[Comprehensive] Misfortune

[—The world will not tolerate you.

——Not the world, but you will not tolerate.

—You will soon be buried in the world.

——Not by the world, but by you.The so-called world, isn't it you? ]

——Osamu Dazai, "No Longer Human"

Fengxian turned around and saw the real Sakurai Yuko.

To his surprise, in fact, he was not surprised at all, but had a sense of "this is why" at ease.

This alluring woman deserves to be so presumptuous, only in this way is she worthy of such beauty.

And he also has enough capital to indulge Sakurai Yuko's wantonness.

Not to mention Fengxian's thoughts, Sakurai Yuko is really happy.

The important thing in playing games is not to win or lose but to have fun.

Yuko Sakurai did not expect the development of Fengxian's line to be like this. It was unexpected, and it was a surprise.

It turned out to be the case.

If she puts her attitude to the lowest at the beginning, then the other party's attitude will be tougher, thinking that she can tell her what to do.

It is so...

One ebb and flow?

Humans are so fun~~

So if you are offended and despised by "Sakurai Tamako" who first impression is "weak", how will the other party react?

Sakurai Tamako was curious about this.

"Although most of what I said before is true, Lord Night King doesn't really think that he is qualified to stand by my side, does he? A city? Don't be kidding, I seem to be the kind of person who can be satisfied with a mere city. woman?"

Yuko Sakurai approached Fengxian again, her body swaying, her whole body stuck to Fengxian's body, her voice was cold and slippery, and her fingertips gently stroked the side of his face, "Master Ye Wang, what I want is Your race. Yetu, the strongest fighting race in the universe, takes the battlefield as its destination, and has slaughtered hundreds of millions of planets to this day, and the killing caused can even fill a black hole..."

Sakurai Yuko took a deep breath of the bloody smell from Fengxian's body, her eyes became cloudy and sticky, "I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it, I want it anyway! Give it to me, give it to me give it to me please give it to me! You will give it to me, right? Lord Night King, you will give it to me, right? If this is the only way to satisfy me, you will hold your hands without hesitation It was offered, right, right... ah..."

Sakurai Yuko raised her head in pain, her scalp was numb and painful.

Fengxian tugged at Sakurai Yuko's hair, the smooth touch could not touch his heart.

"open one's eyes."

Fengxian ordered.

Sakurai Yuko frowned, opened her eyes, and was facing Feng Xian's eyes like a sword, piercing her eyes slightly.

"If all you want is the Yetu family, with your face and your body, it's not a big deal to be your sword to conquer all the Yetus. It's just..."

Fengxian's subordinates pushed Sakurai Yuko to the ground with force, and he looked down at Sakurai Yuko who fell to the ground, his tone was rare and confused.False confusion, but easily blinded the restless Sakurai Yuko.

He said: "Your eyes tell me that you are lying. You don't want the Yatus at all, all you want is my submission, and even my submission doesn't matter. Sakurai Yuko, what are you doing What is your purpose? What do you really want, what is the reason why you want to talk nonsense to me at the expense of your life?"

What do I really want?

Sakurai Yuko forgot her anger, and looked up at Fengxian in a daze, as if she was looking at a completely strange existence, something she had never heard of before, and should not exist in her world. Trembling with the unknown.

Sakurai Yuko was surprised that Fengxian would ask her this question, she was even a little scared, she didn't expect Fengxian to ask this question, this is unreasonable.

Fengxian once again misunderstood Sakurai Yuko's reaction, he thought she was confused by his question, and felt a little contempt at the same time.

"Women exist only to please men. Women like you deserve preferential treatment. In other words, you are qualified to be the woman who pleases me. Since you don't even know what you want, treat me as yours." King, I will give you the meaning of existence."

Treat... treat you as my king?

Sakurai Yuko looked at Fengxian blankly, with an innocent and simple expression, like a child who didn't know anything.

"In other words, am I a tool to please you?"

Feng Xian was silent for a moment, "That's right, you are just a tool, and you are not qualified to ask for more."

Sakurai Yuko laughed movedly, her eyes gleamed with joy, she kneeled to Fengxian's feet and hugged his calf.

She said excitedly: "Great... This is really great! Sure enough, I knew that my intuition was right. Lord Night King, thank you, how thankful I am, thank you so much Yeah, you are the first person to say this to me in so many years. Please order me, I will do whatever you want, as long as it is agreed, I will definitely do it! Please... please , no matter what it is. Destroy the world or destroy the universe, kill one person or a hundred people... everything is fine, I will definitely do it!"

