I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

Man, is it a man? "

"Yes." I admitted generously.

"Did he not like you? Why did you separate?"

"He..." I thought for a while, but I was not sure: "Should... still like me?"

"Then where did he go?"

"I don't know," I said, "I pissed him off."

"Why?" Xiao Chengzi asked me, "Don't you like him?"

"Yes." I replied, "I liked him, but, I was an idiot."

I touched Xiao Chengzi's head, and the soft touch made my palms itch, "Sometimes people just don't know how to cherish, and only when they lose it can they know how precious it is. You can't be the only one who is hurt, and it's impossible for those who are giving You are the only one. Of course, everyone pursues love, and it is good to be together. But if it is not suitable, there is no need to force it. There is still a long way to go in life, and we will not stand still."

Xiaochengzi nodded half-understanding, "I will try my best to fight for it."

I smiled at him, "Just try your best, just don't leave any regrets." Then, I pointed to the door and asked him, "Why not? Let's go out for a while? It's been so long, I haven't fully appreciated it. I'm tired of the surrounding scenery, staying in the tavern every day."

When we went out, we ran into Lao Chui who had just come down from upstairs.

His loud voice spread from the bar to the door, "What are you two doing? Where are you going with your shoulders crossed?"

I replied to him in a bad voice, "Go out and relax."

After hearing this, Lao Chuan immediately ran towards us happily, "Take me, and I will go too."

I flatly refused.

Lao Chui was puzzled, "Why? Friends?"

I looked at Lao Chui, pointed to Xue Barley who was going downstairs, and sang without thinking, "We are different!"

Xiao Chengzi saw Xue Barley following my line of sight, and immediately yelled at Lao Chuan angrily, "We are different!"

After speaking, we turned around and left.

Leaving Lao Chui alone for no reason.

When Lu Hongjun left, it was raining heavily in Harbin.

Xiao Chengzi has been locking herself in her room for the past two days, until the day when Lu Hongjun was about to leave, she came out with dark circles under her eyes.

Lu Hongjun left at night, and before leaving, he visited a tavern.

But he didn't find a seat to sit down, but stood quietly in the shadow of the door.

Even so, Xiao Chengzi still saw him at a glance.

Xiao Chengzi waved his hands and smiled at him, Lu Hongjun looked back at him indifferently.

Little Chengzi lowered her head in disappointment, and plucked the strings.

Soon, he raised his head and said into the microphone, "Today, a friend from afar is leaving the north. I stayed up late writing a song for him and used it to say goodbye to him. I hope he won't dislike this small gift."

Xiao Chengzi smiled, and the sound of the piano flowed, and the unique clean voice of the young man began to resound through the four walls of the tavern:

look at me

In the noisy corner of the tavern

I beat the drum

The side face of you flashed in the pupil

say a word

Floating in the floating mist of tea

Time is gentle and silent

brewing bitterness and your answer

……

Lu Hongjun quietly looked at Xiao Chengzi on the stage with deep and deep eyes.

Xiao Chengzi also looked in Lu Hongjun's direction, lowered her eyes, and sang softly:

refuse if become subtly

Witness the madness of superimposed thoughts

you say you don't want to

changed so quickly

refuse if become subtly

Spreading loneliness and lingering time

I said I was afraid too

wandering around with palpitations

……

After all, Lu Hongjun still didn't finish listening to Xiao Chengzi's song, because he left early.

The black clothes disappeared at the door of the tavern, and I followed him to the outside, and saw him leaning silently on a black Audi, took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit it.

But he didn't smoke, just stared at the smoke thoughtfully.

When the cigarette burned halfway, Lu Hongjun cut off the cigarette butt, opened the car door, and got into the car.

Afterwards, all I could see was the back of the car that was getting farther and farther away.

Lu Hongjun was a cruel and heartless person, he left without hesitation, not even waiting for the cigarette to burn out.

I looked at the direction where Lu Hongjun left, and thought to myself, he probably won't come back again.

Xiao Chengzi on the stage stared at Lu Hongjun's leaving back, smiling, but her eyes were sad.

He was still singing, but his voice was choked with imperceptible sobs, and slowly spread from the tavern:

so be it

It's cool tonight

sing one more

the moon laughs with me

so be it

The stars are just right tonight

last song

The moon is sung by me

……

I sighed, glanced at Xiao Chengzi who was singing on the stage, turned around and left the tavern silently.

