[Comprehensive] Who is the one who abandons me

Missing me? "

After she finished speaking, she froze for a moment, frowned and said to herself, "Where do these subconscious words come from..."

The fragments of memory are really fragments worthy of the name.

Sometimes she can think of a few short clips, both the sound and the image are very blurred, and some are not recognizable at all. , There is no order at all, various voices alternate, and strange faces walk in her mind.

She knew that as long as she could put these fragments back together, she would be able to get back those lost times, but the complex memories were presented in such a fragmented form, and she had already lost her memory just by recalling the people in those pictures. It is very difficult, let alone put these illogical images together in chronological order.

Who... wearing black clothes, wearing a crown, sitting on a high throne... said to her, if the foundation of the Great Qin Dynasty cannot continue, you can make yourself a king...

Who is wearing blue and white clothes, holding a black long sword, and fighting her desperately in the palace...

Who... a gentleman is like jade, with a breeze and a bright moon, holding her hand and saying, rest at ease, I will guard you...

Who said... Eleven Niang, you are finally back...

Disordered pictures jumped in front of me one after another, strangers kept appearing, and the girl continued to pick up fragments of memories, trying to piece them together...

Suddenly, after a strong dizziness that was almost nauseating, the girl felt that something in her mind seemed to crack apart soundlessly, and some images kept popping up, those images were unusually intense in color, vivid like As if it had just been sealed yesterday, the excessively bright colors instantly overwhelmed all the other pictures, occupying her mind with a fierce aura.

The beautiful woman wearing a strange white hat smiled softly, as warm as the morning sun and as inclusive as the sky.Beside her stood an equally beautiful young girl, who was wearing clothes similar to women's. The two stood in the warm sunshine, with one holding a basket of fruit and the other holding a large bouquet of pure white flowers.

The same five-petal flower adorns the duo's left eye.

The two smiled towards the front, the girl smiled happily, and the woman stretched out her hand towards the front, and said softly, "Nana, mother and sister are here."

The little girl who was standing in the middle of the lawn heard the sound, her eyes lit up immediately, and she ran towards the direction of the sound happily, pushing aside the low bushes that blocked her sight, and shouted with a smile while running: "Mom! Sister!" !"

The beautiful woman bent down, stuffed the big bouquet into the little girl's hands, and hugged her around a few times amidst the girl's joyful voice.

"Nana is really capable!"

The little girl hugged the bouquet of flowers with difficulty, and raised her head proudly.

"Of course! I will do a lot of things!"

It was as if some kind of floodgate had been opened, and memories one after another rushed out like a flood, scenes after scenes vying to occupy the girl's mind, her face became paler and cold sweat continued to ooze from her forehead, The lips were actually a little blue.

"...Susanna...Susanna Kirionello...I am...I can't be...Obviously...I don't remember at all...Obviously...already..."

The girl trembled and clutched the clothes at her heart, feeling like a shuttle was piercing back and forth in her mind, and the sharp pains made her so uncomfortable that she wanted to cry out, and the bright and strange pictures made her even more uncomfortable. I can't believe it.But at this time, those fragments of broken memories from before seemed to be stimulated, and they all rushed up and stirred together, merging and fighting, and the discomfort in the perception even made her start to retch.

Tears poured out uncontrollably, wet cheeks.

"Susanna... Lily... Eleven... Bai Zhao..."

The girl suddenly spat out a big mouthful of blood, her eyes darkened, and she fell weakly on the ground.

... Nana, mother loves you...

...Nana, sister loves you too...

... Nana, our pure little angel, you must live a happy life, have a pure and beautiful childhood like all children, have a sweet and sour youth, have tasted bitterness, and then, become an outstanding good girl. Woman, it is impossible not to love you...

... Nana, Nana... I won't be able to see you in the future, let mom hug you for a while...

...Nana, don't worry, my sister will definitely protect you...

... Nana, poor and lovely Suzanne, from now on... must live a very happy life, enjoy all the happiness for us, and get three times more happiness...

