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Suddenly, Song Junshan let out an "oh", tightened his fishing rod, and pulled his opponent at the other end of the fishing line who was silently fighting with him.

"It seems to be a big fish. Before going out this morning, the boy said that I must not catch it, so he took the bait himself."

Song Junshan winked at Jiang Xun, "Catch it for me, and it will be yours."

In fact, Jiang Xun has no interest in this fish at all, and now he can't arouse any interest in having fun, but seeing Song Junshan's eagerness to try, he doesn't want to spoil the interest of the father and son.

In the end, Song Junshan returned with a full load. Before breaking up, he gave Jiang Xun the six-pound carp as promised. When he called his wife, he was like a child asking for credit, saying that he wanted a romantic candlelight dinner tonight, and the husband and wife would spend it together. In the world of two, I don't bring my son to play.

Don't look at Song Junshan's son is already so old, but he looks like an old child, Jiang Xun looked at him, suddenly a little indescribably envious.

Once upon a time, he also fantasized about his future being able to die hand in hand with his lover. Later, after being crushed by reality time and time again, he only wanted to live every step of the present, and began to look forward to the future with fear, killing all hopes, and the beautiful Imagine that he was always stingy with giving Song Yuzhi.

It's not that the man did anything wrong, it's just that he was too timid.

Jiang Xun remained silent for a long time, and Song Junshan walked a long way with him in silence. Before leaving, he awakened the lonely soul that had been sleeping for a long time:

"Remember, a man is always unparalleled in love, just a young man."

He is unparalleled in style, just a young man.

He looked at Song Junshan's back, and unexpectedly stopped him: "Uncle... If you see him, can you tell him something for me?"

Song Junshan turned his head and said with a smile: "I will ask him to go home and have dinner with you."

It is a blessing to have such enlightened parents, Jiang Xun seems to understand why Song Yu, who is always dominant in the relationship, pursues true love so fearlessly.

On the contrary, it was his unrestrained obedience that was so embarrassing.

Holding the half-dead carp, he looked into those dull eyes. He had never wanted to live as much as he did now in his life.

"I'm different from you."

He muttered to himself and went back to his residence. Song Yuzhi was really considerate. Concerned that he would not be in contact with people for the time being, he found a remote vacant room for him in the back mountain far away from everyone, except for the nurse who changed the dressing and the nanny who cleaned it. There is no outsider to disturb him, and he himself is quiet.

It’s been a long time since I’ve cooked, so I’m still a little raw. This time, Jiang Xun was more serious than ever before, and even the thickness of the fish fillets was controlled within an error range of no more than 2mm. He couldn’t taste the taste himself, so he calculated the rice The proportion of water is added with seasoning, and the calculation formula is listed on the window glass with fingers dipped in water.

After finishing the calculation, he wiped away the hazy mist, and suddenly a handsome face appeared outside, which almost made him cry out in fright, and then slapped the window shut.

"You're going to scare people to death, Xiaoyuzi! I'm going to be scared to death by you!"

Song Yuzhi laughed with a "puchi", picked him up first when he entered the door, and turned around in a circle.

Jiang Xun blushed with embarrassment, and felt more guilty when he thought of the conversation with Song Junshan in the afternoon, and couldn't help but want to stay away from him, "What are you doing! Don't move in broad daylight, let people see what it looks like."

"Don't worry, no one will see it." Song Yuzhi quickly pecked at the tip of his nose, seeing his face turn red all of a sudden, he was even more happy to succeed in a prank, but the brilliance in his eyes soon dimmed, "You met my dad."

"Well, my uncle is quite a nice person. He looks young, and his mind is even younger. I can't help but want a father."

Jiang Xun spoke from his heart. When Song Junshan mentioned his father Jiang Yu, an unimaginable story suddenly appeared in his mind. If there were no complicated love and hatred between them, they could be like normal people. Father and son enjoy family happiness equally, will their lives lead to completely different results from the present?

Fortunately, there have never been any assumptions in this world, and he can immediately return to reality after a fleeting reverie.

He didn't expect that this short moment of hesitation would make Song Yuzhi so uneasy, and he couldn't wait to hug him tightly, resting his forehead on his shoulder, unwilling to let him see his expression and unwilling to let go, as if he was afraid that he would run away.

"Brother Zheng, no matter what obstacles we may encounter in the future, can we bear it together? I promise you, whatever you want, I will give you what I can give, and I will fight for you if I can't. Give me some Time, let me solve all these problems, don't want me, okay?"

