I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

After that, he often scolded me, the loved one doesn't understand the hard work of the lover. "

I looked at Lao Chui and said with a smile: "I used to be like you, duplicity, not knowing what to do."

"However, I'm not as straightforward as you, and I'm not as passionate as Reet. When I found out that I actually had a crush on him, I was just like Lu Hongjun, hanging on to him with a lukewarm attitude. I knew that He is so uncomfortable that he is going to die, but relying on his little liking for me, he does evil and does whatever he wants."

I smiled, as if mocking myself, "I didn't cherish it when I should have cherished it, and when I lost it, I woke up and regretted it."

"I dare not mention him. Even if I miss him to death for countless days and nights, I can only pretend to be calm and force myself to forget that feeling, forget the feeling of him leaving, and forget thinking about him." Feeling, also forget this uncomfortable feeling.”

"I dare not tell my feelings, I'm afraid I won't be able to control it, I'm afraid I will be too sad and uncomfortable, I will think about the bits and pieces of my previous life, think about his goodness, and think about how annoying I was before."

"I miss him, but I don't dare to say it, I'm afraid that the emotions that will be exposed will make me see that I am living such a miserable life now."

Today, there is no news from you.Winter is coming, you in the world, how are you doing?

Will you miss me like I do at this moment?

Ruthless is lovesickness the most, and lovesickness is also dismissive.

Lu Hongjun told Xiao Chengzi that he was leaving the north.

After Xiao Chengzi found out, she locked herself in her room all day and all night, except for going to work, singing and eating.

Both Lao Chui and I thought he was too sad, and it was not easy to persuade him, and he would not listen anyway.Then let him shut himself up and shut himself up.Maybe after a while, he might get better.

One day, when I went to the bathroom, I overheard such a conversation.

I really didn't intend to listen to people's corners, but I couldn't resist my inner curiosity after all.Because the two people talking not far in front of me were Xiao Chengzi and Lu Hongjun.

Xiao Chengzi lowered her head, her voice listless, "Why are you leaving?"

Lu Hongjun replied indifferently: "I'm leaving when I'm done."

Lu Hongjun, probably because of the habit he developed at work, speaks very succinctly. He belongs to the kind of person who doesn't talk nonsense, and doesn't like to joke with others.

A few times I chatted with him, and the atmosphere was quite awkward.Even an easy-going person like me doesn't know how to get along with him, and I don't know what Xiao Chengzi likes about him. Could it be that he only likes his appearance?

I am really puzzled.

Although there is no need for a reason to like someone, if you like someone, you just like it.But Xiao Chengzi, there is too much reason for this, right?Is it just because Lu Hongjun smiled at him when he walked back from the stage and passed by Lu Hongjun?

Xiao Chengzi was sullen, and asked Lu Hongjun, "Is it because of me that you are going back so soon? Didn't you say before that you would stay here for a month?"

"No."

"You don't like that I like you, and I don't want to bother you, but I can't control the emotion of liking, what can I do..."

Xiao Chengzi's voice was covered with a trace of grievance, "Why can't you try...to like me a little?"

"I told you, I'm married." Lu Hongjun refused.

They sat on the tables in the last two rows near the bathroom. Because it was near the bathroom, no guests would usually choose this seat, fearing that an unfriendly smell would float over and affect their mood.

Xiao Chengzi lowered her head, "I know... um... can you stay a few more days?"

Lu Hongjun raised his eyes to look at Xiao Chengzi, and then turned his eyes away. His tone was flat, without any disturbance, "I don't have time, I have to go back to deal with other things, and I'll leave the day after tomorrow."

Little Chengzi bit her lip, looked sleepy, and stopped talking.

A tea set was placed in front of Lu Hongjun, and it seemed that they were drinking tea before.

I shook my head, and couldn't help sighing, as expected of a boss, such a leisurely and elegant person, drinking tea in a tavern, really enjoys life.

I didn't want to go to the bathroom at this time either, so I held my urine and hid in the shadows, quietly observing the changes in the two of them.

The person who spoke again was Lu Hongjun, and what he said was not very pleasant.

"Why waste time on meaningless feelings?"

Little Chengzi was ignorant, and snorted through his nasal cavity, "Huh?"

"If you have time and energy to ask about my attitude, why not take the opportunity to do something right."

Xiao Chengzi stared blankly at Lu Hongjun, probably not understanding what he meant.

I sighed for Xiao Chengzi in my heart, and scolded Lu Hongjun at the same time, it was underestimated.

