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"Brother Xun, I want to leave Yanxi for a while."

The two returned to the urban area from the outskirts of the city, without talking all the way.

Seeing Jiang Xun resting his chin on one hand and staring at the scenery absent-mindedly, he knew that no matter what others said, he probably wouldn't listen to it.

Song Yuzhi struggled for a long time before opening his mouth when passing Huaxi District. Sure enough, the man didn't care about what he said at all.

His face is always hot and cold, even the incandescent light bulb should be cooled down. Judging by his reaction, it is impossible to say that he is not uncomfortable at all, but Song Yuzhi is still a little confused for a while. pity yourself.

"It's just right, let's find a place to have a drink," Jiang Xun didn't even lift his eyelids, "By the way, let's see if the yellow shop in the broken bar that was plagued by the plague is gone."

"The doctor said you can't drink until the wound is fully healed."

"He still doesn't let me smoke, do you think I'm delaying it?"

Song Yuzhi really didn't expect that someone could say something so unreasonable. Sure enough, Jiang Xun was the only one in the world.

It's rare that the man didn't run on him, he felt a little rare, and when he was in a good mood, he simply took him there. At worst, he asked the bartender to mix more iced black tea into his cup. Anyway, his tongue is not very sensitive, so he may not be able to taste it. smell.

As the two of them thought, Oscar's business was as usual, and there were many people visiting during the day, but the bar at this time was much quieter than the noisy nightclub, and only young people in groups chatting and laughing quietly together, which was somewhat Like a high-end coffee shop, even the looping music is an elegant classical ditty, and the madness at night is simply a sky and a world.

Jiang Xun finally understands why so many rich kids come here to have fun. Not everyone likes to hang out with a group of mobs. The atmosphere here is really good during the day, and it’s very suitable for chatting about work or even business, and Lan Shan died. The timing is precisely such a clever timing.

"People today are different from before. They don't have the feeling of making dumplings in a courtyard and watching the Spring Festival Gala together. They also don't like to get together with the whole family to chat about the trivial matters of the parents. Those who celebrate the New Year are bored. Think about it. Take a breath. Today is a special situation, so you are allowed to have a drink, not too much, and you will go home after drinking."

"Don't stop, the old lady didn't bother you." Jiang Xun was annoyed, and he didn't show mercy when he said it, and regretted it as soon as he said it.

He himself knew that this was the good temper of Young Master Song. If someone else had come over to teach him Mandarin, they would say that they would not hit smiling faces with their hands. It's pretty good-looking, why did he have a heart of stone and an unforgiving mouth?

——In fact, he himself was quite puzzled.

Having dealt with him a few times before, Oscar's staff had already blacklisted Jiang Xun, and he was short of pasting a sign saying "Police surnamed Jiang and dogs not allowed" at the gate. As soon as he entered the door, the security guard contacted him. As the manager on duty, as soon as his butt touched the sofa, three or five people rushed out and surrounded him, including himself and the table.

"What's the matter, want to fight?"

"Where is Officer Jiang? It's a big Chinese New Year. I wish you a New Year first." The manager cupped his hands and bowed to him, "There was a misunderstanding in the previous case. It's definitely not that we don't want to cooperate with the police investigation. In this way, If you want to ask anything, just ask, all our employees will know everything.”

"I haven't realized this for a long time, so what's the use of saying it now? I don't have time to listen to your nonsense when I ask someone to explain it to the listing bureau. Today is purely for drinking. In this way, if you choose a bottle of wine at will, the commission will be considered as me." Here’s a red envelope for you, don’t beg for nothing this year.”

The manager was a little stunned, thinking that Jiang Xun must have come in aggressively like a black-faced god to find fault with the store, but he didn't expect it to be so easy to dismiss.

"What are you still doing in a daze? Just do what you should do when the wine is served, don't bother me."

Since he didn't intend to come looking for trouble, there was no need to mess with him in the bar. After the murder, someone must have investigated his background and found that he was a ruthless guy who was not easy to mess with, so no one would dare to offend him.

The manager smiled and took him to a remote booth in the corner. He delivered a set of fruit plate and snacks first, and the service was very attentive.

After the wine was opened, everyone left, Jiang Xun held a cigarette between his fingers, and lit the empty glass in front of him.

"We've known each other for so long, I haven't treated you to a decent meal yet, come on, come and sit by my side, come closer to me."

Song Yuzhi sat next to Jiang Xun, and seemed to have gotten used to his uncertainty and elusiveness. While mixing drinks, he said, "Didn't Brother Xun invite me to your house for a meal?"

"Fart, whoever invited you here, you obviously came here by yourself." Consciously making a mistake, Jiang Xun paused, "You have been taking care of me during my recovery period, I am not blind, it depends on you In my eyes, just because you are so kind to me, I have to toast you." He touched Song Yuzhi's cup and drank it down with his head raised.

"Tsk... What are you drinking, drinking sugar water." Jiang Xun felt a little bit drunk, and helped Song Yuzhi to pour half a glass of wine, "But, I'm a sensitive person, although I don't To the extent of being autistic, but I have been lonely since I was a child, and I don’t have close people around me, and I don’t believe that there is good and bad for no reason in this world, you can understand what I mean.”

