[Comprehensive] Who is the one who abandons me

Remembering the "Susanna" who left Varian, but that "Susanna" was not her.

——This is the "parallel world" that my mother once mentioned!

Vongola's ring represents the vertical "time", Mare's ring represents the horizontal "space", and Rainbow Son's pacifier represents the "point" that jumps in time and space-these three constitute the cornerstone of the world.In some cases, a person may travel to a parallel dimension, such as the Borreno family's rocket launcher after ten years, or the ring of Mare, or other reasons that are not yet specified.

Therefore, when Spelby appeared at that time, a wall of the dormitory would be broken, and the energy fluctuations produced by the huge pressure at the intersection of the two spaces leaked out and caused such damage;

That's why she was carried to the island country by Spelby within a few minutes, because what the two of them crossed was a distorted passage between space and space, not the real distance in reality;

So, the girl who was holding her and crying in the world where she was taken by the rocket launcher ten years later was... the girl with the petal symbol under her left eye was—a member of the Kirionello family!

Thinking of this, Bai Zhao's heart skipped a beat.

That girl... so familiar...

The girl who hugged her and cried...is...the person who is related to her blood...the person who took on the mission of the "Girionello" family so that she can survive as an "ordinary person"...it is her Those who owe their lives...

Nana, mom and sister will protect you.

That sentence at that time sounded in my heart again.

Bai Zhao finally couldn't hold back his tears.

To protect her...

Therefore, that girl bore that fate instead of her.

How many people's sacrifices and efforts did she use as a price to live until now, but she was sad, angry, cursing and desperate for her body that had stopped growing. In fact, if it weren't for the sacrifices of her relatives, she would have been so angry. Or is there no time for despair?

The curse of Alcobaleno is manifested in the other six people who remain babies and cannot grow up, and in the "Kirionello" family that is Dakong, it is manifested as short-lived.From generation to generation, it will be like this, from generation to generation, the curse will be passed on.Because someone bears the curse for her, she grows like a normal person. Because the relatives in the distance can no longer fully bear the curse, part of the power of the curse stops her body from growing.Such an incomplete curse certainly brought her pain, but it also revealed a bloody meaning—there are fewer and fewer blood relatives who can share the curse for her, and their strength is weakening.

My mother passed away, my sister passed away...the niece I never met also passed away...

Why did she act numb to such bloody and tearful news?

In a sense, their deaths are inseparable from hers—especially the niece who has never met, it can be said that the girl died for her.If it wasn't for her escape, she should have been the one to bear the curse!

Sadly, she didn't even know the girl's name!

Bai Zhao wept uncontrollably, and the memory was still flashing in his mind.

Cursed Knife, Heian Jing, Fate Crew, Qin Dynasty...

Bai Shiniang finally got her wish and got her official name and character. The name is Zhao, which means dawn, leading the light of the day. Combined into "Wu Chun".

In the seventh year of the Great Qin Dynasty, Xianyang fought.

You treat me as a gentleman of the country, and I will repay you as a scholar of the country.

Finally...all...remembered...

Bai Zhao sat weakly on the ground with his back against the big tree, he didn't even have the strength to wipe off the cold sweat on his forehead, the sweat slowly slipped down, mixed with tears, and when it flowed to his mouth, a bitter taste came over him Bai Zhao's heart.

so tired.

She seemed to have had a long dream, so long that it seemed that several lifetimes had passed.

She has only lived for more than 20 years, but she has come to death three times, and has been pulled back from the boundary between life and death.

She can still clearly recall the dark and lightless space she walked through those two times, and she can also recall the time when she drifted with the tide and gradually forgot everything. Now that she thinks about it, if this is the "Yang Shi", then it should be the "Hell". ?

This world is life, and there is death.

Because it is a realm of death, there is no need for light and heat that can only be perceived by living beings. All kinds of sounds and colors are superfluous. There is only endless darkness and tranquility, which is the meaning of death.

never thought...

She still has the chance to return to this world again.

This favor... I owe a lot.

Her life seems to be full of debts, and she owes a lot to others to be able to survive until now.

Bai Zhao let out a long sigh.

Xinghun travels across the ocean and travels thousands of miles to save her. I don't know what price to pay for such yin and yang techniques as bringing the dead back to life—unless he offered to repay her kindness, she can only wait for Xinghun to be unlucky one day and be suppressed by someone. To repay this kindness by saving him twice after death, right?

After thinking about it, Bai Zhao felt that there was no light in front of his eyes.

