bad derailment

After all, I'm not a saint, I can't go to see Gu Mingsheng without any grudges after seeing that horrible scene.

His world is so rich and busy that others would flock to it even without me.If I don't participate, he can still live a carefree life, even better than now.

But in my world, Gu Mingsheng occupies a huge area.He has been with me for ten years, he is more like "important" to me than "like".

He has played many roles in my world, classmates, friends, relatives, and even the current lover.

If you don't know when you wake up, come and bite my trouser leg.I bent down to pick him up, the little guy meowed in my arms, and gently rubbed his head against my chest.

It is said that cats are cold, but I think people are the most heartless animals.A little bit of malice can overwhelm all the goodness in the past, even if you exchange ten percent of your sincerity, you will never be able to feel the initial emotion again.

From rain, to snowflakes, to hard ice, before I have completely changed my mood, all of these have been subtly finalized.

Many times, I am used to maintaining a neutral attitude, such as facing a relationship, such as being caught in a cold war.I hate when people treat me that way, but I always indulge myself to treat others like that.

The rift between me and Chen Feng has finally reached the point where it is difficult to repair, even the most experienced craftsman will struggle to restore a broken porcelain to its original state.

I chose to stand indifferently and wait for him to break the deadlock.This may be the first time I've put myself in the victim's position, but it's an understatement after all.

He and I are no better than the other, but two unbearable souls are entangled and exhausted their last strength, pulling each other, and they are in danger.

This kind of getting along is undoubtedly an unprecedented torment. Chen Feng and I are still under the same roof, but we have become two separate individuals.He didn't say anything, hid all his thoughts in his eyes, looked at me for no reason, as if he was waiting for me to break the ice, and then turn over the page like before, pretending to continue living as if nothing had happened.

Compared with our previous quarrels, this is just an extremely small accident.I can indeed forgive Chen Feng and ignore his deceit for the past five years, and he can also pretend that he doesn't know anything, as long as I still act affectionate in front of him.

What he wanted was very simple, almost unbelievably simple compared to others.But once I thought about how many five years in the future I would have to spend like this, all I was left with was exhaustion and the urge to turn around and flee.

The best way to end this debt is not to start from the beginning, but for me, this awakening came too late.

Out of escape and excuses, I compulsively devote myself to work, and only at this time can I forget other bad things for a short time.

Editor-in-Chief Feng seemed to be happy with the success. He recruited me into the office, held a thermos cup and said some polite words, and then mentioned the business trip next week.

"...Although it's a business trip, it's actually not far away. I just went to Shaocheng next door to do an interview about a new project. The round trip and accommodation expenses will be reimbursed by the company. I originally wanted to entrust this task to Xiao Han to do it, she is from Shaocheng herself, and she is familiar with the way there, but I see that you have been very energetic in your work recently, and she happened to have other things on hand, so after thinking twice, she decided to give this task to you."

I couldn't tell if I was more surprised or more helpless, and after digesting for a few seconds, I said, "Brother Feng, my interview experience is not as rich as that of Sister Han Ke, and I am not sure if I can do well for such a big task suddenly. "

Editor-in-Chief Feng took a sip of tea, and said leisurely: "Xiao Han can't do so well right away, everything has a process. You learn more and read more, and ask her when you don't understand. After a few days Years will bring you experience. If you do well, the company will give you a bonus. If you do not do well, I won’t blame you. Just do it at ease. By the way, let Xiao Zhao go with you as soon as possible Well, I think your partner was pretty good last time, just a few months later is the graduation season, and there are many newcomers coming to practice, you have to take Xiao Zhao to be a role model for the newcomers, understand?"

He had already finished his speech to the point where it was decided, so I could only nod my head and say, "Understood, thank you Brother Feng for giving me this opportunity, and I will do my best to complete it."

"Okay, then you go back first, I will send the information to your mailbox later, pay attention to get ready early."

I said yes, and after returning to my seat, I checked the high-speed rail ticket from Yancheng to Shaocheng. The two cities are adjacent, and the fastest high-speed rail only takes one hour.It's close, but Shaocheng is a new city that I haven't had much contact with, and the places are all unfamiliar, so I can only check slowly while saving the data.

I have always been a person who hates trouble and change, but I am surprisingly not much against this sudden business trip.Maybe at this juncture, I was looking forward to something that could temporarily pull me away from the center of the vortex, and use a high-sounding excuse to escape from the cold war with Chen Feng.

Zhao Quan was very excited about the business trip notice.After staying in the club for nearly a year, he has lost a lot of youthfulness, and he can also show an experienced attitude towards newcomers later, but most of the time he still looks like a fool, full of everything. I don't know where the vitality comes from.

