[Comprehensive] Misfortune

After Sakamoto Tatsuma said goodbye to joy3, he was about to leave with Sakurai Tamako, but as soon as he turned around, Sakata Gintoki stopped Sakurai Tamako.

At that time, 16-year-old Yuko Sakurai was in the blooming season, and the flowers seemed delicate and beautiful.The girl is wearing a light crimson sleeve with a pattern of daylilies on it, and there is a bowl-sized peony flower beside her ear. With the girl's movements, the petals tremble, which is infinitely lovable.

Sakurai Yuko stared into Sakata Gintoki's eyes, the pain of parting has never been related to her, she smiled like an outsider.

"Silver, have you changed your mind?"

If you change your mind, I don't have to leave.

"No, I just suddenly remembered something that I forgot to tell you."

Sakata Gintoki's attitude is as lazy as ever, so lazy that it is often hard to believe that what he said is from the bottom of his heart.

"I'm going to throw you away, so you don't have to obey me anymore. There is no one in this world who has picked you up."

Sakurai Yuko's face froze.

She already knew that not everyone in this world would satisfy her and love her unconditionally, but every time she encountered such a thing, she always couldn't get back to her senses, and her abnormally developed brain was always somewhat sluggish in processing such information.

was thrown away.

The peony flowers in the ears trembled as if hit by a heavy rain, crumbling.

In the past, she only needed to frown to make Sakata Gintoki lower her body and use a gentle tone to please her, but now she was about to cry, but Sakata Gintoki didn't seem to notice.

Sakurai Yuko was not looking at Sakata Gin when she noticed her.

It was true that his gaze was on her, but she was not in his eyes. He was looking at something she didn't understand.

Sakata Gintoki, who had dull eyes and a lazy demeanor, was silent for a while, and then said slowly: "So, for the next words, you should use your own mind to think about whether you want to agree. It's not to answer when you found your Sakata Gintoki, but to answer your question. The Sakata Gintoki I knew, the Sakata Gintoki who is standing in front of you now."

"Although it may take a long time before you leave this time, but we grew up together so it's almost the same to reconcile those days. In this way, the distance between us is not very far. I will see you every day... every week I wrote to you, in order to prevent Yinsang from suddenly turning into a super handsome guy with straight hair after you left, so if you want a photo, I can't satisfy you..."

"Although it took a long time to make a decision, it can be guaranteed that it was a conclusion after careful and clear analysis of my own heart, but I have never experienced this kind of thing, and I am not good at it at all, and I even wonder if it is true. I made a mistake, if not, what should I do? Will it be embarrassing, maybe I will be hated by you... I thought about a lot of messy things. Once on the battlefield, an enemy mistakenly thought he was the one with natural curly hair opposite him. Idiot likes to eat eggs...Damn it, I accidentally said something that I have never dared to say... Time Machine Time Machine!"

"Ahem... this is the case. As the saying goes, the homeland is hard to leave... no... that is, didn't Mr. Songyang let you study before? I flipped through a book because I was too bored that day. Although I forgot everything I said, I still remember the above sentence quite clearly, and somehow I remembered it..."

"'The expression of love is not only physical. The last place for human beings to live is their hometown, and you are the one who lives in my hometown', probably like this sentence."

Sakata Gintoki babbled, babbled until Tatsuma Sakamoto wanted to hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.

Sakurai Yuko listened silently, and finally held the boy's hand when Sakata Gintoki was so incoherent that he said that one day a ginkgo leaf fell from her hair, and there was a worm eye on that leaf.

"Silver, what do you want to say?"

Sakurai Yuko said something that everyone present knew was nonsense.

Everyone knew what Sakata Gintoki wanted to say.

Sakata Gintoki looked down at the hands that were intertwined, tentatively and reluctantly, he also held Sakurai Yuko's hand.

This was an overly intimate gesture for Gintoki Sakata, the clasping of the two hands carried some ambiguous metaphor and made his heart beat faster.

This is the last chance, or the last presumptuousness.

Sakata Gintoki looked at Sakurai Yuko, looked straight into Sakurai Yuko's flat eyes, and he saw the meaning of encouragement in those moist eyes.

Sakata Gintoki took a deep breath.

"Yuzi, be my woman, I will give you half of the strawberry milk from now on, if you like it, it doesn't matter if I give you all!"

"Bang! Bang! Bang!"

Joy3 was overwhelmed by this mentally retarded confession line.

"Okay."

In the process of watching the three people throwing themselves to the ground, Yuko Sakurai replied in an attitude that was too casual to look like she was joking.

Sakata Gintoki opened his eyes wide, "You..."

Sakurai Yuko showed a smile, her bright red lips were slightly opened, and the tip of her pink tongue could be vaguely seen.

"After that, it's a long-distance relationship, right? Yinshi can't move on, otherwise I won't be happy."

Sakata Gintoki with a confused face said that the wind was too strong and he couldn't hear it.

In short, the young couple who had just confirmed their relationship broke up immediately.

Gradually walking away, Sakurai Yuko turned her head and saw the silver-white figure on the mountain, the corners of her mouth subconsciously curled up.

After a while, feeling a little bit reluctant after all, the girl stopped slowly and looked back.

Because of this sentence, after learning of Sakurai Yuko's "death", Sakata Gintoki was always unhappy when he drank strawberry milk, and was scolded by his mother-in-law, who had never been chased away by the rent, since he had money to buy drinks. If you don't drink, pay the rent quickly.