The pleading tone stung Jiang Xun, the tip of his nose was sour, and he almost broke his defense.

"You kid..."

It is clear that he is the one who feels sorry for him, how could he... How could he say such nonsense that made him feel ashamed.

"I... let's eat first, I made fish soup for you." He wanted to pat Song Yuzhi's shoulder, but when he remembered the man's injury, his hand stopped halfway.

He never mentioned his injury, not because he didn't really care about it, but because he was afraid that his excessive concern would arouse the sensitivity of that person, so he had been secretly observing his injury, inferring the extent of his recovery from the range of his upper arm movement.

Song Yuzhi raised a pair of bloodshot eyes, looked at him pitifully, grabbed his cuff and refused to let go.

He remembered that the man gave him an injection to relieve the pain before going to bed, and watched him fall asleep by the bedside. Occasionally, he would wake up from the pain. Every time he woke up, the man would hug him and comfort him, coaxing him to sleep again. Now Think about it, he didn't sleep all night.

Jiang Xun was amused by him, and patted his head lovingly, "Hey, be obedient, quickly take the bowls and chopsticks in, it's rare for me to cook so hard next time, if you don't eat well, I won't beat you up."

He picked up the spoon and tapped Song Yuzhi's forehead lightly. Seeing his dubious look, he suddenly felt more guilt in his heart. He grabbed the man's hand, put his arms around his waist, and kissed his lips.

"Yuzhi, have I always...haven't given you a sense of security?"

Song Yu only blinked his eyes a few times, a little at a loss, he was delighted, but also afraid that his father's words would have the opposite effect and make the man disgusted, the scene before him was just the last calm before the storm,

"What I owe you, I will make up for it, right now." He hugged Song Yuzhi, kissed his Adam's apple, and felt the man's trembling, so he clung to him, transferring his body temperature to him.

For the first time, he felt that this body that seemed to be always hot was actually so cold at times.

"Brother Xun, please make it clear..." Song Yuzhi bit his lower lip, and it took him a long time to hold back the next question, "Please make it clear"

The answer was choked in his throat, Jiang Xun kissed the center of his brow, wanting to kiss all the melancholy in it, his voice was very soft, but it entered Song Yuzhi's heart verbatim.

"I kissed the devil, peeled off his mediocre and rotten skin, got his luminous bones and soul, and also saw the brightest star in the world. I only saw the brilliance, not the dust. Thank you for dispelling the darkness and coming to the light, Even in the abyss, as long as he is with you, the world will no longer be lonely."

Jiang Xun hugged his lover tightly, and said with a smile: "Even if we fall together, I will never let you kiss me through the ice again."

In his impression, Jiang Xun rarely saw Song Yuzhi sleeping soundly.

In the past, when they slept together, they had to do something to prove their love for each other. Every time they were exhausted, Jiang Xun would always fall asleep, and he couldn't remember when that person fell asleep. The next morning, that person would wake up again. He woke up a long time early and prepared hot meals for him, so he rarely saw Song Yuzhi needing to take care of him.

Song Yuzhi looked a little haggard, with a faint bruise under his eyes, and didn't know how long he hadn't had a good rest.

Jiang Xun coaxed him to go to bed, and only let him put down his guard and go to sleep after his mouth was worn out. Jiang Xun lay on his chest, listening to his steady and strong heartbeat. At this moment, he was more at ease than ever.

He carefully opened the gauze and saw the man's scabbed wound. The thickness and color of the scabs were different everywhere, which was the result of multiple tears and coagulation.

He gently kissed Song Yuzhi's paler lips than usual, and asked softly, "Are you stupid, are you..."

Even in a dream, the man was still interlocking his fingers, holding on to him with little strength, but Jiang Xun was reluctant to take his hand out, so he let him go.

Song Yuzhi's sleep is very shallow, and even turning over will wake him up. Every time he wakes up, he has to softly call out "Brother Xun" in that hazy voice. Jiang Xun has never seen such a sexy person, so he immediately got up. After reacting, he didn't dare to move, so he could only stand still in place, sweat beads falling one after another.

Fortunately, Song Yuzhi woke up after not sleeping for a long time, and his throbbing energy had subsided when he opened his eyes, otherwise it would be really embarrassing for him.

He heard Song Yuzhi say "um..." and patted him softly, "Hey, sleep a little longer."