Song Yuzhi drank his wine in a muffled voice and nodded.

Jiang Xun doesn't drink very well, and he gets a little heady after drinking a glass. He patted his head, "Nod your head, you don't understand at all, it's not that you really don't understand, it's because you don't want to understand at all."

Speaking of which, he clinked glasses with the man again, as if to cheer himself up, "It hurts to say this, and I also feel that I am a bit ungrateful, but Xiao Yuzi, Song Yuzhi, I don't believe it you."

Although he had already guessed that it would end like this, but when he said it himself, it still made people's hearts sink.

It is impossible to say that it is not uncomfortable at all, Song Yuzhi's usual smile finally withered under his repeated blows.

"I can understand your feelings. Since I came, accidents have happened one after another in the city bureau, and there has been an unprecedented crisis inside. You have no way to point the finger at the brothers who have had a relationship with you, so you doubt me. This newcomer who treats you kindly for no reason has ulterior motives, which is understandable."

"No, no, that's not what you said...it has nothing to do with you being new or old." Jiang Xun's drunken eyes were hazy, but they seemed to be shining with starlight, and soon dimmed again, "Stay away from me, I'm an old man." An evil star that brings disaster to those around you."

It was already getting dark when Song Yuzhi brought Jiang Xun home. It wasn’t that he had been drinking for a long time. The main reason was that Jiang Xun couldn’t drink too much, and when he drank too much, he liked to toss people around. There are a hundred sentences waiting to hurt people, and I don't know if I am really drunk or just use this opportunity to kick people out.

But Young Master Song has a good temper, even if he was so quick to lift the roof of the car, he didn't let him sleep on the road.

When I got home, I opened the door, and the room was dark. Peng Peng was taken away by someone, and the house was not popular at all. Song Yu only put Jiang Xun on the sofa and poured him a glass of warm water.

"Brother Punisher, stop making trouble, drink some water, don't throw up, your throat should be burned."

He regretted that he shouldn't have allowed the wounded man to drink too much, but he really couldn't control Jiang Xun, and he didn't know how much fire was still simmering in this man's stomach waiting to be extinguished by alcohol.

"Okay, I've run out of good things to say today, and I've expressed my meaning very clearly. It's not good to be with me. We still have to keep our distance. I sincerely advise you, your conditions are not bad, go home How nice it is to be pampered and have a wife and children on the kang, but you have to live a life of giving your life to others, and seeing me being stabbed and almost dying, aren't you afraid?"

"I'm afraid, but what I'm afraid of is that something will happen to you. Come on, Brother Xun, stop making trouble, take off your clothes and wash them, and I'll help you go to bed."

"If you really want to do this job, I'll help you talk to the High Bureau and transfer you to another team, don't do criminal investigation, and don't do drug enforcement. You are so young, and you have devoted your best years to the party and the people. You should do more. Something meaningful... Did you fucking hear me!"

Song Yuzhi's perfunctory answer ignited the string that Jiang Xun had been tense for a long time. He kicked the man away, pointed at the door and growled: "I have finished what I have to say, now get out."

"Brother Xun, you drank too much."

"I don't have much, my mother is very sober, just leave as soon as I tell you, and don't come to my house in the future, hurry up, get out, don't let me say it a third time."

It is also one of the characteristics of drunks to turn their faces when they say that they will turn their faces. Song Yuzhi sighed, knowing that it was impossible to talk to him about any serious business today, so he had to put on his coat and prepare to leave.

Looking at his leaving back, Jiang Xun felt a little sore on the tip of his nose, and suddenly remembered something.

"and many more."

The man was obviously relieved, "I knew you were still reluctant to..."

"Leave the keys to my house."

Song Yuzhi froze and took out the key, but did not put it down for a long time.

It never occurred to him that the drunk was telling the truth.

"Let's put it on the shoe cabinet at the door. I don't want to move anymore. You don't need to swipe your card in the elevator. I'll call the security later. No one will stop you at the door."

It was only now that Song Yuzhi was sure that he really wanted to drive him away.

He didn't respond for a long time, and Jiang Xun's anger came up again, and he staggered over and snatched the key away, but he didn't expect Song Yuzhi to argue with him, and almost dragged him down.

"Are you fucking crazy? I asked you to keep your things. Is it so difficult! Are you addicted to eating and drinking from me? My kennel is full of gold and silver. Is it so good!"

"I don't want to abandon you, you actually hope that I can stay."

"Who gave you the confidence, huh? Do you see that there is a lack of people around me? As long as I say a word, how many girls are waiting in line to serve me, and you are not bad. Don't waste time with me, put things away. Give me!"

After robbing a few times, Jiang Xun realized that he, who was limp after drinking, was not his opponent at all. It was as difficult as heaven to argue with him, so he could only use his tongue quickly.

Thinking of this, he also felt uncomfortable, and he put the matter of expulsion behind, just wanting to get back that key.

"My house is locked with a code, and you can't get in without the key!"

"But I don't know the password, and you may change it at any time."