I always envy his liveliness from the bottom of his bones, just like Lin Nuo, when staying with such a person, he will unconsciously feel better.It's just that whenever I see Zhao Quan, I always think of Jiang Qiushi's evaluation of me. At that time, I thought that if I let him meet Zhao Quan or Lin Nuo, maybe he wouldn't think my nonsense is so special.

The ridiculous thing is that it is now impossible for me to even meet him.

When he was unfeeling, he came as defenseless as when he was tempted. The note was not an early warning, but a notice of the beginning.He completely divided me into the 'impossible' area and marked me with a bright red cross. All the indulgences and vague ambiguities were like a dream after waking up, and fell apart completely after that time.

I think it is impossible for me and him to be friends anymore, and I don’t even have to be friends. Fortunately, I have rehearsed this result countless times in my mind, so that I can accept it without attachment when it really comes.It's just that whenever I'm free, I still think of him involuntarily, and sometimes I think, if I wasn't so greedy at the beginning, at least I can find an excuse to visit him now, right?

But that is no longer possible. I always have to be responsible for my choices, no matter how much I am reluctant and reluctant.

It was still early after get off work, and I seemed to have returned to the previous state, and I didn't want to face Chen Feng's face when I got back.So while taking a taxi, he sent a message to Gu Mingsheng, he should still be filming, Xiao Nan replied to me with his mobile phone.

"Brother Lin Yao, this way."

After arriving at the set, Xiao Nan greeted me warmly, and even moved a folding chair for me to sit on.I was a little embarrassed to be taken care of by a little girl, so I suggested that she should sit first.Xiao Nan quickly shook her head and said, "It's okay, Brother Lin Yao, sit down, I have to stand here and look at Brother Gu, this is my job, you don't have to feel embarrassed."

All I can say is, "Thank you then."

Xiao Nan smiled shyly, "It should."

Gu Mingsheng was still filming, and I couldn't understand the plot, so I could only talk to Xiao Nan.She looks young and has a cute baby face, so she always gives me the illusion that she is easy to be shy, but I didn't expect that she would be extraordinarily generous and talkative after chatting.

"How long will it take for this drama to be filmed?"

"Brother Gu's filming is expected to be finished next month, and it will be aired in August, right? There are still a lot of things to edit and review," Xiao Nan said, "At that time, I will accompany Brother Gu to run a publicity campaign. Not to mention that time, there is still a magazine page to be photographed next week."

When I heard her talking about Gu Mingsheng's itinerary, I was a little surprised, "This show hasn't aired yet, why does he have so much work?"

After hearing my question, Xiao Nan not only did not express any common emotion, but looked at me in surprise, "Brother Lin Yao, don't you know?"

I was puzzled, "Know what?"

"Brother Gu is very popular now, and this drama is still in the filming period, and there is a vague tendency to explode. The company is very fond of Brother Gu, otherwise it would not have given such a good male third in the first drama." That's it," Xiao Nan lowered her voice, "Brother Lin Yao, don't tell others that I told you."

It took me a long time to digest the news, and I responded with a slow 'yes', but I still felt unreally confused.

"Is he... very hot now?"

Without further ado, Xiao Nan handed over the phone, which was Gu Mingsheng's Weibo homepage.I checked the number of fans three times before I was sure that there was indeed a 'ten thousand' after five hundred.The latest Weibo below is only accompanied by a few simple photos, and the number of retweets and likes has broken through an astonishing number.

I was still looking at the page in a daze, and Xiao Nan started talking again.

"Brother Gu accumulated a lot of fans when he was a model before, but now he has changed his career to be an actor. As soon as the show was officially announced, everyone was shocked by Brother Gu in the propaganda newspaper, and rushed to the top three in the hot search. It didn't take long Everyone picked up photos of him as a model, and found that he has had all kinds of weird looks in the past few years. There is only one face that will not collapse no matter how you shoot it. Because of a single poster, Brother Gu gained more than 20 fans that day."

Xiao Nan held up two fingers, her face was a little red, "Although notices are flying all over the sky now, and I always praise who's star looks amazing, but after seeing real people around, I still feel that only Brother Gu can afford it." It's a boast."

Although many words are unfamiliar, I can still understand the meaning of Xiao Nan's words.Can just one photo set off such a crazy fan effect?

I really didn't understand it, and even thought it was absurd and funny, until Gu Ming came over after giving birth to the scene, and smiled with a little joy: "Xiao Yao, I saw you when I was filming just now, and I almost misunderstood the lines, you and Xiao Nan What are you doing here?"

After seeing Gu Mingsheng, Xiao Nan was reserved and didn't speak, so I replied, "We're chatting."

He raised his eyebrows, and his tone changed slightly: "What are you talking about?"

I looked at him complicatedly, "Talk about how you gained 20 followers for a single photo."