should be stacked to return to the north

A few days before Beigui's birthday, her parents called her.Ask her what she wants for her birthday.

Originally, there was some expectation for the return of the North.

Could it be that his parents might come back to see her.

But then, when they heard them say, when Mom and Dad will send it to you when they are free, she suddenly got angry.

"I don't want anything."

"Why don't you want anything?"

"It's just not wanted."

Bei Gui held the mobile phone in his hand and kept his back straight.The tone of speech is very firm.

Like a hedgehog with spines all over its body.

When Beigui finished speaking, there was a sudden silence on the other end of the phone for a few seconds.

The surrounding was very quiet, and Beigui seemed to feel his nose sore.

Obviously she will be an adult soon, but sometimes, when facing her parents, she still acts willfully like a child.

It seems that if this is the case, parents will pay more attention to her.

Just like when I was a child, I will coax her patiently.

But parents are getting more and more busy, and she has also closed herself up.Refuse to communicate with them, open up with them.

If she told her parents directly, she would actually miss them.

Will it not be the case now.

"If there is nothing else, I will hang up. I still have to study."

"Little Bei—"

It was my mother who called her.

Beigui wanted to answer her, but the acid in his nose was sour that it hit his eyes.

Tears welled up in his eyes.

"Your ear is the closest, okay, no recurrence, right? You have to remember, study is important, but you should also pay attention to your body. If you feel uncomfortable, go to see a doctor. Mom and Dad actually..."

"Well, I know."

"I'll hang up first. There's still something to do."

……

Every time!

Only care on the phone!

What is that!

In the past, when she was sick and uncomfortable, her parents responded to her, without exception, with verbal concern.Grandma always said that the nature of your parents' work is quite special.You may not be able to have parents by your side like other children.

But grown-ups are always busy raising their families.

Otherwise, how would you and I live? They worked so hard to make the conditions of their family better.

You have to understand them.

Do you understand?

Beigui's eyes were red, and he cried softly.

That's what everyone told her, if she cried willfully, she would be said to be ignorant.I don't know the hard work of adults.

But she hopes to get the company and care of her parents.

Is this wrong?

In fact, Beigui also felt that he was very useless.

Every time, she had trouble with her parents, and she was the only one who was sad.

When her parents faced her, they were so indifferent and perfunctory.Obviously she just wants them to give her more care and company.

Other parents specially rented a house next to the school to accompany their children when they were in their third year of high school.Make delicious food every day.When the children are sick, they will be with them in the hospital.Go shopping with the kids.Buy the clothes and shoes they want.

……

But what about myself.

It is always the parents who give the money, and then buy it by myself.

No one can help you choose a style, and no one will talk and laugh with you.

Beigui thought.

The image of Ying Die and her shopping in the supermarket before suddenly popped up in his mind.

It was after she ate the noodles made by Beigui, and Ying Die said that in order to facilitate her development in the future, she took her to the supermarket.

It is said that you can buy some daily necessities and food.

Beigui seldom goes to the supermarket.

She felt that she had nothing to buy.

When living with grandma, her old man will buy everything.She doesn't need to worry about it at all.

Grandma likes to get up early and go to the market.

She said that the things in the market, the dishes are fresher, and other sundries will be cheaper, and they can be negotiated.The vegetables in the supermarket are not very fresh, and other things are also very expensive, and the price cannot be negotiated, and you have to charge a few cents.

So she doesn't like to go to the supermarket.

But she knows that young people nowadays prefer to go to the supermarket.

Ying Die also said that she really likes shopping in supermarkets.

Especially when there is a discount in the supermarket, I am super excited.I feel like I'm going to lose if I don't buy it.Moreover, the clearly marked price in the supermarket will not be cheated.

All transactions are open and transparent.

But in the market, many businesses rely on people to negotiate prices.

So this is ah.

Under Ying Die's explanation, Beigui knew the difference between the two.

It feels like Ying Die will know all the things she doesn't know.

Moreover, he will explain to her patiently.

The most important thing is that as long as she says, she will believe it.will understand.

"But the feeling of visiting the market is also very good. You can have a lot of fresh fruits and vegetables, as well as all kinds of pork, beef and mutton, all of which are freshly slaughtered. Moreover, there are many delicious things in the market .Especially the stalls in the corner. The taste is amazing. The price is also cheap."

This is the biggest difference between Yingdiao and grandma.

Grandma will say all kinds of bad things about what she doesn't like, and even reject it.But for Ying Die, she will respect the existence of everything.

Beigui asked her, then you go to the market, aren't you afraid of being tricked?

