madness into madness

The inexplicable shame made him feel his nerves explode.

"Don, you can rest for a few days." There was nothing he could do, Hauge gave him leave.

Desperate, I feel that the shooting these days is like a dream. When I returned to this familiar capital, I reported the address of Hou Qingjie's house to the driver without the slightest hesitation. After waiting all night, I finally saw that person when I woke up.

Thinking of what Gu Feng said again, if this is the case, let him try it, after all, the only thing he can accept or even be infatuated with is the contact with him.This time the trial was out of control, and when he was chasing him to put on the sweater, he actually had the feeling that this was love.

Involuntarily wanting to get close, close, at that moment he felt that he had turned into a willow forest, and Hou Qingjie was his Peer, even though Hou Qingjie and Peer were nothing like each other.

It was too late when he came back to his senses, the naked body, the feeling afterwards, he felt his heart trembling, he was so lewd, he felt that he could no longer face this person he regarded as his best friend, he could not escape Fleeing as if, sitting on the plane to the United States, he shivered, not knowing whether it was caused by a fever or his heart was too cold.

However, he did not disappoint Hauge's trust after all, and soon, the play was over.

However, Tang Feiyu became Liulin, Hou Qingjie became Peer, their story ended, but it also began.

The author has something to say: QAQ has no one

chapterfifty-six: wake up from dream

When he returned to China, he received a new play, an invitation from his father, even if it was a role that was so small that he couldn’t refuse it, what’s more, after seeing the script, he decided to act, and even couldn’t wait, how could a little hypoglycemia be stopped? ?

It's just that he's probably about to say goodbye to the entertainment circle he's been in for seven years. The pressure from his father and his own flaws make him have to say goodbye. However, the persistence of the dream and the shock of the heart, Hou Qingjie, can you continue for me? .

Seeing each other again, I pretended to be nothing, and my heart was already tense.

Fortunately, not hated.

Acting, treatment, both are inseparable. Fortunately, there are not many scenes and the role is not challenging. Otherwise, he may be trapped in it again and cannot extricate himself.

However, just seeing each other made me unable to extricate myself, the treatment was useless, and instead got deeper. When I was told the confession, my heart was restless and happy. It turned out that what Gu Feng said was right, he really liked me, and the feeling that spread in my heart Where does Kailai's happiness come from? However, no matter how pleasant the surprise is, he can't get rid of the fact that he is a liar, or a liar who deceives people's feelings.

Close, close, far apart but keep in touch every day, I can hear her exhaustion from the phone, he let himself comfort Hou Qingjie like a wife, talk softly with him, and feel each other's feelings with him through the phone.

Confused and confused, turning your life upside down, looking back is pain.

"Tomorrow, I have something to do today." If you want to postpone the request for isolation treatment, you must at least make it clear to Hou Qingjie before leaving, but the person in front of you didn't give him any possibility of delay, and he was searched from top to bottom without any means of communication.

Staying in an unknown place for a few days, irritable, uneasy, and all negative emotions hit him, no one can make him quiet anymore.

Finally, he waited for an opportunity. Dr. Feng went out and forgot his mobile phone on the table. The sudden rebellion made him pick up the mobile phone and send a text message to the mobile phone he knew by heart, but before he finished editing, he heard footsteps. I sent it out, but I don't know if he received it or not.

However, the cruel treatment still made him faint, resist, and struggle. One of their ropes solved everything, and he could only be like a puppet still at their mercy.

Being forced to look at the screen, to close his eyes and still have voices, that kind of pervasiveness, that kind of ashamedness, he has never experienced before. After acting in so many plays, it turns out that this is the most real.

Despair, the only words I can feel now are these two words.

Finally, the resistance has been completely given up.

In the dream, all of this is a dream, but when will he wake up from the dream, it is so painful, if he does not wake up, he will not be able to bear it, if he dies in the dream, does it mean that he does not exist in reality?

Gradually, gradually, the pain stopped, only nausea, just want to vomit, vomit, vomit, vomit, and he vomited so much after not eating anything for a day, could it be that all the viscera came out?

I don’t know why the surrounding movements stopped. There is nothing but the sound of sex. Let him sleep peacefully by himself. He is really tired, as if he lost his heart. .

In his sleep, he unexpectedly dreamed of Hou Qingjie again, his familiar eyebrows turned sad, he wanted to raise his hand to open it but couldn't, he wanted to say something to make him happy but he couldn't open his mouth.

