bad derailment

This relationship was obviously just a temporary fascination.

But when we meet again, the "don't bother me anymore" that I said before seems to be an empty shell.

Jiang Qiushi put aside his previous promises and made every request so natural and reasonable that I didn't even dare to link it with 'disturb' and fell into his rhythm unconsciously.

This method of vaguely blurring the boundaries brings the already clear facts into entanglement again.I really don't understand what Jiang Qiushi meant, and what kind of purpose he had in mind. He didn't say that sentence out of "no other meaning".

After getting used to everything being watertight, his only outrageous words could only be intentional.

I touched the back I wanted, the kitten had just changed to a new environment, and followed me every step of the way.He was raised very well by Jiang Qiushi, the three-color pattern was shiny and supple, and he could not see the thin shadow of when he was wandering at all.

The opportunity to further the relationship with Jiang Qiushi started from him, and once again reached an impasse, it still cannot do without the existence of what you want.

This cat is like a medium that binds me and Jiang Qiushi together. I can't tell whether it is a coincidence or a bad fate for a while.

In fact, everything has nothing to do with want.He's just an excuse, an implication that both Jiang Qiushi and I understand, but don't point out.Even on the night when he sent the 'do not disturb each other' text message, I never thought that I would completely cut off contact with Jiang Qiushi.

As long as there is a day to be together, he and I will never be truly, completely strangers.

When I used this to get close to Jiang Qiu, I was naively complacent about this opportunity.Now it has become another kind of backlash, placing countless unknown results in front of me, and I can only follow the only road in the dark.

"You and Jiang Qiushi have lived together for so long, have you figured out what is going on in his mind?"

I pinched the desired front paw and shook it back and forth. He was probably a little tired, so he proudly drew back his paw to cover his belly, and let out a long "meow" while lying beside me.

I don't know if I'm saying I know, or I don't know.

The kitten has just arrived in a new environment. Even though there is a familiar atmosphere around him, he is still uneasy. Fortunately, apart from work, I have enough time to take care of him.

Once people get busy, they will forget many things that are not so important and do not want to recall.I got busy after a long time, but I felt a miraculous relief in my heart.

Jiang Qiushi's left hand is inconvenient, and he had to switch to video calls when he wanted to contact him.

This subtle change has brought about a huge difference. I seldom make videos with people, and I seem to only have Gu Mingsheng in my impression.Chatting through the screen is always more intimate than face-to-face, and it is exposed to the other party's eyes without any concealment, and it is easier to detect a momentary distraction or avoidance.

"Is he still making trouble recently?"

Jiang Qiushi's voice came to his ears along with the subtle electric sound, half of his face was reflected on the screen, and the blurry picture quality couldn't stop the dusty facial features.

"Fortunately, I have almost adapted to the new environment."

I pointed the camera at the cat on the couch, staggering my own face to feel a little more natural.

We can always chat for a long time about the topics we want, because Jiang Qiushi and I will subconsciously avoid other issues.At the end of the chat, I really didn't know what to say, both sides were quiet for a few seconds, and Jiang Qiushi spoke in a clear voice.

"Lin Yao, do you have time this afternoon?"

The sudden turn of the topic left me stunned for a few seconds.

"Afternoon?" I shook my wrist while holding the phone, and the picture was blurred. I don't know if Jiang Qiushi noticed it. "What's the matter?"

"I'm going to the hospital for a reexamination of the wound today. I may need to do some examinations and dispense medicine. If you are free, can you go with me?" Jiang Qiushi said unhurriedly, "It's not convenient for me to be alone."

The reasons he chose are very difficult for people to refuse, just like the things he wanted a few days ago.Fortunately, the camera was not pointed in my direction, otherwise the face reflected on the screen at this moment must be too tangled to be seen.

I think that the relationship between me and Jiang Qiushi has clearly not reached this point, maybe we have arrived at a certain moment, but we retreated very quickly.But his calmness and composure made me feel that it was an illusion—he had long forgotten about it, and only I was still brooding about it.

"afternoon......"

I was hesitating to make a sound when the screen suddenly went dark and Xiao Nan's phone popped up.

With a beep, Jiang Qiushi's video was interrupted.

After I quit, I hurriedly sent him a message, and Xiao Nan's name kept flashing on the screen, urging him.I could almost guess the meaning behind this call, my heart beat a few more times for no reason, and I pressed to answer.

"Hey?"

"Brother Lin Yao, is it convenient for you now?"

Xiao Nan's voice came through the microphone, and I replied in a fairly normal voice: "Excuse me, what's the matter?"

She faltered for a while, sounding a little nervous: "It's nothing serious, I just wanted to ask if you're free this afternoon. Brother Gu has an event in Xinxia Square today, if you're not busy, can you come and have a look?"

I didn't answer directly, but instead asked, "Did Gu Mingsheng ask you to tell me?"