...Please, Mammon.Seal this memory of Nana, let her forget all this... From now on, she will have nothing to do with Chilioneiro.She will grow up, get married, have children, grow old as an ordinary girl...

... Nana, Nana, my Nana... You will be very happy, have caring relatives and friends, stay away from the darkness and blood, and grow up happily...

...this is my personal request.Please... don't bother Nana in the future, just act like... Suzanne has never been...

...If this is your request, Luche, no problem.However, Suzanne's qualifications... as an ordinary person, it's a pity...

...For me, it would be a pity if Suzanne stayed in our world.She is a gift given to me by God, she is my angel... I hope she can live a simple life, even if I never see her again, as long as I think that she will live happily, I am very satisfied.Four years, it has been... a long time, I planned to send her away after six months, but I have been reluctant to let go, convincing myself every day that it is better for her to send her away, but I can't be cruel when I see her smile Make up your mind, this has been dragged on until now, it has been, too long.She must be sent away, Alcobal Reno's curse is about to affect her...

... No, I don't want to go!I don't want to leave mom and sister!I don't want to go! ...

... Be good, be obedient, Nana.You have to be with us, fully experience the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of a long life, and feel those unattainable times for us, you will definitely be... very happy...

……Mother! ...

The picture of memory stops at the scene where the little girl cries.

The instant extinguishing of the gray picture and the sudden stop of the sound indicate that that period of memory ends here.

By this point, the little girl had completely forgotten that she had ever been "Susanna Quillionello."

In my memory, the family with the vast forest as their garden is poor, but the family members are always happy.

Sometimes, there will be strange little babies who come to her mother. They say some strange words mixed with many nouns that she doesn’t understand. Thinking back and thinking, one day, when she heard her mother and a baby wearing a black top hat talk about a certain family, she sorted out the words she had heard before in an orderly manner like offering a treasure. After she said it, she added her own analysis and speculation. When she finished speaking, both the mother and the baby changed their faces.The difference was that the baby seemed a little happy, while the mother's face turned blue.The little baby asked some other things, and the little girl proudly gave the answers one by one. In the end, she failed to get the mother's compliment as she wished, but saw her mother shed tears.

Half a month later, a baby wrapped in a cloak appeared in the family territory.

Then, "Susanna" forgot everything.

waking up from a big dream

Generally speaking, it is difficult for people to remember things when they were young. Some people can still recall things when they were seven or eight years old, and some people can't even tell exactly what happened before they were ten years old. I will think of some generalizations, and most of the details are specious.So it's all too normal not to remember anything before the age of four.

The little girl who left Italy grew up safe and sound as her mother wished, away from those dirty, dark and bloody circles, and didn't know any important missions and curses, just like all other children grew up-well, except for studying Something is not quite normal outside.At least, she lives in the sun.

The little girl brought back to heaven by her father naturally followed her father's surname Bai, because she was the eleventh in the family, so she was called the eleventh mother.This kind of name that is not a name at all has followed Bai Shiniang for many years. When she finally couldn't bear it and asked her father for an official name, her father disappeared not long after. Live with a name like that.

When she found that her body was no longer growing, her dissatisfaction with the name became more and more serious. Finally, one day, she ran out of town and called herself "January [-]" - which was her birthday.

A few years later, on January [-]th, she got a mobile phone as a gift that always had problems. Afterwards, she was brought back to the island country Bingsheng by the captain of Pengelie's special assassination unit, Squalo, under the name "Susanna". Take part in the Battle for the Ring.

--wrong!

"Susanna" left Italy at the age of four and never been to Vengley, how could she be a member of Varian!

If everyone in Varian is not out of their minds, then there is only one explanation.

That's right, at that time Mamon said, Suzanne, I'm sorry, there seems to be something wrong with the memory blockade, so let's make it right.

If it wasn't Mamon who was lying, then her guess was right.

It's not fiction, and it's not that those people got it wrong, but there really is a "Susanna", a blocked record