"I can change the lock at any time, so why not talk to me! At worst, I will report the password..." Before finishing speaking, Jiang Xun paused, gritted his teeth, and took out his key from his pocket, "I Give you his, give me back his!"

Song Yuzhi knew that he was ruthless, and being able to make this decision was already the biggest concession, so he didn't insist any longer, exchanged the keys with him, told him to "take care of yourself" and went out.

The sound of footsteps gradually disappeared at the end of the corridor, and Jiang Xun sat down slowly against the wall, holding the key that still had the body's body temperature, his eyes were blurred by the mist.

"Damn...why the fuck do I have to remind me..."

He curled up and hugged himself up, absorbing a little warmth from himself, but the cold still penetrated his bones and blood, his hands and feet were cold, and he trembled slightly.

He pushed away another person who cared about him, and left himself alone again.

... He shouldn't regret it, obviously this is the best protection for that person, why should he be so selfish.

He looked at the scratches all over the key, and suddenly burst into tears.

He stood up with his heavy body, leaned on the wall and walked to the door of the room he hadn't stepped in for a long time. The hand holding the doorknob shook violently, and he seemed powerless to push open the door leading to the past.

But in the end he returned to the place that had been dusty for a long time, the dim light reflected the old memories in the room, and the lingering smell of blood made his nose sour.

He walked to the low table with black and white photos, carefully wiped off all traces left on the key, including his own fingerprints, with the corner of his clothes, and placed it gently on the table.

The man in the photo had a face so similar to Jiang Zhu's that he couldn't tell any difference, with a dignified face and a faint smile.

"It's been a long time since I came to see you. It's been more than a year... If I hadn't seen your brother, I would have almost forgotten what you look like."

With a wry smile, Jiang Xun took out the cigarette case, lit one stuck in the groove on the edge of the ashtray, took one himself, and smoked slowly.

"Obviously living under the same roof for so long, but I don't have the courage to come to see you. Do you think I'm pretty cowardly, and I'm also very disappointed. To tell you the truth, I'm really cowardly. I have nothing but yours in my life. Besides death, the most fearful thing is to face you, don't laugh at me, I really have no face."

He pulled himself together, wiped the dust off the photo frame, and touched the old man's face with his fingers again and again, as if he could still feel the hot and real temperature from before.

But what supports him now is only this memory.

"Have you met him? He can get the key I left with you. You must have met. I really didn't expect that kid to be so unruly. He can eat and drink my food without my permission." , came here to disturb you without permission. But don’t be angry, I almost died some time ago, he saved me, and he took care of me in my most difficult time, I can’t say anything, these are all my If you owe him, blame me if you want."

Jiang Xun smiled wryly and shook his head, "Actually, I'm not afraid of making fun of you when I say it. I'm a little pushy and addicted to being taken care of by him. Once he left, my heart felt empty, as if something had been uprooted. It really hurts. But I can’t keep up with the pain when you left, in my heart, there will never be anything in this world that can compare with you, it was before, it is now, and it will be in the future.”

The cigarette burned to the bottom, and then he lit another one.

"Today I went to see you and Lao Liang, and I gave you some flowers. Knowing that this thing is not real, you may not care about it, so I brought some cigarettes and alcohol. There are some things that cannot be said to others, but in front of you You still dare to speak, little Juanzi, you say Brother Qian's death...is it my fault?"

The person in the posthumous photo was still smiling slightly, unable to give him any response.

Jiang Xun's head hurt again, he gritted his teeth, simply turned the photo upside down on the table, and walked to the other wall.

On the wall is a huge picture frame that is as tall as a person, and inside is a puzzle that is only one-tenth completed.

After the trauma nine years ago, the psychiatrist advised Jiang Xun to do some benign activities that are beneficial to physical and mental health to relieve stress, which can reduce his headache symptoms and physical burden, so he customized a jigsaw puzzle using Jiang Juan's photos before his death , as long as you are upset, you will recall the person's voice and smile, and seek a moment of tranquility in this dark room.

At the beginning, this approach did relieve his anxiety, but soon after, he found that he gradually began to avoid recalling everything related to Jiang Juan, and the progress was forced to pause.

Now that he finally regained the courage to come back here, he found that he could no longer remember Jiang Juan's appearance... Obviously the photo is close in front of him, and there is obviously the person who looks exactly like him by his side, but it has something to do with that person But everything seemed to have happened a long time ago, and he couldn't remember it anymore, as soon as he closed his eyes, his mind would be filled with the figure of another man.

——Song Yuzhi.

This person was slowly replacing all his previous memories of beauty and love.

The author has something to say: Brother Xun wanted to push the young master away only because he was afraid that he would bring him misfortune. In fact, Brother Xun didn't want to, but he always thought of himself as an unknown person. The more he cared about it, he had to stay away, otherwise he would always One day he will spread to others, not because he hates the young master, but when he gets here, he can gradually uncover the story of Brother Xun's past.

Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thanks to brother Xun's little wife, cute, for donating a landmine, thank you for feeding! !

Thanks for the 10 bottle of nutrient solution irrigated by the little cutie, who can never finish his homework, thank you for your support! !