old man feeding rules

Two days later, Chitose's farewell ceremony was held at Yanxi City Funeral Home. Concerned about Jiang Xun's mood, Zhou Mi only mentioned this matter to him, but did not mention letting him attend. He recuperated well, don't think about it, the more he couldn't suppress his crying, he simply hung up the phone.

Jiang Pun said no, he really couldn't bear to see Chitose off on his last journey, he didn't close his eyes the night before, got up before dawn in the morning, took a shower avoiding the wound, and stared at the mirror The self in the book is full of melancholy.

He almost didn't know who this embarrassing man with an unshaven beard, dark eye circles and a haggard look was.

"Are you still planning to go?" Jiang Zhu stood outside the bathroom at some point, and seeing that he didn't react much, he walked in and wiped the water droplets on his body with a towel, "Even the funeral has been arranged, Are you really going to fight people hard?"

"It's just to be prepared, not to plan for the worst."

"Are you really willing?"

Jiang Xun pressed his forehead against the cold mirror, and sighed, "I don't know, but I think Jiang Juan, Qiantui, Lao Liang...all of them who were caught off guard will feel uncomfortable at the moment before they close their eyes. Give it up." He tried to raise the corners of his mouth, "Compared with them, at least I still have the opportunity to imagine the future after death in advance and make adequate preparations, isn't it much better?"

Jiang Zhu didn't answer his words, but just straightened his body, beat the foam on his chin, and helped him shave off the unsightly green stubble.

"Then I can only say that you are a good policeman, but not a good brother."

"Don't say it as if I really can't come back. I just made preparations in advance. It's better to live than to die. If I leave, there will be no one to accompany them in front of the monument to drink from dawn to dusk. .”

He bandaged the wound, put on the long-lost police uniform, declined Jiang Zhu's company, tucked the quilt for Pengpeng who was sleeping, kissed her on the forehead and went out.

The moment he got into the car, he suddenly felt a little lonely. He didn't know when he got used to Song Yuzhi's care, and the haze of loneliness was dispelled by that person's company unconsciously.

But now the gloom cleared away, and the light that shone into his heart disappeared.

This feeling, as if some kind of emotion has been uprooted with flesh and blood, painful and empty.

He leaned on the steering wheel for a while before he calmed down, gritted his teeth and adjusted the seat.

"Stinky boy, don't open my baby from now on."

Before coming, he imagined countless times how to face Chitose and his relatives. Confession and comfort are too pale, but they are the only things he can give.

It was still dark when he came, and he went to the martyr's cemetery by accident, silently facing the tombstones carved with familiar names, sighing one after another.

In the end, he didn't say a word, and stayed silent until dawn before going to the funeral home.

Standing outside the farewell hall, he watched the host recount Chitose's life and achievements, and suddenly felt that all this was so far away from him. A person who could talk and laugh not long ago, suddenly his life was simply It was summed up in black and white, which made him feel endlessly sad and full of emotion.

The Gaoju Bureau solemnly announced the news that Comrade Chitose was named a martyr. This was also a kind of comfort to the relatives and friends of the deceased. to himself.

"Brother Qian, have a good journey."

He avoided people's sight as if escaping, watching the people coming and going in the museum from an inconspicuous corner.

People are really interesting creatures, they are born and die grandly, no matter how rough and tortuous this life is, it will not relieve the pain of leaving in the slightest.

He saw the unfilial children who quarreled in front of the deceased in order to fight for the inheritance, and he also saw the parents who cried blood because of the death of their own flesh and blood.

Life and death are indeed the most unacceptable and difficult helplessness in this world.

"Want to go see him?"

There were more people around him silently, and he knew who it was without turning his head to look.

"Who told you to come to me."

"I know you will definitely come, and you will not let him go."

"Stay away from me, I want to be quiet for a while."

"You have been quiet for several days. If you can't figure it out, you just can't figure it out. If you really have a mind like a mirror, you will become a Buddha long ago."