53. Put the moon.

Lu Hongjun took a sip of tea and said lightly, "As a friend, I can help you a lot. Emotional matters are out of my consideration."

Xiao Chengzi's head drooped all of a sudden.

Lu Hongjun started to pack the tea sets on Table Mountain, regardless of Xiao Chengzi's reaction, "I'm leaving."

Xiao Chengzi raised her head and looked at him silently, without any desire to speak.

After a long time, he asked Lu Hongjun with red eyes, "Is it really not possible? Can't I like you?"

While packing up his things, Lu Hongjun replied, "Yes."

"I can't do it." Little Chengzi's voice became choked with sobs, "I just like you, I have the right to like you, I'm not wrong."

Lu Hongjun didn't even lift his eyelids after hearing this, "I'm leaving."

After speaking, he took his things and left the tavern.

Xiao Chengzi's eyes were moist, and she stared at Lu Hongjun's back without blinking.

I wanted to try to persuade me a few words, but I remembered that I had been holding back my urine for a long time, so I turned around and ran to the toilet first.

When I came out of the toilet, Xiao Chengzi was still sitting in the original position, saddened.

I sat across from him, reached out and hooked his lowered chin, and teased, "Let me see which little sea oyster is spitting out pearls here."

Xiao Chengzi sniffed, looked up at me, and tears rolled down her eyes as soon as she opened her mouth, "Brother..."

"Ouch." I wiped away his tears, "You are crying with joy when you see your elder brother coming?"

Xiao Chengzi's tears fell down in clusters, and he said with a hoarse voice, "Why doesn't he like me?"

I wiped away his tears, "Because he has a family."

"Then why doesn't he allow me to like him?"

I was at a loss for words, so I had to repeat, "Because he has a family."

"But everyone has the right to like it, right?"

I thought about it, and told him tactfully, "Everyone has the right and freedom to like, and all love between two people will be recognized. But the premise is that it does not destroy other people's families and violate natural factors."

"It's not wrong for you to like him." I patted Xiao Chengzi's head, "But he can't respond to you, he has a partner."

After Xiao Chengzi heard this, her tears fell even more fiercely.

He sobbed and told me, "He said before that my feelings for him are wrong. I don't understand, I just like him, why is it wrong? Even if he got married, I didn't want to bother He, I just like him, can this be all right..."

I looked at Xiao Chengzi who was crying in front of me, and couldn't help feeling distressed.But I can't find the words to comfort him, liking this kind of thing is very mysterious, there is no reason to say it.He's hurt now, which I expected.

But how should I tell him that he may be at the right time and throbbing age, but he likes the wrong person.

I just looked at him silently, stroked his head, and told him seriously: "It's okay, he doesn't love you, brother loves you; he doesn't like you, brother likes you."

Xiao Chengzi shed tears, nodded, and choked up several times in a nasal tone: yes.

The air was very quiet in these few seconds, and the time passed very gently.

I listened and heard Xiao Chengzi ask me: "Brother, do you have someone you like?"

"Yes." I answered him with a smile.

"Then why don't you ever talk about her?" Xiao Chengzi said, "I haven't seen her either. Where is she?"

With the old question asked, my answer is much smoother this time.

"He got into trouble with me, and I don't know where he went, and I'm looking for him too."

"So did you find her?"

I shook my head, "No."

"What kind of person is she?" Xiao Chengzi asked me.

I smiled, and answered Xiao Chengzi, "He? He was very headstrong, and left without saying a word, causing me to search everywhere."

"He is self-willed. He clearly knew that I didn't like him at the beginning, so he used his time to gamble." I laughed and said, "It's quite unexpected, he won the bet."

"He is capricious, obviously he is a young master who knows nothing, but he is willing to choose me as the chef." I told Xiao Chengzi, "The taste is really bad, but I like it."

"He's headstrong, he..."

Liao Muqiu's face suddenly flashed before my eyes, he frowned slightly, and said to me in an uncertain tone, Nan Bei seems to like you.

Thinking of his lazy voice, but he insisted on saying to me every day, good night.

Thinking of him asking me resolutely and sadly, did you realize that I was forcing you?

Thinking of him smiling at me with relief before leaving, saying he understood.

With a bitter throat, I laughed and said, "He is really a wayward person... a wayward, charming and charming person."

Xiao Chengzi looked at me with her eyes open, and asked me after a long time. "Brother, what you said