old man feeding rules

As expected of father and son, they even look alike when they smile.

Jiang Xun thought to himself, when will this old fox surnamed Song throw hundreds of millions on his face and let him leave his son?

... I really want to see how much his precious son is worth in Song Junshan's heart. Anyway, Song Yuzhi will always be priceless with Jiang Yu. If the old fox dares to put a clear price on him, he will definitely take that man away overnight , Never return to this philistine father again.

Jiang Xun coughed a few times, wondering how to speak so as not to be presumptuous, but Song Junshan spoke first with understanding: "How is your body? I heard that you were seriously injured. Last night was not well, no way. Just go back and lie down for a while, don't force it."

"Fortunately, thank you Uncle Jun for your concern, my injury is not serious, thanks to the little... Yuzhi who took care of me." He is not used to calling Song Yuzhi by his nickname, and he always finds it weird.

Song Junshan glanced at him, then concentrated on staring at the float, his voice was not loud, but very powerful.

"I'm ashamed to say that my son is disobedient and has caused you a lot of trouble. I'm always feeling sorry for you, and I've always wanted to find an opportunity to thank you. Yuzhi has always said that the case you are handling is very difficult and it is not suitable to meet , I can’t force it. Seeing is better than hearing a hundred times, Officer Jiang, you are really similar to your father.”

Jiang Xun shook his hand when he heard the words, scaring the carp that was tentatively near the hook, turned its head and burrowed into the aquatic plants, and stopped moving.

He looked at the gradually spreading ripples on the water surface, and the fishing rod that was so obvious that the shaking of his hands could be fully expressed, but he still put down the things in his hands, and his cold palms rubbed against each other, but there was no heat generated.

Seeing that his face turned pale, Song Junshan felt a little guilty, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable. If this sentence makes you uncomfortable, I apologize."

Sure enough, the father and son are surprisingly alike in terms of their tongues shining like lotus flowers.

Jiang Xun sighed, "It's true that I feel a little uncomfortable. I resist anything related to him, including the blood flowing in my body. This is a mental illness. I know it myself, but I can't overcome it."

"Sorry, I don't know that's the case. After all, you had a good relationship with him when you were young, at least in the eyes of us outsiders."

Jiang Xun looked at Song Junshan suspiciously, unable to understand the meaning of his words. He had never seen his father since he was a child, and he had always grown up with hatred for that person. He would never have thought that he would Some people use the words "good relationship" to describe his father who is incompatible with each other.

He thought he was tactful and asked, "Have we... met before?"

"It was when you were very young. At that time, you were just full moon, and your father hugged you at the banquet, but it was a baby, and he didn't even let you touch it. Back then, my situation was not very good, and being the second son was not justified. The heir of the old man, desperately trying to make a name for himself in the business field, was suppressed by him again and again, and hated him to the core, now thinking of those old things back then, I find it funny."

Song Junshan shook his head with a smile, "He is indeed not a clean, upright and good person, but in some respects, people have to admire his abilities. I was young and energetic back then, reluctantly, Now I’m quite convinced.”

Seeing that Jiang Xun's complexion was getting worse and worse, he said again: "Don't talk about this, let's talk about my ineffective son, I always feel a little sorry for causing you so much trouble, why don't you see..."

Jiang Xun thought to himself: Here it is, after all it is here, he wants to see how much this old fox plans to sell his own son!

But he never expected that, after pondering for a moment, Song Junshan actually said: "Why don't you take him away after being wronged, this kid is always embarrassing to the family, I don't want it anymore."

Jiang Xun almost overturned Ma Zha and plunged into the stream. He never dreamed that Song Junshan could say such nonsense. Normally, fathers should think that homosexuality violates the ancestral etiquette and is not conducive to the succession of the family. Must every thought be killed immediately?Especially for a rich family like the Song family with a royal throne waiting to be passed on, it would be considered merciful not to discount Song Yuzhi's legs. This Song Junshan is good, not only does not stop it, but rushes to send people out, which is strange.

Sure enough, the son is not normal, and the father is not much better.

But Jiang Xun thought about it again, he might not know that he slept with his son, he really thought that he and Xiao Yuzi were just a master-student relationship between a senior and a junior. It's hard to be wrong when you see the real evidence.