"I said don't bother me, can you stay away from me? The world is so spacious, why do you have to join me, are you annoying!"

Song Yuzhi was used to the way he bit people casually, so he didn't say anything, but asked calmly, "Do you want to see him?"

Jiang Xun was just like a irascible goose, trying to provoke troubles, but he suddenly became wilted after hearing this.

"Gaoju knows that you will definitely come, and also knows that it is not easy for you to face his family, so he specially arranged for you a few minutes, no one will disturb you, of course, you can choose to go, or you can choose not to go."

"...Why don't you go." Jiang Xun said hoarsely, "I came here to see him."

Song Yuzhi helped him up and took him to the back hall of the funeral parlor. Non-staff personnel are usually not allowed to enter here, and it looks much deserted compared to the crowds outside.

As if he didn't want to be suppressed by such a solemn atmosphere, Jiang Xun said to himself: "I can't count how many times I've been here, every time it's full of people and bustling, until now I dare not I am sure that many people are dying every day in this world."

"Many will be born, too."

"It's two different things at all..." He rubbed his hair irritably, "I always thought I was far away from death, but in fact, this kind of thing never stopped. I was young and ignorant, my ability was limited, and I couldn't stop the tragedy happened, so what now?"

"At least now, you dare to face death."

Is this fucking a compliment or a detriment?

Song Yuzhi greeted the staff, pushed open the door of a funeral room, and nodded to him, "Go, there is not much time, I will wait for you outside."

No matter how much resentment he had before, at least at this moment Jiang Xun was grateful for his thoughtfulness, and walked in with a "huh".

Chitose was lying on the narrow coffin bed, the wounds on the surface of his body had been stitched up, no trace of excess blood could be seen, and his expression was very serene, if it wasn't for the ashen complexion that couldn't be covered by makeup, Jiang Xun really thought he was just sleeping. caught.

He still remembered that it was the same when Jiang Juan left...

"Brother Qian, I'm sorry, don't blame me..."

He took Chitose's cold and stiff hand, unconsciously wanting to warm his body with the warmth of his palm, suddenly realized what he was doing, shook his head with a wry smile.

"If it was me who died at that time, maybe it wouldn't be... They are obviously coming after me, they are... Brother Qian, I owe you this life, how can I pay it back, how can I afford it... "

There was only dead silence in response to him.

He couldn't imagine how Chitose felt when he was kidnapped by the prisoner. He must have been terrified and reluctant when he was hung high in the twin towers... He would rather die for himself, but he was powerless against his pain.

Suddenly, there was a subtle touch on the fingertips.

Jiang Xun hesitantly rolled up Chitose's cuffs. On his right wrist, there was a tooth-mark torn wound, and the blood was still there.

...Why is there such an injury? Was it bitten by Chitose himself, or was it the prisoner who raped him?

Jiang Xun was eager to ask for proof, clasped his palms together and muttered "rest in peace", then pinched Chitose's stiff jaw and pried his mouth open.

Since Chitose fell to his death from a high altitude, the internal organs were severely damaged by the blow, and there were still clots of blood in the mouth. It is difficult to determine who the tooth marks belong to without comparing the marks.

This point must have been discovered during the autopsy. Judging from the location and depth of the wound, it is more likely that Chitose himself caused it. Why did he want to be so cruel to himself?

Chitose has always been calm and calm, and rarely does impulsive things, unless he wants to...

Jiang stroked the tooth marks on his wrist, and found that the wounds were of different depths. Looking closely, they seemed to be narrower than the tooth marks, but more like being pressed by a crescent-shaped sheet.

Is it...

He immediately took Chitose's other hand, and sure enough, there was a dark stain hidden in the gap between the nails, most likely it was oxidized and blackened blood.

So this scar was not caused by biting, but the mark Chitose drew with his nails.

Before he could think about the significance of Qiantui's move, the door of the mortuary was pushed open, and Jiang Xun turned around to see a crying, deformed woman rushing towards him.

"Go away, let him go, stay away from him!!"

