bad derailment

Ren Hanchu stayed where he was, without saying another word, his face dimmed at the intersection of shadows.

I turned and left, and this time I was finally not stopped inexplicably again.

"Why did it take so long?"

When I returned to the box and faced Gu Mingsheng's question, I shook my head and was speechless.

The air-conditioning and heating make the head more dizzy after the alcohol comes up, like a container full of waste water, you can hear the sound of water when you shake it.He realized what was going on very quickly and got up to catch me almost the next moment.

The faint scent of perfume sat on the tip of the nose, dispelling some physical discomfort.I subconsciously burrowed into Gu Mingsheng's arms. His body seemed to freeze for a moment, but it dissipated too quickly, more like an illusion.

A hoarse voice sounded above his head: "Have you been drinking?"

My brain was frozen and I couldn't think, but I said unconsciously and fluently: "Well, when I went out, I ran into He Jin and was dragged by him for a few drinks... Do you remember He Jin?"

"Remember, high school classmate."

It took him only three seconds to come up with this answer, which made me wonder if my memory is really that bad?

I was a little dissatisfied, "Guess who else I met?"

Gu Mingsheng lowered his head and smiled, his chest trembled slightly against my body, "Could it be Ren Han?"

...there is no sense of gaming experience at all.

"how do you know?"

"You let me guess, who else can there be except him?" Gu Mingsheng didn't ask much, and helped me lower his head to pour a glass of water, "How much did you drink?"

I swallowed it after taking it, and said slowly: "Only four cups." At the end, I added another sentence: "White."

When I drank it, my throat was sore and I felt like vomiting, but now the past half an hour has relieved a lot.It's just that the things in front of him began to rotate continuously, and even Gu Mingsheng's face was doubled, making it hard to see clearly.

It doesn't feel good to lean on others all the time. I grabbed his arm and tried to stand firm, but I didn't expect to bump into the corner of the table as soon as I took a step.The pain in my crotch made my eye sockets steam up instantly, I clenched my back molars tightly, and heard a short laugh in my ears.

"You can even drink four glasses of beer to faint, how can you have the guts to drink baijiu?"

It seemed helpless, but also indulgent. The words that should have been reproaches came out of Gu Mingsheng's mouth, but there was no trace of anger.

I shook my head.

"Who made him so enthusiastic? He never gave me a chance to refuse," I muttered softly, holding on to the last bit of reason and said, "Let's go first, I'm afraid I'll run into them again when I go out later."

He wrapped his arms around me kindly, with a little concern, "Okay, I'll support you."

The heater in the car softly envelops the whole body.I half-closed my eyes, my head swayed slightly with the moving body, I accidentally bumped into the window a few times and woke up for a moment, then fell into chaos three seconds later, and repeated again and again.

"Ren Han came to look for me just now."

Gu Mingsheng turned the steering wheel and responded with an 'um'.

I repeated it forcefully: "Ren Han came to look for me just now."

"What did you guys talk about?" Gu Mingsheng finally asked slowly and cooperatively, "Is the old relationship rekindled?"

I couldn't help laughing.

"What kind of old relationship can I have with him? He regards me as an enemy. After all these years, he is still as stupid as before. When he saw the ring on my finger, he thought I was married. I followed his words casually, and it turned out He really believed it, you didn't see his expression at that time, it was so funny."

I was talking nonsense, and in the end I didn't know what I was talking about.The speed of the car increased slightly, and I tried to open my eyes, but I could only see Gu Mingsheng's side face hidden in the dark, whose expression could not be seen clearly.

"Why don't you smile? Isn't it funny?"

He pressed my hand that was trying to make trouble, and the palm was hot like fire.I heard his low-pitched voice sound in the car, and only said a short sentence: "You are drunk, don't make trouble."

I emphasized dissatisfiedly: "I'm not drunk, I drink very well."

He responded naturally, without arguing, "Yes, it is very good."

"Don't think I can't hear that you are mocking me."

