Sick roommate observation notes

Shen Lu's thoughts jumped really fast.

Qin Qiu reacted for a long time before he suddenly realized that what the little roommate was talking about was the question he had raised in the hotel room before, and made a simple summary of the situation at that time, that is, he was forcing Shen Lu to admit many "sickness" in society The existence of is actually "normal".

Once people admit that the existence of certain pathologies is normal, they will get used to these pathological events, and will not be too harsh when pathological events occur repeatedly-this is the current state of society-take tax evasion For example, everyone knows that tax evasion is not right from a legal or moral point of view, but in reality there are only a handful of commercial organizations that have never attempted tax evasion, so the whole society has learned to turn a blind eye to this. For one thing, only when some tax evaders are caught out as a typical example, people will take up the banner to criticize such bad behavior.

The cunning man took advantage of the inferiority of human beings and blurred the line between "normal" and "abnormal" with related academic theories. Because of the "abnormal" estrangement, the possibility of the successful combination of the two of them can be greatly increased.

That night, Qin Qiu had obviously successfully dazzled the prey he was longing for. Unexpectedly, during this period of time, Shen Lu hadn't given up thinking, and even submitted a brand new answer to Qin Qiu today.

Qin Qiu felt a pity that the pawns laid out did not achieve the desired result.

But if we look at this matter from another angle, we can have a further in-depth understanding of Shen Lu's three views, which makes the man's soul suddenly tremble sweetly.

The black-haired and blue-eyed man took out the candy from his pocket and tore open the packaging bag, pushed the orange candy into it with his fingertips, then bit it down hard with his tongue against the back molars: "What made you Have this feeling?"

"It was the murderer of this case. During the communication with him, I found that his mental state was abnormal, but he was able to work in a government agency before, which showed that his condition was not serious enough to be irreversible, which prompted him to take steps forward. It wasn't just his mental illness that went astray, it was his misinterpretation of what he did."

"He feels that he has been hurt, so it is normal to take revenge on the group that hurt him," Shen Lu held the bowl in both hands, his eyes were extremely dark, "I know this is indeed normal from the perspective of human emotions, but I I really can’t agree with this point of view, otherwise, if everyone doesn’t control themselves and wantonly retaliates against others, wouldn’t the world be in chaos?”

"It would be great if everyone could follow reason and not be controlled by desires to hurt others." He murmured with emotion, and then realized that his thoughts were too naive, so he pursed his lips and paused resentfully. mouthed.

However, Qin Qiu never felt that such thoughts were childish and unrealistic. He simply loved Shen Lu's integrity so much, he couldn't help but bend his eyes and said bluntly: "Only you, only you, the more I understand the more I like it, the more I like it." .”

Shen Lu who suddenly got an inexplicable confession: "?"

Before the young man could reply to his words, Qin Qiu sighed again: "How can there be such a good person like you in this world?"

Shen Lu: "..."

This is a bit too much, this person's filter must be as wide as the entire continent, right?

After a pause, he looked at the man and said sincerely, "Stop praising me, I think you will go to jail, I feel guilty."

"Don't feel guilty," Qin Qiu couldn't help laughing, he reached out and pinched Shen Lu's face, "What are your plans for our next bet?"

"If you don't mind, let's make the bet directly as the case I will handle in the future, right?" Having said this, Shen Lu realized that he had been pinched belatedly. Wanting to find some discomfort for the man, "By the way, did you agree to tell me about your past when the case is over? Why don't you choose a day instead of hitting the day, or just talk about it today?"

"You want to know me," Qin Qiu said with the same smile on his lips, as if he didn't mind that the initiative was not in his hands at this time, "Of course I can't ask for it."

"Okay, I'll go to the kitchen to wash the dishes first, and you organize the language in the living room. I want to hear your real story later. You can't take the opportunity to play tricks."

As Shen Lu said, he kept packing the bowls and chopsticks into a tall pile, and was about to carry them to wash, but Qin Qiu suddenly reached out and stopped him: "Put them on the table, and they will be washed in the evening." It doesn't matter if I come to wash sometime."

"Then how can I do it?" Shen Lu shook his head, looking upright, "How can I let you wash the dishes after eating your meal?"

Qin Qiu lowered his voice, as if trying to persuade: "With the relationship between us, this is nothing."

Shen Lu suddenly asked vigilantly, "Huh? What's the relationship between us?"

Qin Qiu tilted his head and thought for a while, then said with a half smile but not a smile: "Is it about going to bed together?"

Shen Lu: "..."

He was choked by the man's words, and he slammed the table for a long time. He picked up a pile of dishes and chopsticks into the kitchen with a red neck and gritted his teeth.

Qin Qiu watched the young man amusedly and quickly disappeared behind the door. After a while, all the smiles in his eyes dissipated, leaving only a dark cloud.

After more than ten minutes, Shen Lu stepped out of the kitchen, and saw Qin Qiu sitting in the middle of the sofa with a calm and breezy posture. The man was fiddling with the tea set on the coffee table, with elegant and smooth movements.

He slowly walked to Qin Qiu's side, and suddenly recalled that Qin Qiu had also made tea to entertain others before, so he asked curiously, "Do you still like tea art?"

"Not counting," Qin Qiu handed the teacup to Shen Lu, and replied cooperatively, "I'm a little interested in tea art because my mother likes it."

"You should have figured it out. I am a mixed race between Country C and Country S. My father is from Country C, and my mother is from Country S who immigrated to Country C." Contrary to Shen Lu's imagination, Qin Qiu's expression did not seem to hide a trace of gloom. , "My mother came to country C alone to study in order to learn her favorite subjects when she was young. Later, she met my father in school, and the two fell in love with each other like this."