In fact, he could do nothing, did nothing.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Hou Qingjie, you must be happy.

Before losing consciousness, he seemed to hear Hou Qingjie again, and he said, don't be afraid, we are together.

I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid, I'm not afraid if I have you.

In the dream, the dream was so real.

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Sleeping all the time, just light or deep sleep.

When I was sleeping lightly, I could feel that Hou Qingjie was beside him, accompanying him, looking at him with infinite tenderness.When you are in deep sleep, you feel nothing but infinite darkness.

"Fei Yu, Fei Yu," who is calling out to my ear, a very familiar voice, it's Hou Qingjie, like cheering in a dream and really in my ear, I don't want to wake up but I'm eager to see clearly, Moved the eyes, not heavy.

"Ah! Fei Yu, you're awake!" The voice in the ear became clear, and the surrounding scenery was clearly seen, is this?

"Fei Yu, this is my home." The man who hugged him tightly was really Hou Qingjie, so he was still in a dream, a dream within a dream, he fell into a dream that he couldn't wake up from.

Move with him, laugh with him, even in a dream he wants to be with Hou Qingjie, even if he is sick, so what, he seems to follow his own heart, his illness is not sick when he is with Hou Qingjie.

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Suddenly, Hou Qingjie actually asked him a lot of weird questions. Although he felt shy in a dream, since he asked him, it must be meaningful.

My simple answer actually made him so happy, if it makes him happy, it's okay to be shy, I can't do anything for him, as long as it makes him happy for a moment.

The two hugged each other, it was so warm, it was so warm that he almost fell asleep, so comfortable, so comfortable that he didn't want to let go, but unfortunately it was just a dream, just a dream.

Lying in his arms, just lying quietly.

suddenly!There was a loud bang, like a sound that pierced the soul, and the eardrums were about to burst. What is this sound, he asked in panic.

"It's twelve o'clock, and Valentine's Day is here." A voice behind him answered.

It turned out that the bell on Valentine's Day woke him up from his dream.

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chapterfifty-seven: Hope to let go of affectionately

When Tao Ping told him that he was going to get married years ago, Gu Feng thought he was joking, but Tao Ping's serious expression let him know it was not a joke.After ten years of acquaintance and six years of being together, he only found out today that his lover is going to get married soon, and the person who is going to marry him is definitely not him.

"What date is it scheduled?" His voice was unexpectedly calm, but what else could he do other than being calm, was he shouting like an abandoned shrew?He, Gu Feng, has dignity.

"The 20th of next month." This month is already at the end of the month, and it seems that he has already prepared it. He just said hello to him. The ridiculous thing is that as a lover, he didn't know that his lover was going to marry someone else until [-] days before he was about to get married.Getting acquainted, getting along, running in, Tao Ping's relationship with that girl probably started a long time ago, but he didn't notice it at all. Should it be said that he was slow or Tao Ping hid it too well?

"Yeah." He wanted to ask why, but he couldn't. The facts were already clear, and he would be senseless if he asked again, "I'll go and congratulate you."

"Marriage leave..." Before Tao Ping finished speaking, he preempted him, "Go directly and tell the people below, and I agree." He didn't want to see this person again, and he felt powerless in the face of his biggest failure.

"Okay," Tao Ping didn't say anything, turned around, took a step, grabbed the handle, and finally stopped, his throat moved, "Gu Feng, you have to understand me."

"My parents are honest people. They are more conservative and can't accept that I am gay. They have been urging me to get married. If they come out like you, they will have a hard time." Tao Ping lowered his head without turning his body.

"Well," he knew all these things, so he never made more demands. Even a company would not dare to do anything that would make Tao Ping uncomfortable. Even Tang Feiyu didn't know about their relationship.

He knew that their relationship was shady, but as long as they got along for a while, he was very happy.

But now it is completely broken, even if he is too painful to let go, he has to let go, this person is not his, not before, now or in the future.

"Let's go," his voice was choked with sobs, only in front of him did he show his weak side, only this man had seen him lick his wound like a dog.

"Gu Feng," Tao Ping's voice was also ups and downs, "Don't do this! So what if you are married? I am also forced to be helpless. After marriage, we can still be together, as long as others don't know that we can still be together. "Innocent tone, innocent expression, but because of these words, he recognized the face of the person in front of him.

"Go away!" One word exhausted all the strength