"Don't sleep, what should I do if I lose you." Song Yu said not to sleep, but didn't mean to get up, Song Yu only rubbed against his shoulder, "I just had a good dream."

"How good is it?"

"I dreamed that you came to my house to propose marriage, and told my dad that you want to marry me."

Jiang Xun was amused by him, "Then, did your dad kick me out?"

"My dad is okay. He is very open-minded. As long as it's not murder or crime, he can generally understand it, but my old man is not good. He is too conservative in his thinking and cannot accept homosexuality. I tested his meaning. He only said that if I I like men, not only does the Song family not want this grandson, he also wants to break my legs."

Having said that, he moved closer to Jiang Xun's ear and added in a low voice: "Three..."

"At that time, I will only be able to love you." Jiang Xun pinched his leg as if in protest.

After the joke was over, it was inevitable to get back to the topic. Both of them were a little embarrassed. They were both thankful that the lights in the room were not lit. Otherwise, seeing each other's expressions, it would be difficult to say what happened next.

"Xiaoyuzi, what I said at night...is not a joke." Jiang Xun held back for a long time before he managed to say, "I, I don't know how to explain it, but I just feel that I didn't know you enough in the past, let alone know you enough. I love you, no excuses are false, the essence is because I am timid and cowardly, I don’t know if you are willing to accept me like this, but I want to live a good life with you, I really know I was wrong..."

Song Yu just didn't speak, and Jiang Xun couldn't see his expression, and he was always a little uneasy, especially when he fell into a strange silence.

He was suffering from the unknown in his heart, and every second passed extremely long. After a while, he finally couldn't help it, and tentatively asked: "Why don't we do it?"

He felt Song Yuzhi's hand tremble.

Although he knew that neither he nor Song Yuzhi would feel very good after this shot, but he couldn't wait for a way to prove each other's sincerity.

He kissed the back of Song Yuzhi's hand, sticking against the gnarled blood vessels on the back of his hand, and said softly: "Come on, come and ask for me."

"...I don't want to hurt you." Song Yuzhi said more and more in a low voice, "I'm sorry, I didn't control myself at that time, don't be afraid of me, I won't in the future, I really won't."

He stroked Jiang Xun's neck lightly, and he could feel the person under him trying to control his trembling.

People are afraid of pain, it's instinct, although he says he doesn't care, his body still remembers the unpleasant experience that day, and he is still afraid.

Song Yu only threw himself on Jiang Xun, and said in a muffled voice, "I regret it, and I don't expect you to forgive me, but can you stop hating me... I will learn to control my emotions, and I will restrain that beast from going... Hurt you, hurt others, I can learn to be sensible, not to embarrass you or worry about you, I will try my best to be everything you like and hope for, you believe me."

Jiang Xun wrapped his arms around his waist, and his fingers slid down his spine into his waist, hugging him even tighter.

"Believe you, how can you not believe it, to have such a good daughter-in-law like you, my family's ancestral grave is on fire, and the smoke is not enough."

His words made Song Yuzhi laugh, raised his head, and looked at him eagerly: "Don't lie to me, are you really not leaving?"

"If you want to leave, you will be kidnapped. What are you thinking about? Why do you only think about me running away and don't want to do anything else with me?"

Jiang Xun habitually stretched his hand to the bedside to get a cigarette, but Song Yuzhi pressed his fingers on the pillow before he got there.

"Here you are, of course you want it, and today, I won't hurt you."

Jiang Xun thought that the boy had finally changed his mind, knowing all the hardships he was facing down here, he realized his conscience and decided to sacrifice himself, but he didn't expect that in the end he still couldn't break the curse of being down here.

... But it has to be admitted that his wolf cub is indeed sensible. The little boy who has always been reckless finally knows how to love him and learn to make good use of his gentleness in that matter.

After waking up, both of them were indescribably comfortable physically and mentally. For the first time, Song Yu only woke up later than Jiang Xun. It was rare for him to see his sleeping face, and Jiang Xun couldn't bear to break the tranquility of this moment. Let the person in the sleeping position lean on him, wanting to give him hair like a chicken coop for fear of waking him up, so he just looked at him quietly, fell asleep again in a drowsy state, he finally experienced In ancient times, what did the kings think in their minds when they did not go to court early?

With such a monstrous and beautiful woman to accompany her, who cares what the world is like.