The drizzle fell all over the street, and I walked aimlessly on the street.The cold wind blew my body indiscriminately, freezing my cheeks sorely.

I don't know where I'm going or where I can go.But I know that I don't want to go back to the tavern now, I don't want to stay in the tavern, because the atmosphere there is the same as my mood - the same despair and sadness.

When I saw Lu Hongjun, I would think of myself, and when I saw Xiao Chengzi, I would think of Liao Muqiu. When I saw their ending today, it was like seeing the ending of me and Liao Muqiu.

If every unattainable love is a tragedy from the beginning, why do we need to know each other and get to know each other again?

I remembered that before Xiao Chengzi sang, when he introduced the title of the song, he smiled tenderly and tenderly. That must be something he wished in his heart, so he told everyone the title of the song in such a nostalgic tone——

Sing the moon old.

54. Banana, you guava!

I walked down the street, and when I got to I don't know where, I saw a not-so-shabby but shabby telephone box on the side of the road.

I didn't expect to see such retro things in today's society.I thought that in the era when technology is advanced and everyone has a mobile phone, old antiques like telephone booths have been taken off the shelves.

I fumbled around and took out a few coins, which I found at the noodle shop when I was having breakfast.

I went into the phone booth, dropped two coins, and made a random call.

As soon as the phone was connected, I started talking nonsense: "Hello? Liao Muqiu? That... I miss you so much..."

"What, aren't you? Then who are you..."

"What? Are you his sister?"

"Oh...your name is Tan Peipei..."

"Then call Liao Muqiu for me and ask him to answer the phone."

"What? You said I made a mistake?"

"I didn't make a mistake...you call me..."

I wanted to say more, but this person hung up on me.

I took two more coins out of my pocket and dialed another number randomly.

But this time the number didn't work, she told me that the number I dialed was empty.

Unwilling to give up, I dialed another number indiscriminately.

The phone was connected, and the other end of the phone said 'hello' and asked if I could start to leave.

I didn't care about the meaning of his words, and started talking nonsense as soon as I opened my mouth.

"Hey, Liao Muqiu! I miss you so much! Where are you! I'll come and find you later! Let's have a drink together!"

"What? You're not Liao Muqiu, so who are you?"

"What? Are you a pig?"

"Oh... your surname is Zhu... I'm sorry."

"You're not Liao Muqiu, so why are you answering my phone? Don't you know I'm busy?"

"What? You have a kidney deficiency?"

"What? Are you peeping?"

"What? You said you were coming out?"

I was surprised, and as soon as the voice fell, the other end of the phone cursed——

"You bastard! I said my wife cheated on me. I'm waiting for a phone call so I can arrest the adulterer and prostitute. You called me to ask questions and took up my inside line. I thought it was a problem. It's done! Banana, you guava! Shit! Crazy!"

After he finished speaking, he hung up the phone.

Facing the hung up phone, I still said to myself:

"Hello? Liao Muqiu? Where are you? I miss you so much."

"I just said that, I miss you, I want to drink and chat with you."

"Oh, by the way, I really want to eat your cooking."

"Do you know that I'm in the north, and I'm dragged to eat noodles every day, and I'm about to vomit."

"Also, Reet has no conscience, I've been in the north for so long, and he hasn't even called me once!"

"How are you doing? Did you come back years ago? Let's have a reunion dinner together?"

"Oh, there's nothing else to do, just... miss you..."

I raised my eyes and looked outside the pavilion. The rainwater slowly flowed down the transparent glass, drawing a series of meandering lines.

I smiled and said: "I just miss you very much. People always mention you to me, so I miss you very much, and I really want to see you."

"Well... miss you, and want to see you..."

As I talked, I couldn't go on.

The rain outside the window gradually became heavier, and thunderbolts rang outside the phone booth.

I silently put down the silent microphone in my hand, bowed my head and left the phone booth.

The rain and the cold wind all rushed towards my face, making my heart ashamed as death.

My face gradually felt moist. I raised my hand and wiped it, but the more I wiped it, the more I wiped it.

Simply, I don't care.

Facing the cold wind and the heavy rain, he headed back towards the tavern alone.

Just let the rain fall harder and harder, let the rain become more and more, and let it all fall on me alone.

In this way, maybe even I myself will not be able to tell the difference——

The wetness on this face is rain or tears.

Just when I was alone sad and lost, the phone in my pocket rang.

This is also the first time I have received a call from Reet since I have been in Harbin for so long.

Reet's voice is still so different