I am miserable by being attacked by the social bully

For that bowl of beef noodles, he just sorted himself out a bit, and then went out, without even telling me where he was going.

I watched his leaving figure, and I really felt in my heart what is meant by 'unspeakable suffering'.

Really, I think I have already given in enough. Does it really have to be that I break up with Jiang Peipei and stay with him again for him to be satisfied?

If that's the case, he is happy, will I be happy?

Being forced to be together, even if they really love each other, they will have a grudge, right?

Why doesn't he understand?I just need some time to prove something, why don't you want to wait for me?

I sat on the sofa and smoked a cigarette all day, thinking about it, but I couldn't think of a reason.

I don't understand his mind at all, I think.

It wasn't until after eight o'clock in the evening that I received a call from Reet, saying that Liao Muqiu was helping in his shop all day today, and asked me if I wanted to come over for a sit down.

I readily agree.

When I arrived in 1999, it was around nine o'clock.

Since the bar is being renovated, the flow of people is much less than before, and it can even be said to be empty.Only a few people in twos and threes sat there chatting and drinking, and they were all regular customers or friends of Reet.

So, I saw Liao Muqiu at a glance.He was sitting at the bar counter in a daze, neither ordered wine nor any drinks.

I went over to sit with him and ordered two glasses of Hennessy.

I suddenly remembered that Reet said that he was the former owner of this bar, so I smiled and asked him, "Sitting here, looking at the familiar furnishings, how do you feel?" After a pause, I pointed to the wine storage cabinet and told He said, "There is a picture of you from a few years ago on the wine cabinet over there, do you want to take a look?"

Hearing this, he turned his head to look at me, his eyes flickered slightly, and after a while, he said: "No need, Reet is really careless, it took me so long to find this photo..."

In the end, he hooked the corners of his lips, "It would be great if he found out earlier and threw it away..."

I was silent, I didn't know what to reply, I felt that he and I were not on the same channel, so I could only drink the wine one mouthful at a time, and stopped talking.

After an unknown amount of time, Liao Muqiu's voice suddenly came from his ears.

"I don't miss the past at all."

He looked at me, but his eyes skipped over me and I didn't know where to fix it, "If possible, I hope that I will never mention the past."

I don't know what happened to Liao Muqiu before, but Reet also told me that he had a bad reputation before.Maybe it's simply because of what the masses say about him that makes him hate the past, maybe it's because of the past gossip that makes him hate the past, maybe it's because of other unknown things that make him hate the past, or maybe it's because of taking drugs that made him hate the past. Hate the past.

"People can never look back, and life is also looking forward. No matter how painful and miserable the past is, it is also in the past."

I comforted him, and to be honest, I really didn't mind other things except his drug use which bothered me a little.

And at this moment, a gentle voice sounded from behind me, with a little excitement and a hint of regret.

"Hi."

I turned around, and it was Jiang Peipei.

There was a sneer in my ear, it belonged to Liao Muqiu.

I greeted Jiang Peipei with some surprise, "Hi, are you there?"

"Yes." Jiang Peipei admitted generously, "I've been here for a long time, and I saw you right away."

"Then why don't you come and sit down?" I asked.

Jiang Peipei walked up to me and sat down, smiled: "Actually... I'm sitting not far from you..."

In the end, she stroked her hair and looked at me carefully, as if she was considering her words.

After a few seconds, she smiled and said, "I thought you would find me...but you didn't seem to see me...so I walked over by myself..."

She pointed to a place, which was indeed very close to me.I touched the wine glass in embarrassment, the direction Liao Muqiu was looking at seemed to be that position.

In order to hide the embarrassment, I had to change the subject and asked her: "There are so few people in the bar today, Reet also called you to work? A girl, too dedicated, easy to suffer."

Jiang Peipei smiled and said, "I didn't come to work, I came to play."

"Did Reet call you?" I asked her.

"No." Jiang Peipei shook his head and said, "I want to come because I have a feeling."

"How do you feel?" I smiled and said, "Does it depend on how you feel when you come to have fun? Don't you come when you want?"

"Because my instinct tells me that if I come to the bar today, I will definitely meet you."

Jiang Peipei smiled suddenly, with a very happy tone, "Sure enough, I saw you, even though you didn't find me the first time."

