should be stacked to return to the north

Ying Die is actually a slow-moving person, and she has never had an intimate relationship with anyone before.Therefore, many things are easier to judge based on one's own subjective consciousness.

For example, if she thinks this thing is impossible, it is impossible.

And return to the north...

To be honest, Ying Die couldn't think of a reason, she would care whether she ate or not.

In fact, this person should be quite strange.

She felt that Beigui was a child, and she should take care of and care about her.

If one day the child takes special care of her, she will not adapt.I always feel that something is wrong.

She didn't know if it was because she stayed alone for a long time.

Ying Die didn't tell Bei Gui about this matter, after all, it's a past matter.

There is no need to mention it again.

And she also seemed a little, terrified of knowing it was really her.

I can't say why, I just feel a little overwhelmed.

but--

But she instinctively wanted to treat Bei Gui well.

I just want to be by her side to take care of her and give her everything that she can give her.

Don't say she is such a big person.

But emotional matters are blank.

She has many friends, but none of them would make her think like this.

In the next few days, when I was free, I began to think about how to write the internship summary.

It's not that I can't wait to leave the school here, but that she is not very good at writing, and it is better to prepare in advance than to write in a hurry.

Even if you want to modify, there is enough time.

Ying Die was about to end his internship, and he didn't shy away from returning to the north.

Anyway, she didn't move away.

Moreover, Ying Die seems to want to end the internship.

It's not that she doesn't want to be a teacher at Beigui's school, but she just feels that as a teacher, she can't get so close to Beigui.

I'm afraid it will affect the return to the north.

Although she is an intern physical education teacher.

But if it is still seen by the students, it will still be discussed.

Student Beigui is a person who likes to be clean.

Such an argument would trouble her.

She is now at a critical juncture in her third year of high school, so it should not affect her studies.

Ying Die is really a very upright socialist successor.

Beigui's mood began to decline from the day he knew that Yingdie was going to end his internship.

When she is not in a good mood, she is prone to insomnia.

Insomnia will lead to a poor emotional state and loss of appetite.Can't wake up during the day, and can't fall asleep at night for a long time.

I can only listen to some heavy metal music repeatedly.

Only under the package of heavy metal music can one find a sense of security.

But wearing headphones and listening to heavy metal music at night is very fatal to Beigui.

It is easy to cause a recurrence of her ear condition.

Before she was diagnosed with Eustachian tube syndrome, she wore headphones and listened to heavy metal music to sleep almost every night.

After something happened to her ears, she never fell asleep with headphones on.

Even music is rarely heard.

Except when she's really sad.

She couldn't find another way to vent, to relieve her bad mood.

In the past few days, she has been restraining herself.Don't let yourself show in front of Ying Die, her care and reluctance.

I am even more afraid that I will affect her.

Ying Die also sensed that something was wrong with her.

Several times, I took the initiative to ask her if she was not feeling well.But either there was no response, or she avoided meeting her.

There is a feeling that he seems to be reluctant to get in touch with Ying Dian.

It even made Ying Die feel that she started to hate her.

Originally, two people would make an appointment to eat delicious food together, or make a bowl of noodles at home.But now, Ying Die hardly sees her people.

At school too.

Ying Die didn't know that she was in a bad mood because she was about to end her internship and might move out of here.During those few days, Ying Die felt that Beigui might not want to play with her anymore.

Maybe, maybe even disgusting.

The two seem to be back to how they first met.

It seems that there is more distance than when we first met.

Ying Die was also quite sad.

Several times, when she was writing the internship summary, she was unable to write for a long time.

All she could think about was what happened to Beigui.

Is she minding that she still has the cheek to live here after her internship?Or someone at school said something.

Let her feel that she should keep a distance from herself.

But what exactly is the reason, Ying Die has been trying to figure it out, but has never had the chance.

One night, Yingdu wrote an internship summary at home.

Beigui just came out to pour water, and caught a glimpse of the internship summary she wrote.Ying Die wanted to say hello to her, but she went past her to the kitchen with a cold face.

Ok.

Shoulder bowed his head resentfully.

Did not continue talking to her.

For several nights, Ying Die wondered if she would consider moving out if she really minded her continuing to live here.

Otherwise, the atmosphere would be really embarrassing.

She doesn't like this feeling of being hated by others.

For Ying Die, she is a person who can do anything.

Therefore, she rarely hates others.

Because for her, her own thoughts are the most important.

What kind of person do you want to be, what kind of people do you interact with, and what kind of life do you want to live.It's all up to you to decide.

Nothing to do with anyone else.

But after living here, Ying Die found that she seemed unable to do it, she could be so sure about everything.

It's like suddenly feeling weak.

She will care about the child's emotions, worry about her, and fear that she will affect her.

Hey.

Ying Dian has never dealt with this kind of thing.

I don't know what to do.

Both are distressed.

Getting along with each other in those days was really miserable.

Beigui wanted to tell herself that she would not move away.He will always be by her side, but Yingde thinks she knows.