I am not happy drinking, especially when I think of Sakurai Yuko every time I drink, Sakata Gintoki gradually seldom buys strawberry milk to drink. It would be better to choose desserts that are delicious and won't remind people of the past when you are happy.

Then Sakata Gintoki found out in despair, why the fuck does Yinsang's favorite things all have shadows of his Okja!

Memories that could once be called sweet have turned into bitter low-quality beer. When the headache is splitting and the vision is blurred, only the girl who has been with him for half of his life is particularly clear. It seems that the next second, the girl will fall softly into his arms. Li, grabbing his collar in a daze.

Many years later, when Sakata Gintoki could show a smile without any haze again, laughing out loud at comics or other people's embarrassing things, no one knew why the lazy owner of Master House would have that kind of look.

It was an indescribable look, impure and mixed with too many emotions, so it was hard to tell.However, most of the time, they think that this kind of eyes is called dead fish eyes.

If you ask him, he will probably use his full mouth skills to make you stunned and tell some nasty jokes so that you have no choice but to give up asking.

He won't tell you that once he had a person he wanted to spend his life with, and then that person died, and no matter where he looked, he would see the phantom of that person smiling at him and asking him why he lost it she.

He won't tell you, because this is not a silt that will fall off after being dried, let alone a wound that will not hurt again after it heals, it is a shadow that leaves traces in the internal organs and penetrates deep into the bone marrow.

Of course he can straighten his back and look up at the sky, live proudly and never look back, but he will never forget that there is a person he swore to protect who was abandoned by him in the shadows, even the dazzling silver light cannot illuminate the other world.

As the White Yaksha who frightens the enemy on the battlefield against barbarians, he can use a wooden knife from a TV shopping guide to protect what he wants to protect. The sword points to his country, but he has lost so many important things until now. Countless.Those important things that have been lost have not disappeared, they are all stuck in a hidden corner of his body, like a cold and stiff little hand ruthlessly ravaging his internal organs, making him feel so painful.

You see, this thing works like this.

He beheaded his teacher with his own hands.He has no parents. After Yoshida Shoyo appeared, he regarded Yoshida Shoyo as his father. This is the most important role played by Yoshida Shoyo. He is proud to have such an existence in his life. .

He personally sent his beloved woman to die.When he and Sakurai Yuko met in Weishi, the boundless loneliness and the unseen future were about to drive him crazy, but Sakurai Yuko appeared just in time.Just like fate, for a long time, Sakurai Tamako was everything to him, and he even suspected that he would only pick up Sakurai Tamako in this life after saving the universe in his previous life.

He shattered the world of his companions with a swing of his knife.Takasugi Shinsuke is a rare friend to him. Even if neither side admits it, it is absolutely true. It is a companion who can be entrusted to the back on the battlefield, and can be promised by life and death. A confidant, occasionally secretly happy that he was lucky enough to meet such a friend, is more precious than a hundred chocolate parfaits.

Sakata Gintoki really doesn't understand, he has never been an insatiable guy, he only wants a few things, and what he swears to protect is only those within reach, but why every time, every time He will lose.

So far his life has been constantly picking up and losing. What is the meaning of such a repeated endless cycle?

Why is he already strong enough to make the enemy frightened, but still can't protect what he wants to protect.

Is he really qualified to protect?

You see, compared to Katsura Kotaro and Sakamoto Tatsuma, he and Takasugi Shinsuke are half-baked samurai. Today, they may even give up the title of "samurai", but are they the ones who are wrong?

Compared with Katsura Kotaro and Sakamoto Tatsuma who are still struggling, isn't he more like Takasugi Shinsuke who is going to extremes and going crazy?

He had lost much more than them, why did he still have the courage to continue to bend down to pick up the things that fell on the ground?

Here's the thing.

Only by continuing to look for things to protect can he continue to live in this world.

At the beginning, he hugged Sakurai Yuko because of loneliness, and later sent Sakurai Yuko away because of loneliness.

Loneliness is the most terrible enemy in this world, he would rather bear the risk of loss than sink in the cage of loneliness.

He punishes himself in this way, or atones for it.

But in the end, the woman who came back from the dead looked at him as if they had just met yesterday, as if she lived next door to him, as if their long-awaited reunion wasn't such a big deal.

Sakata Gintoki couldn't accept this, for a moment he didn't even want to admit that Sakurai Yuko was not dead.

Standing on the roof, he overlooked the most solemn and magnificent building in Edo City through the tall buildings and ten years of memories. In his garnet red eyes, there was a shadow that even the annihilation of the stars could not illuminate.

While searching in vain for Sakurai Yuko, he said to himself that Sakurai Yuko was dead, and the person he saw was no longer his Yuko.

The author has something to say: Just casually say that the final male lead may not necessarily be Ah Yin ⊙_⊙Don’t jump to conclusions too early, but you are welcome to invest, after all, the author hasn’t figured out who the male lead is yet 23333

By the way, isn’t this confession cute? 23333

I feel sorry for my Yinsang

That's right, egg terrier! ! !

It should be this that needs the most distressed! ! !

He endured it for nearly ten years without saying anything, but he accidentally said it hahahaha (/≧▽≦/)

[There is no little angel to comment on the plot and characters, so the author who can only entertain himself is extraordinarily bleak (┯_┯)]

another:

The timeline at the end is connected to 23333 at the beginning of this volume