"Gaoju said that he will handle the matter of resting in peace. He will not let anyone hurt him, and he will never let him go unpunished. You can rest assured on this point. As long as you rest in peace, it will be the greatest comfort to your colleagues who care about you." .”

Song Yuzhi slowly opened his eyes, took Jiang Xun's hand and rubbed it in front of him, his thick eyelashes fluttered, making the man's palms a little itchy.

"Team Zhou was terrified. That day they watched you fall down, caught in a sea of ​​fire, and they almost lost their breath. Di Zhen cried for several days. Later, they couldn't find you at the scene, so everyone breathed a sigh of relief. We all know that you have always been good at escaping death, with so many heroic spirits protecting you, you will be fine."

Jiang Xun suddenly remembered that An Xi had said similar words to him:

I didn’t believe it before, and I sneered at any religion and theories about gods and ghosts. Until I met you—Jiang Xun—after that, I began to think that the dead may really have souls wandering around the world, keeping them in the dark Looking at the people I cared about during my lifetime, I even feel that every time you hover on the edge of life and death, countless hands will stretch out from the abyss and push you back to the world.

Heroic Spirit's protection, is he worthy?

The flustered anxiety reappeared, and Jiang Xun hurriedly bit a cigarette, which had become his habitual action. When he was injured and was strictly prohibited from smoking, even if he could not use nicotine to stabilize his emotions, as long as there was such a move It will make people feel a lot more at ease.

Without any suspense, the cigarette was snatched away again. Song Yuzhi pinched the cigarette in two with a twist of his fingers, and leaned towards him with a pouted mouth: "Stop smoking, smoke me."

Who can resist this temptation, just take a sip of Jiang Xun, not to mention that the mood of manic depression has been relieved a lot, even the pressure on his heart has dissipated.

"In the past, when I said these things to you, I would have looked forward and backward, worried that I would add trouble to you, and turn the danger that should be on you, but now it is different, Xiao Yuzi, you are willing to face me with me The unknown past?"

Jiang Xun put his thumb against Song Yuzhi's lips, temporarily suppressing his answer.

"I have to remind you, maybe I'm not as clean as you think. You may be disappointed when you learn the truth, or maybe... After all, now that I have uncovered a corner of the past, all I can deeply understand is despair."

He gently rubbed the corner of Song Yuzhi's mouth, moved his fingertips up, and made a nice arc.

What he liked most was the way the man bared his canines and smiled at him.

"I had a dream of being a policeman when I was a child. I especially liked a very simple model gun. When I was in school, I would secretly put it on my belt. It's silly to think about it now, but at the time I was full of passion and sense of justice. I am full of hope for the future. After I escaped from the dead, I have been having a dream. I dreamed that when I was a child, I held the gun that carried all my ideals, held the head of the grown-up me, and cried and scolded me. I didn’t become the adult he hoped for, and that’s when I remembered that I also had that kind of devotion.”

He asked softly, "Yuzhi, what should I do if I am the villain?"

"Will not."

Song Yu only listened to his confession quietly, his quiet eyes seemed to be able to penetrate into people's hearts at a glance, dispelling sorrows, moistening things silently, every word could make cracks and gaps appear in Jiang Xun's once closed heart.

"You never let anyone down, including yourself."

"It's really good if it's like this," Jiang Xun smiled, and suddenly remembered something, "What about you? Have I ever let you down?"

Song Yuzhi also smiled, "You obviously don't count me in the category of 'anyone', but since you asked, I will answer it properly."

He sat up straight as he spoke, with a smile in his deep eyes, "Jiang Xun, you have added too many surprises to my life. I have three blessings in this world. One is that my parents gave me life, and the other is that my parents Make me reborn, and the first two are for the third, for me to meet you. You will always be the greatest luck and happiness in my life, so why be disappointed?"

Such a sad topic can be forcibly turned into a confession scene, Jiang Xun really has to admire his ability to adjust the rhythm.

Fortunately, now, he has also practiced the ability to speak love words, and he no longer has to worry about face issues in front of his lover.

He pinched Song Yuzhi's chin, and after he finished kissing, he said: "I used to always think about how I can find someone like you who is as gentle as the moon and the moon. I didn't figure it out until now. Good daughter-in-law, I am the only one in the world who is worthy of it."

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~

Thank you for the 2 rocket launchers rewarded by Haofeng Bizui, the 1 grenade and landmine from Brother Xun’s cute wife, and the 1 mine from Yue’erwan. Thank you for feeding! !