girl needs to have a girl's self-esteem and reserve, and you can't say this kind of thing talk."

cannot?

"So... should I be shy now?"

"...Yes... It's because you realized an inappropriate object, and it was the guy you secretly hated in your heart who found out your embarrassment and anger. You should blushed and stared at me, called me a pervert, and then Go to Yinshi to make a small report."

"Well... Shouldn't I be angry at this time? Assuming I do realize that this matter is a shameful thing, shouldn't I think about killing this person who hates me and finds myself embarrassing?" You look like a guy? I really want to kill you right now, Mr. Songyang, can you let me kill you? Na~ please, let me kill you, even once. Obsession, in fact, I am more obsessed with killing Mr. Songyang~~~"

"...So she's a normal girl! If you continue to argue, you will swing the sword five hundred more times tomorrow."

So she had no choice but to "shame and indignantly" ran to complain.

From this conversation, we can draw two clues.

1. Yuko Sakurai has a long way to go on the road to "being a human being".

2. Yoshida Shoyo, who said he hoped that Sakurai Yuko could be labeled with labels other than "beauty", also paid attention to her beauty, but in his opinion, this beauty is "original sin" rather than "talent".

The second point is that Yuko Sakurai looks down on Yoshida Shoyo. Whenever she feels that she doesn't hate Yoshida Shoyo much, she will find some signs to hook Yoshida Shoyo and say something like "don't care too much about your appearance", Then she'll be able to pass the time with "One Hundred Ways to Kill Yoshida Matsuyo" again.

Yoshida Songyang died, and finally no one in this world asked her to work hard.

Yoshida Shoyo rejects her skin, not out of any selfishness, but for her own good, so he rejects her appearance, and hopes that everyone can ignore her appearance and see... In his words, See "Tamako's Pure Soul".

But, our well-informed Mr. Songyang didn't know that Sakurai Yuko's soul could also ask the god of death to exile her.

The one who is truly immortal is not Xu, but her.

Xu can be resurrected countless times, seeing familiar people, but she can no longer touch the familiar world.

Tsk... Because of seeing Xu, do you always think of Yoshida Shoyo lately?

Sakurai Yuko shook her head slightly, her mind was empty, and she stopped thinking about it.

Fengxian stopped.

Sakurai Yuko came back to her senses and found that they had unknowingly arrived in a manor. Under the marble steps, there were two...um...two...uh...mudskippers?

After the mudskipper duo left, Yuko Sakurai learned that Fengxian had exchanged the right to live in this manor with a rare creature with a strange appearance.

Fengxian took Sakurai Yuko to the room he chose, and the shining silver chain was fixed on the window frame.

Fengxian took off Sakurai Yuko's helmet, and saw the pure and blank gaze of the woman at a glance.

This is crazy.

Fengxian reminded herself, her voice was low and cold, as if she didn't even bother to give emotion.

"Since you want to make a tool, then bring benefits to me. I will treat you as a commodity. As long as the shogun agrees to my conditions, you will be his stuff."

Sakurai Yuko's eyes flashed, and when Fengxian couldn't help worrying about whether she was going to go crazy again, she asked softly: "Then what happens after I get to the general? What does Lord Night King want me to do?"

Fengxian is not gentle enough to satisfy Sakurai Yuko, he sneered, raised her chin, his eyes were like lightning, "I think you continue to live in the world like a walking corpse, without even a goal or what you want to do , can't feel everything, and nothing can touch your heart of stone. That's what I want you to do, as punishment for daring to play on the Night King, and you'll never get what you want."

Ala……

Seems to be really angry.

It turns out that there is another way for humans to vent their anger besides killing each other?

Ok……

Hey? ? ?

Saying so...

I must have done the same to Oizumi-sama back then!

I didn't think so much at the time!

So my instincts and human beings still have something in common?

Wow……

It's amazing...

Sakurai Yuko slightly bent her eyes, her movements were very slow and light, this was completely a subconscious move, because as far as Sakurai Yuko was immersed in the time and space of thinking, she did not notice the tears in her eyes .

Sakurai Yuko slowly came back to her senses, the corners of her mouth were turned up, she looked up at Fengxian, her eyes washed by tears were clean and bright, not as dim as usual, like plump and tender pomegranate seeds under the sun, they splattered with just one bite A sweet juice comes out.

Fengxian looked away.

"I knew it."

My hunch was right!

"Lord Night King, I really like you so much. If it weren't for the fact that I am already a silver-time woman, I would really like to be your woman."

Fengxian's eyes flashed, "Yinshi? Do you actually have someone you admire?"

"Admiration? Ah no, I haven't come into contact with this kind of feeling, so I don't know, but that's not the point. Anyway, if I have this kind of feeling, I will understand it naturally. Now I already have this kind of confidence. !"

Sakurai Yuko raised her hand, and the thin chains collided and made a crisp and pleasant sound, "I really want Lord Ye Wang to be by my side all the time, but Edo Castle is also where I was going... It's really bad, and now Ye Wang Lord Wang is angry with me, right? I will quietly wait for Lord Night King to pass away. At that time, I will ask Lord Night King to accompany you again. Therefore, Lord Night King must live, and must not die. , if you see the god of death, you can say my name, maybe it will help."

It's a neurosis.

Fengxian reminded herself again, and then went out in silence, leaving the master bedroom, which seemed to be neither good nor that, to Sakurai Yuko.

Sakurai Yuko looked at the closed door, blinked, suddenly felt a little cold and itchy on her face, stretched out her hand to wipe it, the woman looked at her fingertips, and tilted her head in doubt.

The author has something to say: The opening sentence is a question from Zhihu user Yang Vv [What is the meaning of Osamu Dazai's "No Longer Human"? ] A sentence in the answer below.

[Private letter has been authorized to quote]

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At that time, the author Jun Wuxin coded and brushed Zhihu, and he came across such an answer, and then he was shocked, you know? !

I was so shocked that I secretly sent a private message to ask for authorization!

It looks like Miss Yuko!

It must be released!