One thought she knew she would not leave here, and the other thought she was going to leave, feeling that she was quite happy, and finally no one had to follow her.

drag her down.

Neither of them opened their mouths to communicate, and in the end, it was all self-consciousness.

It wasn't until Ying Die was about to leave that the two finally untied their knots.

Before that, Ying Die really couldn't figure it out.

During the period, she called her mother and wanted to talk about it, but she didn't know how to say it.

Ying Die had never hesitated so much before, and the Queen Mother was very happy.Never seen her daughter like this before.

When Yingjie met such a person before, she would definitely complain to her mother: "I've never seen someone with such a temper, it's unreasonable. I don't even bother to talk to her. Who is it, really."

But this time, she was completely helpless.

Rather than complaining and getting angry, she hopes to find a good way to coax the child quickly.

She scratched her head and sighed: "Mom, tell me, what's going on in this situation. Isn't it, um, what, hey, it's just..."

Empress Dowager Ying said teasingly: "From what you mean, it seems that you have made the little girl unhappy? They won't play with you anymore?"

Ying Die swears to heaven that she never messed with that child.

Empress Dowager Ying replied: "Maybe it's because I'm under a lot of pressure from studying and don't feel like talking."

Ying Die was at a loss: "Then I don't know either!"

Empress Dowager Ying complained about her: "You two live together, you don't even know that?"

Should be bursting into tears.

To be honest, it's hard to guess the child's emotions now!

After hesitating for a few seconds, Ying Die said, "Mom, tell me, that kid, doesn't she hate me. That's why she doesn't want to talk to me."

Empress Dowager Ying knew her daughter's temperament.

She doesn't get close to others, and sometimes she is a chatterbox, which seems to be the character of a big sister.Informal, occasionally nervous, but people are absolutely reliable.Independent since childhood, I can do everything.If I don't know you well, it's none of my business.

But once, she started to care.

It is definitely very delicate and gentle to the bone.

It's kind of like her dad.

At the beginning, Ying's father relied on this to successfully catch up with Ying's mother.

Mother Ying would often talk about the past with Ying Die, saying that at that time, although your father liked playing basketball very much, it was true, but for a while, he liked me more than basketball.

Later, when Ying's father found out, it might be that middle-aged people care about saving face.

He refused to admit it.

Said that there was no such thing at all. At that time, all his thoughts were devoted to basketball.

I never thought about chasing girls.

But after a long time, Ying's father told Ying Die, "Actually, when I met your mother, I was at a low point. The whole person was quite dark. I didn't know where the goal and direction were. Your mother was at that time, but my little one Fan girl. Come to see me play every day. In fact, I didn’t play very well at the time, but your mother just thinks that I am very good. Hmm.”

"Later, I was injured for a while, and it was she who came to take care of me every day, giving me strength and hope."

"I used to think that as long as I have basketball, that's my dream and hope. What kind of family you want, what kind of girl you want, it's so troublesome. At the beginning, I didn't know how to deal with your mother's enthusiasm. .Even, I'm still a little cold. I always feel that she is in the way and delays my playing."

"but then--"

"Didn't I get injured for a while, oh, it was pretty bad. I thought your mother would dislike me who might never be able to play again. But she didn't, um. She kept encouraging me and taking care of me It was also the appearance of your mother, which made me realize that, in fact, people will be lonely and vulnerable at times."

"It's really sad to fight alone."

"Even if you find a thing you love very much, you have been doing that thing all the time, but if one day, you can't do that thing for a while. Or in other words, you have finished that thing How should we spend the rest of the time?"

"Right."

"So when I realized this later, I began to pursue your mother fiercely. I also thank her for her trust for so many years. It made me feel loved and to love."

"This is, I think, um, the best state in the relationship between two people."

After finishing speaking, Ying's father still felt weird.

Anyway, he didn't say these words in front of Ying's mother.

After all, we are married.

But those words made Ying Die burst into tears.

She also instantly understood many reasons why two people get along in an intimate relationship.

Also began to look forward to the lives of two people.

That's all for later.

Right now, it's time for Ying to ask if it's that kid who hates him.

Ying's mother told her very firmly: "Our Yingzi is so likely to be hated by others. Besides, Xiaobeigui is not that kind of person. Otherwise, why would you choose to continue living there. You two must have some Words, didn't make it clear."

"I seem to have heard Xiaobeigui's parents say that Xiaobeigui's birthday is just around the corner. How about you prepare a surprise for her and talk about it?"

It turns out that Xiao Beigui is coming soon, and he is an adult!

This is something Ying Die didn't realize.

In her eyes, Xiao Beigui was just a child.

That was indeed a good surprise for her.

The day should be recorded in the memo.

She must secretly prepare a very special birthday for Xiao Beigui!

whee.

The author has something to say:

Thank you for your support. I have something to do in the past two days and the computer is not with me.

Resume the update normally.

Thank you for your waiting and support, and happy May Day everyone.