[Comprehensive] Misfortune

[Fallen itself is generally worthless, it is only an evil, but the great reality of human beings, solitude, is actually one of the fallen characters.Fallen people are often lonely. Fallen people will be rejected by others, and even abandoned by their parents. They have a destiny that can only rely on themselves. ]

——Ango Sakaguchi, "On the Fall"

The war is not over yet, but it has destroyed many things.

The young Takasugi Shinsuke thought so.

The sacred sixteen petals and eight-fold chrysanthemum pattern, the blood and internal organs gushing out of the abdomen, the refreshment under the cherry tree...all these have become fragments of the old era under the artillery fire.

As the eldest son of a low-level samurai family, his future is uncertain.

Allegiance to the monarch?Standing country?Are these things really enough to make him a worthy samurai?

Isn't the "loyalty" and "courage" in Bushido an over-deductive deception?Isn't the so-called samurai spirit and the beauty of death an illusion created by the ignorant warriors who live with death?

Is a gorgeous and short life like cherry blossoms the meaning of existence he wants to pursue?

But rather than being a cherry blossom in the eyes of the lord, he wants to be a person who looks at the fireworks in festivals and festivals.

Because of confusion, because I lost my way, I walked into the Matsushita Village School.

In Takasugi Shinsuke's memory, Sakurai Yuko in the Matsushita Village School was a very non-existent girl.

Her origin is simple. She was an orphan picked up by Sakata Gintoki from the edge of the battlefield, and was adopted by Yoshida Matsuyo together with Sakata Gintoki.She went to class with them, but they all wore bamboo hats, and there was a mask under the veil, and she sat behind the screen behind Yoshida Shoyang, not even showing a piece of clothing.Yoshida Matsuyo and Sakata Gintoki are surprisingly on the same page about her - you'll find out later.

If it weren't for hindsight, Takasugi Shinsuke would not have noticed that after he joined Yoshida Shoyo's sect, he hadn't even heard Sakurai Yuko speak.

Although they have been under the same roof for so many years, in Sakurai Yuko's words, that night was the first time they met.

That night...

Whenever memories emerge from his mind uncontrollably, Shinsuke Takasugi will half-force himself to focus on Yuko Sakurai. Only in this way can he relieve the pain in his heart.

Sakurai Yuko was the only existence that didn't cause pain that night. Such a miraculous beauty can make people forget the pain, although it is only temporary.

Although I can understand the thoughts of Yoshida Matsuyo and Sakata Gintoki, Takasugi Shinsuke, who listened to Sakurai Yuko's thoughts, had to admit that the decision they made was not fair to the girl.

However, as an outsider, Takasugi Shinsuke did not intend to interfere more.

Having been classmates for many years, both he and Katsura Kotaro knew that Sakurai Yuko was Sakata Gintoki's woman.

A beauty like Sakurai Yuko is indeed unique, but he doesn't have the problem of attracting people's favor.

So……

Where and when did it go wrong?

Perhaps it was that time, during the post-war rest, Yuko Sakurai appeared on the front line for the first time sitting in a carriage, followed by enough supplies to support their entire team for half a month.

The moment Sakurai Yuko got out of the carriage, he felt that the girl was shining.

Don't say that Sakurai Tamako is so beautiful that it captivates all beings. Even if she looks like nothing, hungry, thirsty and exhausted, he will still praise from the bottom of his heart when he sees the Yakult delivered to him. Sakurai Tamako is really a beauty.

It's a pity that the eyesight is not very good.

Sakata Gintoki approached him with a piece of chocolate cream cake, winked at him and said that he had asked Sakurai Yuko to bring Yakult to him in the letter, for comfort... I don't need to recall the following words, anyway, that guy can't spit out his mouth Ivory comes.

On the other side, Katsura Kotaro approached Yuko Sakurai who was standing at the focal point with a righteous face, and told her that he is actually a human | Let's have a forbidden love.

What was Sakata Gintoki's reaction at that time?

Can't remember exactly.

But Sakurai Yuko answered this way.

"Girlfriend? I'm not Yinshi's girlfriend."

That's what she answered.

Or maybe it was that time, the three of them went to the town closest to the battlefield in order to take the wind for Sakamoto Tatsuma, and to put it bluntly, they wanted to kill this rich son.

The smell of fat powder on Younv's body is too strong, so that the wine is so astringent that it is hard to swallow, and the shamisen and dancing are not outstanding, and they are not as good as he plays. Is this the best service?

Walking to the window to get some air, I saw Sakurai Yuko when I took a closer look.

It is impossible to mistake Sakurai Tamako, there is only one Sakurai Tamako in this world.

Why didn't he tell Sakata Gintoki at that time?Your Okja saw you hugging another woman.

Do you simply want to see the other party look deflated?

But at that time, he didn't seem to think of stumbling Sakata Yin at all. He just... When he saw Sakurai Yuko, he just subconsciously thought that if it was this woman, the wine must be delicious.

This woman itself makes people want to compare her to fine wine, and it is the dream of so many wine addicts to be intoxicated in her eyes.