Ying Die smiled and returned to her, shopping around, no matter how expensive some things are, there is a certain range.If you encounter a price you can't accept, just go to the next one.There's nothing to be fooled by.

Although I prefer the clearly marked prices in supermarkets, I can also accept the kind of on-the-spot price transactions in bazaars.

Bei Gui felt a possibility on Ying Die's body that he had never thought of before.

It's called inclusiveness.

Everything exists for a reason.

Everyone has their own way of life. When getting along with others, there is no need to try to change others to be the same as yourself.

This inclusiveness will make those around you feel comfortable.

Under such comfort, Beigui began to become dependent on corresponding stacks a little bit.

Several times, when she cried, she wanted to go to her side.

But held back.

The day after the phone call with his parents, Beigui also cried for a long time.

Finally she wrote in her diary:

"I want you soon, I hope you will be happy forever in the future. Don't cry, be brave. Adapt and accept yourself."

……

Ying Die insisted on warming Bei Gui's milk, and if she forgot to take it sometimes, she would still bring it to school.But usually they don’t go to see her, but ask her Chinese teacher to hand it over to her after class.

But only once.

After returning to the north, I took it myself.

Ying Die didn't know that he was so disliked by others, and insisted on being nice to her. Anyway, he was quite entangled in himself.

On the one hand, I want to continue to treat her well.

But I also feel that it has caused trouble to her.

She thought, or wait until Xiaobeigui's birthday, when her internship will be almost over.

She also started training.

She will move back to school to live.

Come back to see her occasionally on weekends.

Otherwise, going on like this is not an option.

Xiao Beigui has a low face, so it is impossible to tell her directly, alas, I hate you.I don't want to live with you.you go.

People.

You still have to be self-aware.

Otherwise, people will be suspected.

On the day when Ying Die's internship summary was written, the birthday present she prepared for Beigui was almost finished.

After the internship summary is written, it must be reviewed by the sports team leader first.

Then write a comment for her, submit it to the director in charge for signature, and finally the school office will stamp it.

This is the end of her senior year graduation internship.

I really didn't expect that the internship ended in such a way in the end.

She thought that she would continue to float outside for a long time.

Unexpectedly, in an instant, the previous suspicions with the past were resolved.

Even this time, she plans to do her best in the field of double kayaking, play well, and get a good result.

Maybe, because of this result, she can continue to study in the school.

Director Liu mentioned this to her before.

I want her to guarantee her postgraduate studies in this school, and then try to run for a place in the canoeing team of the provincial team.If you participate in the competition later, you will not only represent the school.Will also represent the provincial team.

But Ying Die didn't have much desire for anything.

That's okay, that's okay.

She didn't seem to worry about anything.

Either one or two anyway.

Otherwise, if it is three, it is not impossible.

It was a coincidence that I learned kayaking in the first place.

I thought I didn't like it much, but I didn't expect it to be inseparable in the end.I always feel that one thing that has been done for so long should be done to the best.

At the youngest and most energetic time.

People's thoughts, sometimes really have bursts.

Maybe it was because I met someone.

There will always be a secret expectation in my heart that if I have a child in the future, I will also study in this province.With her grades, there is absolutely no problem in entering Mo University.

If he was in Moda, maybe he could continue to take care of her.

And by that time, I will be the big sister of the graduate student.

Well, with her covering her, no one would dare to bully her.

But nothing is certain.

Now she may not even have the qualification to live here.

The child thinks whether to play with her or not is still a problem.

Thinking too far.

Just live life right now.

You should comfort yourself in your heart.

When it was Beigui's birthday, the two of them hadn't spoken for several days.

Ying Die knew that Beigui's condition was not good, and she didn't want to take care of herself. She tried to take care of her as much as possible while thinking of some details.

For example, knowing that she would come out at night to pour hot water for drinking, and fearing that the boiled water would be cold, I bought her a thermos.

When she comes back, boil water for her in advance and pour it into a thermos.

In this way, no matter what time of the night, when she comes out to drink water, she can always drink hot water.

Winter is coming soon, although Mocheng has not started to drop the temperature significantly, but the surrounding area is already covered with cold air.

Shall fold the carpet in her room.

Only her room has one, but her own room doesn't have one.

Afraid that she would feel that she entered her room without her consent, she left a note.

She didn't say that she entered the room without her consent on purpose, and what the reason was, she didn't say.Just saying that if she didn't like it, she could put the rug aside.

Beigui held the note.

Tears Winton.

The whole person fell on the carpet.

The carpet is fluffy and very comfortable.

Bei Gui could not hear any sound.

But in my mind, everything looks like it should be stacked.

She really, really wanted to tell her—

I haven't spoken these days.

Really really really, really miss her.