It's only been five years since Xinghun's level has risen too fast, he can even be resurrected, not to mention the yin and yang techniques used to kill people that he is already very proficient in.If he was being chased and killed, she probably wouldn't be able to intervene in that situation.As a short-handed melee, I am envious of long-range mages...

Don't let this kindness go away?

Forget about Xinghun, the two of them can be regarded as having some friendship, even if he left Daqin and went to Dongying, the two of them will still be in touch after half a month - of course, the means of contact is also Xinghun's yin and yang technique - so Thinking about it, Bai Zhao suddenly felt that there might be no chance to repay this kindness.

When he lost his memory, he heard Xinghun say that he saved him, so he only wanted to owe him kindness. Now that his memory came back, Bai Zhao was not so stupid as to think that he only owed Xinghun the kindness.

Among other things, she was supposed to be buried under the ruins of Xianyang, how could she escape by herself?

Someone must have taken the risk of going underground to find her body.

Moreover, according to her memory before she died, she didn't know how many internal and external injuries she had on her body, but now there are none at all. If she can't think of who has cured her injuries, she should just dig a hole and bury herself back.

Bai Zhao felt that the grievances between her and Wen Rou didn't need to be settled here, but the account between her and another person might be impossible to settle.

Because she owes the other party every time she writes.

Ever since she knew Yan Lu, she seemed to have been in debt to him. For five whole years, she had accumulated numbers on the debt every day and every night. She thought that Xianyang let him go that time and it was barely a settlement, but it turned out , he didn't leave, but ran back to save her, and even went to an island country in the sea thousands of miles away for her, how can this be calculated...

"Wu Chun, what's wrong with you?"

Bai Zhao couldn't help being startled when he heard this voice, he opened his eyes in a daze, and immediately became even more dazed.

"...Oops, did I have hallucinations? Why did I see Zilu..."

How is the road ahead

One of the scariest things in the world is thinking about something, especially when you think about someone you feel you owe.

It was with great difficulty that Bai Zhao finished sorting out his memory, and because he felt guilty about the many debts he owed in his life, he heard the voice of one of the creditors.She opened her eyes, looked horizontally, vertically, up and down, the well-dressed and well-mannered young man in front of her was the one she was talking about.

One of the Three Heroes of Qilu, the little sage of Confucianism Zhuang Erdao, Yan Lu who was detained by her for five years in the mansion.

Bai Zhao blinked, the person in front of him was still there, neither blurred nor disappeared.

Not a hallucination!

Bai Zhao woke up in an instant, but it was a pity that it was hard to take back the words that were subconsciously blurted out, and she had already said "Zilu".

Hearing the sound of "Zi Lu", Yan Lu was even more surprised when he was stunned. He couldn't believe it, and asked cautiously, "Wu Chun, are you okay?"

Looking at the undisguised joy and concern on the young man's face, Bai Zhao felt even more bitter and guilty. If she hadn't said the word "Zilu", she would rather pretend to have amnesia now. Unfortunately, she has already said it, and now she wants to pretend , is too deliberate.When he was alone, Bai Zhao thought about many things, thinking of thanking Xinghun, thinking that she owed Yan Lu a lot, but now when she really faced Yan Lu, she didn't know what to say, especially when the other party approached Yan Lu with complete kindness. When treating her, in comparison, she would rather Yan Lu speak ill of her - thinking of this, Bai Zhao felt it was funny.

If Yan Lu wanted to speak harshly and sarcasticly, why wait until now?

She has always known that... Yan Lu is a gentleman, with a bright wind and a bright moon, and the light and the dust, and he is like a spring breeze when interacting with him, so even if she knows that the Confucian stance is anti-Qin, she can't feel emotionally for the Confucian second leader. What hostility.It's been five years, the two have lived together for five years, no matter how different their standpoints are, how can they have no feelings at all, even if strangers spend a few months together, they will feel that each other is different, not to mention such a long time.So, that was the first time she obeyed Ying Zheng's orders.

Bai Zhao tried to stand up, but her body was so weak that she couldn't exert any strength at all. After trying a few times, she sighed.

"I'm sorry, I can't seem to stand up right now, that's all I can do."

Yan Lu bent down and stretched out his hand to Bai Zhao, "I'll help you to rest inside."

Bai Zhao raised her head to meet a gentle smile, something turned up and down in her throat, and finally she nodded slightly.

"It's troublesome."

From courtyard to bamboo