The woman tore at him crazily, touching the wound in his abdomen, the pain made him turn pale, but he didn't avoid it.

Song Yuzhi rushed up to stand between the two of them, and Bai Jiaojiao and a policewoman held back the emotional woman, repeatedly comforting and persuading her not to be impulsive.

"Sister-in-law, don't be angry. You are too excited for the baby in your stomach. This is not a place to talk. Let's go out first, shall we?"

The woman's eyes were bloodshot, and she pointed at Jiang Xun and cursed: "You killed my fiancé, it was because of you that Brother Qian died, how could you have the face to see him, why did you come to see him, why did you come to see him? !"

The woman screamed, and her questioning pierced his heart like a sharp knife.

Yes, he was the one who killed Chitose, how could he still have the face to stand here...

"Stop making trouble! What kind of place is this that allows you to be so nonsense!" Zhou Mi rushed over after hearing the news, and seeing the scene, he was so sad that he couldn't say anything more.

The woman withdrew her held hand, hugged her knees and curled up on the ground, sobbing. Seeing this situation, Jiang Xun felt that his hard-earned mood was broken again, so he had to turn his back and hide his uneasiness. in the dark.

Song Yuzhi sighed, pulled him to Zhou Mi's side, then walked up to the woman, bent down and said softly, "Sister-in-law, I told you."

"I know, I know...but I can't do it." The woman's voice was much weaker, she raised her tearful eyes, and watched Jiang Xun cry until exhausted, "I know you are innocent, I know you I'm also a victim, but I can't help hating you, I don't hate you because I'm sorry for him, I'm sorry for myself, and I'm even more sorry for our children..."

"You should hate me. If you failed to save Brother Qian, I also hate myself." Jiang Xun sighed.

"But I don't want to hate you. Brother Qian keeps talking about how reliable and amiable his colleagues and comrades-in-arms are. He said that you are his family. If I hate you, how sorry I am for him..." The woman stood sobbing I got up and wiped away the tears on my face, "Go, I don't want to see you again, I don't blame you, I don't hate you, as long as you don't appear in front of me in the future, I can live a good life. "

Jiang Xun opened his mouth, but he had nothing to say.

Zhou Mi pulled him out of the door, and left this suffocating place as if fleeing for his life.

For the first time, Zhou Mi took the initiative to hand him a cigarette, and he was really eager to relieve his anxiety now, and he couldn't wait to rely on nicotine to numb his tense spirit.

"How's the injury?"

"All right."

"Stop farting, you were beaten just now, let me see."

"I said it's fine." Jiang Xun patted his face, and looked at Zhou Mi seriously, "Can you tell me the progress of the case?"

"Your current state is not suitable for participating in the investigation. Go back and rest for a while, be good and be obedient."

"Am I going to be suspended again?"

"It's not considered a suspension, but it's just to avoid suspicion. You are now a person involved in the case, and it is inevitable that you will be accused of participating in it. This is also for your own good, and your injury has not healed yet..."

"I know, the process is like this, I'm suspected, right?"

There was a strange emotion in Zhou Mi's eyes, "No, this case has been handed over to the provincial and departmental corps, and it is no longer within our scope of authority. Jiang Xun, I can understand your feelings. I was the one who negotiated with the prisoner at that time, and I failed to save him Chitose also has my responsibility, so don't torment yourself like this."

The two of them just smoked cigarettes silently in the corridor, one after another, until Song Yuzhi came out to pinch the cigarette in Jiang Xun's hand.

"Let's go, I'll take you home."

He picked up the drowsy ginger, and heard the man whispering in his ear: "You said why did the baby cry hoarsely when it was born?"

"Because it hurts."

In fact, Jiang Xun already had the answer in his heart.

The author has something to say: I believe that no matter how bad Brother Xun suffers, he will definitely come back with revenge.

Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thanks to the special climbing cutie for the 2 landmines, and brother Zheng’s little wife and cutie for the 1 mine, thank you for feeding! !