madness into madness

Yu

"No need," as soon as the cold wind blew him out just now, his drunkenness went away, and his confused mind became clearer.

"Don't worry about me, you go in." He wanted to be quiet.

"Mr. Tang?" Waiter exclaimed, "It's too dangerous, you will be troubled if you are found."

"No, ordinary people can't get in here, so don't make a fuss."

Waiter was a little embarrassed, frowning, "Mr. Tang, this is very dangerous."

Alas, Tang Feiyu sighed, and wanted to say something, but suddenly his cloudy eyes lit up, and he smiled at the waiter, "No need, Gu Feng is already here." The waiter followed his gaze, A black Bentley was slowly driving over, it was Gu Feng's car.

He hurried up to greet him, "Mr. Gu", nodded and bowed, with complete manners, opened the car door, the people in the car got out, and directly overtook Tang Feiyu, "How long have you been waiting?" The person was cold but familiar.

"Not long, just came out."

Gu Feng ignored the little boy and let Tang Feiyu into the car, Tang Feiyu sat in the passenger seat and remembered the little boy, "Thank you for taking care of me." When he was just drunk, this little boy helped him a lot .

Waiter was a little surprised, blushed, and said in a low voice that it's okay, without waiting for Tang Feiyu to say anything else, Gu Feng's car had already driven out, and Tang Feiyu saw the little boy standing at the door from the window that hadn't fallen until they turned the corner The bend is not in yet.

"You don't need to thank him, you know I ordered it." The two sat side by side, Gu Feng looked at the road ahead, although he was talking, his face didn't move.

"Thanks are all over, he feels pretty good." The heating in the car made him feel dizzy again, and the soft feeling on his back aggravated his drowsiness.

Gu Feng frowned slightly, "Your personality in the entertainment industry will certainly be said to be easy to get along with, but you will inevitably be bullied if you get in touch with it too much."

"No." Since Gu Feng came out of the closet without warning not long ago, he has felt that something is not what he saw on the surface, "The queen is very respectful to me."

Gu Feng is silent, it is true, but some big names are comparable to Tang Feiyu, but not as good as Tang Feiyu. They are not so afraid of him in private, and even secretly resort to tricks to treat Tang Feiyu as a fool. Fortunately, Tang Feiyu is not stupid.

"Hauge's movie is very easy." For half an hour, he had to find a topic to talk about. Tang Feiyu was confused and wanted to talk about the movie for some reason. When he took this movie, Gu Feng had just come out of the closet, and he took it without hesitation. Yes, it's a statement to my friend who came out of the closet.

"Yeah." Gu Feng looked ahead and drove seriously.

The two chatted one after another, and they were not silent all the way. When they arrived at the place, the time had passed. Tang Feiyu felt a little embarrassed, but Gu Feng was not embarrassed at all.

Tang Feiyu is used to drinking at every reception. This time, he was surrounded by a group of people as usual, drinking one cup after another. In the past, he would refuse to drink very simply during this time. The characters in the movie really liked him again. had fatal effects.

He felt uncomfortable after drinking too much, he heard someone calling him in a trance, and he responded happily with the proper posture. Lin Yunjing has another..., who?who is thisIt felt so familiar, but the scenery in front of him was always swaying and he couldn't see clearly. He leaned on the person directly, but he couldn't even see the face clearly.

The body moved again in a trance, the person beside him was so warm, he couldn't help but want to rely on him, didn't want him to leave, stretched out his hand to hug this warm person, it was so comfortable, this feeling seemed to have happened in his memory, Let him want to rely on, not willing to let go.

Just hug it like this, he wants to have this kind of warmth for the rest of his life.

This sleep was extremely deep, and he completely lost consciousness, but this warm feeling was always circling in his mind in his sleep, a person gradually came out from the depths of his mind, and the person who had been buried for seven years gradually became clear.This person is the most familiar to him but also the most unfamiliar, because this person can't change his life trajectory, but the earth-shattering event for him has probably been forgotten by him.

I want to immerse myself in sleep forever, but after my body sleeps enough, my spirit returns, my mind gradually wakes up, and when I open my eyes, there is a strangeness in front of me.

A familiar voice sounded behind him, and he was stunned, not only suspecting that he was still in a dream.

turn around.

surprise.