He laughed silently, and the moment of astonishment almost stopped the time in front of my eyes.After an unknown amount of time, the car stopped, and I followed Gu Mingsheng out of the car and came to my side. After seeing him open the car door, I asked belatedly, "What are you going to do?"

He leaned forward, and the shadow shrouded the sky, absorbing my heart and soul with the sound, as if everything was so natural.

"Take you home."

My legs soared into the air, and I lost weight instantly. I subconsciously hugged Gu Mingsheng's neck, and felt ashamed for a moment after realizing the current posture.The steady woody fragrance lingered quickly, and I was distracted. I was addicted to move my nose to his neck, and rubbed it, "It smells good..."

He seemed to pause for a moment, then carried me upstairs as if he hadn't heard anything.

I closed my eyes sleepily, hiding the short-term loss and sense of loss, maybe I finally found a vent, all those forgotten memories rushed to my heart, there was Gu Mingsheng's gentle and green smile, and Ren Han's face full of shock The accusations, the hidden truths I never told, all came flooding in at this moment.

I know that Gu Mingsheng is rejecting all communication about 'Ren Han', he closed the gate of the past forcefully, and reminded me not to think about it, not to look at it.

But I just can't forget it.

Becoming friends with Gu Mingsheng is a very natural and inevitable thing.

No one knows how we got to know each other, as if on a certain day, at a certain moment, he rubbed my hair with a smile, and I slapped him away vigorously. Someone asked him when did you and Lin Yao have such a good relationship, Gu Ming took it for granted Raise your eyebrows, what's the problem?

Yes, he has never had any problems, and the one who has problems has always been me who has evil intentions.

I didn't like Ren Han from the beginning to the end, he was just an ordinary person who was implicated innocently.I happened to need a "secret love object" other than Gu Mingsheng, but unfortunately he was selected as the cannon fodder in this unresolved crush.That's why I didn't even refute a word when he scolded me by pointing at my nose.

I think Gu Mingsheng knows about this relationship, he knows the emotion that I can't hide in my eyes, and he also knows the kiss that I secretly printed on him while he was asleep during class at dusk.So he rejected me in the most gentle and cruel way, helped me pursue another person, and advised me on my relationship with Ren Han.He chose this way to replace the never-spoken 'we can't'.

I once blamed him, I always thought it was because of his preference that I was tempted.But now it doesn't matter who is ahead and who is behind, and this secret throbbing has been obliterated layer by layer over a long period of time.I even think that what he did at the beginning was not wrong. The ten-year-long love is hopeless, but the ten-year-long friendship can be turned into reality.

Perhaps in the end, the secret love will eventually become an open secret that is well known to each other but unspeakable.

If I hadn't met Ren Han again, I might never recall that experience for the rest of my life. It wasn't that I felt regret or dissatisfaction, but that it was unnecessary.

No matter how strong the feelings are, after many years, these short four words are enough to sum up. At the beginning, it was amazing, but it was only because it was rare and strange.

Today's Gu Mingsheng is no longer a simple friend to me, he is more like a half relative or a confidant.I am too familiar with everything about him and vice versa.I have also rejoiced countless times that the feelings that were suppressed in my heart at the beginning were the right choice.

Memories can only slyly submerge rationality in the midst of chaos. I don’t know how long I thought about it, and where I went back. The shackles on my body seemed to be decreasing one by one, and finally sank into the warm water.

The environment was so comfortable that I couldn't help but put down my defenses and leaned into the strong arms of the other party.Every inch of skin is scorching hot in the pool, from the continuous hotness triggered by alcohol, as if being in a swaying boat on the rough sea for a while, and turning into a traveler trying to move forward under the scorching sun, and alternately repeatedly.

The dispersal of consciousness is like fine sand, and the last thing I remember is the woody agarwood lingering on the tip of my nose, which lingers for a long time.

Until midnight, I woke up once in a daze.