"... Uncle Jun, are you serious?"

"Of course, I'm just afraid that you'll dislike him and refuse to take it. You don't know what that kid has been through before." Song Junshan slowly pulled up the fishing rod, untied the crayfish wrapped around the hook, and threw it in again. In the stream, "I guess he doesn't have the guts to admit to you that he has a personality defect."

Jiang Xun's eyelids twitched. If the words came from someone else, he might have already swung his fist. It happened to be his lover's father, the person he most wanted to refute, but also the person he could least defy.

He didn't speak, just stared at his sweaty but cold and stiff hands.

"When Yuzhi was born, he was a child with physical and mental defects. He was born with autism, could not understand any language, and could not communicate with others. At the age of four, he still could not speak. He was only immersed in his own world. My mother was very anxious. At that time, the old man advised us to have another child while we were young. The family had the conditions, but it was not that they couldn’t afford it. It was almost impossible to expect this stupid child to carry on the family business. The result of hanging on this tree Either hand over the property that the Song family has worked hard for a hundred years, or just watch it buried in the torrent of time, in fact, I also thought about giving up on him at the beginning."

Song Junshan put down his fishing rod, turned around to face Jiang Xun, and asked, "If you were in my position, how would you choose?"

Jiang Xun met his extremely serious eyes, pondered for a while: "I don't know."

The other party's expression was a little surprised.

"I'm born with poor empathy, and I can't put myself in other people's shoes. This has hurt him deeply and made me feel guilty until now. I don't know how I would choose if I were in your position. I only know that now And my future self, I don’t want to let him go.”

He seemed to see a farther place through the water reflecting his figure.

"I'm not qualified to say whether your idea is right or wrong. I can only thank you for insisting on choosing him. Both of you father and son have not disappointed each other."

Song Junshan's smile deepened, and he seemed very satisfied with his answer, but soon the temperature in his eyes dropped, and he asked seriously: "Young man, has he ever hurt you?"

Jiang Xun licked his dry lips and shook his head.

"to be frank."

"It wasn't hurt, it was just a way of self-protection. It was my fault for not giving him a sense of security."

Song Junshan was stunned. He had lived for so many years, but he never expected that Jiang Xun would give his son who had a personality defect and had given up several times to his closest relatives. It is impossible to accept without reservation.

But the calmness shown by the young man in front of him prevented him from making any suspicious guesses.

Jiang Xun licked his lips, feeling extremely entangled in his heart. Having dealt with prisoners countless times, he knew better than anyone else that his reaction at this moment was like a hungry traveler who was pushed to the limit and was about to confide in his heart , urgently need that handful of clear springs to continue his life, but he is making the final struggle with reason.

"I thought... I thought..."

"what?"

Jiang Xun suddenly got up, squatted in front of Song Junshan, and said in a pleading gesture: "I want to know more, everything related to him, uncle, can I?"

The sudden change of title confirmed the tense and lingering doubts in Song Junshan's heart. He has always been strategizing in the business field, but as a father, he always looks like a beginner who has no idea what to do. , He has been with this son for decades, but he is still at a loss, and he doesn't even know whether it is a blessing or a curse.

"Uncle, I am a person without a past, and every step I take towards the future is to follow the footprints lost in the mud to find the way hidden in the mist. I dare not say that he is the only light in my confused life. But at least, he is the only brightest star that I am willing to pursue. He once redeemed me, and he is the person I am willing to protect with the rest of my life. At least I hope that even the dim me can do my best Light up a corner of the world for him."

Jiang Xun thought, if his memory allowed, he must include this sentence in his love poem to Song Yuzhi.

There are some things that can't be said face to face because of the old face, but in fact, the love in his heart is far deeper than what words can express.

He never knew that that person's past that he didn't understand would be so unbearable. If he could let go of his selfishness earlier and accept that person according to the most genuine and instinctive desire in his heart, maybe he could have done it earlier...

"He's a scary kid."

It was clearly a simple and easy-to-understand sentence, but Jiang Xun felt that he couldn't understand the meaning.