When talking about his mother, Qin Qiu's tone was extremely gentle, and he carefully showed the treasures that meant a lot to him to the people around him: "I heard that my mother was going back to live in country S, but she didn't take proper measures before she left. She was pregnant, and the results of the doctor's examination were not very optimistic, so, for the sake of my health, she decided to stay in this foreign country, country C."

Shen Lu took a small sip of his tea, his eyes slightly moved, but he didn't expect Qin Qiu to grow up in a situation full of mother's love.

"I heard that my grandfather used to be the general of the air force of country S, so my mother can be regarded as an official lady. She has dabbled in many national quintessences of country S since she was a child, and tea art is one of them." Qin Qiu supported his cheek with two fingers in his right hand, seriously Recalling the details that she was able to tell Shen Lu, but she had no idea how much impact her words had on people from ordinary families, "When I was young, I was in poor health and was not sent to kindergarten, so she taught me to read at home. Words and arithmetic, and those hobbies she taught me almost without leaving behind."

Not sure whether what Qin Qiu said was true, Shen Lu opened his mouth not knowing what to say, and finally he could only sigh sullenly: "Your mother is really amazing."

You are really amazing, your grandfather is actually an air force general, and your own mind is so smart.

But this sentence was buried in Shen Lu's heart, and he didn't say it out of his mouth.

Qin Qiu slightly hooked his lips, and gently stroked the uneven and exquisite pattern on the side wall of the teacup with the thumb of his left hand. He didn't know what he was thinking: "She is indeed a very powerful woman."

After a pause, the man sighed softly. This sigh seemed to come from afar, and it seemed to contain endless helplessness: "She loves me very much."

"When I was a child, I lived in a duplex bungalow with a big yard. Occasionally, I wanted to jump into the yard from the balcony on the second floor with an umbrella," the man's eyes almost overflowed with nostalgia, "My mother always I was so frightened that I was in a hurry, but I couldn't bear to beat me, and I couldn't bear to scold me, so I made a three-pronged agreement with me, saying that if I messed around again, I would never buy me candy again."

Unexpectedly, Qin Qiu would be so rude when he was a child: "..."

He was dumb for a moment, stared speechlessly, and said in a complicated tone: "How on earth did you think of jumping down from upstairs with an umbrella in hand?"

Qin Qiu thought about it seriously: "Probably because I think the buoyancy of the umbrella may support me to fly?"

Shen Lu: "..."

He didn't understand, how could this man speak so convincingly?

"It may also have something to do with my dream at the time. When I was a child, I wanted to be an air force just like my grandfather."

This answer made Shen Lu feel extremely surprised. He scanned the man up and down, and before he had time to express any emotion, the other party raised his eyebrows and asked, "Why, it doesn't look like it?"

"It's not that it's not like that," Shen Lu tried hard to choose his words, "I just feel that your current occupation is too different from that of the Air Force."

"This is normal. After all, there is a big gap between dream and reality." Qin Qiu paused, and said in confusion, "Speaking of which, what was your previous dream? Do you mind telling me? curious."

Shen Lu's heart skipped a beat, he fixedly looked into the man's eyes, trying to find the deliberate shadow in them, but there was only indifference in the man's blue eyes.

So he clenched his fist unnaturally, thinking a little weakly in his heart, even Qin Qiu could manage to deal with it calmly when he talked about the past, it was simply too cowardly for him to react so strongly.

After a while, the clenched fist was slowly loosened, Shen Lu swallowed, and said with some difficulty: "My childhood dream was to be a policeman, because my father was a policeman, and I admired him a lot when I was young."

Hearing this, Qin Qiu nodded, with a rather emotional expression on his face: "In this case, Sean, you are different from me, and now you have realized your childhood dream."

Shen Lu pursed his lips: "That's right."

"However, our experience is quite similar." The teacup in Qin Qiu's hand had already bottomed out, and he refilled it methodically, "I was also influenced by my mother to want to become an air force, and I wanted to go to the sky like my grandfather." See, if my mother hadn't passed away, maybe I would have really followed the trend."

Shen Lu: "..."

No, what the hell is going on with this person, he doesn't give a reminder every time he says something important? !

For a moment, the subtle unhappiness in Shen Lu's heart was replaced by the complex emotions brought by Qin Qiu. He squeezed his chin and asked stubbornly at the risk of angering the man: "Your mother... What happened to her?" ?"

"I don't know if this is an accident." Qin Qiu tapped the cup wall with his index finger, "Others think that everything she suffered was a random disaster, but in my opinion, when she finds out that my father is an unreliable man, she should have no hesitation She jumped out of the pit, but her kindness made her forgive that man again and again, and finally died at the hands of that man, which was the inevitable result of her indecision."

Late at night that night, the man smelled of alcohol asked the woman for money, but in a hurry he pulled out a boning knife from the kitchen, and the woman died under the man's knife with a face full of horror.

Hearing the quarrel between his parents, the boy ran out of his room in a hurry, and when he reached the stairs, he happened to catch the bloody scene in his eyes.

The information Qin Qiu revealed was just in line with Shen Lu's worst guess, the young man's heart skipped a beat, and then he asked tentatively, "Well, do you think your childhood..."

"Do you think my childhood was very unhappy, do you want to ask this?"

Qin Qiu calmly completed what Shen Lu wanted to ask, and when he finished speaking, he lowered his eyes and pondered for a moment, then raised the corners of his lips playfully: "No, because I'm lucky enough to understand."