After the heat faded away, his body couldn't stop chilling, and Chen Feng would become the best stove at this time.So I subconsciously moved closer to the heat source around me, and squeezed into it regardless.It's just that the 'stove' tonight seems to be different from the past. He wraps my body tighter and tighter. When I want to escape, there is no way out. My waist is tightly shackled by my arms, and I can't even move.

In such a double sky of ice and fire, I fell into a deep sleep.

When I woke up in the morning, I silently looked at the unfamiliar ceiling, and slowly raised my hand to cover my face.

I regret it now, very much.

I always knew I was a bad drinker, but I didn't expect it to be this bad.If I can go back to last night, even if I offend someone, I will definitely not drink those few sips of liquor.

Resisting the urge to swear, I propped myself up from the bed, my nightgown was tied crookedly, it was no better than not wearing it.One of Gu Mingsheng's arms was still hanging around his waist, and it tightened suddenly with my movements. I lowered my head stiffly, met his sleepy eyes, and fell silent for three seconds. He lazily raised the corners of his lips.

"Morning, Xiao Yao."

The voice that had just woken up was naturally fatally sexy, like a hook across the apex of the heart.It took me a few seconds to suppress the throbbing, and pushed his hand away, "...morning."

"Is your body still uncomfortable?"

This ordinary sentence showed an ambiguity in the context at the moment. I restrained my divergent thinking and said with a sullen face: "The pain in my head is gone. Thank you for taking care of me last night."

Gu Mingsheng didn't seem to appreciate the deep meaning in my words, he smiled casually, "It should be, what time is it?"

"It's past nine o'clock." I focused my eyes on his exposed upper body, almost biting my own tongue, "...Why are you not wearing any clothes?"

"It was too hot in the middle of the night and I took it off."

Gu Mingsheng brushed the broken hair in front of his forehead, and when he sat up, he felt an inexplicable sense of pressure.I subconsciously leaned back, my eyes couldn't help locking on the string of bite marks on his collarbone, and suddenly, a bad idea occupied my mind.

"I didn't do anything weird when I got drunk last night, did I?"

In my memory, only Gu Mingsheng carried me out of the car, and in the middle of the night I mistook him for Chen Feng pushing hard into his arms, and a large part of the content was interrupted by a hangover.I stared nervously at Gu Mingsheng's expression, afraid of hearing something that would kill me on the spot.

"No, you don't have to worry," Gu Mingsheng smiled meaningfully. As soon as I let go of my hanging heart, I heard him say again unhurriedly, "That's just hugging me and kissing and chewing, confessing and yelling at the same time." with other men's names..."

"Okay, stop talking."

I covered Gu Mingsheng's mouth with lightning speed, my face was expressionless, my heart was about to explode, until I met Gu Mingsheng's playful eyes, I suddenly reacted.

"You lied to me?"

"You can't say that, after all...the truth is mixed."

I didn't have time to pay attention to the suspicious pause in Gu Mingsheng's words, the softness of my palm had already caused a thin electric current to flow through my body, and I hastily withdrew my hand.It was only at this time that I noticed that the posture with Gu Mingsheng seemed a bit awkward.

The big bed was fully occupied by two adult men of more than 1.8 meters. The invisible place under the quilt, the touch of skin to skin made me shudder for a moment.I pulled my legs back and wanted to get out of bed, but my calf accidentally brushed against a certain place on the way. The hard touch made me startled, and then I blushed from my neck to my face.

"You...fuck me down!"

Gu Mingsheng pulled off the quilt, lowered his eyelashes innocently, and explained grandly: "Xiao Yao, this is a normal reaction of a man in the morning."

My eyebrows twitched, and I almost didn't laugh out of anger. Am I not a man, and I don't know what this reaction means?

It seems that the scariest straight man in the world is not flirting without knowing it, but knowing that he is flirting and not taking it seriously at all. He is talking about Gu Mingsheng in front of him.I loosened and tightened my fist, and in the end, because of his face, I was still not willing to hit him, so I kicked him instead.