Sakurai Yuko did not see the astonishment in Fengxian's eyes.

She hugged Fengxian's leg tightly as if she was afraid that he would escape, and kept saying things that made Fengxian more and more confused.

"You don't know at all, everyone doesn't know, Mr. Songyang is too much! He said that I must become a human being, and taught me how to be a human being, but I can't learn it at all! I also I am working hard to learn, what is it that human beings are fragile yet powerful, smart and stupid creatures, human beings need a dream to pursue in their whole life, human beings will not say what they want directly, the way of thinking of human beings is very complicated That’s why I can’t just say everything in my head... He taught me a lot in a mess, but I can’t learn it!”

"He's obviously just a tool, why must I be a human being? To put it bluntly, it's just that he wants me to do things for him. It's really disgusting!"

"I originally wanted to experiment on how to be a human being on Lord Night King, how 'Sakurai Yuko' should treat different human beings, what her behavior looks like in the eyes of different human beings...no need...no need anymore It's..."

Yuko Sakurai rubbed her cheek against Fengxian's trousers affectionately, her voice was mixed with at least two catties of honey.

The sweeter Sakurai Yuko's voice is, the more oppressive Fengxian feels. That sweet and charming voice is like a slippery anaconda slowly wrapping around Fengxian's body. I tasted fear.

"This kind of feeling... Gods, am I in love with Lord Night King? Is the feeling that is surging deep in my heart at this moment love? Are you here to save me? It is not used Tools will only rust and rot, you won't let me become a waste, right? Lord Night King, answer me, Lord Night King, what do you want me to do?"

Fengxian had no choice but to kick Sakurai Yuko away. He was worried that if Sakurai Yuko continued to talk, he would not be able to help but kill this lunatic.

Forcing herself to ignore Sakurai Yuko who was clutching her chest and coughing continuously, Fengxian looked towards the door and ordered in a cold voice: "Lock her up."

Afu Rabbit lowered his head, "Yes."

Sakurai Yuko was locked in a small black room. The darkness was the punishment given to her by the Night King, but he didn't know that it was a reward for Sakurai Yuko.

How could Sakurai Yuko, who is so obsessed with the Yetu clan, be afraid of the dark?

Kneeling on the ground, with her hands folded on her knees, Sakurai Yuko lowered her head, her thick bangs covered her eyes, and Afutu could only see her tightly pressed lips.

Standing at the door in silence for a long time, Afutu slowly closed the door.

click~

In the dark, Sakurai Yuko listened to the faint sound outside the room, she listened to her own breathing, and felt an unprecedented peace.

After sitting for a long time, Yuko Sakurai slowly fell to the ground, curled up her legs, wrapped her hands around her knees, and lay her pillow on her long hair. She thought of Yoshida Shoyo under the cherry tree.

For Yoshida Shoyang, she hated it at first, but this hatred is equivalent to hate and boredom. If there is not enough nourishment, she will wither. In addition, she has indeed heard Yoshida Shoyang's teachings in her heart, and she hates it even more. Woke up.

What Sakurai Yuko really hates is not Yoshida Shoyo, but the life in Matsushita Village School, but it is undeniable that Yoshida Shoyo is the protagonist of Matsushita Village School.

She trusted him and hated him, and hated him even more because he failed her trust. In the end, she couldn't hate him anymore when he died, so she made herself hate Xu Hemo, and conquered Yoshida Song by conquering them. Positive.

Yoshida Shoyo tries to turn her into a human.

It is very difficult to change from a monster to a human, just like turning a frog into a tadpole, which sounds a bit far-fetched.

Yoshida Shoyo told Sakata Gintoki not to learn the sword of a monster, but to defeat him with a human sword, and told her not to be satisfied with being a monster, but to use the identity of a human if he wanted to survive.

In all kinds of ways, it can be seen how much he dislikes "monsters"... No, maybe it's not because he doesn't like monsters, but because he likes humans too much.

Because there is an existence like Sakata Gintoki in human beings, Yoshida Matsuyo likes it very much, and likes it to the point of yearning.

Incomprehensible.

Not only can she not understand the thoughts of humans, she can't even understand the thoughts of monsters.