Facing Jiang Peipei's smiling face, I suddenly couldn't say anything, and at the same time felt a little guilty.I remembered what Reet told me, he said she liked me for a long time.I remembered what Jiang Peipei had said to me again. She said that she had really been waiting for me for a long time.

Thoughts flashed through my mind one after another, for some reason, I turned my head to look at Liao Muqiu, who was also looking at me with a sneer on the corner of his mouth.

I don't know how to deal with him in this situation, especially his sneer, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable.

So I could only turn my head back, smiled at Jiang Peipei and said, "I'm also very glad that you met me today."

After thinking about it for a while, he finally sighed and said to Jiang Peipei, "Actually, if you want to see me, just give me a call. You don't have to wait aimlessly at the bar. Even if it's Reet's bar, I won't Don't worry, it's too late, it's not safe."

Jiang Peipei looked at me, then at Liao Muqiu, and said, "Actually, I didn't come up to say hello to you before, because I saw you seem to be talking about something..."

She fiddled with the hair around her ear, and asked me a little uneasy, "Did I bother you?"

I met Jiang Peipei's eyes and didn't know what to say.I know that Liao Muqiu doesn't want to see Jiang Peipei, but it's impossible for me to drive Jiang Peipei away.

Just when I was in a dilemma, Jiang Peipei seemed to see my embarrassment.She picked up the wine glass on my bar and took a sip, then smiled at me and said, "I should go back too, why don't you give me a ride? It doesn't have to be far, just drop it to the door of the bar. I'll take a taxi back."

I would definitely not refuse Jiang Peipei's small invitation, I got up and smiled at her: "Let's go."

Jiang Peipei smiled and took my arm.

I was surprised, but didn't brush her away.

I can't, and I shouldn't, refuse another girl's little liking.

After walking out of the bar, Jiang Peipei suddenly said to me, "Nanbei, can you lower your head?"

Although I was puzzled, I bowed my head as I said.

There was a soft touch sliding across the cheek, it was Jiang Peipei's kiss.

I looked up at her, she smiled, the lights of the street scene reflected on her face, and her whole body was coated with a layer of warm colors, unexpectedly beautiful.

"Good night, Beinan."

She smiled and backed away, then turned around and gradually disappeared into the sea of ​​people.

I turned around and saw Liao Muqiu leaning against the door of the bar.

His eyes were indifferent, but there was a mocking smile on his face.

I met his eyes, feeling a little guilty, walked over and asked him, "Why did you come out?"

He looked at me with a half-smile, and said, "If I hadn't come out, I wouldn't have seen such a moving scene."

What Liao Muqiu said was extremely sarcastic, as if I had done something wrong to him.

I skipped the topic and asked him, "Are you still playing?"

He didn't answer me, just sneered.

Recently, the state between me and him can be said to be getting worse and worse, especially the silence.

It's not that I don't want to talk, I intend to ease the embarrassment between us, but every time his attitude, answer, and expression make me at a loss.

I don't want to quarrel with him, I don't like to quarrel, I believe Liao Muqiu would not really expect me to quarrel with him, or have a cold war.

I know he just wants me to give him an answer, but I really won't be able to give this answer for a while.I also know that my behavior of hanging him is scumbag, but other than this, what else can I do?

Push him away with a refusal attitude?Or hurt Jiang Peipei with an attitude of rejection?

Either way, I probably can't do it.Because no matter which decision is made, someone is bound to get hurt.

In fact, in this three-person game, I was the most uncomfortable.

After a few minutes of silence, I said to Liao Muqiu first, "Let's go home."

He still ignored me and walked forward alone.

I followed behind him, looking at his back, I always had the illusion that my wife had caught me cheating.

The evening wind in October can be regarded as gentle, blowing on the face of the anxious person is unexpectedly comfortable, and the heart gradually calms down.

After walking for an unknown amount of time, Liao Muqiu suddenly stopped under a tree stump.Afterwards, he sat on the tree stump and lit a cigarette without saying a word.

I walked over and sat next to him without asking why he stopped.

The smoke was blown by the autumn wind and scattered, scattered and gathered again.I looked up at the dark night sky, quietly waiting for him to speak.

During the waiting process, time seemed to be frozen, and even the 0.01-second timing speed seemed to go as long as a light-year.

Finally, he spoke in a thick and hoarse voice, "Nanbei, break up."

When I heard this question, my brain paused for a few seconds, and it took me a long time to react, "Didn't you say