The other end took a short breath and became quiet.

I remained patient and did not speak, giving her enough time to organize the answers.There was a rustling sound coming from the phone, and it got farther and farther away from the noise, until it was completely calm, leaving Xiao Nan's ups and downs alone.

"Brother Lin Yao, even if Brother Gu didn't mention it, I would have taken the initiative to call you."

Her voice is not heavy, but it is rare to be sure.

"I don't know much, and I don't have the qualifications to say this, but I know Brother Gu really thinks you are very important. Although he usually takes good care of everyone, we can all see that it's just out of politeness and Responsibility, only when you come to visit the class, Brother Gu will show a more real side, and you can also say that he is relaxed. During this period of time, he has not had a good rest, and he runs around every day to make announcements. This matter is indeed that Brother Gu asked me to come Tell you, but I think no matter what happened before, it is definitely more useful for two people to talk face to face than to keep silent."

I squeezed the phone tightly and listened silently.

"And what happened last time, I have to apologize," Xiao Nan said apologetically, "Actually, Brother Gu did this because he cared too much about your feelings. There must be something wrong with him, but I think his starting point must be It's for you. If something really goes wrong between you two, you should talk it out first. Although I have no experience, isn't that how it's always done in dramas? Most of the time it's just a misunderstanding. Maybe everything will be different when we meet. .”

I knew that Xiao Nan was comforting me, and couldn't help but laugh out loud when I heard the following words: "Okay, I know, you don't have to speak for him like this, it's wronged that you think of so many reasons to persuade me."

"I'm telling the truth," Xiao Nan relaxed and smiled, "Brother Lin Yao, do you want to come over?"

When she said this, there was a bit of tentative apprehension. I couldn't tell whether it was because she couldn't stop embarrassing her, or if she was really moved by those words, "You send me the time and place."

There was a hasty sound from the other end: "Okay!"

If there is a real misunderstanding, will everything be different?I hung up the phone, Xiao Nan's words echoed in my mind, and I couldn't help laughing at myself.

How can there be any misunderstanding between me and Gu Mingsheng?It's just a pile of mistakes one after another, and in the end, they have to use high-sounding reasons to whitewash the peace.

The usually busy shopping plaza was bustling with people in the afternoon, and by the time I arrived, the activities had already begun.

Standing on the outside, you can see the surging crowd of people, the screams of fans, the continuous sound of shutters, and the voice of the host spread throughout the entire floor through the loudspeaker.All the sounds were mixed together, deafening, and almost crushed my thoughts.

Nothing can be heard clearly in this suffocation, and nothing is real.After a long period of confusion, there was only one sentence that was extremely clear. The electric sound that penetrated the microphone hit my heart hard, setting off a new round of high-pitched decibels from the crowd.

"Next, let's welcome Gu Mingsheng to the stage. Please maintain order and don't push."

They could no longer hear the host's instructions, and they called out Gu Mingsheng's name one after another, suppressing the rapid heartbeat in my ears.

These different voices all converged into the same familiar name. I turned my head and followed the crowd. The figure belonging to Gu Mingsheng was escorted by the security personnel and walked towards the main stage quickly and gracefully, standing in front of everyone's eyes and spotlights. Down.

For a moment, he became extremely strange in my eyes, far away, yet dazzling, so flamboyant.The crystal chandelier in the shopping mall and the countless lenses on the stage flickered continuously, and the rays of light converging on Gu Mingsheng seemed to turn him into a real star, which made me lose my mind for a while.

He goes well with red.

The well-tailored dark suit outlined his waist, his hair was neatly brushed over his forehead, and a delicate rose brooch was pinned on his chest. It was this flirtatious red that blended with his temperament.

Gu Mingsheng took the microphone in the host's hand, but before he could speak, the shouts in the venue were already about to blow over the roof.He showed a gentle smile to his fans to appease everyone's emotions, his eyes swept across the entire venue inadvertently, and finally locked on a certain place - my direction.

I forgot to breathe, and almost forgot the purpose of my trip.Gu Mingsheng evoked an increasingly sincere smile in his field of vision, flashing a seductive and affectionate light.

"good afternoon everyone."

His voice was reaching everyone's ears through a loudspeaker, and into mine.

"Do you miss me?"

What responded to him was the fans' excited "missing you", and they waved the cheering posters in their hands to express their love for their idols.

In this restlessness, Gu Mingsheng stared deeply in my direction, put his lips on the microphone, and said in a low voice: "I miss you too."

The non-heavy final sound is like a sigh that disappears at the touch of a touch, it is "you", not "you".

The crowd was surging and the momentum was huge. He looked at me across everything, and said the most cryptic love words under the eyes of thousands of people.After kneading, the sincerity that has never been spoken to the mouth is heavier than all love words in the world, and it is hot.

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In the end, I will write a single-player perspective of each attack, and then everyone will see a brand new world