Sure enough, it was that time again. The failure of the war against barbarians is actually a certainty. The so-called never giving up is just because the young man is unwilling to admit defeat, but Sakamoto Tatsuma has a much broader mind than them. He decided to go to the universe to go.

That night Sakata Gintoki and Sakamoto Tatsuma lay on the roof looking up at the starry sky, while he hid behind the colonnade and looked at Sakurai Yuko.

Perhaps it is a premonition that this time we will part, and we will see each other indefinitely.

The opening was ridiculously lame, but Yuko Sakurai must be used to lame openings from men.

"You promised Yinshi to leave?"

"Yes, I promised him."

"I remember you sternly refused a few years ago, why did you change your mind?"

"Because at that time I thought war was fun, but after watching it for a long time, I realized that war without purpose can't actually give me satisfaction."

In fact, he didn't understand at all, but under normal circumstances, he was the one who said things that people couldn't understand.

"I'm not interested in the outcome of this war. Even the reason for joining the war has become more complicated now. I believe that Wig and Gintoki have the same thoughts as me... But what is your reason? This question may not even You don't even know about Yinshi."

"Reason...that means a goal or a dream, right?"

"more or less."

"Teacher Songyang once said to me that everyone has the concept of 'self' from the moment of consciousness. He said that life is born lonely."

"Ok?"

"Just like Mr. Takasugi formed the ghost army, I also want to provide a home for like-minded people."

"It's a great goal, but if you say this, there may be countless men for... In short, I wish you success."

"I would like to borrow your good words. I think Mr. Takasugi will become a person like me one day. If that day comes, Mr. Takasugi is always welcome to stay."

……

Time passed, and I saw Sakurai Yuko again. This woman was still as beautiful as a fairy who fell from the moon to the world. The brilliance was like wine, forcing people to be drunk and dream of death.

Sakurai Yuko was wearing a large furisode that was very similar to when she left. The pure black satin was covered with large platycodon flowers, and the skirt was embroidered with delicate cloud patterns and decorated with gold leaf.

The woman pulled him back to his senses with a chuckle when he lost his mind.

"Mr. Gao Sugi, I think, now you have the qualifications to come to my side."

The woman said so.

Only then did Shinsuke Takasugi understand what kind of people the "like-minded people" Yuko Sakurai referred to.

Is loneliness a corrupt character?

The beautiful woman was unwilling to admit it, so she overturned it.

Degenerate as much as possible, degenerate to the point where you loathe yourself, even if it is, it doesn't matter, no regrets, no despair, no suicide, here is your shelter.

Please enjoy your downfall.

Please don't envy the solitary heaven any more, let alone envy the happiness of ordinary people, there are the most beautiful treasures in the world in hell.

You will be Sakurai Yuko's companion.

You will be eligible to follow Sakurai Yuko.

You will no longer hate yourself, for what once disgusted you will now please you.

Ask for what you like honestly, and say you hate what you hate. No matter what sin you commit, you don't have to regret it, and no matter how much dirt you have on your body, you don't have to suffer.

Human beings are inherently complex creatures. There are human beings who take pride in the sublime, and naturally there are also human beings who take pleasure in depravity.

Now that you can no longer go to heaven, then throw away your inner longing and longing, can't hell make you happy?

In hell, there are beautiful scenery that even heaven envies.

For Sakurai Yuko, can't you fall in love with something you hate?

He couldn't give a negative answer, because the highly poisonous wine was poured out by Sakurai Yuko's hands.

He wanted to drink this glass of wine for many years.

Besides, what Sakurai Yuko said is indeed very reasonable.

It was his weakness that killed the teacher, and it was the corrupt shogunate that caused his weakness to become a sword swayed towards Yoshida Shoyang. He turned his back on his companions and embarked on a path of destruction that no one understands. tortured.

There are enough things tormenting him, there is no need to add "loneliness".

Since Sakurai Yuko wanted to give him a home on her own initiative, there was no need for him to refuse.

However, there was one thing he had to say.

"I understand why Teacher Songyang and Yinshi asked you to wear a mask."

Here is a ghost more terrifying than him, and this ghost has no weaknesses.

"Well... is Yinshi still alive?"

There was no emotion in this woman's voice, and this realization chilled Takasugi Shinsuke.

"It's not dead yet, I don't know where it's lingering in the corner."

"Is that so..."

"What? Do you want to win your boyfriend over to you?"

"Gintoki is not someone who will come to my side. Mr. Takasugi knows this very well. Besides, I have no intention of looking for him to talk about the old days. I don't want to be hindered by him in the communication with Lord Night King. "

"Night King...heh~ the Night Rabbit family?"

"That's right, it's very suitable for me, right? The night rabbit family."

"Want to become the darkness loved by the Night Rabbits?"

"Wow, Mr. Takasugi really understands me, can I give Mr. Takasugi a hug?"

"...Miss Yuzi, no...it's time to call you Mrs. Yuzi. I haven't seen you for a few years. You have changed a lot."

"Is it more beautiful?"

"...Anyway, this is my contact information. I'm leaving first. Contact me if you need anything."

Sakurai Yuko.

this woman.

Can make ugly beautiful.

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