Song Junshan was a little hard to say, "He was born with a defect, and he couldn't cry since he was born. Others said he was dumb, but his mother loved him very much, and always said he was just introverted. Later we discovered that this child treats others His attitude is really indifferent, he never takes the initiative to hug anyone, he is not dependent on his parents, and his relationship is quite indifferent, he doesn't even know he is hungry until he puts food to his mouth."

"It's exactly the same as my sister's situation..." Jiang Xun sighed.

"After learning about his condition, we invited well-known experts at home and abroad to treat him. Maybe his symptoms are mild. He does not reject others' help and is actively cooperating with the treatment. He has learned how to speak. That day, I gave him a puppy as a reward, only a teacup dog the size of a palm, small and cute. But the dog was too small and very shy, and when it was in his arms, he thought about it restlessly Break free, I originally wanted to let them communicate with each other, but I didn't expect that when the puppy was frightened and ran away from him, he would make the move that made me start to be scared."

Song Junshan took a deep breath, still looking terrified.

"He strangled the puppy in front of me, his mother, and all the doctors who had worked hard on his condition and thought they had made a difference."

Speaking of this past event, this helpless father seems to be several years old. "He first showed the urge to kill when he was only four years old. He was afraid of parting, afraid of all unknown things that he could not control, and he could not stop The adults took the puppies away from him, so his only solution was to hurt and forceful possession."

Jiang Xun felt his throat tighten, and the feeling of suffocation came back again. An invisible hand was grabbing his breath, bringing him back to the day at the Huaxi branch.

His eyes were blurred, and he could only reproduce the scene when Song Yuzhi grabbed him. At that time, the sudden change might have given him too much stimulation, and he had no time to react, but in fact, his real thoughts were...

At that moment, at the moment of life and death, all he wanted to do was hug that person and say "Sorry..."

"Jiang Punishment? Jiang Punishment!"

Song Junshan didn't see any response after calling him for a long time, so he had to touch him. Jiang Xun came back to his senses like an electric shock, and hurriedly shook his head, "I still can't concentrate, I'm sorry."

Even if he didn't say anything, Song Junshan knew that what he said just now had aroused some not-so-good memories in him, and the concerned eyes were obviously asking: Do you still want to hear it?

Jiang Zhen stroked his dull chest and nodded.

"Even with the intervention of a psychiatrist, it was difficult to alleviate his condition. Since then, he has resisted anyone's contact and immersed himself in his own world. His condition has also shown signs of aggravation. There is nothing we can do. We can only send him to Wudang Mountain A highly respected Taoist priest was recuperating there, the Taoist priest was an expert in psychology, combined with traditional therapy, the treatment effect was remarkable, and when I saw him after a while, my son was willing to call me daddy."

Even today, when Song Junshan thinks of that past, he can still feel the joy at that time, "It took him five years to learn to speak, and ten years to learn to communicate with people. His natural flaws made him more sensitive than ordinary people, and he was a little troubled. It may make him emotionally broken, but he is also more considerate and gentle than most people in this world, because he has experienced the despair and pain of being isolated in his own world and being isolated from the crowd."

Every word seemed to hit Jiang Xun's heart, thinking of Song Yuzhi's kindness to him in every possible way, it was as if his internal organs were being stirred up, and the pain was unbearable.

All sacrifices have a price. He never knew Song Yuzhi's past experience, but he accepted his kindness with peace of mind. He never thought about why the relationship came for a reason, and he lived in greed and selfishness forever.

How could he be worthy of that man?

"It sounds like his experience is unimaginable. Born in such a family, he should have been abandoned long ago. Even if he is lucky enough to grow up, it will be difficult to be loved. Thank you for not abandoning him. It is his luck to meet you all his life."

Song Junshan said it from the bottom of his heart, but Jiang Xun felt ashamed. He couldn't afford such a thank you, and he felt ashamed of Song Yu.

If he could let go of his selfishness earlier and accept the person he loves, instead of pushing him away and hurting him again and again in the name of "protection", maybe...

Is it true that every pleading and approaching by that person comes from the depths of the soul?

When he needed him so much, he escaped with all kinds of grandiose reasons. How could he deserve this thank you.

The author has something to say: Thank you for reading the text, the little cute duck~