I couldn't believe my eyes, "You are Hou Qingjie!?" He had never said this name for seven years, but at this moment, he seemed to remember it in his heart all the time, and he called it out before he could react. The moment he named it, he almost burst into tears. It turned out that he was really Hou Qingjie, and someone who obviously didn't care much seemed to be looking forward to it all the time.

dressing.

eat.

Everything is like in a dream.

When he got home, he realized that the day had passed like this.Something in my heart seemed to melt away, and something stagnated again.

The filming in China went very smoothly, and I will go to the United States in a few days. There is always something that I can’t let go of. I have already sent a text message while thinking about it. Can't control yourself anymore?

A smooth invitation, a touching movie, he felt as if he was the person in that movie, never felt sad before, he lost his composure.

After seven years, one movie after another, he suddenly felt that only the first one made him remember the deepest, and this deepest movie was given to him by the person in front of him.Suddenly my heart became quiet, and it turned out that this was what I had been pursuing all along.

It will take a long time to see you again, Hou Qingjie, do you miss me as much as I miss you?

chapterfifty-five: as if in a dream (2)

All the way to the United States went smoothly, and the filming started smoothly. At this time, Liu Lin and Peer had not met, and Liu Lin had not yet fallen in love with the American man named Peer.

Starring with him is Mosca Jason, who is known as a tough guy. His height is 194. Even if he is 180, he doesn't look that tall, but standing with him is awkward. Is it really okay to be with a man? ?

He was in a trance all the time, and suddenly remembered that Gu Feng told him that Hou Qingjie was gay, and he was a little emotional, what a gay looks like, what it should look like, that night he disguised himself and went to a gay bar in New York, hoping to find the answer.

As soon as he entered, he attracted attention. Although he felt uncomfortable wearing sunglasses with large lenses, could he be recognized?With an uneasy mood, I went to the bar and said, "Have a glass of beer."

The eyes of those people were still around him, very uncomfortable, looking back, but in the dim environment and sunglasses, he couldn't see anyone's face clearly, let alone the expression.

Drinking the beer quietly, he couldn't taste anything but the bitter taste, but someone walked over within 2 minutes of sitting down.

"Are you an oriental?" A pure westerner with blond hair and blue eyes, the same type as Mosca Jason, and must have a height of 190.

"Yeah." He wanted to leave quickly, but reason told him he couldn't.

"Let's go out for a walk?" This Western man was sitting next to him. Tang Feiyu could see his face clearly at this moment. He had a beard on his face. He looked very strong and his muscles were tense, as if he was about to explode in the next moment.

After thinking about it, seeing those people still looking at this side, feeling a little uncomfortable, he nodded.

The man saw him nodded and pulled him up, put his hands on his shoulders, and covered his head on the man's chest muscles. The body odor of western men almost suffocated him, but he still endured the nausea and came out gay, as soon as he came out Just push the person away.

The man resentfully did not embarrass him, "Can I see your face?"

"Sorry, no."

"Heh," maybe he didn't expect to be surprised by the man who was rejected.

"Don't you let me see your face when you're on the bed?" Suddenly leaning against his ear, the man's voice came into his ears without any obstruction.

Feeling sick, that's what it was, that's why he was called out.

"Sorry, I still have to leave first." Turning around to leave, Tang Feiyu felt like he was going to throw up, how could he play a gay role well?

However, the man grabbed his arm, "What's the matter, so urgent? I'll take you back."

Throwing away that person, "No need." She almost left at the speed of escape, but luckily that person didn't follow.

But what should I do if I can't get into the show?

The next day, the filming officially started, and the shooting was very easy. Hauge was not a person who was in a hurry. His character Liu Lin had just arrived in the United States to work in a Chinese restaurant. It was not a long scene. Hauge spent a week filming , he only has one scene a day, so relaxed as if he was on vacation.

However, he hit a snag when it came time to play against Mosca Jason.

"Don," said Hauge, who has a variable personality but has high demands on actors, "you need more affection, love him with your heart, love Mosca Jason, and love his role as Peer."

"Be careful!?"

"Yes, use your heart, imagine that he is your lover, you love him, beyond race and gender." Hauge is a perfectionist, "Don, you can do it, I have seen your movie." Hauge Trust him so much.

but.

He betrayed that trust.

Once, twice, three times, four times, until I don't know how many times, he encountered a crisis that he had never had before, NG again and again, and in the end he couldn't even speak the lines clearly, and there was no progress in filming for a week, although Hauge still Believe him, the crew did not complain, but the mania, self-blame, and