It follows that she is neither human nor monster.

She is nothing.

Xu is suffering because he cannot die, saying that "life" without "death" is not life. When he even forgets the suffering he has suffered and the warmth he has encountered, what else does this world have for him? significance?

Xu Zai is in pain because of this, he can't actually feel the pain anymore, but he can pretend that he is in pain, because he who cannot die needs a reason to pursue death.

Under the cherry blossom tree, Yoshida Shoyo put a plate of round and lovely dumplings in front of her. The porcelain plate was light blue, with many cracks deliberately made on the surface, and it contained pink and white dumplings. It gives people a sense of timeless leisure.

At that time, Yuko Sakurai thought, maybe Uchiha Sasuke said that this is the life of enjoying flowers and drinking tea.

At that time, Yoshida Matsuyo said that this was a very gentle world, but it did not give way to monsters. Monsters were born with a desperate fate. The gentler the world, the faster the monsters will die.

He said: "Yuzi, forget the past, from now on, learn to be a human being with the teacher."

Forget the past?

Learning to be a human being?

Do not joke.

Negate my past and present, and then tell me to pursue the future?

Is it so simple to "start over"?Don't you even have to go to Santuchuan?

It's not enough for you to take the name "Tool" from me, do you want to take "Monster" too?

Can I be a human being, don't you know?

You obviously don't know anything, why dare you say such things to me?

You clearly know that I am not a human being, so why do you treat me like a human being?

Since you want me to be human, then teach me every detail!

You don't even know how to be human... dare... dare...

Under the blooming cherry tree, her mind was twisted to the extreme, and the girl with black blood oozing from her internal organs slowly bent her eyes, like a green lotus that emerged from the mud without being stained, it couldn't be more pure.

Ms. Songyang,

Na~

Ms. Songyang,

learn to be human,

and then?

Cultivate something called "self",

and then?

You who have denied everything before me, why don't you tell me how I should live in the future?

dream?

Target?

What is the meaning of my existence in this world?

What is my motivation?

What should I do to qualify as a "human being"?

"Ah!" Sakurai Yuko whispered, subconsciously grabbing the hem of the skirt with her fingers.

"Wrong, wrong, I shouldn't have said that just now, I should have said..."

Lord Night King, I am a man without dreams. I live in this world like a walking corpse. I can't even see the road under my feet. My thoughts are in chaos. I don't know what I really want.so……

Give me your dreams.

"No, no, no...you can't say that..."

So, please, if I can, please let me contribute to your dream.Although I don't have my own dream, I will be very happy if I can help others make their dreams come true.

"That's right... You can't just say give me your dream, but say that I will help you realize your dream, that's right."

"Hey~ Teacher Songyang, what do you think?"

The author has something to say: Zuo Qingcheng, who has been offline for a long time, appeared in silence for a second~ In fact, my Yuzi really tried to live a leisurely life2333

Seriously, from a certain point of view, Ms. Tamako is the "tough" version of Ohba Hazo 23333

One is the loss of the qualifications to be a human being, and the other is the loss of the possibility of being a human being.

The former is over, and the author hopes that the latter can regain the power of choice.

another:

Little angels who haven’t jumped into the Hokage chapter, do you still remember that the author said that Yamato’s side story is very important?

It was not easy to give spoilers at the time, but in fact, simply speaking, Yamato’s episode played a role of linking the past and the future (that’s about it).

To sum it up in one sentence - Matsushita Village School is to Miss Yuko just like Konoha Village is to Yamato who just came out of the laboratory.

Although there are many differences between the two, whether it is experience or nature...but the emotions after the "familiar world" is shattered actually have something in common.

Although Yuzi behaved very vaguely (after all, she is still being stupid), but it’s okay, Yamato analyzed herself very comprehensively~

It is easier to understand why Miss Yuzi did those things after being accepted as an apprentice by Songyang 33~(￣▽￣～)~

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And another:

The author did not mean to be Lord Night King ⊙_⊙

He may be sad, but he is by no means a good person when it comes to Yoshihara.

This is the author's understanding.

He treats women as goods, as decoration... This is a flaw in this person's character, just like Kamui cannot see weak people, he also disdains to look at weak women.

So it is in line with the author's understanding to say that to Yuzi.

Of course, if there are little angels who have different opinions, it’s okay to regard this as ooc~(￣▽￣～)~